âšMy name is Clara and Iâm 25. Iâm an Age Regressor who regresses to around the age of a Toddler 2-4 :)
âšIâm an AO3 writer who has a passion of bringing Age Regression to different fandoms. I mostly write reader prospective stories but Iâve also written for characters in different shows and movies.
âšI have 4 stories on AO3. One completed and three currently running. They are: Little To The Soldiers (completed), The Little Falcon, The Little Princess in Hawkins, Little on the Ice and The Shipâs Little Nurse.
âšPlease DNI if your blog is: Kink related (ddlg, Abdl, age play, etc), NSFW, homophobic, ableist, political, or racist.
âšThis account is strictly Age Regression. With all my works and stories I will always preference what the work/story will include at the beginning so itâs clear before reading. They will always be SFW. Before making a writing prompt suggestion please read my rules below.
đThings about Little me:)
âšIâm a Toddler Regressor:)
âšI love to color and play with my stuffed animals.
âšI donât have a Caregiver but Iâm open to one! (Caregivers DM me:))
âšMy favorite shows to watch when Little are: Blueâs Clues, Sesame Street, Bluey, The Wiggles, and SpongeBob. (All of which I can talk endlessly about!)
âšMy favorite movies to watch when Little are: Blueâs big city adventure, Elmoâs adventures in Grouchland, The Little Mermaid, Winnie the Pooh, and any Toy Story movies.
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âšHereâs all the fandoms I write for:
âïž Marvel Universe
âïž Heated Rivalry
âïž Stranger Things
âïž Criminal Minds
âïž Hannibal tv show
âïž Doctor Who
âïž Supernatural
âïž Star Wars
âïžHarry Potter
âŒïžRules/Guidelines when it comes to writing suggestions and headcannons:
I will not write anything that is ddlg, age play, nsfw or kink related in any fashion. Everything I write is strictly Age Regression.
Iâm open to suggestions/prompts but there might be some that I donât want to write/donât feel comfortable writing so please donât take it personally.
I will try to write as fast as I can but being fresh out of college and working a new fast pace job, sometimes life gets in the way of prompts coming out so please be patient.
Some of my stories might include diapers and accidents. This is not kink or sexual in any way. Diapers are a part of my regression as well as others. Some of my stories might include diapers and accidents. This is not kink or sexual in any way. As someone who has diapers for medical reasons and as a comfort item to their regression, my fics are an outlet for me and others to bring comfort to wearing diapers and embarrassing situations like accidents.
With that said if there is anything youâre uncomfortable with being in your writing request (diapers, certain nicknames, pacifier, etc) please make it known in the prompt! I would hate for your fic to have something your uncomfortable with.
If you would like your reader perspective written in a specific gender or gender neutral please write it as well. (If not Iâll just pick with whatever vibe Iâm feeling)
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Have fun with it!! I am beyond excited to start writing your prompts!! I look forward to seeing what you send me:) :)
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I have been working on this behind the scenes on something big!đ
I am so excited to finally share this with you! My newest series will beâŠ.
HEATED RIVALRY AGERE!!đ
Hereâs the premise: The Reader finds themselves in a tough position. Fresh out of college and looking to prove herself as an ice skater. The problem? The world isnât looking for an ice skater, especially a Little one.So against better judgement she fakes being Neutral and secures a job working as an Ice Girl for the Ottawa Centaurs. But what happens when she starts to regress around the two star players who also happen to be Caregivers?
Below is a snippet from the chapter! Feel free to read the whole chapter on AO3!
Little On The Iceđâžïžđ§
Chapter 1: Enter the Rink (SFW)
Cg! Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander & Fem Little! Reader
Tags for chapter- Littles are known au, emotional support stuffed animals, cursing, mention of accidents, hiding regressing, and suppressing regressing, spoilers for season 2/Long Game book
Then I try another run andâŠI LAND IT. I gasp and come to a stop after it. I did itâŠI DID IT! I donât even think I could replicate it without a few more fall in between but that doesnât matter because I did it!
Suddenly thereâs clapping in the crowd. I look over to find one of the Centaurs players in the crowd clapping for me. I laugh, smiling to the player as he walks down to the sidelines.
âImpressive,â he says leaning against the railing.
His accent is STRONG. WaitâŠisnât heâs the fucking captain of the Centaurs?! I remember him from yesterday! RozenâŠRozâŠwhatâs his name? Why canât I ever remember someoneâs name but I can recognize their face.
âThank you,â I say a bit shy. âItâs been a pain in the ass to learn that move.â
He laughs, âLooks difficult.â
âIt is! You have to spin very fast and it has to be very tight and itâs all landing on one footâŠâ I look back to him as Iâm rambling away, âSorry, you probably donât care-.â
âNonono! I care! Do not apologize, you have nothing to apologize for.â WowâŠthatâs a first. Someone actually cares and doesnât mind my rambling. Itâs really kind.
âIâm Y/N. Iâm one of the ice girls. I just started this season.â
He holds his hand out, âIlya Rozanov. Iâm the Centaurs captain.â
I shake his hand, âNice to meet you Ilya.â I smile back to him, âSo whatâs got you at the arena this early in the morning?â
He rolls his eyes, âBoring meeting stuff.â He sticks his tongue out and makes a fart noise with it.
I giggle. Then I catch myself and blush. I try to recover it while he lights up, âBoring meeting stuff? This early?â
âUnfortunately. And my husband cannot join me so it makes it even more boring.â
His husband? Thatâs right! My jersey! WaitâŠmy jerseyâŠ
âHollander right?â
âThatâs right. Shane Hollander is my beautiful husband.â He lights up as he talks about Shane.
âI have his jerseyâŠâ I admit sheepishly, âThey handed out all your jerseyâs last night after training. I picked at random and got Hollander.â
âOh! For the halftime competition!â He lights up saying.
I look at him totally confused, âThe halftime competition?â
âYes, there will be a competition between ice girls and Centaurs. Itâs aâŠaâŠcourse?â He waves his hand in the air as he tries to find the right word.
I try to pick up the pieces, âLike an obstacle course?â
âYes! Obstacle course! You will be against my husband.â He smiles with excitement.
I laugh, âWell I plan on giving him a run for his money.â
He laughs, âHe will give you a run for yours. Shane is not easily beaten. You will see.â His smile fades the moment he checks his watch.
He curses in Russian, âI have to go to boring meeting.â He pats my shoulder before he starts to walk off.
He stops in his tracks, âOh! I forget. I apologize for Haas banging on the shielding yesterday. He is rookie and idiot. But he is good guy.â
âItâs okay,â I shake my head, âI wouldâve fallen either way.â
âBut not anymore because you are expert now.â
âSuccessfully doing the trick one time doesnât mean Iâm-.â
âNo. You are expert. And that is that.â He starts to walk away again, âGood luck at the game tonight.â
âYou too! Good luck against Baltimore!â
Before he leaves he smirks, âThey do not stand a chance.â With a quick wave he heads off to his boring meeting.
Back on June 30th was my birthday ! Iâm 26 but feel 3 lolđ I wanted to make a fic for my birthday but I honestly had no idea what to write. That is until after my birthday.
We went to Disney for my birthday and after a long but fun day at the park we were walking back to the car. I saw all the little kids getting carried back to the car and wished it was me with a Caregiver.
Then it hit me! I should write a fic about this!! The feeling of being tired and sleepy after a long day at a theme park! Add my obsession with Toy Story and one of my comfort CG parings Hannibal and Will and you have this story! Enjoy!!!
