little talks | quinn fabray, gale hawthorne
It started when they were kids, when social class meant nothing and everyone was just starting to make friends. Theyâd been placed next to each other in school, at the back of the classroom, and theyâd started to talk when they got too bored to focus on whatever the teacher was saying. Recesses were spent together, playing and laughing and talking about anything. Other children would come and go, but they always had each other, and then they would walk together until they had to go their separate ways to head home.
Except one day, Quinn didnât show. She didnât come out to greet him after school, their last few classes spent apart. He waited ten minutes before letting out a sigh and starting home, watching the birds flit through the trees as if nothing was different. His younger siblings were already there when he arrived, laughing and playing under their motherâs watchful eye until she shooed them all off to do their homework. Vick had ten vocabulary words to memorize, Rory had math, and Gale had reading to do, so he settled on the couch with the book in his hands, frowning thoughtfully as he read, his full concentration on the words until he heard a quiet knock at the door. His eyes flicked over to watch his mom answer it, and a moment later a familiar blonde stepped inside, glancing around until she spotted him. She was biting her lip, he realized, and she never did that unless something was wrong - heâd noticed that when she was upset about her grades - so he set the book down and went to sit with her on their back step.
Out of sight from nosy neighbors and younger siblings alike, she let go. Gale found arms thrown around him and a sudden wet spot on his shirt, the girl sobbing against his chest. He didnât bother asking what was wrong, having gone through this with Vick and Rory both at times, and knew to wait for her to catch her breath, and when she did, Quinn released him, rubbing at her eyes with her forearm and sniffing. She muttered an apology, one he quickly dismissed, and only then did he ask what happened. The story spilled out of her just as eagerly as her sobs, telling him how the other kids in her class had made fun of her, somehow picked out all of her insecurities and shoved them in her face. She made him promise not to do anything about it, insisting that talking to him was enough, so they sat on the step, watching the birds and talking about anything else until Quinn smiled again, and her laugh sang through the air.
She came again the day he lost his father, the pretty little cherry on top of the terrible cake that was an awful day at school. The mayor had the gall to give their family a medal, insisting that his father had bravely tried to save everyone else, and she watched in silence as Gale stomped in circles in their backyard, blinking back tears and angrily ranting about the mines for collapsing, the rescue teams for not being fast enough, his father for going back in when he could have come home to his family. He lasted for nearly an hour before collapsing onto the steps beside her and rubbing his eyes with the back of his hands, heaving a choked sob as he tried to breathe. A hand touched his arm, and when he looked up to meet Quinnâs eyes, he felt himself deflate, shoulders sagging with exhaustion as he wondered what his family was going to do. She had no answer, just a hand to hold, and a promise that he wouldnât lose her, too.
Even with that promise, they grew older, found other friends, and began talking to each other less and less. They stopped walking home together, dedicating their afternoons to extracurriculars or other friends who didnât go the same way after school. Gale had gotten used to working every part-time job he could manage while still earning decent grades, and he was starting to wonder if he could feel anything other than tired as he stubbornly started his homework after a shift, only making it through a few questions before he heard a knock and turned, eyebrows raising in surprise to see Quinn at his bedroom door. She offered him a smile as she asked to come in, and before long they were talking like nothing had changed, laughing and swapping stories as she made herself comfortable on his bed, one leg tucked under her yellow dress. Someone had asked her on a date, and sheâd somehow managed to get through the whole thing without laughing at the poor boyâs fumbling, but someone had to know. She gushed the silliness of it all, gesturing wildly and grinning in a way she never would at school. The next day, when he saw the boy in question, he couldnât help but smile as the poor kid rushed past her without a word, face flushed with embarrassment.
His first date, by comparison, had gone rather well. Quinn jokingly told him that she was jealous when he told her about it, but it was downhill from there. His would-be girlfriend had gotten increasingly more determined, and heâd been increasingly more put off by her eagerness after only one date, and alarmed as her friends started to flock with her when she visited him, at lunch and even after school. Gale had never been much of a people-person, not with anyone outside of his family, so the sudden swarm had been far from welcome, and telling her as much had gone about as well as it could. She had stormed out with friends trailing behind her, leaving him to slam the door after them and stomp up to his room to seethe. The tension didnât ease until Quinn showed up an hour before dinner. She let him rant and ramble until he smiled again, her giggles ringing in the air with his own as they laughed and she decided to stay for dinner, after all. It was hard not to notice the angry glares the girl in question shot the both of them the next day at school, giving them another quiet laugh as they walked to class.
