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“You have to meet people where they are, and sometimes you have to leave them there.”

— Iyanla Vanzant

recaption

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Everything you were too scared to give me…

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I was never scared but I was apprehensive.. and I should have just told you that. I felt like I was on the other side of the world in the same room. At the time, it didn’t take rocket science to figure out you can and will replaced me. Which is fine. What’s not fine is convincing another woman she’s it, in a room that you’re still looking for me in. I’ve been the girl watching my man search for something else and it hurts.. you’re better than that, aren’t you? As much as I want to hate her, I feel sorry for her. I feel sorry for you too. If putting me down and sending me snaps of her makes you feel that good, consider that’s the reason I don’t want to commit. I don’t regret my decision J. I may one day but I’m willing to accept that. I take life day by day and this is what it is. I’m never not going to love you, but sometimes love isn’t enough. And you deserve someone who gives you the benefit of the doubt, that trusts you. I don’t and I won’t. It’s not easy to admit, but it’s honest. And I’d rather you hate me for my honesty than anything else.

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I quit looking for you in rooms when I sat alone in mine while you sat there and told me you were worried about while laying in bed with someone else. I quit worrying about you when you called me to talk to me and crashed out with a drunken tinder guy the whole time. Don’t hate her for being everything you couldn’t be, maybe instead of being the self proclaimed “man eater” you should have realized what was in front of you. I don’t have the energy to hate you, she doesn’t need your sympathy for the same reasons you didn’t need anyone’s when I was in your life. But you do have mine, because when they’re all done and their hands are cleaned of you. It’ll be you in a dark bathroom with a bottle of wine drinking to forgot what the taste of genuine love is.

I hope you find someone, and try as hard for them as I did for you just to have your heart ripped apart again. Cause fuck why not 6th time is a charm right? You’re a fucking monster. I wear my imperfections, you pass them onto the people who actually care for you just like I did when I was 17 but the thing is… we’re not 17 anymore so it’s not cute, or edgy, and it’s not something you can work on. You shroud yourself behind a mask but under the mask is the same ghastly face…

Young love doesn’t last because one grows and one shrinks, and quite frankly how big you think you are for how small you’ve become fucking disgusts me.

This is real life and you play it like it’s not. You break hearts not because you have too but because you want too. I’ve offered you the world so many times, but instead of growth you want war and destruction and I hope you find it.

Your “love” isn’t love it’s pity and fixing them instead of fixing yourself, that’s why they don’t scanning the room… and the worst part of it is I thought you deserved the world but you deserve exactly what you have.

The wrists will heal, but the lacerations you’ve given me over the years will not.

I deserve so much more, and you well… you don’t…

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Everything you were too scared to give me…

To put it into context

It’s been 13 years

I’ve been to plenty of supermarkets

I’ve never ran into you once

I don’t concern myself with other baskets

Or rocks on other girls fingers

No one will say anything

We will walk passed each other as if they’re ghosts

But my son will stop and look, and ask if we knew each other

The world will spin the same way no matter what version of the story it is

p.s I fucking hate oranges.

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The hunter meets the prey….

I held on as long as humanly possible, every single step of the way it should have been you.

But here we are once again.

Living in a mind full of regret.

I’ll always love you,

But this game of cat and bird has gone on long enough.

Every step and every flap of the wings you had the opportunity to seize what you wanted…

But clearly that wasn’t me.

Good luck with the hunt ♥️

- memories of a man that you broke

Are you there still?

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I have a sudden desire to play Need For Speed… 🇩🇪

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i just wanna get into the car and drive away

Rest easy up there big fella ❤️

#rest in paradise #puppy #doggo #hunter #rottweiler

Another beautiful day to be scraped off the highway

In the end, we both had the choice.

“This isn’t actually it, is it?” He whispered to himself as he walked away… “again?”

The fact of the matter is, as much as it shattered him to leave, it destroyed him to stay.

He tried, he gave options, he tried to instil change,

He forced himself to watch you drown, too be patient throughout the pain that only seemed temporary.

He spent countless nights in that empty house, praying it was going to be…

He will always love her, he will always be reminded of her at every corner, he will always think about that laugh, that smile, those times she stuck around for a while….

But he cannot wait, not because she didn’t wait for him, but because when he’s with her time seems to stop.

Unfortunately for him, time doesn’t stop, it doesn’t wait for him to walk out that door into the real world. It just passes him by while he watches her suffer in his presence.

- Him