LINIENSPIEL

MDNI - in my 30s - F - Daddy knows best

[weltenwellen]

Nicole W. Lee, from "Even the Dust"

[desertarchipelago]

Robbie Sugg: Communion (In the Woods) oil on paper, 2025 17 x 11 inches

[toiich]

Number Two (1975), dir. Jean-Luc Godard

[daddyneedsitbaby]

[poboh]

Foyles book shop, Charing Cross Road, London, 1972, Neil Libbert.

[funeral]

Finally, when shame has been completely internalized, nothing about you is okay. You feel flawed and inferior; you have the sense of being a failure. There is no way you can share your inner self because you are an object of contempt to yourself. When you are contemptible to yourself, you are no longer in you. To feel shame is to feel seen in an exposed and diminished way. When you're an object to yourself, you turn your eyes inward, watching and scrutinizing every minute detail of behavior. This internal critical observation is excruciating. It generates a tormenting self-consciousness which Kaufman describes as, "creating a binding and paralyzing effect upon the self." This paralyzing internal monitoring causes withdrawal, passivity and inaction.

John Bradshaw, Healing the Shame that Binds You

[happierthanever]

[exploringyourdesires]

[heartfullofsilver]

calvin klein fw 2003

[clubrivas]

[grrlmusic]

Paloma Wool

[memoryslandscape-deactivated202]

“In the dream, you cracked me open with your fingers and ran your thumbs across the wound I am.”

— Nicole Callihan, from “True Story W/ Horse,” The Shallow Ends (16 August 2018)

[impliied]

[byluisagoncalves]

@_michaela_co

[takeyourtime72]

[hommedessept]

[hommedessept]