The End of a Fun Day (SFW)
Caregivers! Hannibal Lector & Will Graham with Fem Little! Reader
Tags - sleepy reader, being carried by cg, mention of pull-ups and accident, funny cg banther, fluff, and kisses
With the last firework gone, the day at Disney World has come to an end. Y/N stands there, looking to the sky, hoping one last one will go off. It canât be over? Right?
âI think thatâs it Y/N,â Will places a hand on her back, âTime to head back to the hotel.â
âButâŠâ she turns to her Caregivers teary eyed. In her arms she clings to her Bullseye plush she got that day.
âWeâll be back again,â Will is quick to say.
Hannibal leans down and kisses her forehead, âWhy donât we say goodbye to the castle and head back to our hotel for the night?â
Y/N sniffles then nods. With a turn she looks back to the castle, âGoodbye castle! Iâll miss you!â
The two Caregivers canât help but smile.
~~~
After the fireworks everyone has the same idea as us to go back to their hotels or cars, so the line to get out is long. We walk along the bright lights on Main Street.
I hold onto Hannibalâs hand as we walk, my other arm holding my Bullseye tight. We take a couple of steps closer to the exit every couple of seconds. As this goes on, the day starts to catch up with me.
âPapa,â I tug Hannibalâs hand, âTiredâŠâ
I hear him hum before he stops. Next thing I know he lifts me up into his arms and settles me on his hip. Immediately I cuddle close, resting my head on his shoulder and an arm around him,
âRest little one, weâll be back in the hotel soon.â
I nod, snuggling in his arms before drifting off to sleep.
~~~
Will and Hannibal finally make it to the line for the Monorail. Hannibal would not be recognized at this park. Because of Floridaâs heat and humidity there is no possible way he could wear his usual attire.
So instead, he had to borrow a shirt from Will which made him look completely different. Itâs completely out of his element, but Will and Y/N absolutely love it!
Will also looked different from his norm. His curly hair fanned out around a baseball cap. He wore a Disney themed t-shirt and shorts with what can only be described as dad sandals. Hannibal commented that he played the perfect part of a tourist.
Y/N, on the other hand, has her hair in a braid. Around her neck is a string attached to a hat. Her outfit is a Jesse costume from her favorite film Toy Story.
Hannibal shifted Y/N in his arms, as they head closer to the Monorail. They stand by the gate, waiting for the next one to arrive at the station.
âEnjoy your day?â Will smiles to his husband.
âVery much,â Hannibal smiles back, âIt was wonderful to see how much fun Y/N was having. She really likes it here.â
âShe does,â Will moves her hair to behind her ear, âSheâs been talking about it for weeks. Iâm happy we could find the time to come.â
The Monorail finally arrives. The blue Monorailâs doors open and the two are able to snag a seat. Hannibal settles Y/N in his lap. The Caregiver share the same relief of relaxing till their stop. Y/N doesnât even stir.
The Monorail was filled with Caregivers, Middles and Littles alike. Most are like Y/N, sleeping in their Caregivers arms.
âWe wonât have to worry about getting her to fall asleep tonight,â Will jokes.
âShe wore herself out with all the excitement,â Hannibal chuckles to himself.
âWe wore ourselves out too,â Will leans back and joins Hannibal chuckling, âTomorrow is definitely a relax day at the resort. Maybe some pool time.â Hannibal nods along.
The Monorail stops first at the Contemporary resort, unloading the guest staying there before heading next to the Transportation and Ticket Center. When it stops there, Y/N begins to stir.
Hannibal shushes and rubs her back, âItâs okay, almost back to our room.â
The soothing combo puts her right back to sleep. She brings her Bullseye close and snuggles back against Hannibal relaxing, maybe a little too much.
Will notices the shift in her, âChanging time?â He looks up to Hannibal who nods.
âI thought she would soon enough,â he adjust her again, âWeâll wait till weâre back in the room.â
Luckily for the two the next stop is their hotel, the Polynesian Resort. Will lifts the backpack onto his back and Hannibal gently lifts Y/N back into his arms as they depart the Monorail.
The walk from the lobby to the hotel room feels like ages to the two tired Caregivers. But the long awaited hotel roomâs door finally arrived.
The two walked in and both shared a sigh of relief. While the day had been a very fun filled dayâŠthey are exhausted from it.
They share eye contact.
âIâll get her set up and you can get yourself ready for bed,â Will pats Hannibalâs back.
Hannibal shares a tired smile with Will has he sets Y/N down on the roomâs changing table before heading into the bathroom.
Will, careful not to wake Y/N, helps change her out of her costume, taking her hair out of the braid and changing her into a fresh pull-up and pajamas.
The shower runs in the background as Will lifts Y/N and lays her in the twin bed. He makes sure to tuck Bullseye in next to her before he pulls the rails up and kisses her forehead.
âGood night Y/N, love you,â he whispers before he gets himself ready for bed.
He chooses to opt out of taking a shower tonight and instead sleep. He throws his clothes into the floor and stops, then picks them up because he just knows his husband.
By the time Hannibal emerges from the bathroom Will is half asleep in bed. âHey,â he says sleepily, âY/N all set for the night.â
âGood,â Hannibal canât help but smile as his sleepy husband, âThe bathroom is all yours.â
Will hums as he tries to find the energy to get up. Eventually he does, dragging himself up and into the bathroom to brush his teeth.
Soon heâs back in bed next to his very sleep husband. âHopefully she sleeps nice and late tomorrow,â Will yawns.
âWe can only hope,â Hannibal turns and kisses Will, âGood night my love.â
âGood night Handsome,â Will breaks apart and pulls himself closer to Hannibal.
The two cuddle close, falling asleep quickly as the long but exciting day finally catches up with the two of them.
Ahhhhhh!!! A Hannibal fic?!?! Thank you a million times over! I LOVE writing for Hannibal!!! And itâs such a cute request too! Ahhh!! Thank you again! Feel free to keep those Hannibal request coming:) gif by @rocktheholygrail
Papa Has To Workđđ»
Caregiver! Hannibal Lector & GN Little! Reader
Tw- Mentions of crime (not descriptive) and some hints to Hannibalâs side hustle (fykyk)
Tags - fussy little, taken from Hannibalâs pov, snuggles, hugs, forehead kisses
Rain lightly hits the window panels of Hannibalâs house, a light summer storm that wraps up the day.
But inside his house? Warm, cozy and peaceful. Hannibal relaxes on his couch, sketchbook in hand, watching his Little one play on the carpet in front of him.
The fireplace gently crackles as his Little one plays with their train set, gently placing each track down and pushing the trains along them. Their favorite stuffed animal sits beside them, conductor hat on and all.
Hannibal watches them with adoring eyes, sketching their likeness and carefree nature into his book. Thereâs simply nothing in the world he loves more than this, a peaceful evening with his Little one and no inter-.
His cellphone rings from inside the kitchen turning both of their heads. Thereâs only one person who calls this late at night. He sighs, setting his sketchbook on the couch and heading to the phone.
âHello Jack,â He answers, calm and collected as always but inside furious at his evening interrupted.
He listens to the call, another crime has taken place and he wants his opinion on the situation. StrangeâŠitâs not one of hisâŠwho could it be?
Jack goes on and on about sending files over to his email and for him to come to his office the next day.
He turns as he listens and catches his Little one peaking around the corner then hiding back. A smirk appears on his face, âIâm afraid Iâll have to get back to you about an office visit. You see, I have company over at the moment and I find it rude to leave them, even for business. But Iâll take a look at your files tonight.â
He puts his phone down and sneaks around the corner. When they look back into the kitchen heâs gone. Instead he wraps his arms around them and lifts them up. âMy sneaky sneaky Little faun. Trying to listening Papaâs work calls?â
They giggle wrapping their arms around him, âI was curious!â
âCurious killed the cat,â he smirks.
