Light and Dark Balance

🇺🇲♏🍷🐺💧🔥🌏🌪💜🌛🌕🌜 NOT SEEKING LOVE OR LUST!

[thehobbitchronicles]

— Morgan Harper Nichols

[liquidgirl13]

Today, I woke up to rain. ☔

My mom cancelled her physical therapy. I thought it would be a relaxing cozy morning. ☺️😌

But it just kept raining. 🙅‍♀️🚫

👓🙈I noticed that a couple of my neighbors moved their cars to their front lawns. Oh dear. 🫤

The whole street was flooded. And there's my brand new car sitting in the driveway as the water got higher. 🌊

I moved it to the front lawn which was covered in water. Okay, no big deal. 🤨

Then sewer water came through the downstairs toilet and wouldn't stop. 💩🦝🗑️

I will say no more. 🙊🤮

[liquidgirl13]

Today, I bought Kitty some new toys! Woohoo 🎉

He played with the interactive mouse for 45 minutes. 🐀

Then something happened that never happened before... 🥺

He stopped playing and brought me the mouse. Just dropped it next to me on the couch. 🫳

It took me a second to realize what happened and then I made a big fuss. 😳👀👏😜😻

I am delighted. Delighted. 🙂

Cats do this in the wild. 🌱🌿🌳

They hunt, deliver, and eat. 🐅🎁🍴Hunt it, kill it, share it with the family, and eat. 💞❤️‍🔥🫶

It's super healthy to see an indoor feral cat do this. And I order him a little grass mat for next to the window. 🌱🌱🌱

When your family's away, not just the cat will play. ⏯️🛒 😌

[liquidgirl13]

Showering is one of the most wonderful things! 🙌

I like to start out with hot water 🔥💧 then switch to cold 🥶 when I'm rinsing conditioner out of my hair. Anyone else do this?

I am just so happy that I can take hot showers again. 👏😁

Sometimes we woman reach a stage of our lives when hot showers are intolerable. 😶😔

It's amazingly horrid. 🤮

So, yeah, hot showers with lovely bubbles are a joy. 🫧 🥰🫧

[liquidgirl13]

It's a 500 degrees outside. Tomorrow it will be 515. Maybe a slight exaggeration. 🙄

I had to buy a new car because some dumb girl ran a stop sign. 😡

And now I have to wait to get a new bedroom window. My window won't shut. I didn't care in the winter because I love having the cold air wafting in.

But it's close to bedtime and it's crazy warm in here. 🥵

Still I am grateful for all of it. Why, I do not know.🥹

Although, in truth, I hope that girl who totalled my car lights her hair on fire. 🔥

And I am wearing peach vanilla body spray by Secret and I love the scent. It's all about the little things, isn't it? 🤨🧐🤓🥸🌟💪🫶

[liquidgirl13]

My logic right now. 🧠

Let's put the bag of little donuts on the floor next to the bed. 🍩

Then we'll really have to work to reach them.⛹️

Will it work? Based on the past, nooooo. But time will tell. 🤷‍♀️

[liquidgirl13]

Me today fighting feeling sorry for myself. 🙋💕🤷‍♀️🤭

I think I'll take myself to the movies on the third or fourth of July. 🍿🎦🎬 I'll barbecue on Saturday. 🌭🍔👩‍🍳 Okay I'm forming a plan to fight loneliness during the Fourth of July holiday. 🧨 🇺🇸

I have friends I could call, but I don't feel like it. 🤷‍♀️

I enjoy my own company enough to be good with doing stuff on my own. Been doing it my whole life. Take care of my parents and the kitty. Cook some good food. Get out and enjoy myself my way. 🤔💭

Thank you, brain!! ❤️‍🔥

[liquidgirl13]

My husband and daughter are going to West Virginia from July 1 to the 6. I can't go because I can't leave my parents alone. I'm bummed. Im having serious fomo. And I feel a little angry about it. I don't want to. But I do. Sucks.

[liquidgirl13]

Suddenly Last Summer (Remastered 2002)

And, suddenly, I'm around 13 again with that aching, yearning feeling you get when lift and love are still mysterious and romantic.

Ah, but life is still mysterious and romantic...

