let's burn this city down and dance in the embers

I love boys and booze. I like to dance. I live to party.

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ooc || So, I feel like you probably saw this coming...

Due to work commitments and other things, I think it's time for me to bid farewell to good old Olivia Malone. 

I feel like the character and I have drifted apart and I don't see myself getting it back anytime soon.  I tried for the last few weeks but I just can't seem to do it and it's such a waste to hold onto the character when the feeling isn't there.

I had a lot of fun rp-ing with you guys, though.  I hadn't RP'ed since I was a kid and it was fun to do it again.  If I ever feel the urge to do it again, you better believe I'll be here.

I'll be leaving this account up for your convenience, so you can look back at old RPs we did together.

If you want to reach me, you can look me up at high-plains-drifter.tumblr.com

xxx

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ooc: just so everyone knows, I will be back around. This is just a hectic time.

I'm trying to squeeze as many irl hangouts as I can before my friends bail and I leave the cuccoon of my home eventually.  

It's actually quite draining.  I love these fuckers, they know how to party. 

So I have to go out to dinner soon, but I hope to catch up tonight/tomorrow. 

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ooc: okay, I had friend obligations all weekend and a hangover today...

so can I get a catch up?

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Text @ Liv

Mini: i love you. look after gracie for me please

Liv: [no response]

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Rocky Start||Liv & Franky

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“I’m sorry, Liv. I’m so sorry.” Franky croaked through her uncontrollable sobs, her fingers clutching down tightly against the flimsy fabric of Liv’s top, holding onto to her as if her life depended on it. Feeling Liv’s own tears drop down onto her face made Franky’s heart sink even further for her once dear friend. Since the moment she’d met the girl Franky thought of Liv as one of the strongest people she knew and watching the tears shed from her large brown eyes tore her apart in ways she’d never thought possible. And instead of pushing herself back away from her, Franky’s grip tightened pulling her friend closer as their tears continued to fall. She might have not been able to comfort her in anyway at first and even now there wasn’t much comfort while she stained her shirt with tears, but at least this way they’d both finally give into those feelings they’ve held onto for so long. 

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Liv tightened her grip around the smaller girl.  "It's fine, Franks," she said, reinstating the use of Franky's nickname.  "I'm sorry too.  I should have said something," she shrugged.  "It really wasn't worth the fight.  I should have just told you how I felt.  It was childish and I'm sorry."  Franky's tears continued to spill onto Liv's dress and Liv pulled back and looked at Franky, offering her a smile.  "We're going to be okay, I promise," Liv said truthfully, her former bitterness towards her friend completely gone, only to be replaced with the former feelings of love and affection.  Liv stood up, pulling the girl up with her.  She sat Franky on the couch and turned towards a mirror.  "Well, now we look like a pair of dramatic teenagers," she said, moving to wipe the mess of mascara off her face.

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Text@Liv

Alex: Have fun. I want pictures of every American boy you fuck. Not their cocks, (unless they let you) I just want to make sure they're all fit =)

Liv: We'll see what happens. I'm gunning for an orgy myself.

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Bristol, you're too quiet

[think-stonem-philosophy-deactiv]

Missing you, Liv. Come back, safety?

[liv--malone-blog]

I'll come back safe and rich.

Start doubling up your gym routine because I'll need a trophy husband.

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Bristol, you're too quiet

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That's because I'm not in town.

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Rocky Start||Liv & Franky

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“I never claimed to love him! You just assumed! How could I have known that you loved him?! I didn’t know what love looked like? I didn’t know what it was! How could I have known you loved him when you were fucking Nick not two weeks before you met Matty?!” Franky shouted back, her voice cracking at the mention of Nick’s name. 

