花樣年華 𓇬 Youth is never coming back.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎☆ 𝙸'𝚖 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕... 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍. ☆‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎꒰ঌᐢ. ˬ .ᐢ໒꒱ “𝙸’𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗?”

[lilvanillamb]

Welcome to my virtual diary, let's talk about me!

credit to @mochilly for the lamb png.

I DONT INTERACT WITH NSFW BLOGS, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

“Nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return.”

“We are all strangers in a strange land, longing for home, but not quite knowing what or where home is. We glimpse it sometimes in our dreams, or as we turn a corner, and suddenly there is a strange, sweet familiarity that vanishes almost as soon as it comes.”

꒰ঌᐢ. ˬ .ᐢ໒꒱ 𝒮𝓂𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓇ℴ: I have multiple nicknames but usually people call me Tete, i'm a 04's baby and my birthday is in January 13th, i have adhd and Cats+Hannibal NBC+The Phantom Of The Opera+BTS = special interests, my favorite colors are yellow, blue and green, i don't really care about having a gender but i'm a girlblogger in my soul so any pronoun will work.

꒰ঌᐢ. ˬ .ᐢ໒꒱ 𝒯𝒶𝓈𝓉ℯ 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸: (BTS, Red Velvet and Orange Caramel are my bread and butter) Indila, Lamp, Ichiko Aoba, Ayesha Erótica, Ghost, ABBA, Lana del rey, Evanescence, Melanie Martinez, Bossa Nova, Mitski, Aurora +. I listen to a little bit of everything.

₍ᐢ •⌄• ᐢ₎.

꒰ঌᐢ. ˬ .ᐢ໒꒱ ℳℯ𝒹𝒾𝒶𝓈: Supernatural (SPECIAL SPN BLOG HERE) , I believe in unicorns (comfort movie), Lisa Frankenstein, The Love Witch, The Virgins Suicide, Girl, interrupted (comfort movie), The perks of being a wallflower, !!!Everything Everywhere All at Once!!!, The phantom of the opera (almost all of them), Clueless, Legally Blond (1&2), Twilight, Teen Beach Movie (1&2), Alice in wonderland, Smiling Friends ( i´m literally Pim), Yellowjackets, Hannibal NBC, JOJO´S Bizarre Adventure, Percy Jackson (books and series), Gumball's amazing world,The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Dinner in America and Yuri!!! On ice.

Pinterest ⌯>ᴗ<⌯ಣ

Please, attention:

If your profile has ed and stuff keep in mind i wont interact with your publications as much as i could, i'm in a recovering process. I have nothing against you.

[unknownn-girl]

[silkangelkisses]

[lilvanillamb]

My binder with a mural of emotional support woman on one side, and on the other side, my two wives. I'm totally ready for college.

[ultimatelustforlife]

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angelkisssedx on ig

[lilvanillamb]

I love being performative

My latest little performance is watching YouTube videos in 360p quality. Why bother with having super definition when I can have super nostalgic? Not seeing people's souls by their pores on camera is actually very satisfying.

[lilvanillamb]

Brokeback Mountain but Destiel

A few days ago I finished the movie and realized I needed a fanfic about them, featuring the characters in a very specific way, and I realized there wasn't one anywhere. I was determined to make it happen. And I did.

"Dean Winchester and Castiel Kline meet in the summer of 1963, hired for the season to do the remote and isolated work guarding Bobby Singer's flock of sheep in the open range on Brokeback Mountain in Wyoming.

While both are from similar backgrounds, the opportunities and personality they have are different: non-demonstrative Dean, having grown up without parents or family money, holds his thoughts and feelings largely to himself since he's already used to hold the "older brother" weight, while Castiel, after noticing he would never make his Dad satisfied decided to leave to pursue freedom through the rodeo circuit, is more open about what he wants in life. Although both live as straight, with Dean scheduled to get married to his girlfriend Lisa in November, they more out of a physical need have a spur of the moment sexual encounter with each other, which Dean desperately sees as one time only. However by the end of the season, they have fallen. As they finish their work on Brokeback Mountain, they have to figure out how to reconcile their feelings for each other, their marriages, family and real life."

YOU CAN READ HERE!!!!!

[lilvanillamb]

Is currently 4:10 am here and i can't fall asleep because i can't stop thinking about Destiel. Not only about Destiel but also a Destiel fic I'm intending to write (english is not my first language and will be my first time writing).