They continued that way for years, drifting to be with their own friends, separate friends, but always finding their way back to one another. Rumors would flare up now and then when they were seen together, about how he was an obvious charity case, how sad it was that he was in love when she was so far out of his league, how she deserved so much better. His teeth ground and he walked on, ignoring the whispers as he remembered all the time they spent together, alone where no one but their families knew about them. He refused to listen to the scathing voice in the back of his mind that wondered if they were right, but the thought remained, a poison intent on ruining the one good thing heâd convinced himself would never be lost for good.
When the day came that he found Quinn waiting in his room after work, tears running down her face, he stopped to stare at her in surprise. Her makeup was ruined, her eyes puffy and red, cheeks blotchy underneath streaks of tears, she didnât try to hide her face, and didnât say a word as Gale set his things down and sat beside her, waiting. After what felt like an eternity of silence, two words slipped past her lips, and his shoulders went slack with shock. The explanation came out in jumbles, almost too fast to understand between the hiccups that came with crying, and the more she spoke, the angrier he felt. The night passed by too quickly, Quinn clinging to him for support that Gale was more than willing to provide, until the exhaustion won out and she slipped into a dreamless sleep. He let her have his bedroom, and camped out on the couch until the sun shining through the curtains woke him up. He started to panic when he saw the clock read 11:15 AM, but his mother shook her head and put a warm cup of tea in his hands. They could have today, she told him, casting a worried glance at his bedroom door where Quinn hadnât yet awoken. They needed the rest, and Gale found that he couldnât argue.
He didnât waste much time on their next day back at school. After one class, he found the boy responsible - though, he would remind himself later, it was Quinnâs mistake, too, and she knew it - and earned himself a weekâs suspension. His mother wasnât pleased when he came home with the news, asked him to be careful, but she had nothing more than that to say. Quinn made up the difference, coming by after school to yell at him for being stupid, to remind him that it wasnât any of his business even if she told him anything, that he shouldnât have gotten involved. He listened in silence, nodding along, until finally she stopped pacing the floor and fell into a chair with a deep sigh. A moment passed, and neither of them said anything, until finally she whispered a quiet, broken âthank you.â
In the following months, there were many afternoons that she would appear at his door, stressed and upset about this or that, the gossip spreading like wildfire behind her back or something completely unrelated, confusing at first glance but simply the last straw for her. Just as many days, weeks, months passed that she entirely ignored him, and he kept his distance until she decided to approach, unwilling to push when he knew how rough things were. It was the same for him, in different ways, but she was there when he lost his job and struggled to find another, offering loans - not charity, sheâd insist - that he would never accept. They celebrated with a slice of pizza when he was hired at the library, joking that the librarians only wanted him for his ability to reach the top shelves.
He was there when the day came, not allowed in the room with her but waiting, waiting, waiting until they gave the okay and he shoved his way in, taking the hand she held out for him as she breathed and focused on her mother and Gale instead of the other woman in the room. They carried her through the lingering pain, assured her that her choice was valid. Quinn struggled with the weight of the decision, then and for months after as she fought to overcome the rumors and cruel comments people would say about her, to her, and though Gale let her fight her own battles this time around, he made sure she knew he was in her corner. She offered him the same comfort when he lost a close friend to her newfound fame, how things had changed when sheâd returned and neither of them could find the same ground to stand on again, though not for lack of trying. When she suffered a car accident, he careened into the hospital room, eyes wide with concern she wouldnât even know about until she woke up a few days later, her mother filling her in. It took months for her to recover fully, and Gale did his best to help every step of the way. She offered him the same when a fire blazed through part of town, burning down Galeâs home and the entire neighborhood with it. It was the only time he accepted outside help, gratefully taking her up on an offer to rent a small cottage for his family closer to her side of town, and she stayed that first night to help him talk through his anger, frustration, and the pain of losing the one home heâd ever had. They talked long into the night until it all dissolved into relief, and he couldnât help but smile knowing that his family was okay, and they werenât alone.
When graduation finally arrived, they were separated in the march. Quinn was ahead of him, while Gale found himself closer to the middle of the line, just close enough to offer each other a smile if they turned at just the right moment. It was a long, slow day, one he just wished would be over, and when it finally was, he and his family went home for a small, celebratory dinner while Quinn headed out with friends. It wasnât until later that she showed up at the door of their new house, cap and gown long since abandoned for a pale blue dress that swirled in the evening wind. They sat on the back step together, talking about the day as the sky deepened into night and stars began to twinkle into view, and a quiet thought spilled out, wondering what would last and what would be lost to time. Reaching out, Gale took her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze, a silent echo of her promise from years before. A smile tugged at the corner of her lips, and she returned it without further hesitation, turning the conversation to the mishaps of the day, laughing at jokes only they knew as they talked into the night as if nothing at all had changed.