I just want to make an appreciation post for Rockin' Robin.
As someone who grew up with a lot of older cousins whom I considered sisters, I can say how nice it is to have relatives love you unconditionally, just like how Jonathan is with Will. But me and my cousins are very different people, and they constructed an image of me that I don't neccessarily fully identify with. That's why I spent years in the closet. I never had anyone actually see me for who I am. No one around me knows this integral part of me. I feel so alone most of the time. I grew up thinking no one will actually understand me.
Then in 2016, I watched Stranger Things and found Will Byers. (Since this post is for Robin, I will skip this part). Skip to 2025 and there I was watching Will be seen by this girl who is funny, smart, brave, quirky. She was different and unapologetic about it. She was amazing. It was a surreal experience.
Robin was like the person I've been waiting for when I was a teenager absolutely terrified because she wanted to kiss a girl. Robin was the person I needed when my own mother was crying because she was suspicious of my orientation and I had to lie through my teeth, hands shaking and heart in pieces.
Robin was the person I needed when I hated who I am, isolated myself from everyone, lost all interests in the things that used to make me happy.
Robin reminded me that the little girl I used to be, she was still here, she is still me. And if she deserves love, I do too.
And lastly, Robin is the person I want to be for the people who are like me and Will.
"And it was just from this silly movie that I made in fourth grade, but I got it up on the projector, and all of a sudden, I was looking at this little version of myself. And that little me, I could hardly recognize her. You know, she was so carefree and, like, fearless. She just loved every part of herself."


