They gasp, âReally?â
âNo no,â he smiles, setting them back down, âItâs just a phrase. All the cats in the world are okay.â
He looks at the time and cards a hand through their hair, âItâs time for bed. Clean up your trains and weâll go upstairs.â
âBut itâs not that late.â
âItâs your bedtime Y/n.â
âAre you going to bed too?â
âNo. Papa has to work on something. But that doesnât mean you will stay up with Papa. You need your sleep.â
But as they go to clean their toys up, Hannibal can sense theyâre on to him. They clean their trains up very slowly then go back over to him. He can already tell this is going to be a tough night.
Despite the fact he has to work late, Hannibal tends to their usual nighttime routine together. He helps them brush their teeth, get changed into pajamas then itâs into Papaâs bedâŠhe isnât going to try it with their bed tonight. Thatâs a battle for another night.
He reads them not one but two bedtime stories. But as he wraps up the second picture book, he can sense their uneasiness. âPapa another one.â
Hannibal sighs, âWe just read two.â
âAnotheeeerrrrr.â They whine.
âItâs just two tonight. Papa has to work.â
âWhy?â They throw their head back onto their pillow dramatically.
âBecause Jack needs Papaâs help.â
âWhy?â
âBecause Papa is a specialist of sorts.â
âWhyyyyyyyyyyy,â they lean their head against his side.
Hannibal sighs, âItâs alright. Papa will not be up long. Before you know it Iâll be right here to cuddle you close. You go to bed. Iâll be right around the corner in my office.â
With a kiss to their forehead, he tucks them in and turns off the lights and the nightlights on. âLove you my sweet faun. Sleep well.â
âGood night PapaâŠâ They say, less than thrilled.
âGood night Y/N,â he goes to leave.
âLove you!â They add.
Hannibal chuckles in the doorway, âLove you too.â
âLove you more!â
Hannibal shoots them a look, âImpossible. Now get some rest.â With that he closes the door just slightly, keeping it slightly open just incase.
~~~
Hannibal sits back as he logs onto his computer. The study feels cold and quiet. Usually when he works on client reports and paperwork his Little one would read or play around the room. Wherever he was, his Little one always seemed to be near.
But tonight is different. Tonight he would be reading crime scene reports, seeing pictures from the scene, things that his Little one should not be around. It also helped itâs their bedtime.
It didnât mean he didnât miss them. But he has a job to do. Who was committing terrible crimes in his city? Didnât they know there could only be one killer? He opens Jackâs email and stats to go through the report.
Maybe ten minutes later he hears pitter patter down the hallway stopping outside his studyâs doorway.
He doesnât have to turn around to know theyâre hiding against the wall, leaning sideways to see what heâs doing. Thankfully the moment he hear their feet he clicked the crime scene photos again.
âY/N,â he turns around seeing them try to duck back behind the wall, âYou shouldnât be sleep.â
Silence.
âY/N I know youâre there.â
They sigh and come out and into the study, âPapa come to beeeeeeeeed.â They walk over and flop across his lap.
Hannibal canât help but smirk. He lifts his little one up into his arms as he stands, âI will as soon as Iâm finished.â
âBut Papaaaaaaaaaa,â they whine as Hannibal carries them down the hallway, âWant you!â
âI know you do but you need your sleep and I need to work,â he sets them back down into his bed, tucks them in with their stuffie and kisses their head. âTry to rest.â
They whine and flop onto their side with a huff.
But this? This is just the start of his night.
âPapaaaaaaaaaaaa.â They show up ten minutes later and just lay in the middle of the studyâs floor, âIâll sleep here till youâre done.â
âY/N you canât sleep on the floor,â Hannibal sighs.
âWhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?â
The next time they run in and shut the door, âPapa I saw a monster.â
Hannibal sighs as he turns around, âA monster?â
ââŠyeah.â
âWhere?â
âIn the bedroom.â
âAnd you walked past it to come here?â
ââŠâŠâŠ.yeah.â
The next time they walk right in and up to his desk and computer, âWhat are you working on?â
âY/NâŠâ he gives them a stern look, âPapa needs to focus and you need to be sleeping.â
âBut-.â
âNo buts,â he stands and takes their hand and walks with them down the hallway back to the bedroom.
The last time? They walk in, tired and teary eyed. âPapa IâŠIâŠâ
Hannibal immediately stops and turns around to find his Little one start to cry, âY/N come here,â he closes all the files and opens his arms.
Immediately they run forward and cling to him. He stands, rocking them to try and soothe their tears. This is not a tired or frustrated cry, no, this is something more deep down.
âItâs okay,â he kisses their temple, âPapa is here.â
He looks over at the computer and turns it off. Jack, the FBI, everyone will have to wait. His Little one needs him tonight.
âThatâs enough work. Letâs go to bed.â With another kiss to their temple he walks to the bedroom.
He sets them down on the bed, tucking them in and handing them their stuffie. âPapa is going to get changed but I am not leaving you here to sleep alone, okay?â
They sniffle and nod.
So with his teeth brushed and a quick change heâs back. He crosses the room and gets into bed and immediately his Little one curls up close.
âWhatâs got you so upset tonight little faun?â
âScared without you Papa,â they look up at him, âYou scare all the bad guys and bad dreams away.â
His heart leaps at the innocent answer. A warmth fill him. âIâm honored,â he smiles warmly. âBut I want you to know no one will ever harm you whether Iâm near or far away.â
âBut Iâm here now, you can rest easy,â he kisses their forehead, âGood night Y/N.â
They snuggle closer, âGood night Papa.â
While Jackâs email may have been abandoned, Y/N never will. Not as long as their Caregiver is around.
Bonus:
The next morning Will rings the doorbell of Hannibalâs. When he arrives as the door Will see his boyfriend unkept for the first time ever.
His hair tousled, instead of his usual suit heâs wearing a sweater and sleep pajamas and in his hand a cup of coffee.
Will canât help but chuckle, âRough night?â
Hannibal shakes his head with a knowing smirk and lets Will in. âI learned a valuable lesson last night.â
âWhatâs that?â Will asks.
âNo one gets between Y/N and their cuddles at night with Papa.â
Hi everyone! I hope you are all doing well! I wanted to come back and sayâŠ
I AM BACK TO WRITING!!!
Yes you heard it here first! I will return to writing! With that I also updated my rules/guideline if you wanna check that out. But mostly importantlyâŠ
I WILL BE TAKING REQUEST! I will be capping off my request at ten so hurry to my profile and see if itâs still open for your request.
I am currently writing a Spider-Noir oneshot based on the new show and a new series based around Heated Rivalry.
But lastly I just want to thank all of you who checked in on me and continued to read my stories while I was away taking care of myself. You donât know how much that means to me.
Chapter 5 of The Little Princess of Hawkins is Posted!!!
Iâm back!! See this post about itđ
Thank you to everyone who kept pushing me to write the next chapter. With the new season of stranger things I am back and obsessed again. It got me thinking about my story and a way around my writers block! I really hope you enjoy!
Below is a preview! To read the rest you can go to my Ao3 here :) Please enjoy!!
Chapter 5: The Next Morning đŽđ€
Caregiver! Billy Hargrove & Fem Little! Reader
Tags (for the chapter as a whole) - pull-ups, mentions of accidents, stuffed animals, implies verbal abuse (Billyâs dad), fluff, hurt/comfort, hugs, forehead kisses, nicknames, cuddlesâŠall the cuddles.
