★-| hi everyone |- ★
♦All assets made by me using ibispaintX♦ (except the shadow milk images obviously~ ★)
♢- i do have a name you can call me but for this blog only friends can call me it
so instead just call me the reason I made this blog ^^
I'm a Shadow Milk cookie fictionkin, therefore just call me by his name (or any and all derivatives like milky or shads)
♦ Basic about me:
Demi-boy/non-binary-flux?, I use he/they pronouns (I have days where I prefer they/them exclusively)
I'm asexual
I'm an adult (18+) though this blog is sfw
As a heads up, I am autistic and therefore would love for you to use tone tags and better explain what you mean. I tend to take things too literally or interpret things incorrectly
I also have some issues with dissociation and dissociative amenisa
I'm an artist and fanfic-writer. i also make bracelets/single kandi
I'm a pure vanilla cookie selfshipper ^^
I find great comfort in him as a character, he's such a sweetheart -w-
This blog is purely made for comfort, I also love cats ^w^
★ - no nsfw, this is a sfw comfort blog ^^
★ - no shadow milk cookie selfshippers. Sorry, it makes me uncomfortable. Fellow Pure Vanilla cookie selfshippers are okie dokie!
★- no to any and all ableism
★ - homophobia, transphobia and really any phobia isn't allowed. Go away. Why are you even interacting with a blog for a fandom with canon gay and enby characters???
★ - no racism
★ - anti-kin, anti-agere, anti-beast x ancient, anti-yumeship DNI.
Anyone really can interact, esspiecally fellow fictionkins! as long as they follow the rules and follow the DNI. Because if you choose to interact, it's your problem at that point! ^^
I will primarily post kin/selfship related stuff like playlists, fics, ask responses etc. you can also ask or request for playlists, music recs or fics. (For example my fic requests)
Roleplay is.. iffy. Just send an ask to ask first, theoretically to others I am just "roleplaying" as shadow milk cookie. I will answer stuff not really as him but me as him.(As well, I am him✨)
If you have any questions please send them! I would love to answer, otherwise farewell. Thank you again for reading and hope you enjoy your time here :3
♦ "I'm living rent free in someone's mind because I won't feed into their silly silly delusions~ look pal, you don't have to feed mine, there's something called a block button!
Besides~ let's be real here. One of our delusions isn't pretending to have something we don't have, mine are just a silly belief I know isn't actually true!
Besides I'm petty~ I'll just KEEP doing it..! I just find it COMICAL that someone is THAT bothered by my existence!
Hey there ! Just wanted to know if you were ok with fellow Shadow Milk fictionkins. :3
Your blog is soooo cool !! :D
♦ oh yes! I'm quite okay will fellow shadow milk cookie's. In fact I welcome it immensely, I would love to interact with other me's afterall~ what's better than one of Earthbread's greatest actor, playwright, artist and clowns? Multiple! <(UvU)>
♦ "I've been inactive so sorry if I failed to answer any asks because I discovered my little condition of mine is a bit more of a concern than I thought.
Not that it's life threatening or anything or is something worse than I thought, more just it's not exactly what I thought it was initially.
I'm fine about it now, at least as fine as I can be."
(I will be adding some things to my DNI due to my condition, there's a group of non cookies that like pretending to have what I struggle with and a group that supports them and I do not like those gnats. My condition isn't fun and pretending to have an already stigmatized and judged condition isn't a great thing and I do not wish to interact with such foolish folks)
(I'm pretty desperate in trying to find other cookies or non cookies with my condition or someone adjacent to have someone with it I can talk to about it, my minions can only help me so much. Not to sound pathetic or anything. I just feel alone with this)
Sorry if this comes out badly, I don't exactly know how fictionkins work completely, but do you have any fun memories of source(?) that you'd like to share? :)
(Do fictionkins also call it source?)
♦ "I'm not too educated on the subject myself (still learning but I'm busy), I just know that's the word that means EXACTLY how I feel.
Like yeah I am just shadow milk cookie, I feel highly connected to him as character and individual. I instantly avoid any blogs that dislike him, insult him, call him horrible fucking things.
