Bored and Beautiful

He said I look like a bratz doll Taken by Lestat/Loki

[babyd-011]

What do you do when you’ve slept all you can and the only thing left to do is hurt?

[reaking-havoc]

[babyd-011]

Today I have learned that me and my dog are that bitch

[babyd-011]

Ooo 4:44 what ya manifestin?

[babyd-011]

My personality in one picture

[babyd-011]

One hand on the wheel

The other on my thigh

I’ve only had a drive through heart

But you’re my ride or die

Slowed kisses that echo in reverb

A view that many pay to see

But in my passenger seat free for only me

Not a single soul in sight except for the ones meant to be

They found each other in a land of ghosts

But returned where their love flourished the most

She fell in a world of clouds

With blind faith she stepped back and let go

Scared to death scared stiff and cold

He came and wrapped her wings around her

Like a blanket of fur and plumes that comforted her wretched winters

She caressed his face and diamond tears

And they landed safely on the black and white pavement

The road that lasted forever

The trees that canopied that narrowed the view

They rode and rode in the late night

Not a single soul in sight

But theirs and only theirs alone,

The ride and die

This poem was inspired by an 11 minute car ride at 2 in the morning with my boyfriend. It felt like 11 long years in heaven as we drove in the night with no soul in place, only our own. It all felt so right and it was such a special moment for me. I had to share it and capture the moment in my favorite way how, poetry. I hope you enjoy!

[babyd-011]

[babyd-011]

I said “I’m on my period and I have Calc 2 class at 10. Hook me up”

And she did. I have no idea what I drank but omg it was delicious.

I give many blessings to that woman.

[babyd-011]

I’m your autumn and you’re my spring

[babyd-011]

When he treats you right and calls you pet so you start shopping for leashes to send him.

[babyd-011]

I feel like the pinnacle of being an adult is breaking the rules you were told to not break as a kid and then telling other kids not to break those rules while simultaneously breaking those rules.

Say no to drugs kids!

[babyd-011]

I wonder how many witches in Salem were falsely prosecuted and then driven to actual witchcraft. Like I bet witchcraft wasn’t a thing until they started blaming everyone for it and then people were like huh I wonder if they got a point 🤔

[babyd-011]

I love how many people unfollowed me and blocked me once I got a boyfriend. Like what happened to being friends lol. 😂😂😂😂😂

[babyd-011]

It can be terrifying when you meet someone worth waiting for and it feels like a chore to breathe and read in between the lines. Everything becomes so fine, but I’m forced to see the print no one believes. It can be hard wanting for something that feels so far, your goal is out of reach but you can vision the beach but right now it’s a prison. I’ve tried to escape many times but I keep getting caught and step back in line. I’ve felt confident before, but now my mind won’t stop looking at the floor with fears and ends that might be tears that happen. I want to fall, but I keep holding on to a rope. A noose that I’ve grown comfortable with around my neck, I guess my way to cope. Am I alone? Or am I scared to be loved and atoned?

[babyd-011]

Uh oh. I’m becoming obsessed with vampires again and want a blood rave.

[babyd-011]

I love being called selfish for shit I’m doing for other people. Woah so selfish of me for doing shit to make other people happy. So sorry that it’s such an inconvenience to you that I’m not making you happy so selfish of me that I am making others smile when they don’t have the chance to smile. But no, I’m selfish for fighting for something that makes others happy and will make their day. Not mine, theirs. Because their happiness is my happiness and you would do the same for the ones you love. But I’m selfish. Thanks. Thanks for teaching me how to be selfless.

For my friends: no I will not be providing a back story to this just know that I am fighting but everything will be alright.

[gownegirl]

Harley Quinn in The Suicide Squad (2021)

[babyd-011]

I felt this a little too much