✩ hey lovelies !! im lexy, you can also call me mason. im not new to the agere community, ive been here since 2021 but i am new to tumblr so pls bear w me while i figure out how it works <3
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✩ autistic, adhd, bpd, age regressor (1-4)
✩ my ask box is currently open, feel free to put whatever in there !!
- when she's not in babyspace, she's usually around 4-6
- loves watching tv. she's always watching her little shows
- mlp truther
- has a collection of lps and calico critters that she guards with her life
- hugeeeee snacker. goldfish and fruit snacks are her faves
- she's a very quiet kid. doesn't talk much at all.
- doesn't have any nicknames for sarah, bear or ian. sarah is just "sarah" instead of "mama" or "mami"
- she's too embarrassed to act more childish. that's why she's so quiet and independent, because when she talks, her voice is higher pitched and sometimes she has a bit of a speech impediment.
- colouring book warrior. she has a whole stack of them
- very crafty. she loves loom bracelets and bracelets of any kind, but she loves literally any other art form. she isn't allowed to have slime anymore though.
- begs sarah to braid her hair and do fun little hairstyles, especially ones with beads
- she's such a fashionista honestly
- sometimes she's a little troublemaker though. she pranks the hell out of bear, usually the other two help her.
- bear tolerates her a little bit more when she's like this, but he's still uncomfortable.
- she is still padded, but she uses pull ups. good luck getting them on her though, because it's the one time she'll throw a fit. she doesn't want to be a "baby".
- she fights the pull up thing a lot and promises sarah she'll go if she needs to, but she never does. accidents are constant until the pull up goes back on.
- biggest stuffed animal collection on the planet actually
- she's really scared of the dark, and she's scared of thunderstorms or honestly any sort of noise. she's really anxious and hypersensitive.
- if she gets hurt or upset, she will hide and lock herself in her room because she hates being vulnerable
- sarah is her mama, but the guys also know about her regression
- ian thinks it's kinda weird, but he still helps sarah when he can. nikki clings onto him sometimes, and he sets aside his discomfort because it's actually kind of adorable
- nikki calls him "een"
- bear thinks her regression is weird, he doesn't engage with little nikki because he's attracted to big nikki and this just somehow makes him feel like a creep.
- nikki calls him "baba" and tries to interact with him, but he ignores her or redirects her.
- nikki's back and forth between calling sarah "mama" and "mami" because she spoke more spanish as a kid before her dad left, and after he left, nikki stopped really speaking spanish altogether.
- little nikki alternates between english and spanglish. sarah has to pull up google translate sometimes.
- babygirl loves her paci and her stuffed kitty. they both come everywhere with her.
- she's really clingy. needs to be near her mami at all times.
- soooo emotional. she won't throw tantrums because she's scared she'll get yelled at or hurt. but she'll cry quietly all the time.
- she hates being ignored. if you ignore her (hi bear) she will cry.
- she puts everything in her mouth. she can't be left unattended, she will choke on something.
- the worst oral fixation ever. chews on sweaters, blankets, stuffies, sarah's hand, arm, sometimes her shoulder too.
- she is a padded regressor. she needs pull ups when she's older, but she needs diapers when she's this little.
- bottle fed usually, breastfed if she's tiny enough. funnily enough, it was ian who suggested lactation supplements to sarah. he wanted to do research to be helpful.
- she's a sleepy baby. falls asleep anytime, anywhere.
- loves backrubs and loves when you run a hand through her hair.
- if she's not sleepy, she's usually happy and giggly. this kid is actually entertained by everything.
- she doesn't speak much and only says a word or two at a time, no words are ever fully grammatically correct, but you better believe she will babble nonsense for ages.
- she loves being picked up. thankfully she's so short and light, it's really easy for her to be carried around.
- she gets scared when she gets really little, it takes her a while to be comfortable when she first drops
- it's not really voluntary
- she'll hide that she's regressed or suppress it as long as she can
the concept of 6 year old nikki is soso good, but there's smth about baby nikki,,,, the littlest tiniest nikki on the planet,,, sarah better take good care of her
ohhh my sweet angel ,,, it appears i have grown quite fond of you ,,, and 2 of these pics don't really match up w the rest but im going to say that's symbolism of something i will not be saying here ,,,,
we're rolling some new stuff outttttt,,, lowkey i will take reqs for obsession (both the characters and potentially. the actors i haven't decided yet bc idk if i wanna be back into rpf but if people have ideas for inde and michael or megan and inde feel free to send them)
Hii, I love your Little!Bonnie headcanons! Leaning into the idea of her being spoiled, I can imagine her having tantrums when she doesn't get enough attention from her cg. But her cg gives in every time because they can never say no to her.
Along with wearing her cg's hoodies and T-shirts because they're bigger, I like to think she uses them as a blanket or even nurses on the sleeve to self soothe, especially when it smells like her cg.
I hope you like these. :)
⋆｡°✩ Exam Week
Pairing ¦¦ little!bonnie x caregiver!sarah
Word count ¦¦ 582
tags ¦¦ sfw, crying, meltdown
It was the week before exams. Sarah always took her schoolwork very seriously, but once serious assignments came up, she was on a whole other level.
Bonnie didn't really study much. She never cared enough to. She especially couldn't bring herself to care when she could be little instead.