The smell of pancakes grows with each step down the stairs and into the kitchen. There at the stove stood Billy adding another pancake to the pile.
The funny thing was what he was wearing. His usually skinny jeans and tight shirt, but with a pink apron from my kitchen drawer. I couldnât help but giggle the moment I walk into the kitchen.
Billy turned around with big smirk on his face, âYou like the chefâs outfit?â
âThereâs no chef in the world that dresses like that.â
âReally? Well now you get one less pancake.â
âWait! No! I take it back please,â I couldnât help but laugh again. This time Billy joined me.
âOh my God those smell amazing.â I join him by the stove, âThey look so fluffy. How do you make them so fluffy?â
I lean my hand forward towards the hot pan without realizing. Billy grabbed my wrist before I could burn myself. All at once the two of us stopped for a moment.
I was trying to figure out just how big I actually feel, and I could see as Billyâs eyes scan over me as he was doing the same.
âItâs a secret family recipe, I canât tell you.â He lets go of my wrist and gestures to the kitchen table, âHave a seat, theyâre almost ready.â
I nod my head and go to sit as my mind tries to get an idea of my headspace. But everything felt so fuzzy, it was hard to fully understand whatâs happening.
âWhy canât I know the recipe?â I call from my chair.
âI told you, itâs a secret family recipe,â Billy smiles back.
âThatâs not fair!â
âHow so?â
âWell Iâm your Little. So I have a right to know.â Saying the words out loud felt weird, but only for a second. After that second it just feltâŠnice. Like a nice hug of comfort. Iâm his Little.
I think it felt the same way for Billy because he turned back with the biggest smirk on his face. âI can tell you butâŠIâll have to kill you.â
I give him a fake gasp and try my hardest to look shock. âWhat?!â
âThatâs the rules, I donât make them.â He turns back to the stove.
âYes you do, you literally make the rules.â
He completely avoided that argument as he set down a plate of pancakes infront of me. The top pancake got a nice helping of syrup plus a strawberry cut in half as two eyes and some blueberries spread around as a smile.
I looked up at Billy, this time genuinely surprised by the cute dish. He smiled back genuinely, âYou had a rough night last night. You deserve it kiddo.â He winks.
KiddoâŠGod that made my heart leap. Why was it so nice? Like a warm blanket? First princess, then sweetheart and now kiddo? I wasnât a nickname person before, but now?
âI love it, thank you!â I smile back just as genuine. It was so cute I almost didnât want to eat itâŠalmost.
After a literal second I began digging in like my life depended on it. Billy took a seat next to mine. He places a cup of orange juice for me and coffee for himself. But once he sees how fast Iâm eating he nudges me. âThe foodâs not going anywhere. Slow down.â
I roll my eyes before slowly down, eating one piece at a time and taking sips of orange juice in between. We sit in comfortable silence with each other, eating our pancakes next to one another.
But I can tell with the stolen glance Billy is giving me that the comfortable silence isnât going to be comfortable or silent anymore.
âY/N,â he starts out saying, âWe need to talk about last night.â
I froze mid bite. We probably do, heâs probably right. But my heart sinks when he mentions it. âWhyyyyyy?â I almost whine, almost.
âBecause weâre not going to act like all of that didnât happen or that itâs not going to happen again. We both know it is.â I watch Billy put his silverware down.
I wanted to come on here to let you know Iâm doing okay and Iâm in a much better place than I was when I left off last year.
Some personal updates!đŒ
I was battling a terrible depression. I live in the US and with the state of the world and some personal problems at home, I was in a really bad place. Plus my childhood cat passed away on top of it so I really couldnât get out of this sadness hole I fell into.
But Iâm getting some help and have made some great progress. Iâm starting to feel like myself again. Both big and Regressorđ„° The way I write is by regressing and putting myself in the shoes of the reader so now that Iâm starting to regress again, Iâm starting to write again!
Some Writing Updatesđ
Iâve got good news and bad newsâŠ.
Good news isâŠI have a new chapter for you!! Yes, if youâre a fan of my Stranger Things story: The Little Princess of Hawkins then youâre gonna be thrilled to know I have updated the story with another chapter. Hereâs a post of a preview and hereâs the link to Ao3.
Bad news isâŠall my request in my inbox somehow got deleted!! Iâm so devastated by this. I apologize to all of you who submitted a agere fic and never saw it come to light. I apologize endlessly for this.đ„ș
But I will be opening request in the future. I want to get myself on track with writing again, feel confident and then grab some request from you guys!
Once again I want to thank you for being here, thank you for your support during my break and thank you for all the love this community has shown me!
Hey everyone! Iâm sorry to be making another post about this. I apologize for the lack of fics and fic requests here. Lately Iâve been struggling to regress and write and because of this thereâs been a lack on content here.
When I write I always put myself in the shoes of the reader which is always a Little. But because Iâve been struggling mentally, I havenât been regressing. This makes it hard to write something because I just canât feel for the characters (if that makes sense)đ
I decided instead of putting more and more pressure on myself and making something I either hate or isnât good enough that Iâm going to instead take a break.
Iâm taking off for the month of April and will be back in May with a Star Wars fic for May the 4th. I apologize for this and the lack of stories in April.
I love you guys and I will always strive to make the very best stories for you. Iâll see you in Mayâïž
â - You used to climb the stairs to see them, but they found you crying one day when you were too tired to make it to the top. The sight of you sitting on the stairs and looking so lonely broke their heart. Now they always meet you at the bottom of the lighthouse whenever you visit. They follow your pace, holding your hand and making sure you don't fall. If your little legs get too tired, they'll pick you up and carry you the rest of the way!
You can nap in their arms while they watch for ships, and they'll wake you up if they see anything interesting. Sometimes seagulls land on the lighthouse railing and you can babble at them! Other times, it's too stormy and cold to go outside. They'll make you a warm drink and bundle you up with extra blankets until you fall asleep.
Hi! Can I request a cg! Matt murdock with a little who is super anxious about wearing some type of padding around him because of his senses? Like, I imagine Poor Little is too embarrassed cause.'omg he can hear a pin drop 10 blocks over! Or he can smell what the person walking down the street was eating for breakfast!
This request is really near and dear to my heart. Thereâs is a terrible sigma around Diapers and pull-ups in the agere community. While I understand it to a certain extent, my motto is whatever youâre comfortable with is what youâre comfortable with. You shouldnât judge another for what they find comfortable with their regression.
For me, diapers and pull-ups are not just a necessity in my day to day life sometimes, itâs also something comforting I find when regressed. I have a medical condition that sometimes requires me to have to wear diaper when it flares up badly. And to be vulnerable here, yes I have used them. Thereâs nothing wrong about that. But theyâre also something I find comfort in regressed. I feel safe if something like an accident was to happen.
So when it comes to request like this and other accident/dips request I take them seriously. Anyone whoâs ever had or come close to having an accident knows all you want is comfort and reassurance. Writing these fics brings me a lot of love and comfort. I hope it does for you guys too! Love you guys! -Clarađ
The Power of Listeningâ€ïžđ«
Caregiver! Matt Murdock & GN Little! Reader (SFW)
Tags- Accidents, pull-ups, forehead kisses, hand holding, talking about accident and acceptance!, Matt is a kindhearted CG, sippy cup mentioned and cuddles
There could be no better Caregiver than Matt Murdock. His heightened senses is not only a super power, but itâs also a super Caregiver power!
Feeling anxious in a large crowd? Someoneâs making you uncomfortable? Have to go to the potty but youâre too busy to know it? Canât find the crayon that rolled away?
