lisa stockley

is it still 2012?

[lisastockley]

[lisastockley]

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[homisfaraway-deactivated2024022]

i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[bpdamn]

i’m the problem. i’m draining to be around. i turn everything good into something toxic. i can’t stop myself from ruining everything, no matter how hard i try. i’m the only one to blame. i’m poison to everyone around me, i destroy everything i touch

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I have no purpose in life I don’t know what the fuck I’m still doing here.

[warpedlxngs]

there’s just so much pain and i’m alone with it all.

[can-i-give-up-now-please]

15.02.21

[worthless-misery]

"I'm just a would've been, could've been, should've been, never was and never ever will be."

Bring Me The Horizon, "And The Snakes Start To Sing"

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

[late-for-the-sky]

I wish I could be good enough for once in my life

[jupiters-saddest-alien]

I don’t wanna get out of bed. I don’t wanna eat. I don’t wanna go to work. I don’t want to go anywhere. I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up.

[lisastockley]

How many times am I gunna fail miserably at killing myself seriously.

So fucking weak.

[lisastockley]

I'm the worst. I need to end.

[lisastockley]

I can't do this anymore.

Everyone would have a much happier existence without me in it.

[weightloss-journeyxx]

Reasons I want to lose weight:

- To have collarbones ✨

- To look good in tight dresses

- To have a good self esteem

- So I can be picked up easily

- To look tiny in comparison with others 🥺

- To feel light and not weighed down by my fat

- To be delicate and feminine

- So I can get piggy pack rides

- To take up less space

- My family will show off my before and after photos