[loved-ones]

Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

[girl-of-ur-wetdreamss]

never

[thoughtkick]

“Distance doesn’t separate people. Silence does.”

— Jeff Hood

[metamorphesque]

― Salma Deera, Letters From Medea

[text ID: The centre of every poem is this: / I have loved you. / I have had to deal with that.]

[fluorescent]

[lilstlthhit]

instantly seen kill me lolz

[konoko]

[metamorphesque]

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath

[text ID: And so it seems I must always write you letters that I can never send.]

[9710144]

Remove yourself from people and situations where you don’t feel valued loved, respected or appreciated.

[lilstlthhit]

when people see love in you >>>

[lilstlthhit]

i don’t wanna feel anything anymore

[lilstlthhit]

I thought i was doing better

[lilstlthhit]

A huge reason I left my hometown is because I wanted to learn to be alone. To be dependent on myself

So why am I still depending so hard on others? Why am I giving so much of myself to those who aren’t even interested in seeing what I have to offer ? - when I could be giving more of that energy to myself? I’m leaving myself on empty continuously in an attempt to make others feel whole (as if I even understand what that feels like)

I cut to the chase when speaking to be heard. I hide my vulnerability to avoid being judged or seen as unstable. I have a big heart & I feel everything so intensely. Why is that such a turn off to people? It’s “unhealthy” to experience your emotions deeply - but being desensitized/unaware of them is “normal” ?

Anyways, my hearts heavy & I’m tired of allowing it to be that way. How does it carry so much weight but feel so empty at the same time ? What a paradox

What a mess. I feel so alone & I wanna be okay with feeling alone. So how do I do that?

[moonstoast]

crush by richard siken // richard diebenkorn // richard diebenkorn // if there’s a way out i’ll take it by lora mathis

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

i hope u miss me sometimes

[birsiyahhikayesi]

[dontdropthedoritos]

This book has me in awe. I’ve had it for awhile n I think I picked it up at the perfect time. It makes me feel closer to you, & it’s been given me a lot of comfort in remembering what I know. Thank you 34

[theparisianscent]

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

burning my birth certificate cuz it reminds me of when it all went wrong