He knows immediately just by his heightened sound alone! Itâs nice and especially helpful. But sometimes when youâre trying to pull one over, or in this case trying to hide something from them impossible.
Recently Iâve been regressing deeper and deeper which has been such a relief. With a stressful work life coming home to Matt and just letting go and regressing with him has been the biggest gift.
But with it, a new problem started to arise.
Accidents. What starts out as bed wetting moves to wetting whenever regression takes hold. Matt had NEVER treated me any different, in fact heâs been nothing but caring and compassionate about it.
He always comforts me through every accident, helping clean me up and taking care of everything. Then he showers me with affection, making sure all the negative and bad thoughts stay away.
But as my regression goes on, so have the accidentsâŠ
One day the the two of us went out for lunch to our favorite local diner to talk. Not regressed or in caregiver mode, but as adults. He talked about what he was comfortable with and I did the same. The two of us agreed that while the accidents didnât happen often, they happened enough that maybe I should get some pull-ups.
I didnât mind at all. In fact Iâm excited for the idea. Iâm someone who find diapers and pull-ups as a comfort item to my regression. Matt felt the same way, always encouraging me to get whatever I need or want for my regression with him.
And in the past Iâve wore them before around him. But thisâŠwould be different.
With his enhanced senses he can hear a fire truck ten blocks away, someone sneezing seven floors from us. Heâd immediately know if I was in the living room having an accident.
And what if the smell was too much with his enhanced sense of scent. What if-.
âY/N?â He breaks me out of my thoughts and takes my hand in his across the table, âWhatâs making you so anxious. Because you donât have to if youâre not-.â
âNo, no, no,â I shake my head, swallowing what feels like a rock. âItâs not that Matt.â
I take a breath and look back to him, âWhat if this is too much for you?â
âToo much for me? I told you. I never mind the pull-up. Youâve worn them before and Iâve always found it adorable,â he smile and squeezes her hand, âWhat would be the difference?â
âYouâreâŠyour senses. Youâd hear meâŠgoing. And it probably gross you out of you could smell it.â
âY/N,â he chuckles, âI promise you I could never be grossed out by you. My sense of smell isnât as good as you give it credit for. Itâs mostly my hearing thatâs more sensitive than others.â He starts to explain.
âBut I understand your anxiety with it. Maybe we could have the tv play or better yet, I can put a record on my record player and have some music playing in the apartment. That way it isnât totally silent if an accident occurs.â
That brought me some sense of ease. It wouldnât be a totally quiet apartment, there would be music playing and maybe that would drown out the sound of an accident to Matt.
âBut,â he breaks me from my thoughts, âMy only worry is, sometimes when your in that headspace you donât know when an accident is happening or happened because youâre too zoned into what youâre doing.â
A blush spreads across my face, âThat was just one timeâŠâ
He raises an eyebrow, âOne time?â
ââŠtwice.â I sigh remembering each time like it was yesterday. Well one was yesterdayâŠ
Matt sighs, âIâm only asking because if I do hear an accident and you havenât come to see me about it, I worry you wonât notice and could get a rash from it.â
I sigh as well but agree with him. I wasnât the best at noticing sometimes. âWhat if we had a system. If I donât come to you and you notice, maybe you wait ten minutes then ask me?â
Matt smiles and nods, âThat sounds far to me.â
He leans forward and takes my hands in his, âThis is going to be new for both of us so there will be a bit of learning in the beginning. But, Iâm very excited about this and Iâm very honored you trust me with something this vulnerable.â
I squeeze his hands back, âThereâs no one I trust more with this than you. Youâre not just New Yorkâs hero but mine too.â I smile, âItâs going to be difficult at first butâŠI trust you. Weâll just take it one step at a time.â
He smiles back, âOne step at a time.â
Music fills the apartment as Matt works on dinner. He hums along to the music as Y/N sits on the floor in the living room, coloring in their coloring book.
The music is relaxing for the both of them, the two swaying occasionally dancing in their spots to certain songs.
Matt starts plating their food when he hears his little one puttering over. âHey sweetheart,â he ruffles their hair. âWanna help Dadee and grab your sippy cup from the dishwasher?â
They nod but stay in their spot, unmoving. They take his hand in theirs, âIâŠummm. I need helpâŠâ they start to say.
Matt picks up on their shyness and heart racing. He knows what they need help with but he make it like heâs not sure to help lessen their shyness. âWith what little one?â
They fidget a bit, holding onto his hand a little tighter, âI need helpâŠwith getting changed. I hadda accident.â
Matt squeeze their hand back, âSure, of course. Thank you for letting me know.â He wraps an arm around them and start guiding them to their shared bed room. âLetâs get you changed and then we can have a nice dinner together okay?â
Y/N nods, clinging to his side. Math can hear their sigh of relief and heart beat slowing down as they start to relax with him. Gone is the anxiety and the worries and in its place comfort and reassurance.
Matt helps them get changed into a fresh pull-up. The process is simple yet comforting and first and foremost trusting.
Then their night returns back on track with a wonderful dinner, a movie and some cuddles on the couch. Both Caregiver and Little content as ever.
Matt leans forward and kisses their forehead, âI love you munchkin.â
They look up and smile back to Matt, âLove you too Dadee.â
Just found this lil comic on Pinterest (by SaliasSamle) and I can't stop thinking of babysitter!Sam taking care of sick little!dean and being so incredibly worried or vice versa đ
.. or maybe cg! Crowley and Little!Sammy?
We both know that Cas would just heal Dean right up..
Crowley could heal Sam too, but he gets so worried he doesn't even consider.. Until Rowena comes home and heals Sammy right away and he feels like an idiot lmaooo
Thank you @dino-boyo-agere for another amazing addition to the Supernatural series!! If you havenât read any of the previous stories in the mini series please click here.
Iâm actually currently fighting a cold myself right now so I wanted to write a sickfic to emulate how Iâm feeling. This prompted stole my heart! I love a fic where a fellow Little is in charge or in this case takes care of a fellow Little. I hope you guys enjoy!!!
Taking Care of Your Little Brotherđ€
Little! Dean Winchester & Big Brother Little! Sam Winchester (SFW)
Tags- bed wetting, sickfic, diapers mentioned, pacifiers, stuffed animals, Sam being the big brother, Castiel and Crowley as their cgs, surprise guest at the endđ, both boys sick, forehead kisses, playing with hair, sibling banter
Sam told him heâd get sick. Dean kept sneezing while they were looking over the evidence in the cooler of the police station. The cold atmosphere for long hours was not a good combo for a cold already brewing inside of Dean.
Days later, back in the bunker Sam could hear Deanâs coughs down the hall. But why wasnât Cas taking care of it? He just wanted to sleeeeeeepppppppp.
With Crowley busy in hell. Heâs been trying not regress, wanting to wait till his Papa to come back home. But with Dean coughing once more, he felt himself slip into his regression the moment he was out the door. The big brother in him kicking in.
âDean?â He bursts into his room to find Dean laying in bed, correction a wet bed clutching his blanet.
Sam looks to his desk. A small note sits on top. Castiel had to make an emergency visit to one of his Angel brothers so he left early this morning.
Samâs heart sank. Now Deanâs sick and thereâs no one but him. Wait a minuteâŠthereâs no one but him! That means he could be the big brother he needs! Itâs up to Sam to take care of his very regressed Little brother!
First things first, he needs to get Dean out of bed, out of his pajamas and into a nice warm bath. He pulled the blanket back, picked up/dragged Dean to the bathroom and started running a bath.
