"My heart just broke, just a little bit more.
When I got home, tears began to pour.
I think I stayed like that for an hour,
Just why can't escape this horror?
'Cause no, it's not such an honor.
I hate that I fell for you,
Expected way too much again.
I thought maybe you liked me too.
Falling for people like you is always what I seem to do,
But, I always hope that y'all don't hurt me so.
Never been one to let things go.
I always seem to get rejection,
When all I want is your acception.
I think I just took another hit,
Everyone's like a perfect puzzle piece but I can never seem to fit.
I hate the fact that I still want you by my side,
Can't seem to get you out of my mind.
Yeah, 'cause you're stuck in my head~.
Don't know how you got inside,
Or how you've crossed all my lines,
Ignoring all my warning signs.
Promised myself I wouldn't cry.
Oh, wasn't that such a fucking lie.
'Cause it's late at night and you've got me crying,
Don't know why I keep on prying.
Trying to hold back tears,
You've got me so fucked, fucked up.
I wish I could make it stop,
'Cause I think I've had enough. "
Wrote this a while ago and I can't get over the fact about how it is so relatable to the situation I find myself in and want to avoid. And I don't know what to name it...
Name it, light a match and watch me explode into tears, cause that's how it seems to me.. that's horrible, I mean it was good poetry but what you are feeling is so hard. I feel for you.. keep your chin up, you may not see it right now but this is teaching you something about life. It's a difficult lesson but don't let go of yourself, don't forget who you are.. it's easy to get lost in the pain but you are so strong, you don't even know yet. Don't stop writing, it will help you to process the pain..
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