Being a magical floating cookie would be so cool and help with my leg pain. I could just use magic to make my day easier and show off. Plus I'm a goddamn magical cookie. Fuck being a human.
From what I've seen people call it a source. So I suppose I'd call it that too. I don't really interact with other cookies like me much because they don't like interacting with me. Dunno why. Just because it's on a "he would not fucking say that basis" or a "he wouldn't do that" nah nah he would. You're just not thinking outside the box. I am. We are not the same I know exactly how I'd act. Because that's me."
(can't really answer the memory thing due to my condition.. my memory is fuzzy today :()
Wow, your blog is so dreamy and cute! It's so nice to look at :) I know a lot of people have highly aestheticized blogs on here, but I rarely find one that I enjoy so much!
Are you okay with CRK introjects interacting with you? :) If not I understand!
Have a lovely week!
♦ "oh! an ask ^^ I wasn't expecting that!!
Thank you! Thank you! I really like purple blue pastel themes, they are tres magnifique~
But I'm perfectly fine with anyone interacting really! So it doesn't really bother me :3
My DNI is more don't interact because I support or don't like (insert thing) so if you don't support or like (insert thing) why torture yourself with interacting with someone who does. (;ŏ﹏ŏ)
♦ - "I had my issue flare up recently I don't enjoy "waking up" to a video game.. having done stuff I don't remember doing then having that time I was out deleted from my memory. It's annoyingly odd."
Could I request a small PureFount fic with a cute gardening scene? ^^ - U
Milkcrowns and thorns
Word count: 1.9k
Character count: 6.2k
Ship: purefount
Summary:Pure Vanilla and the Fount of Knowledge are gardening together.
Tags/warnings: hurt/comfort, domestic/romantic fluff, very light angst, time travel AU, established relationship, injury, blood (jam), injury healing, potentially ooc
Request post link
A/N: I took some creative liberties also apologise if this took so long ^^I've been working on all the reqs on and off while working on other projects And I recently had a flop of motivation and my little health issue pop up... But! I can do it now properly, so in the next coming weeks I'll be finishing all of them ☆
It should be duly noted, I have no clue how to use em-dashes ^^' (I have to copy and paste them off google (• ▽ •;)
Within the elaborate flora beside the Yoghurt River of Rebirth.
Two cookies sat gardening together, pruning away at the spiralling vines and thorns.
Trying to make it look better on travelers' journeys through this land. Under the calm moonlight above and the cool breeze of the northern region flowing through their dough and hair.
Some vines were adorned with purple and blue flowers.
The two cookies, the regally clad king in black robes — the Fount of Knowledge, the source of all knowledge in Earthbread.
And Pure Vanilla cookie, a young hermit who discovered the lands of Beast Yeast in his travels across the world.
Once dressed in rags, now gifted a matching robe to the Fount. A black robe with a key around his neck.
The two chatted about their day, what they ate or drank. Their relationship was rather mundane.
But it's what they liked.
Two cookies courted under true understanding.
“You don't have to feel alone.” was the sweet tender words Pure Vanilla cookie informed the Fount when they first joined in courtship.
As they gardened, the faint sound of the running yoghurt river — trickled behind them.
“Fount of Knowledge..?” Pure Vanilla asks gently. His voice a near whisper.
Loud talking wasn't required between these two.
The Fount turned his head, his attention steered away from the gardening.
They were trying to maintain it as the vines were attempting to escape the garden bed the once-hermit had made.
He clearly had an affinity for this world's natural flora — something The Fount of Knowledge had noticed.Perhaps in his time as a lonely hermit, he discovered various plant life he could use for his studies.
He did learn he was a healer.
Perhaps he was discovering plants for healing capabilities? As a natural remedy, such flora did exist.
The Fount had educated himself about such.
With a smile, “Yes, my dear..?” The Fount responded.
“I have to ask.. who maintained these prior. This garden is out of control.” Pure Vanilla comments with a perplexed yet mildly irritated expression.
His hands tracing the thick vines. He sighs. “This is such a chore..”