The only problem? Dean is the fussiest baby when heâs sick, regressed or not. âMâfine!â He whines, âIâm not sickâŠI didnât even have an accident!â
Sam takes a breath knowing his brother is just cranky and fussy from the sickness. âNo youâre not fine. Yes you had an accident. And I know you feel sick. Your eyes are glassy, your face is flush and your coughing. Weâre going to have a fast bath, then itâs pajamas with some medicine.â
Dean doesnât reply back, just some whining. Once in the tub he weakly pushes his duck around the bathtub as Sam stands, going to change the wet bed. When he returns, Dean is half asleep in the bath cuddling the small duck.
âCome on Dean, we gotta get you back in bed.â He lightly shakes his shoulder and helps him out of the bath. All with a fussy and whinny Dean.
âSammy I donât wanna sleep. Wanna watch ScoobbbbbyyyyyyyâŠâ he drags out as Sam helps him into a diaper and some pajamas.
Sam sighs for what feels like the first of many to come. This is going to be a long day.
~~~
He gets him onto the couch and set up with his stuffed animal dogs and a fluffy blanket. Before Dean can swat his hand away Sam takes his temperature.
âItâs just a cold!â Dean whines.
â102 is a fever Dean. Youâre sick.â
He huffs, crossing his arms and laying back against the couch. âWhereâs Dadee and Uncle Crowley?â
âPapaâs been in hell but he said heâd be home tonight. And Uncle Cas left a note saying he had to go check on one of his brothers today. He said it was an emergency.â
Dean pauses, looking to Sam worried, âOne of his brothers? Who do you think it is?â
Sam shrugs, âI donât know. Heâs not friends with most of them and the ones he was friendly with are dead. ButâŠmaybe they arenât?â Sam suggests, trying to take Deanâs mind off his sickness.
That peaks Dean interest, âYou thinkâŠyou think Gabriel is still alive?â
âPossibly. But I hope not.â
âHe was obsessed with you.â Dean giggles.
Sam rolls his eyes and ignores the comment, âMaybe itâs Balthazar.â
âHeâs the cocky one with the funny accent.â Dean giggles some more.
âYeah, I donât know about that guy.â Sam joins in laughing.
Sam turns on Scooby for Dean and grabs his coloring book, âBut for now you donât have to worry because Iâm going to take care of you.â
Sam could see the argument on the edge of Deanâs tongue, but resigns and lays back. âThank you Sammy.â
Sam smiles back, âAlways.â
~~~
With some medicine taken, Dean naps on the couch while Scooby-Doo plays on the tv in their family room. Heâs curled up in a blanket with his stuffies under his arm and Scooby-Doo pacifier in mouth.
Sam thought about turning it off but he knows his brother, he sleeps better hearing the noise than he does in a quiet room.
Sam colors while half watching the tv. Suddenly he sneezes. Then he sneezes again. Then again. And again.
He whines, holding his head. When did this come onto him? Heâs been watching his hands while heâs been taking care of Dean. He shouldnât be sick!
He ignores it as Dean starts to stir. He looks to his brother worried. ââammy,â he says groggy and with a hoarse voice. âYou donât haveta stayâŠIâm okay.â
Sam shakes his head, moving to sit with his back against the couch, âShut up itâs fine. I donât mind taking care of you. After all Iâm the oldest.â
That earns another whine from Dean and his foot hitting Samâs back. âHey! Youâre just mad I am.â
Dean sits up on the couch, half watching Scooby when his stomach growls, âHungryâŠâ
âMe too.â Sam stands, patting Deanâs head, âIâll see what I can make. Not allowed to use the stove.â
âOr the microwave after the last time.â Dean reminds him.
Sam chuckles at the memory of the soap bar exploding in the microwave. âHaha, yeah...â
Later Sam returns having made them some sandwiches then itâs another nap for Dean. But Sam was feeling sleepy too. Wait, why did his head hurt so much?
He rest in one of the lounger chair and tries to focus on his book but with his tummy full and his head hurting. Maybe he could close his eyes for a minute? Just ten minutes and then heâd wake up and check on DeanâŠ.
~~~
His head is pounding when he starts to come to again, but then he feels someone carding their fingers through his hair and sighs content. It feels sooooooooooo good.
âFergus! How did you not know my grandson was sick? Look at him? Heâs paler than a sheet and running a fever. Not to mention Castiel left his baby here sick too. Some Caregiver you two are! Leave it to Nana to have to make everything better.â
Sam pushes himself to opening his eyes hearing her Rowena above him. âNanaâŠâ he whines already done with being sick.
âAwwwww my sweet boy! What on earth did you catch? Youâre burning up.â She leans down and kisses his forehead.
âMissed you,â he mumbles.
âOh I missed you more my sweet boy. I decided to join your Papa when I heard he was coming to see you only to discover you and Dean both asleep and sick as a dog! Why did you call Papa sweetheart?â
Sam sits up and looks over to a very worried Crowley, âI wanted to take care of Dean myself. Just like he used to for me. But I didnât think Iâd get sick too Nana! Promise!â He turns back to Rowena who smiles and runs her fingers through his hair again.
âI know you didnât sweet boy. I know you didnât. But next time, even if you want to help take care of your little brother, you at least let an adult know, okay?â
Sam nods, closing his eyes and leaning into her touch.
âFergus, you gonna stand around or are you gonna-.â
Suddenly the sound of wings makes itself knows as Castiel runs over to the couch where Dean is sleeping. He places a hand to his forehead and sighs. âWhen did this start?â He looks to Crowley before noticing Rowena there.
âWhen the hell did you get here? And where have you been?â Crowley throws back to him.
âEnough arguing! Youâre disturbing the babies.â Rowena interjects, getting a whine from both Littles in support, âJust heal them so they can stop feeling so miserable.â
Cas and Crowley exchange a look before nodding. Crowley walks over and kisses his boyâs forehead. Suddenly the pain and fire inside extinguishes.
Sam looks up and smiles, âThank you Papa.â
âYouâre welcome my little trouble maker. Just next time try not to give your Papa a heart attack will you?â He teases rubbing Samâs arm.
Cas places two fingers to Deanâs head and suddenly the fever and cold disappears. The Littleâs eyes starts to flutter open and his pacifer falls out of his mouth, saved by the clip on his shirt. âDadee?â
âIâm here my little bug,â he kneels down next to the couch. âIâm so sorry I left and didnât realize you werenât feeling well. But Iâm here and Iâve got you.â
âDonât you mean Iâve got them.â Rowena corrects, âAfter all theyâre my grandsons.â
Dean stares bewildered at her for a moment before turning to Cas. âI have a grandma?â
âLooks likeâŠyou do,â he looks at Rowena just as shock. He smiles to Dean, kisses his forehead. âJust take it at your pace my little bee. You donât have to do anything that makes you uncomfortable.â
Dean peels his eyes from Rowena to Castiel and nods, turning and hugging him. âMissed you!â
Castiel smiles holding his boy close, âI miss you too.â
~~~
Rowena insists the boys have a hearty soup to keep the colds from coming back. So there the two Littles sit, waiting for their soup at the kitchen table.
Sam sits at ease, beaming with happiness in the presence of his Nana while Dean was more suspicious and guarded. He keeps looking to Castiel who stood in the doorway with Crowley.
âAre you she isnât going to poison them?â Castiel asks.
âNo! No. Sheâs let that all go. After she found out Sam and now Dean regresses, itâs like sheâs a changed woman.â
Castiel and Crowley watch as Rowena effortlessly interacts with the two. She sets a bowl of soup in front of each of them, encouraging them to eat.
Sam digs in while Dean looks suspiciously. âSammy are you sure-.â He tries to whispers.
