trigger warning

most people write down their thoughts in a diary, but I write them on the internet instead

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

Please like this if you’ve ever attempted suicide. I’m tryna see something.

[ryanlewisandclark]

i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

[ryanlewisandclark]

i cannot punish myself in any way that will unmake the past.

[twelvebooksstuff]

This is brilliant!!!!!!

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I’m tired of surviving. I want a life worth living.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

People only miss me when they’re all alone. I don’t want anyone to remember me when they’re lonely. Remember me when you’re in a room full of people and I’m not there. Remember me when you hear a song by my favorite artist. Remember me when the sunset is pretty and you wish I was there to see it with you. Remember me when you’re phone’s blowing up and it’s not a text from me. I want to be remembered but I’m not fucking memorable.

-why don’t you remember me?/ spilled ink/ only 9 pm

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

Pain in my heart is the only way I know I’m still alive.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I’d like to think that if we never spoke again you wouldn’t miss me.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

Myself and suicidal thoughts go together like bread and butter

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

My mind’s made up and I’m too stubborn to change. Maybe death will fix me.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I never knew growing up would be so lonely.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I’m sorry I couldn’t stay any longer.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I seem like an attention seeker by the way I talk about killing myself but never go through with it.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

give me a reason to stay around a little longer because I can’t hold on anymore.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

someone please take my breath away I’m begging you

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

The monsters are supposed to be under my bed not inside my head.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

When I die please don’t come to my grave and sit there for hours and tell me you love me and miss me because those are the things I wanted to hear when I was alive.

[bpdgotmelike]

don't say you never saw it coming or that there was no reason i would do that to myself either. the signs have always been there, you just refused to acknowledge them.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

suicidal thoughts are the only thoughts I have.

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

suicide attempt #3 is now pending. hopefully third time’s the charm