„That Bawd”

brief eerie silence

[littlearthquake]

— 19, he/they (but fine with any), poland

— rateyourmusic 🐇 twatter 🐇 parfumo 🐇 discord

— no dni it’s never that serious

— not a 18+ account but sometimes i post about sh and ed (it’s always tagged and i don’t post photos)

— i don’t like using my name on social media so just call me by my user or whatever you want

— i fear i don’t have any main interests so if you want to find out what i like you need to collect my pages…

— i love sending people random asks so if you don’t like it just tell me… you can send me ones too

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Tw sh vent (no pics)

Finally relapsed today and i still feel as terrible as always. I want to die so bad like never before and in fact it’s taking literally all of my willpower to not do it today but i can’t because i have a meeting next week i don’t want to ruin. I wish i could just sleep through this week until that day because i lost all my strenght. Every day i just sit in my room and do nothing, i can’t feel happiness at all, every time i hang out with friends or family i have to force myself to leave my house and mask because i keep thinking about how much better i’d feel if i wasn’t alive instead. I wish someone irl cared about me but they all probably think i’m a lost cause and they’re not wrong. I forgot how to do the easiest tasks in life, every time i have to do something slightly important i feel like collapsing from anxiety. But even if someone cared and wanted to help it’s too late, i’m so down bad i wouldn’t even know how to explain what’s going on. I want to be gone so bad

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Kylie and madonna at amsterdam pride…. D*tchies did absolutely nothing to deserve this.

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Polish actress Maria Wisnowska (1859-1890)

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Tw sh mention (no pics)

How it feels to constantly want to 🗡️ again but your social life randomly gets lively so you can’t afford to do that rn

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Finished playing tr2 so here come obligatory screencaps i took

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Polish-jewish singer Wiera Gran (1916-2007)

🎧 Wiera Gran - Habanera (1939)

🎧 Wiera Gran - Tango Notturno (1938)

[fishandships]

A1 with bane? Unless hes too big for this pose to happen idk

Soft Poses meme (accepting!)

aahhh tysm!!! it was definitely a challenge but i appreciate a challenge :D

this had the vibe of a scene from Rosario's longfic so i went with that ;w;

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Stanisława Wysocka as Balladyna (Juliusz Słowacki Theatre in Kraków, 1902)

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Introduced my irls to ao3 and the first fanfic they found was michael jackson ass eating

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I want to have my own cilice so bad but those fuckass chains are so expensive. And for what? It’s cheaper to make a diy one atp

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Feeling sad a little because i haven’t written fanfiction in years and now when i’m trying to come back it feels like all my talent evaporated and i’m not proud of anything i write because it feels bad and my writing style is pretentious

[fella-lovin-fella]

i hate it when people mistake "etymology" with "entomology." like, i know where they coming from but it still bugs me

[littlearthquake]

@fishandships

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Not to get emotional on main but 7 years ago in 2019 i jumped on a train, and 7 years later i haven’t ever thought of getting off of it. I was 12 and probably way too young to be even listening to her. I can’t believe i’m finally experiencing a new madonna album lol

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Some pretty screencaps i captured during my tr1 gameplay

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You can tell madonna fans old asf bc people started getting their cds and vinyls like two days ago already and there’s still no leaks

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Just drank beer and lemon balm tea & immediately calmed down. Psychiatrists fear me