âNana this is soooooo good!â Sam right away compliments.
âThank you Samuel,â She smiles,squeezes his shoulder. She turns her attention to Dean. âSweet boy, have you tried yours yet?â
Dean looks like a deer in headlights. He turns his gaze to Castiel who gives a smile and a small nod. Then hesitantly he tries the soup.
âWaitâŠthis is really good!â He smiles to her.
âI knew youâd love it,â she places a hand on his shoulder next, squeezing it.
âWowâŠsheâs a natural.â Cas says to Crowley.
âYou think this is good, you shouldâve seen once when Sam threw a tantrum how well she handled it.â
âYou think she could handle Deanâs?â
Crowley laughs, âLike itâs nothing. I guess we found our new babysitter.â
âI guess we did.â Cas stares on, watching Dean start to melt under the praise and attention.
Crowley turns to Castiel, âWhere were you today?â
âI had to visit my brother.â
âYour brother?â
âYeah,â Castiel chuckles to himself before turning to Crowley, âI have a feeling heâs going to be their backup babysitter.â
Things that should have made me realise I'm an age regressor sooner
But they get less socially acceptable as they go on (plz DNI if you find padded regression and other things like it weird)
hoards of stuffed animals
"I hate being an adult cause when I'm in the grocery store all scared and alone I can't just start crying out for my mom because instead of someone assuming I'm lost, they'll just look at me weird"
always feeling like I was younger than all my peers even if they were actually slightly younger than me
like half the foods I eat I eat b/c they make me feel like a kid. Like my big treat for myself after a stressful week was a pack of paw patrol yogurt drinks
Getting super into kids media, like the only movie that interests me is The Wild Robot
feeling comforted by how period pads felt like diapers
Having trouble tinkling myself up until 10th grade
Still sleeping in my parents bed some nights in 7th grade
Still as an adult picking my nose (I know it's unsanitary and I'm trying to stop)
Omg yes!! Cg fantastic four!! They all have such a good vibe, I love their comics. They are such a great family!!
To say Iâm a huge Fantastic Four fan would be an understatement. Iâve love their âfound familyâ dynamic since the early 2000âs films. But thereâs something about this new movie with the 60âs aesthetic and the casting that just makes my little side scream. I watched the trailer and was like âThese are my new fictional caregivers, add them to the list.â Plus make Ben the fun Uncle and Johnny an older brother little and you have a recipe for a great fic! Please enjoy!!!
Dinner at 7 oâclock đđ€
Caregiver! Reed Richards & Susan Storm, Older brother Little! Johnny Storm and GN Little! Reader (SFW)
Tags- little in trouble with cgs, donât worry their softies, hugs and cuddles, forehead kisses, sippy cups, stuffies
âWe make it a point to do family dinner every week. Sunday at 7, on the dot, no matter what.â
I run off the bus and towards the Baxter building, one hand clutching my stuffed animal, the other holding onto my backpack strap.
Another glance to my watch sends my heart sinking. 7:30pm. Iâm thirty minutes late! I try to hold back the tears inside of me. Itâs okay, just thirty minutes. Maybe I could make you really good excuse? Maybe they would buy it?
Who am I kidding? Papa would see right through it. Heâs super smart. Maybe Mama would have pity on me?
I run up the front steps of the Baxter building and right into the lobby. There Herbie the robot is waiting for me. âThere you are Y/N, Mister Richards and Miss Storm have been worried about you.â
âAre they mad?â I ask, walking with the robot to the elevators.
âNo, they are disappointed you missed dinner but they have been mostly worried.â
I missed dinner?!?!
Itâs as if the world was crashing around me. I try to catch my racing heart, guilt filling me. âOkayâŠokay Iâm heading up to see them.â
âGood idea. I will be waiting here for Johnnyâs arrival.â
The elevator arrives and I quickly run in. I press the button to the top floor and wait. My heart and body fill with anxiety as we go floor by floor.
My thoughts go from Herbie who probably announced my arrival up stairs already to JohnnyâŠthe whole reason Iâm in this mess.
My older brother Little was supposed to stick with me at the fair todayâŠ.but he left me and said weâd meet up at the bus at 5. I waited an hour, two hours. I looked for him but I couldnât wait any longer
I knew he just forgot. It isnât the first time, certainly wonât be the lastâŠBut now, I had to cover for him while also trying to get myself out of trouble.
The elevator dings, pulling me from my thoughts as the doors open.
I step out and cautiously walk out and into our shared apartment floor. Itâs quiet, too quiet. I walk into the kitchen to find the table cleaned from dinner. I sigh to myself, gripping my stuffed animal a little tighter.
âYouâre late.â Papaâs stern voice breaks the silence causing me to jump.
âPapa-.â I turn to look at his and Mamaâs disappointed expressions.
âWhat do I always say? We have dinner every Sunday at 7 together as a family. And neither you nor Johnny was here for it. Can you tell me why that was?â He crosses his arms, raising an eyebrow to me.
I look between the two, âI was at the fair todayâŠâ
âAnd?â Mama encouraged me to go on.
âAnd I had fun. I won this Teddy! See?â I hold it up.
âItâs a lovely Teddy but it still doesnât explain why youâre late.â Mamaâs gentle voice reminds me.
âYeahâŠso IâŠâ I try to think of a good enough lie, âIâŠI lost track of timeâŠand my bus driver was super slow so I got here after dinner.â I quickly rush to say.
The two Caregivers share a look that communicates everything without saying a word.
âUn huhâŠand you went to the fair, regressed, by yourself?â Papa asks.
âNo! I was with Johnny. I told Mama before I left.â I say without realizingâŠdamnitâŠ.
âJohnny kept an eye on you all day?â Mama asks.
âYeah! We had fun.â
âSo where is he?â
âHeâsâŠyou know himâŠheâsâŠâ
âIâm right here.â Johnny strides into the kitchen with Herbie behind, âSomeone didnât hold the elevator for me while I was talking to Herbie downstairs.â He pats my back before going to the fridge. âPlease tell me Uncle Ben saved some pasta for us.â
âYouâre lucky he loves you kids.â Papa replies, clearly not done with the conversation. âSit at the table. Weâll warm dinner up for you.â
And so while Papa and Mama went into the kitchen to talk a game plan of how they were going to get the truth out of us, Johnny and I say across from each other at the table, whisper arguing.
âWHERE WERE YOU?!?â I whisper yelled to him.
âI got caught upâŠâ
âCaught up?! Seriously?! I was waiting there for two hours!!â
âCome on, it wasnât that longâŠâ
âIt was!! I knew I shouldâve taken Uncle Ben instead.â I sit back and cross my arms.
âLook, Iâm sorry okay. I lost track of time myself. I was on that spinning top ride over and over again. And when my head stopped spinning I realized what time it was I rushed over but you had left.â
âJohnny, I donât like getting in trouble with Papa and Mama.â
He scoffs, âCome on, theyâre softies.â
âYouâre older so youâre not as afraid. I donât like itâŠall this lying and make believe and getting in trouble and-.â
Mama sets a plate of pasta in front of me cutting my conversation off. I blush looking up to her before casting my eyes to the ground. âThank you.â I say softly.
She smiles and kisses my forehead. âYouâre welcome my polite little one.â She says, putting Johnnyâs bowl down next infront of him. âI just gotta grab our drinks and then weâll all sit together.â
The moment sheâs out of earshot Johnny looks to me, âYou better not crack under their pressure.â
âI canât do this.â I whine, âI donât like them to be mad at me!!â
âTheyâre going to put the pressure on you because they know youâre an easy target. They butter you up and you crack on your own.â
âBecause I feel guilt to lie to them?! I canât. When they come over and theyâre so nice to me and Iâm lying to them, it eats at meâŠâ
âYeah but if you tell them the truth Iâm in trouble.â
âYou should be!â
âHe should be what?â Papa appears out of no where, putting a sippy cup of juice in front of me.