Sarah tried to get Rochelle to watch her, just for a little bit so she could go over her study notes a few times, but Rochelle had swim practice. Nancy had fucked off right after class, so she had no choice but to take Bonnie home. The plan seemed simple enough. Put the kid on the couch with a snack, turn on the TV, and she would be entertained long enough for her to study.
She was correct... For a bit.
About half an hour in, Bonnie came to Sarah's room and stood in the doorway. "Mama?"
Sarah looked up. "What is it baby?"
"Wanna play." Bonnie replied.
"I'll play with you as soon as I'm done this, okay? Go watch your show for now." Sarah replied, barely looking up from her notebook.
Bonnie stared at Sarah for a minute. "Okay." She finally said sadly, before walking off.
About 20 minutes later, Bonnie came back. This time, she came right up to Sarah's bed. "Mama done?"
Sarah sighed in annoyance. These exams were really important, especially the biology one, since she wasn't doing too well in that class. But she couldn't get anything done with constant interruptions. Could Bonnie not just sit down and watch TV? Could she not listen? "No Bonnie, I'm not done." She said a bit too sternly, not even registering her tone or the state of the girl she was speaking to. "Can you just wait?"
Bonnie's lower lip trembled while her eyes welled with tears. Sarah didn't even notice, because her eyes were still fixed on her papers. Bonnie glanced at the lamp, and as she let out a loud wail, the light bulb in the lamp shattered. She dropped to her knees and began wringing her hands in her sweater sleeves. "Stop i'noring me!"
Sarah startled at the combination of the lightbulb and the noise. Then the situation finally registered to her, and the work was immediately put aside. "Oh, Bon.."
What was Sarah thinking? Of course Bonnie couldn't handle waiting hours for her to finish studying. She didn't understand what Sarah was doing, she probably wasn't even old enough to know what biology was!
Bonnie's crying got louder. She felt like she needed to make herself heard or else she would remain ignored, she didn't even notice Sarah's acknowledgement.
"I'm sorry honey." Sarah frowned, moving down to sit on the floor across from Bonnie. She gently placed a hand on Bonnie's knee to let her know she was there.
The young girl looked up at Sarah, but the sobbing didn't stop. She didn't move towards Sara either.
Sarah held out her arms. "Come here."
Bonnie hesitated for a moment. She wasn't fully sure whether or not she was in trouble for being a disturbance. But still, she moved into Sarah's arms and clung onto her immediately with a whine.
"Mama should've been paying more attention, huh?" Sarah whispered while she rubbed Bonnie's back. The younger girl nodded. "Why don't we go watch one of your shows now?"
"Mm-mm." Bonnie hummed. "Stay."
Sarah should've guessed that one. When Bonnie gets upset, she prefers no sudden changes. She just wants to be held. "Okay lovebug, we can stay."
- Vent / weepy regression almost always, Nikki can’t keep her thoughts away enough to relax and it often ends in tears or mood swings when she feels small. Sometimes lashes out when she can’t find that relief crying gets her.
- Big on control after the events of the movie, she lost almost everything she had and she becomes a bit bossy so she doesn’t lose it again. It’s never from a malicious intent but her own need to have herself back.
- Spends a lot of her regression very quiet or withdrawn, scribbling on notebooks and reading books as best she can, trying to find her sense of normalcy again even if it’s through the one thing she wanted to pursue. Writing (or attempting to when she feels very small) helps in small ways.
- A puppy regressor as well! Whining and crying when the world feels like it’s weighing down very badly on her, curling under blankets and staying there for long periods of time with some noise throughout her space. Bites and scratches at her blankets or pillows and shakes them when she gets really upset.
- Nikki does not feel the need for a caregiver, she might when the nights get very dark but the idea of opening up to someone has the girl feeling sick to her stomach and like she can’t breathe. She’s very self sufficient but sometimes she wishes someone could hold her when she cries.
- Gets very self conscious of the scars now on her face from the bottle and the brick, touches over them lightly whenever she sees herself in the mirror and it makes her cry almost every time. She shies away from reflective surfaces for a while when she feels small, throwing blankets or sheets over them to try and avoid it.
- Sleeps restlessly, or doesn’t sleep at all, too plagued by anxiety or nightmares she struggles to get through. Stays in her bed curled around a pile of books she bought from a second-hand store she can’t remember, picture books or easy chapter books.
- Struggles to connect with people now, but especially when regressed, feeling like an alien amongst people. Nikki knows not everyone has gone through her experiences but she can’t emphasize with them when they haven’t been in her shoes. It frustrates her endlessly because she used to be so outgoing and kind, but now every word gets stuck in her throat like glue.
- Doesn’t collect a lot of toys or things to play with, usually half-chipped or used LPS or stuffed animals are her go to, she doesn’t think she needs more than what she’s got.
guys i swearrr im working on reqs but ive genuinely been at the movies every single day in the past like 7 days bc of obsession amongst other releases i am TRYINGG
AAANDY!!!! she’s so cutie i love her sm!! i genuinely got so many hcs,, like obviously she loves fashion dolls and she definitely has ordered those rainbow bagels before!!! nigel rolled his eyes for sure,, but,, he still got it for her. and an extra for later. because that’s his girl!! she’s got lots of 2015 aesthetic paris items like tops, decor etc,,, definitely collects lalaloopsys and emily and nigel get her them as rewards,,, i just love her sm :33
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