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Non-Writing Media:
Don’t Romance Me (If you’ve got kinks for murder, rape, and degradation, this pick-your-own-adventure game that I made might be up your alley.)
Audio files
Art
Fangs and Thorns (my nsfw comic about vampires and fairies and personal issues, contains lots of sex and sometimes gore)
Fandoms:
Supernatural
Dragon Age
Boyfriend to Death
Marvel
Five Nights at Freddy’s
Over the Garden Wall
Misc. Fandoms
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Masterlist of all commissions
Masterlist of all 3-line ficlets
Masterlist of my original porn writing
Masterlist of ALL WRITING
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Kinks and Other Tags:
angrysex
angst
bestiality
blood kink
bondage
breath play
butt stuff (often of an unconventional variety)
Christmas special
choking
collars and sometimes leashes
comeplay
crossdressing
cuddles
daddy kink
dom/sub
double penetration
exhibitionism
fear kink
fluff
gore
gun kink
Halloween special
hell (a variety of physical and psychological torture fics)
het sex
highschool AU
humiliation
hypnosis
jealousy
jembax (original, kinky lore of mine)
knifeplay
lesbian sex
masturbation
mean words
mindbreak
murderfucking
nipple play
noncon
orgasm denial
oviposition
pegging
petplay
phone sex
possession (demonic)
predator/prey dynamics
pregnancy kink
public sex
rape roleplay
reader insert
romanticized noncon
rule 63
sex hex
sillysex
somnophilia
spanking
stockholm syndrome
tentacles
Thanksgiving special
tickle kink
tongs
trans-inclusive porn
underage
vampire stuff
violence
watersports
wing kink
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If anyone can think of anything else that should go on the list, feel free to let me know.
Good Morning Everyone!
I'm so excited for my packages to come today!
My android tablet, stylus, (possibly) my android phone, and my two micro sd cards for my tablet and phone!
I feel so spoiled XP
But other than that, I feel good. I got my Chinese Food I have from yesterday with me. I'm (bootlegging) Spotify songs from my playlist. And all is good in the neighborhood. ^^
Oh! I finally got my ADHD meds again. Apparently CVS fucked up with my Doctor's orders and I had Novembers Meds and not December. -_- They lucky that the are the only ones who prescribe that medicine and have it in stock...
And! I got out of a big slump! I was depressed and stayed in my room aaaaalllll day, watching youtube. I knew I was depressed cause I would watch YouTube more and more. And I'm quite proud of myself for getting out of that slump. ^^
I'm still working on my website but right now it's being quite laggy so I'll work on it later or MOSTLY tommorrow.
Today is suppose to be my rest day from social media. Along with Sunday. But I wanted to make this quick update on my digital diary. DX
So, take care. Drink plenty of fluids and eat something! I mean it! >:|
December 13th 2024 | 2:09 pm | Mood: Calm/Happy | Currently Doing: Watching YouTube (as usual) and listening to music.
Hello. Hello. Hello.
Sorry for the recent absences. I’ve been kinda busy with the website and took a day away from social media tbh.. but I’m back!
Today is a wonderful day, I got to video chat with my psychiatrist today and talked about how I overcame a big slump in the previous days and how I was able to spring back up. She and My mom think I have “Change Stress”. Well. That’s what I call it. It’s basically where I get a change in life, it stresses me out over the upcoming days and I do not know how to cope with it yet. So my Psych suggested that I get in home therapy and we agreed. I mean.. I can still take transportation to therapy since I have Medicare but other than that, It’s either or.
I called a few places but they didn’t pick up so I just left a message for now.
OTHER NOTE
I may or may not have spoiled myself with $500 dollars >w>
These are the things I got and the Tablet and Phone comes tomorrow! Well. I hope. Cause the phone is in PA (Pennsylvania) and I live in NC so I might get it tomorrow since I bought it today. Fingers crossed. >w<
But I was thinking about doing a unboxing of my gifts for Christmas on YouTube.
I’m trying to become a YouTube! Here is my banner and intro and outro! I’ll post the outro on another post since I can’t put two videos here.