âHe should beâŠhappyâŠthat Uncle Ben saved us all this food.â I lie, blushing under his gaze.
âYou both should be. Uncle Ben was very kind enough to make sure there was enough leftovers so you could eat.â
âWhere is Uncle Ben?â Johnny ask, taking his plastic cup from Mama before she sat down at one end of the table, Papa sitting at the other.
âHe should be around here.â Papa looks around.
âWould you like your Teddy have a chair?â Mama asks me so nicely. It makes the guilt inside of me swirl. I nod my head yes.
Mama smiles warmly, standing. She walks into Johnny and Iâs playroom and grabs a small play chair. She brings it to my side, putting my newly won fair teddy in it.
Turmoil swirls inside me. I look back up to her as she takes her seat again. I canât take itâŠI canât take lying to her when sheâs being so nice to me and Teddy.
âM-MamaâŠâ I say a bit strain, âWe-.â
âHad some much fun at the fair today.â Johnny interrupts.
âReally?â Mama smiles, âWhat did you guys do together?â
âEverything.â Johnny says vaguely. âRides, carnival gamesâŠâ
âDid you win this Teddy all by yourself sweetheart?â Papa asks me.
âI did! Second try and I won.â
âWow!â He looks so genuinely impressed, âIm so proud of you.â
And all at once my heart sank again. Tears start to form in my eyes as I look at Papa. âIâŠI CANâT DO THISâŠâ I start to cry.
I can hear Johnny sigh and put his fork down, mumbling âfor the love ofâŠâ
âI wasnât late because I didnât realize what time it was! I knew I was going to be late but it was because Johnny left me to go do something else in the fair. I know you told him to keep an eye on me but I wanted to go back to the carnival games and he wanted to go back to the rides-.â
âY/N, stooooooppppppp.â Johnny whines.
âSo we split and promised to meet by the busses at 5 but I kept waiting and he never showed up so I went looking for him but I couldnât find him so I home without him and was still late.â I cry, trying to explain.
âAnd I kept lying to cover for him because I didnât want him to get in trouble but I donât wanna lie to you Papa, or Mama. IâŠIâŠIâm sorry!!â I cry and explain through breaths before crumbling into tears.
âAwwwww sweetheart,â Papa pushes his chair back and pulls me to sit in his lap, holding me into a hug. âItâs okay, let it out.â He rubs my back, holding me close as I sob into his shirt.
âJohnny, you left them alone? Johnny I put you in charge because you said felt big enough for the responsibility.â Mama starts to scold.
âI did! I really did! But theyâre just lying!â Johnny whines.
âThey wouldnât be upset if they were lying.â She raises an eyebrow to his defense.
âYou donât know that, maybe theyâre a really good liar.â
âJohnny I know youâre not telling the truth and Y/N is.â Papa scolds.
âNo you donât!â Johnny adds, crosses his arms pouting.
âReally? Because while you and Y/N were arguing at the table, Mama and I reviewed Herbieâs footage which shows Y/N running in from the bus into the building and you flying to the building.â
Johnny freezes, rubbing his arm and looking down. âOhâŠwell thatâŠâ
âThat, lines up better with the truth than your fake story,â Papa sighs, âIâm disappointed in both of you. I donât expect you two to be liars.â
Now we both look upset. Johnny tries desperately to hide his tears while I hold Papa as my tears continue to fall.
âCome on Reed, letâs the kids off the hook,â Ben walks into the kitchen. âSo they lied, not the end of the world.â
âBen!â Johnny jumps from the table and hugs him, hiding away against him.
âAwww. Come on, what could the kid have possibly done?â He ask rubbing Johnnyâs back to soothe him.
âBenâŠâ Mama shoots him a look that reads: stay out of it.
Ben gets the message quickly, âAlright, alright.â He holds a hand up in surrender.
âJohnny,â Mama starts to say, âcan you look at me sweetie?â
Johnny reluctantly pulls himself away from Ben to look to her. His eyes red with tears.
âIâm not happy with that happened today. We left you in charge of Y/N and you left them alone. Theyâre younger than you. They couldâve gotten hurt while you were gone or lost. I know you wouldnât want that to happen.â Johnny shakes his head no her.
âAnd Y/N,â she turns and looks to them still sitting in Papaâs lap. âI know you just wanted to protect Johnny, but lying isnât the answer. If he does something wrong, you canât always cover for him. Understand?â
I nod looking down again.
âIâm sorryâŠâ Johnny breaks the silence saying.
âMe tooâŠâ I adds.
âWe accept your apologies.â Mama opens her arms and Johnny happily accepts, sitting with her similar to how Iâm sitting with Papa.
Speaking of him, âNo more trips just the two of you. From now on if you want to go to the park or the fair, you have to take Mama or myself.â
âOr your crazy fun Uncle,â Ben jokes taking a seat at the table. âIâll happily take you were ever you need to.â
âYouâre not helping Ben.â Mama chuckles.
âWhat? I canât stay mad at these rascals too long.â He teases.
âNeither can we,â Papa leans down places a kiss to my forehead.
After dinner itâs movie night with comfort and cuddles. We all gather in the living room and cuddle on the couch. Uncle Ben gets the lounger while Papa sits on one end and Mama on the other.
Johnny and I canât sit still. I sit with Papa at the beginning of the film, then switch to cuddling with Mama where I fall asleep for the night. Johnny follows suit sitting cuddled to Mama, then Papa then falls asleep beside Uncle Ben.
Then all at once everything is calm again in the Baxter Building, having a Fantastic end to the day.
Hey guys! I wanted to make a post and keep you guys in the loop:)
Iâm alive!!! I apologize for the long stretch of no fics. This month has been mentally taxing on me and I could see my love for writing feeling more like a chore than something I find joy in doing. So I pushed myself away from it and Iâm happy to say it helped a lot.
During my break my inbox for request skyrocketed! (thank you guys!) So with all these new request Iâm going to close my inbox for a little bit so I can cracking down.
I have a late Valentineâs Day fic almost done and a fic ready to be posted tomorrow! So stay tuned!!đđ
I just want to take a moment to talk all of you. I appreciate your compassion during this time and your love for my stories. Iâm excited to get back to it. Thank you for sticking with međ
Wearing diapers/pull-ups is something many sfw littles do for two main reasons: 1) need and 2) comfort.
Some regressors have certain medical conditions that make these items a need. Regression can also affect some peopleâs bladder control so dips/pull-ups would be also be a need for them.
Dips and pull-ups help many littles regress and stay regressed. The release of responsibility, the sensory experience (using or not using), the nostalgia, the intimacy of a cg changing you, the feeling of safety, the comfort, the cute patterns, everything. It all just makes us feel so tiny and safe and comforted. Some may even wear them when they arenât feeling smol just because of how comfy and safe they make you feel!
Besties wake up, Marvel dropped new Caregiversđđđ€
Youâre telling me the Fantastic Four donât give âchosen familyâ vibes?!
Plus with Reid and Susan as a Little Readerâs Caregivers?!
Evidence:
GET OUT OF HERE!!!
Johnny Storm being a big brother Little and Ben being like a fun Uncle?!!!
I apologize, I am obsessed with the new Fantastic Four movie! Comment below if you guys want Headcannons or a fic with the new team! Thanks for reading my rantđđ