I know for sure what needs to happen.
I’m broken, alone and afraid.
I’m sick of looking for zeros in the sky seeking meaning.
It gets too difficult too often.
I’m bleeding. My cold little heart. I can’t stand myself.
Did you ever notice, I’ve been Ashamed all my life.
I’m losing one day at a time.
I can’t live, so I’ll lie.
Waitin around to die.