I was thinking about getting me a new tape recorder for Christmas cause the one I bought (Byron) on Amazon sucks so much.. the tape keeps getting caught, I can’t add an aux so I can record my audio from my phone or laptop and I just.. UGH! But I found a simple app that allows me to record audio and act like a tape player which is good! But again… don’t buy Byron Tape Recorder from Amazon.. unless you want it to just play from the player and not by aux, or you want to play already recorded audio from a cassette, then by all means, go ahead. But I have a preference of just recording audio onto my cassette using an aux and have it forever to come.
I was looking at eBay for one that I had a long time before (it stopped working..) and I saw the exact same one almost at the exact same price (below $30). So that’s on my wishlist XD
Hopefully I’ll be able to buy it.. cause we aren’t going to have a big Christmas this year. We will have a Christmas but it won’t be a lot of gifts and stuff. And I like to buy things for myself but yeah.. I have no muny ;3;
The left of my shoulder on my back is so sore! I think it’s a muscle… but other than that, it hurts to bend over, move or even reach for stuff. Upper and Lower. I think I either laid wrong on my bed, or (as my mom says) I didn’t move a lot. Which she is sorta right about that. But I did stretch and that usually works but this morning, I was unable to pop or even stretch out my back where the muscle is… I just rubbed some cream on my back so hopefully that will help a lot… I want to lay down but I don’t want to..
I’v also been working on my website until the site when down due to maintenance (I’m using WordPress) but I did a good job so far. I just need to do a lot more work ónò . . . I’m slowly learning how to use it and I’m using tutorial after tutorial. I was so pissed off with the header part.. I had accidentally removed the header cause I wanted a blank slate, and I needed to add it back. But I couldn’t with elementor cause I needed to pay for it. But I already paid for Hostinger for it and Wordpress, so I don’t know what the fuck is going on or why can’t I access it . . . Like I said, I’m learning slowly.
My RV is still at the shop (Camping World) cause it’s been raining, and it’s probably going to rain all this week. So, I won’t be home in a while until it stops.. But I do enjoy being at my parents house, I get to hang out with my parents and the free food XD jk jk But I love being spoiled by my parents, and I do my best around the house and wash my dishes and clean up after myself. Which I should do anyways. XD
I’m probably going to make some gifs for Tumblr and try to make it aesthetic and shit.. I don’t know. I’m working on that DX I have some ideas but I need some like… evergreen gifs. GIFs that I can use every time or most out of year so I don’t have to remake it over and over again unless I feel like it. But I have a few ideas of what I wanted to add. Most of it is just for Instagram or some shit like that, but I thought about Tumblr, so I wanted to make it personal for myself to use. Here are some of my ideas . . .
Also here is what I have for the Website. It’s not much but I’m learning and trying XD I know it’s weird looking but I’m learning on how to add sub pages to my menu. I mean.. I’ve tried already but it’s not like.. registering? I don’t know.. But it’s not showing as subpages on the menu and that’s what is really pissing me off about WordPress cause I’m not sure its a particular tutorial on how to do that, but I’m trying like I said and no giving up.
I really want to fix that menu but, again, the website is under maintenance.. So I’ll either have to wait a few minutes or just call it a day, which I did the last one cause I was working on it since this morning and I’ve honestly needed a break. So I came to Tumblr :D ( My secret comfort social media other than YouTube uWu ).
And looked at some good Supernatural Artwork, Photos and some pictures with the Actors at a Convention. I secretly wished I could of went to the one where I live but it was about 2-3 hours away and I didn’t know about it until it was too late, so I didn’t go. But I thought also, it was a sign. Cause I know how I would feel if I met my babies in person. I would had fainted as soon as they look at my way. I would had died if they even breathe my way. …. I’M NOT OBSESSED I SWEAR !!! But yeah.. I love them so much, but now.. I feel a bit indifference with Jared. Why? Cause of the whole Replubican bullshit he has gotten himself into… I love you Jared but now, I don’t love you as much but, shockingly, it’s still there. I just hope he realizes what he has done and SOMEHOW get himself out of this shit… Idk, I lack feeling of what he does now. He just does stuff out of impulse.. that what is feels like sometimes.