“Well, I did.” The Fount begins to explain. “But as one of the emissaries, I am needed quite often. Therefore, I cannot spend my free time going around cleaning up plants — I must write, research and help the cookies around my kingdom.
However! I finally have some and I just simply adore that I can finally spend it with you! Plus I can get around to tending the garden!”
The Fount chirps in utter merriment.
A toothy grin on his smiling face—
And yet, Pure Vanilla finds himself captured by the beauty of the Fount's hair.
The glittering and glowing twinkling stars, the night-sky colour into a bright teal blue. Those eyes like the sand and ocean.
Love was all he felt. Admiration in its purest form.
Something about his everything was addictive and left him wanting more.
This time spent together was his dream come true, seeing this regal cookie finally do something out of his norm and have fun doing so, part of that fun being from purely being with him, the cookie he loved.
The Fount was a cookie with a misunderstood lonely yet aching heart that the hermit healed.
“My dear?” The Fount asks.“Hm..!?” Pure Vanilla startles. Lost in thought over his beloved.
A still breeze signalling the faint tension — Speaking of tension, Pure Vanilla clenched his fists.
his heart rate quickened as he was caught.
“Oh.. my..” he lowered his head, a faint blush showing up across his face.
“..My mind was just distracted for a second, forgive me.” He chuckles. “Distracted by what..? If I may ask?” the Fount asks. Clutching his star shaped locket.
“By you..” Pure Vanilla utters softly. A wobbly shy smile on his face.
“You're far too sweet, my dear.” The Fount responds, containing a nervous chuckle from his heart fluttering.
But as he became distracted by Pure Vanilla's sweet words of love he had accidentally brushed his hand against a sharp thorn.
Cutting the dough and causing the wound to begin bleeding.
He winces — eyes widening from pain.
“Oh..! Are you- Are you okay?” Pure Vanilla stammers.
Caught off guard as the Fount begins crying.
Tears welling up in his eyes from the pain. Normally he wouldn't react so much to such injury but something about this overwhelmed him.
Not being able to have fun.How cookie kind treated him.
Now, this unwanted pain — disrupting his beloved’s words and their precious gardening time.
He cries. Small seeds hitting the ground, forming small blooms of milkcrowns, a milky white flower resembling a splash of milk.
“Fount of Knowledge..” Pure Vanilla says softly, rubbing his arm.
He gently takes his injured hand and caresses it gently within his grasp.
He begins to speak again, “Don't worry, I'll heal your pains..” with a tender voice.A gentle look in his tired eyes as he caresses the Fount's cheek with his other hand.
Wiping the tears away and rubbing it.“You're going to be okay..” he says.
Soon, a warm glow fills the Fount's wound.
The dough closes over and the bright blue jam ceases.
The pain too — stops.
With a gasp, the Fount regains his composure best he can. “My dear..?” he murmurs in his still teary eyed state.
“Yes?”
“Thank you..” the Fount says. Beginning to cry again.
He hugs Pure Vanilla, nuzzling into his shoulder and neck.
“I don't understand your unending kindness but I wouldn't replace it for the world.You.. mean a lot to me.” He says, through sobs and hiccups.
“You don't know that.. Do you?”
“I do now.” Pure Vanilla responds. A big stupid smile on his face.
“May we continue gardening..? I do apologise for the added mess..” he looks down at the milkcrowns, bloomed around his feet.
“It's fine, we can add them to the garden. Take it as a memory of this moment and not the pain.” Pure Vanilla explains, assuring the Fount with a gentle rub of his hand.
He nods, agreeing to his dear’s idea and so the two continue their gardening.
Gently planting and organising the various plants, looking at each other with love as they meet each other's gaze.
Eventually, they finish and get to look on at their work, proud of their efforts.
All the vines were cleared and the garden restored, even sporting the aforementioned milkcrowns.
The area looked cleaner to travelers and now the two could enjoy a nice cup of tea together.
Chatting over some snacks and yoghurt chai from the land owned by the Fount's fellow emissary, the Herald of Change.