Wonderland

Just a smol bean (26) trying to work through emotions *trigger warning* ask me stuff pls

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[shoujo-dreamland]

[soracities]

Marjane Satrapi, Persepolis

[gothic-sea]

[littlenumbbaby]

it’s amazing how one little sentence can make you second guess all the growth and progress you are trying to make. what’s the fucking point.

[littlenumbbaby]

I’m back again cuz the world is shit n I’m drowning

[littlenumbbaby]

Fuck I sh for the first time in years…. Fuck

[littlenumbbaby]

I finally got my first tarantula after wanting one for a long time but my mother freaked after she saw pictures (She said I could get it) so now I have to give it back and I’m so sad. I only had it a few hours but I was already so attached 😞😞

[littlenumbbaby]

I wanna be an alt baby so much they are so pretty 🥺

[littlenumbbaby]

Ugh my weight has need stuck around 110 lb and I can’t get it lower. Super frustrating

[littlenumbbaby]

I did it. I broke up with my long distance boyfriend of 4 years tonight. It was really hard and painful but I’m really glad I did it. It was needed.

[littlenumbbaby]

Yay I love spending the whole day crying to the point of lightheadedness

But on a more bright-ish side I’m finally see a therapist. Not for an ed but for everything else in my life. Hopefully they can help me not free so helpless

[whynotbananas]

It’s funny how being hungry makes me feel skinny

because when i actually feel my body it’s all fat

[ratt-b0nez]

Honestly, if someone posts their safe foods on here and you comment shit like “ugh I could never eat that!” Or “yikes, that alone is over my daily limit!” You’re kind of a dick. This isn’t a contest or a competition. I eat plenty of peoples fear food and have a “high” limit of 1000 cals and I’m still going to reach my UGW. Don’t upset people to the point they make themselves sicker. It’s fucked up.

[dainty-and-spacey]

repost if u break the stereotype of Eds

you eat once a day/ u don’t always fast 24/7

you’re not bones

you don’t openly talk about it lile it’s a big problem

you don’t want treatment

you don’t think you’re sick enough for treatment

you can’t purge

EATING DISORDERS AREN’T WHAT THE MEDIA TELLS YOU

feel free to add!♡➹★

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Random ED things nobody really talks about

Being jealous of friends or people who have been severely underweight/ hospitalized

Hundreds of awkward angle body checking photos

Looking at the size of your legs/body in every mirror, reflection, shop window

Being disgusted at watching people eat

Comparing people’s body size and weight to yours before noticing anything else about them

Being obsessed with cooking/dieting/food programmes

The pain of hitting your hip bone on a table

Hating yourself for judging anyone who is healthy or overweight

Being proud of your lowest weight once recovered/weight restored

Eye rolls when anyone without an ED discusses their new diet/weight loss

Eating every tiny bit of a specific calorie portioned food because damn if you’ve counted those calories you are gonna enjoy them

Feeling embarrassed for eating ‘unhealthy’ foods because people assume you eat nothing/survive on lettuce

‘Wow you’re actually eating’ kill me

Not enjoying excercise or wanting to work out

Alternating between being scared of all food and wanting to consume everything in sight

Really horrific awful bad breath (like seriously bad)

One day you’re too scared to eat a tomato the next you eat chocolate without worrying about it

Looking in the mirror after eating and feeling like you gained 20lbs

The anxiety and embarrassment of buying laxatives/diet pills

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