I’m leaning on more of loving Misha. He is knows what’s good in the world and wants to protect and save it, which I love for him. I have moments where i wanted to chat with him about life and just to talk in general but I keep seeing these videos of him talking.. well… intelligently. Especially in Politics and I’m just sitting there like Pikachu with my mouth open as I listen. Not understand a single word he was saying other than ‘Vote’. Maybe I’m just too nervous to even talk to him cause I feel like I’ll say something VERY stupid, which I always do when I’m nervous… it’s like.. he is a higher up to me XD I can never get on his level of knowledge >^< But one day. I’ll get there.
I really need to work on my consistency when it comes to social media… I HIGHLY lack in it.. I try to post when I can but that’s usually not enough. I post on Lemon8, Bluesky and Tumblr for the most part, but lack when I post on Threads and Instagram. I think the reason why I lack in Threads cause for some odd fucking reason, I was unable to post for a bit. Maybe cause I was spamming.. but then again, I only posted like 3 times that day. It could be because I was using Buffer and I believe Meta doesn’t like it when you use third party apps for your Instagram/Threads posts so i just save my posts as drafts and call it a day until I’m able to post again… :/ But it only happened once and my love for Threads quickly died so I just.. barely post there cause I could post at times I wanted too… Unlike Tumblr, Bluesky, and Lemon8. But, honestly, the only reason why I’m on Threads and Instagram, is to gain followers and possibly make money from it XD selfishly, I know. But isn’t that everyone’s dream? So, that’s what I need to work on, but also, coming up with content ideas… Cause I think I’m going in and out of Content Burnout and I don’t know how to get out of it. Which is why I’m watching ‘Nicky Saunders’ on YouTube. And. Can I say, that I love her so fucking much. She talks about EVERYTHING content related. Especially on Instagram, Threads, and YouTube. She helps me learn about the news on them and what I need to change or stuff I need to avoid that are outdated as such. I need to find more people like her but.. honestly.. it’s kinda hard… I want to be able to grow along side people like her.. A few thousand followers and making bank while doing so. People like them! So I can know and feel like, ‘If they can do it without a lot of followers or subscribers, I can do it as well!’ Making me feel good inside and motivated. She is the reason why I stayed on Instagram and Threads. And even contemplate YouTube! I’ve been wanted to do YouTube for the longest but it keeps phasing in and out of interest (I have Depression so my hobbies or interests come at go)… But I’m might just suck it up and do it. I don’t know what video I’m going to do, but I can invest in learning about the niche I’m going to be in. ^^
I rambled on long enough here XD and I’m ready to lie down once I finish posting on my social medias since I still have time >.>
I can’t wait for my new fucking charger for my laptop to come ;u;
My damn dog chewed up my other one when I wasn’t looking =_=
And the one I bought was so expensiiiiiiive,, it’s was almost $40+… I was like. Damn! $40 for a damn charger!? But I needed it cause I can’t make my website without it…
Oh! Speaking of website.
I’m making my new website with Hostinger and I can’t wait to show you guys uwu
I’m so proud of you myself for getting this website. I got a whole year on this shit so I don’t have to keep paying for it. ^^ (I hope)
It said monthly pay but I got I think… 12 months for about under 30 dollars on the Cyber Weekend Sale. Plus. With some help from a YouTube Channel (I can’t remember) who gave me a discount on it as well. So that’s why it was only under 30 dollars.
But I can’t wait to customize it!! <3 <3 <3
I just gotta wait until the Amazon truck comes around.
I’m currently at my parent’s house until I get my RV back at my grandmother’s. It had a leak ad the seals was never there for it, even though they said it was…
So, i’m waiting until Monday (12-9-24) for it to arrive at the house. I hope we can get it soon cause it’s suppose to rain all this week, starting on Monday DX
But anyways, I was thinking of doing (trying) a daily journal like this since I’m not as good at making gifs or aesthetic posts, pngs, etc.
But I love to type and I love to talk about my day and shit.
So, I might do this a bit more and add it to my list of things you will see on my Tumblr page ^^
this was originally made just to help a friend but she suggested I post this publicly to help bcs the other tutorials out there aren't very straight forward. with that said pls ignore typos:
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