Surgery incisions ache, trying to get comfy and I feel them tug. I'll be honest, I don't completely hate the feeling, its familiar in the sharp, cut healing kinda way. not too surprising with the kind of masochism I enjoy. I used to have my own The Secretary (2002) routine so it makes sense. What I do not enjoy is the tender aching gut, deep nausea feeling waking me up. I can't sleep.
Guess I'll just have to smoke a bowl of puppy weed and read smut until my brain shuts off enough not to care about the uncomfortable awareness of my guts.


