Franky’s breathing hitched in her throat as she took several back as if being too close to Liv would burn her. “Stop it. Stop lying!” She accused.  ”You blame me! You all do! I can see it in your eyes every fucking time you look at me!” She gasped. “Every fucking time! You think the crash was my fault! You don’t have to say out loud! I can tell! You think it’s all my fault!” Franky’s hands shot to her head, pushing against the sides as if doing so would block all the pain and guilt threatening to drown her. “Did you ever stop to think about how I felt?!” Franky suddenly shouted back, tears slowly rolling down her face. “Did it ever occur to you that maybe I…I…maybe I couldn’t? Did that ever cross your fucking mind? That I couldn’t even take one look at you, Mini or Rich without knowing that I did it?! I took her away from you. I took your best mate away! I took her from you all from Rich?! How was I supposed to help you when I-” Franky’s word were cut short as sobs broke through her trembling lips. 

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Liv shook her head, not particularly caring that much about Matty.  After all, he's the one who fucked off, leaving them both behind.  It was the aftermath of his disappearance that she was really angry about.  "Well, I did."  She said shortly, not wanting to delve into the ancient topic any longer.

Seeing Franky break down like that caused Liv to dash towards her, never being able to resist the cries of a broken friend.  She put her hands on Franky's hands and tried to pry them away from her head.  "I never blamed you, Franks," she said truthfully, looking her straight in the eye.  "It was an accident, I know that."  She moved her hands off of Franky's and wound an arm around the smaller girl, tears beginning to spill down her own cheeks.  "I just felt so alone, Franky."  She admitted.

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Rocky Start||Liv & Franky

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“I never asked you to back down!” Franky shouted right back trying to defend herself. “When the fuck did I come to you and ask you to back down for me? You back off because you knew Matty didn’t want to be with you. Don’t act like you did me a favor by fucking ending it with him!” She knew it was unfair to bring that up, everyone had to be blind not to notice the way Franky and Matty acted around each other, their stolen glances from across rooms. It had all been too obvious to everyone. “If was your choice not mine! But do you wanna talk about mates? At the flip of a switch you started in at me, making snide little comments aimed at me. Ever since Gracey die it’s like you can’t stand looking at me anymore without that hateful look in your eye. You didn’t I haven’t noticed? It’s like you blame me for the dying!” She was shaking with anger now, finally allowing herself to ask the question she’d held for Liv since Morocco. 

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"I wasn't backing down, I was doing the right thing!"  Liv yelled back, affronted at Franky's accusation.  "What did my feelings matter if you both loved each other.  I just wanted two people I loved to be happy.  I couldn't be happy if he wasn't and you weren't."  It was true, ever since her mishaps with Mini last year, all Liv wanted was for those around her to be happy but it just seemed to never come to fuition.  "And I don't blame you for the accident, Franky,"  Liv said truthfully.  "What I do I blame you for leaving me when I needed someone!"  Liv shot up and took a few steps closer to Franky.  "You and Mini reveled around in your secrets and your stupid fucking drama and neither of you bothered to see how I was.  You didn't care that I was falling apart for months until Alex showed up.  You don't know what it was like, to wake up and find her there, half-dead already.  To desperately try to find someone to help her and knowing that if I had just woken up a little sooner or moved a little faster she'd still be here."

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Rocky Start||Liv & Franky

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Her eyes narrowed into two viscous slits as Liv’s grip tightened around the thin piece of useless plastic and anger rose to her throat and Franky sound found herself breathing heavier than before as if the anger were blocking her only source of oxygen. “What the fuck are you even on about Olivia?!” Franky asked throwing her hands up in the air in confusion. “What is there to care about, Liv? What the fuck does Luke have to do with anything?” Franky honestly didn’t know why the girl even cared if Franky did or didn’t speak to Luke. Last she checked Liv didn’t care about a damn thing Franky did. 

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"Me!" Liv exclaimed as her nails dug into her palm around the phone.  "You're supposed to care about me!  We were mates once, remember?  Alo's party?"  Liv shook her head and took a step back from Franky, as if even being close to her was a chore.  "But it didn't matter to you while you spent months making googly eyes at my boyfriend and I was still the bad guy!  Mini took your side and no one gave a fuck about me, not even my boyfriend!"  Tears began to spring to Liv's eyes but she refused to let them fall, knowing it would only give Franky more ammunition against her.  "So I backed down only for you to leave him after, what, two months?  I loved him but I thought that two people being happy was better than being happy by myself."