[liquidgirl13]

Old Love Songs🫶🥰

Old Love Songs🫶🥰

🤷 I don't remember making this, but 12 songs in and I was singing along. 🧨

So far all 70s and 80s songs.🥳

But I think there's a 140 songs that I apparently like on this playlist that I must have spent hours putting together and yet don't remember making... 😉

So Present Me thanks Past Me. 🥹

Tee hee 🤭

[liquidgirl13]

The look on his face is intense! This little guy wants to hunt so bad! 🐁🐦

He was born in a cat colony near a Home Depot. 🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈It's been there for over a decade and is a protected colony. His first memories are of being outside🌳 with his mother, brothers, and sisters.😻

But he got hurt, and someone rescued him and my husband took him. Now we are his family. 🥰

[liquidgirl13]

Sunday Sunday Sunday! Does anyone in the USA remember the commercial that started with that? I could Google it, but I'm typing here right now, sooooo I'm asking. And the weekend is almost over. Boooo. I booo you Monday! You little bitch. 🫤 Haha. Anyhoo, it was a good day. Except for my aunt getting in my business the second I got out of bed this morning, it was a relaxing day. She wants to help me declutter my mother's house. She says I haven't made any progress. Right...🥹Well, right. I'm crazy busy and have a broken arm. I told her when school is out, I will do it. I'm super annoyed. I said yes to her help because it was be agreeable or hurt her feelings. 🤷

"You need to". She starts her sentences like this and it makes me crazy. Yesterday, she told me to not put the barbecue cover back on when the barbecue is hot. Are you serious? 😭 Oh girl, I am not new to this planet. I'm not a moron. 🤔

Back off. Mind your business and stay away from me. 😂

I have no problem cutting people out of my life. Family or not. Gotta shake off my annoyance. "Don't put a bird feeder in the backyard! You'll attract mice." Terrific . Thanks for sharing. I don't care. Ummm maybe yes, maybe no?! I'll be attracting birds and squirrels, biotch. 🙄 If anyone thinks I'll be attracting mice into the house, let me know because I'm asking. I didn't ask her. Exasperating as heck! Ugh 🤮

Hey, thanks for listening! What kind of day are you having? 😉

[liquidgirl13]

It rained as the sunset today. It was beautiful. 🌧️ 🌄

I had another laughing fit this morning. 😭 This is, at least, the second time this week that I've started laughing over practically nothing and couldn't stop. 🚦

I'm laughing, I'm crying. I must be seriously alive. 🤸

And to think at the beginning of 2025, I didn't want any of it. I didn't want to be around. 🫣🤷

You never, ever know what is going to happen. 😉

You must hold on tightly when life feels bleak.

You can change your life and then wonderful, lovely things happen. 🌞

[liquidgirl13]

Oh get me coffee. Let me wake up in peace. Another sleepless night. My aunt insists on coming to visit my mom every other Saturday and she's sleeping over. So why does she have to get here so early? Ugh. I'm not happy. Coffee coffee coffee.

Good morning world. It's a beautiful day!

[liquidgirl13]

Some of the kindest people coming out of the woodwork to talk to me and help me. Here on Tumblr. At Wawa. At physical therapy. Everywhere. Why is that making me feel.. again I'm going to use the word "emotional"... Fantastically grateful right now. I hope people know that.

And as a side note, I'm totally rocking the yacht radio. Proudly.

[liquidgirl13]

Gee whiz what did I do today?! Thursday's are kind of a break day for me as much as possible. But today blew me away! My husband has off on Thursday. Our daughter had a class trip. We literally hung out from 7:30 this morning until 8:30 tonight. I'm waiting for the school bus.

Extraordinary day. We went wine tasting and had lunch. Then we looked at RVs and talked about the future. Goodness. After we walked around The Tractor Supply Store and looked at the baby chicks and ducks.

And then he took me to the Boot Barn and we both got cowboy boots. Crazy. The most expensive shoes I've ever owned. But he insisted. This amazing day ended with pizza and "Yellowstone". I'm feeling terribly spoiled. And emotional. And happy. And a little sad. That's a bit confusing to me. So I guess we'll be riding into the sunset. And eventually moving to West Virginia.

So why am I crying? I must be overtired. Who cries when they're overtired. Well, that would be me. And I started writing this yesterday. Now it's Friday. Perhaps I should lay off the iced coffee for a while. But I probably won't.

[liquidgirl13]

I'm really over having a broken arm and not sleeping. Today I'm quiet and cranky. Just want to exist. But my Mom has physical therapy and my daughter has a big class trip tomorrow. Places to go. People to see as they say. And, my, but time is going too fast. Just going to breathe and enjoy this bit of coffee.

Wishing everyone a happy day!