Shes’s Hot.

My wife is very pretty and amazing and funny and-

[lillyspam]

If you find my account:

Hi my names Lilly. I’m 19 and I’m chaotic!

I have another account @lillylvjy, but I do plan on making another account to write Spencer Reid fics

For now this is my spam where i simp over people :)

[lillyspam]

Tw; relapsing

The urge to do it all over again is soo bad rn-

Every single bit of it. And it’s just because I can’t control others people emotions. I can’t control how people feel about what I do, and I can’t make everyone happy. The urge to just- do it all again because of something I can’t control- hurts.

[lillyspam]

why do they make it seem like it’s so easy to just leave?

[lillylvjy]

Get yourself a Jeep where you can take your doors off so in the late fall just feel all the cold air on your body to help you feel alive.

[mysticalsoot]

i- see when I was 10 I decided I hated jeeps and never wanted to be in or drive one. I tried to convince my best friend at the time to never buy a jeep even tho it was her favorite car- i-

[lillylvjy]

…… see idk why you don’t like them- /j

Anyways your gonna be riding in it sometime soon bc I’m way to broke to get a new one-

[mysticalsoot]

honestly valid just gimme some anxiety meds before hand and I'm good !!

[lillylvjy]

Ndnrnrnrnr noted

Unless you have a car we can take- that works too….. please don’t let it be manual tho idk how to drive that shit-

[mysticalsoot]

okay well idk how to drive a stick so- we're screwed then (also my license is still suspended so there will be no car for a long while)

[lillyspam]

So Jeep it is

[lillyspam]

Never much of a romantic (I cried when my parents divorced even tho I wanted it to happen)

[lillyspam]

The bad part about being the older sibling is you know when the younger one is slowly falling apart

[lillyspam]

Blah blah blah something about people being older than me blah blah blah

[lillyspam]

Proves my theory.

[lillyspam]

The fact screaming isn’t an option.

[lillyspam]

i can’t breathe.

Or think.

Hell or do anything.

[lillyspam]

Lord- can you tell I’m a sucker for the people I care about?

[lillyspam]

Someone-

Someone just asked me to tell them my whole life story. And I’ve known this person for ages but I’ve never told anyone my whole life story bc no one asked.

If you can’t tell I’m crying -

[lillyspam]

If I don’t get to see a Tommyinnit show or a lovejoy gig in my lifetime- what is life worth living for?

[lillyspam]

Really need someone to just-

Scream songs with me. I need it-

[lillyspam]

also sorry for spamming your inbox lol-

- duke (honestly kind of a fire name 🥱)

your totally fine! Also fun fact I already graduated so no more Duke for me (which I’m very sad about bc I could’ve gotten a better degree if I went but I needed to get out of school- even if I’m going back into one)

But! I’m definitely visiting the campus when I can bc- woo that campus is beautiful! Also I saw that you went on vacation 🤭 YOU DESERVE IT!!

[lillyspam]

I hate when my boss comes in at 5 pm…. Stays for an hour and tells me I have to do all this shit by closing.

Xoxo love you too /sar

[lillyspam]

Y’all this issue 1 shit has me fuming-