Liv moved over to her bed and sat down on it as her legs began to feel weak.  "I thought we were mates at the very least and you just fucked off with... him.  You didn't tell anyone, you didn't leave a note and I tried to save you."  Liv threw the mobile to the end of her bed and stared down at her nail scared palms.  "And you left me, you all just fucking left me."

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Rocky Start||Liv & Franky

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Franky’s face burned red at the tone in her voice as she stepped out from the bathroom in a panic. “Liv. Give me my mobile.” She said in a stern voice taking four steps closer to the girl. Franky was standing only an arm’s length away and she could very much reach the device if she lunged forward but now wasn’t the time to provoke Liv, no matter how annoyed Franky was with her for ignoring her request in the first place. “Liv, it’s not what you think but it if was it’s none of your business now give me my mobile. Now.” Franky demanded extending her palm out in waiting.

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Liv inexplicably clutched the mobile tighter in her hand, as if holding it could keep her afloat.  Her head began to swim with the constantly repeating images of that awful day, her friend's warning, her panic for Franky, the crash, Grace.  She shook her head but didn't back way from Franky.  "What am I supposed to think?"  She asked, folding her arms together as if that could protect her.  "Why don't you care?"  Liv asked, waves anger starting to replace her pain.  "Why don't you care about anyone but your fucking self?" 

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Rocky Start||Liv & Franky

Franky placed her phone against the nightstand next to the bed she’d claimed as her own in their suite the second she walked in. She chose to share a room with Liv, leaving Rich alone in the room originally for him and Nick. “The bellboy was staring at your tits by the way.” Franky teased as she lifted her top over her head and threw it carelessly on the floor as she walked into the bathroom right as her phone beeped for what felt like the eight time that hour. Franky didn’t have to know who it was from as Luke had been texting her since that morning. “Don’t answer that!” Franky warned realizing Liv nor anyone else knew about her recent adventures with the boy they all appeared to hate.

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"Natch," Liv shrugged as she adjusted her breasts in the mirror.  Her form fitting dress made them look fantastic per usual.  She was feeling pretty good about this trip, as not only had Franky's dads upgraded the now-trio to a beautiful suite but she and Franky were actually getting on, or at least pretending to.  Liv's head shot over as Franky's phone beeped and Liv hastened to pick it up, assuming it was probably Rich not wanting to burst into the room due to the potential threat of naked friends.  Liv's eyes shot down as Franky's warning rang out and her heart dropped at the name on the screen.  She turned around slowly to face Franky.  "You have to be fucking kidding me."

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supersweetestfreckles replied to your post: ooc: SO I SEE NO ONE WANTS TO SEE/HEAR WHAT I LOOK LIKE IRL

It’s because they are already confident that you’re sexxxxxayyyy.

lol they are sorely mistaking, tbh.  Most say adorable, which is nice when you’re 16 and not when you’re almost 23. 

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shows us ur tits 

xoxoxoxx

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no, they've shrunk since I lost weight after the ~freshman fifteen.  No longer the beauties they once were smh.  Was it worth it?

Yes.

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supersweetestfreckles replied to your post: ooc: SO I SEE NO ONE WANTS TO SEE/HEAR WHAT I LOOK LIKE IRL

It’s because they are already confident that you’re sexxxxxayyyy.

lol they are sorely mistaking, tbh.  Most say adorable, which is nice when you're 16 and not when you're almost 23. 

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ooc: SO I SEE NO ONE WANTS TO SEE/HEAR WHAT I LOOK LIKE IRL

fuck all y'all tbh.

;_________________;

[cookjaaames-deactivated20120705]

 now I know effy’s and cassie’s and isn’t your name carly? you say it all the time

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LMFAO. Nooo it’s not.

I don’t even remember how it really got started.

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Nick's crazy ONS, iirc.