[lilvanillamb]

Its already i motion, soon the first chapter of my beautiful baby will be available on AO3 :3

[lilvanillamb]

Is currently 4:10 am here and i can't fall asleep because i can't stop thinking about Destiel. Not only about Destiel but also a Destiel fic I'm intending to write (english is not my first language and will be my first time writing).

[ibelinainunicorns]

[lilvanillamb]

"Today is my birthday. Today I will learn how to breathe."

[lilvanillamb]

I'VE DECIDED! 2026 WILL BE MY NERDMAXXING YEAR!

I decided that will share my secret plans to nerdmaxxing this year. In afew days i will turn 22 and i decided that i need to get WEIRDER, NERDIER, GEEKIER AND ALL THAT STUFF since i still liking the things i liked when i was 11 in different fonts, since is ''new year new me' let´s get this new me some basic nerdy stuff ready first. I will separate by categories to make easier to organize later, i'm gonna talk about books i wanna read, movies i wanna watch and general plans.

BOOKS LIST:

Binding 13 - Chloe Walsh

Keeping 13 - Chloe Walsh

Pride and prejudice - Jane Austen

Sense and sensibility - Jane Austen

Supernatural: Bobby Singer's guide to hunting - David Reed

The power of kabbalah - Rav Berg

Hannibal - Thomas Harris

The silence of the lambs - Thomas Harris

New Moon - Stephenie Meyer

Eclipse - Stephenie Meyer

Breaking dawn - Stephenie Meyer

Six of crows - Leigh Bardugo

Crooked Kingdom - Leigh Bardugo

The seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins 

Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte

Violeta - Isabel Allende

Girl, interrupted - Susanna Kaysen

Red, white e royal blue - Casey McQuiston

The bromance book club - Lyssa Kay

Love, theoretically - Ali Hazelwood

Drácula - Bram Stoker

Bram Stoker's HANNIBAL - DBMars on AO3 (YES I CONSIDER A LONG AND WELL WRITTEN FANFIC AS A BOOK)

The Virgins Suicides - Jeffrey Eugenides

The Hobbit - Tolkien

The Lord of The Rings - Tolkien

The Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux (re-read)

Embrace your weird - Felícia Day

The Lost Daughter of Sparta - Felícia Day

  

Phew, that's a big list i have here but if you think my goals end here you're terribly wrong, next classification!!!1

MOVIE/TV SHOW LIST:

Buffy, the vampire slayer.

Charmed

Star Wars: Saga

Hobbit: Saga

The Lord of the rings: Saga

Hannibal nbc (re-watch)

YellowJackets (re-watch)

 Supernatural (re-watch)

House M.D (finish) 

Random resolutions:

Finish my D&D Party alive;

Play more D&D

Watch ''The Guild'' by Felícia Day

Study more about paganism and witchcraft

Start my herbal box

Read more fanfic on AO3

GET MORE YAOIPILLED!!!1

Listen new music i always wanted(Ghost, MCR and others)

That's all for now, if i remember anything new i probably will edit this. Did you guys likes my lists? Have any suggestions of things you think i might like? You can tell me, my dms are open and so is the comments! 

XOXOXO

[lilvanillamb]

Fangirl crashout! Supernatural edition.

Just finished supernatural and my face is all puffy from crying and i can't really breathe without coughing, i won't even analyse anything rn just let the empty feeling settle. I probably will do the same thing i did when i finished Hannibal: fill myself with extra content around the internet. Ao3 be ready.

It's 3:25 am, i should go to bed.

Why God, why.

[lilvanillamb]

Just watched supernatural s15 e18.

First thought? Im gonna end my life.

Second thought? DESTIEL IS REAL, IM DESTIELPILLED.

[lilvanillamb]

A bitch and a jerk.

Visiting today a small town people call "the witche's town" in my country dressed as Sam and Dean with my friend. I love my life. We will definitely take pictures like this:

Bonus points: we look alike (we're not sisters), our friendship is very Jensen/Jared dynamics and we both have daddy issues.

[lilvanillamb]

Thinking about my Sam Winchester headcanon almost every single day (my headcanon is that he's demisexual).

[lilvanillamb]

The dolls who get it, get it.

I recently started watching Supernatural and realized how Sam is part of the "misunderstood character tormented by visions and with dark hair who has antlers as a representative symbol" troupe along with Will Graham and other characters I love, which led me to the decision to let my hair grow back to its natural color (dark brown).

It's not that I'm going to stop dyeing my hair blue, but we're in the antler queen moment. It's not basic, boring never dyed hair dark brown, it's I'm a wild creature dark brown, it's a wood soft white lace and red blood dark brown.

[antlersoldier]

need this