I just read the breakup post and wanted to ask how Shinso, Sero, Amajiki and Mirio would handle being broken up with?
Here you go! <3 I have never written anything for Amajiki or Mirio before (even before my blog) so I hope I got these two accurate enough :)
How He Deals With a Break Up (HC)
ft. Shinso, Sero, Ammajiki, Mirio
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This poor baby falls into a dark place. He was already struggling with depression before you came into his life. He tried his best to be everything you could want and more. So when you tell him that you want to take a break, he honestly takes it really hard. His whole demeanor changes; nothing is good anymore, and there is no point. He didn’t realize how much he had you as an emotional anchor until you were gone.
He doesn’t want to see anyone, and if anyone does try to come talk to him, he uses his quirk on them to tell them to go away. If it’s not you, he doesn’t want to hear it. He doesn’t cry or scream or get angry, just sad. He uses that sadness to work until he is numb. He lets himself harden his heart again, vowing that no one will get it again. No one can have him but you.
He eventually comes out and about again, but he is different. Cruel to classmates, old friends, and even teachers. He doesn’t process emotions anymore, doesn’t care to feel them. Some of his classmates were so worried about them that they came to you. “We know you two are broken up, but we are worried, he is... different.” His classmate tells you. When you go to find him (because you still care about him), he looks at you with such dull eyes. You never saw him like this before. “This is me without you, but I’m not your problem anymore- go bother someone else, yeah?” He says to you when you try to figure out what is going on. Then this time, he walks away, not giving you a second glance.
He tries to play it off like nothing happened. This is no one else’s problem, so he is not going to burden his friends with it. He remains his usual smiling self during class. Joking with the Bakusquad, motivating others, and doing his best each and every day. It honestly surprises his friends and some of his classmates. They thought he would be more torn up about the two of you taking a break.
The truth was, he is torn up. In the privacy of his room, he lets the tears fall, he lets the walls break down, and the façade go away. He is constantly looking at pictures of you, old text chats where you send him hearts and flirts. He knows it’s because you are dealing with a lot and it had nothing to do with him, but he could have been there for you, should have been there for you, but you and your independence, or your pride, wouldn’t let him.
He interacts with you in class like you didn’t rip his heart out. Still giving you that smile that would bring butterflies to your stomach. The motivating lines he always gives everyone, and if you are part of the conversation he is in, he still jokes with you like nothing happened. It makes you feel better about taking a break, because it seems that it didn’t change him, but you were blind too; you couldn’t see how bad he was dying on the inside.
He is an anxiety-filled mess. You were his comfort, his calm in the storm. Now that you are not here, he doesn’t even remember how he functioned without you. He hides his face more, doesn’t let people talk to him so freely like when he did when you were there, and constantly stutters over his words. Everyone notices the difference in him, it’s like night and day- except he seems worse than he was before the two of you started dating.
He hasn’t taken down any of the photos in his room; he still uses them. As much as he would hate to admit it to anyone, seeing your face, even if it is just a picture, helps calm him down. He tries to tell himself that you said break, not done, not forever. He constantly thinks to himself, ‘What would they say if they were here right now?’ It’s probably selfish of him, he knows, but he can’t let you go, not when you grounded him so well.
When he sees you, he immediately turns around and walks in the opposite direction. He can’t stand seeing you in person and not being able to grab your hand or hold your waist. If he has to be in the same vicinity as you, he puts his head to the wall like he used to do all the time. Hoping that you will just pay him no mind. This isn’t your problem anymore. And truthfully, it isn’t, it wasn’t your problem even when the two of you were dating, but you wanted to help, wanted to be there. Even know you fight the urge to go help him- reminding yourself it’s not your problem anymore.
He just wants to ignore it. It doesn’t hurt if he doesn’t think about it. The problem of being one of the big three is that everyone knows its business. He is constantly being asked if he is okay, if the two of you are going to get back together, what happened, and a bunch of other questions that are not their business. However, he keeps his smile, even if it falters a little, and says, “I’m fine.”
He isn’t fine, though. Every night, he has to remind himself that he cannot text you goodnight, that you aren’t coming to his room to cuddle him, that he can’t go to yours. It’s at night, when no one is around, where no one can witness, that his smile fades completely, that he allows himself- just for a moment- to hurt, to feel. Then, after that moment, he takes one look at the only picture he saved of you. You were posing like a hero, smiling brightly at the camera, imitating his smile. He smiles a small, broken smile, then goes to bed.
He doesn’t avoid you; being the big three, he has to set an example. So when you cross paths, he smiles that smile, tells you hi like he does everyone else, and keeps it moving. He tells himself that if he just keeps smiling, he can make it. If you have to work closely together, he keeps the same persona that you fell for the first time. The two of you still work really well together, and you think he is going to be okay after all. He thinks he is going to die if he has to act like he is fine any longer.
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