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[lilnnnxie]

Hi! My name is R/Ri, I'm 20 years old, and I'd really love to find some friends SEA!

My fandoms include: Uma Musume (main one), HSR, HI3, Vocaloids, Bandori, Sekai, and quite a few others!!

I have a very long hyperfixation on Ayabe and the Opeaya pairing, and I'd be happy if someone could join me in yapping about them! My other favorite characters are: Sakura Laurel, Elysia, Silver Wolf, Cyrene, Wakaba Mutsumi, Ena, Mafuyu, and Adachi Rei.

I'd really love to have some friends (girlfriends) to discuss my interests, life, and similar things with, because unfortunately, I don't have many friends with whom I can talk about Uma Musume. ♥︎

[lilnnnxie]

caught my fave band live yesterday and caught up with a friend I haven't seen in forever. such a core memory day! finally passed my uni defense too, one less exam on my plate

[lilnnnxie]

tf, i literally hate my weak ass body. sometimes, fr, idk what's wrong with me and why tf i was born so fragile.

i can’t even open a basic ass jar, and carrying a backpack - even if it's barely full - gives me hellish shoulder pain. i'm sick 24/7 and just gotta push through it, cuz if i start taking sick days or whatever, i’m literally never leaving the house.

on top of that, my mental health is tanking and just weighing me down. plus my parents are pressuring me to do big things in philology, but i don’t even have the energy to get out of bed, let alone study linguistics and literature.

basically, i’m just so drained and waiting for the day i can finally chill. ughh

[lilnnnxie]

so i recently decided to revive something i haven't touched since 2020 - fic writing.

i actually have one published work already that i might translate into english and post here, but it's just a super short drabble. i really want to level up my writing though, learn how to weave different ideas into one solid plot, and write longer pieces.

and out of nowhere i was like... what if i mix the american dream, the 90s, and cassette tapes? ngl i have absolutely no idea if it actually sounds good or cohesive. and it feels like a total cliché. but i still wanna finish it...

i want to title it "supernova". a dying star has two outcomes — a black hole or a neutron star. so i'm thinking of doing two alternate endings to reflect that stellar evolution. just idk how to execute it beautifully yet.

in my head, for this AU, opera o is still that bright, vibrant soul who fills every room with warmth and comfort. while ayabe is someone who’s just used to static and white noise in her head, and the only way she can drown it out is by smoking.

does this sound interesting at all? is there any potential here?