ellie

all eyes on you, my magician.... requests closed.

[lixzey]

❝ every time you are succeeding, there's an old man somewhere seething.... ❞

𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙼𝙴 જ⁀➴

hi, my name's ellie and welcome to my blog!

i just started writing on this platform last september 2023. i've been writing fics since i was twelve (yes, it was cringe) on wattpad. i would absolutely love to read your feedback on my work, or be friends!

my inbox is always open for anything 🫶🏻

masterlist + rules

anyway, here are some lil facts about me:

i'm 23 years old • she/her • filo-canadian • enfp • october libra, baby! • mother of a six year old girl • a gryffindor child of aphrodite • has adhd, mild dyslexia, and wears glasses • has photographic memory • loves writing (obvi), music, and reading

- i live in the philippines, so pls bear with me. i try to be awake the whole night so i can post when most of my followers are awake

- as i've mentioned, i am a mother to a five year old. so when i get delays in posting, blame her (lol pls don't blame my kid)

- pls don't be rude to me :( i cry at the simplest things :( so hate will definitely be deleted.

Here are my mutuals, btw <3

my somehow family:

my lovely wifey: @jennapancake

my lover: @ravenintraining

my other lover: @nonsense-exists

our child: @aelia-posts

my besties who i adore sm even tho we rarely talk:

@lilmaymayy @ma1dita @iliketopgun @mxtokko @scarlettbrielle <3

my co-yapper <3 @nightmarettd 🫶🏻

xoxo, el 🩷

TAGS

#ellie's works 📚 - my works, all them

#el's writing ✍🏻 - basically just the same thing as above

#ellie's fic recs 💘 - fic recs! my fave fics ever!

#ellie's random shit 🤪 - just me being me? idk. everything's random

#fic feedbacks <333 - feedback on my fics! my fave tag ever 🥰

#ellie's asks 💌 - ask answers! i love asks! send me a bunch!

#update ‼️- basically everything that's an update in my life

#yappin' with ellie ✨ - yapping!! talking to my moots and stuff!

#my lovers!! 🥰 - my lovely mutuals!!

#reblogs! 📌 - my reblogs, some are random, but yeah

#ellie speaks 🗣️ - me just ranting and shit

#mama talks! 🐣 - just me talking about my little girl!

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐈𝐗𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

╰┈➤ SEBASTIAN STAN

╰┈➤ BUCKY BARNES

╰┈➤ CHARLIE BUSHNELL

╰┈➤ LUKE CASTELLAN

[lixzey]

Hope youre having a great day. I'm excited for whenever you release your original writting work and the new chapter! You can take as long as you want, your writing quality is always amazing!!

Mmm I'm tempted to do a Lovelorn edit with The Story of Us from TS

hii, I'm having a very peachy day so I'll be taking it out on lovelorn lmao 🫶🏻

anyway, new chapters might be up by the end of this week if i don't have anything pop up aside from my baby girl starting first grade on monday.

and that idea? i won't be opposed to another edit 🫶🏻🤭

[lixzey]

to the person who sent the recent ask just now...

my answer is yes to the first one 🤭

if y'all do a re-read, you'll see all of the heavy implications of how this all ends.

[lixzey]

the asks about those who figured out how lovelorn is going to end based on the clues i laid out in the last chapters are taking me out 😭

i'm just a girl who loves literary references and well, pain-

I'M SO SORRY 🥺🫶🏻

[lixzey]

y'all, someone remind me to post soon 🥲

[lixzey]

does anyone miss lovelorn? 🤔 because i do 🥲

[lixzey]

how do you grieve for a love that did not even exist?

[lixzey]

the urge to write my old stories is making me insane 😭

i've been so focused on pjo, that i forgot my roots 💀

[lixzey]

does anyone here know how to edit fanfic covers? help a girl out 😭 i suck horribly at it 😭😭😭

[lixzey]

okay, soooooo

i've decided to write my original story that isn't, well, a fanfic! 🤍

it's called Written in the Margins, and it's a different... well, the more detailed and realistic version of lovelorn!

lovelorn is more fiction with hints of my real trauma blended into the characters, while Written in the Margins is completely my pain and truth ✒️

so, the character in this work are:

Augustine Lenore Hawthorne - an aspiring author who once viewed love through rose-colored glasses as a teenager.

Silas Alistair Beaumont - the boy who Augustine thought was her the one but ended up becoming her ruin.

Danielle Marie Miller - Augustine's friend who also had feelings for Silas, but he never cared about her. Danielle saw Augustine as her lacy.

Cassian Olivier Hayes - someone important later on...

To the girls who remember it all too well.

​He thought he owned the story because his name was on the cover. He didn't realize the most beautiful parts were the ones I wrote in the margins. This is for us.

[lixzey]

never break a writer's heart, or else you'll end up a muse to her literature.

[lixzey]

question....

if i ever wrote a story that's all original characters, would you guys read it? i've been itching to do one, its insane 😭

[lixzey]

ayoko na talagaaaa 😭 nababaliw na ko kakaisip tungkol sa kanya, tapos irereply nya sakin apaka vague???

[lixzey]

Happy two years of Lovelorn!!!

two years of lovelorn!! 💛 to all of us who have been in melody's shoes, we're all getting our marco soon!!

[lixzey]

lovelorn turns two tomorrow 🥺🤍 my magnum opus 🥺 i poured my everything into this fic—blood, sweat, and tears—and yet we still have a long way to go (my apologies, i am a working single mama 😭) with melody's story 🫶🏻

this has been one hell of a ride, and i am absolutely excited to hopefully get it all posted soon!!

to those who already know how this ends, i still have a few tricks up my sleeve!! so prep your emotions because i ain't done with the rollercoaster ride 🤭

to all of you guys who have been with me from the start, those who have stumbled upon my little masterpiece and stayed, thank you from the bottom of my heart 🤍 you guys are absolutely amazing, and i still cannot believe that you guys loved this fic 🥺

this started as a way for me to hopefully move on from the guy i loved since i was fourteen. i thought that if i put it into words, i would manage to let go and leave it all in the past, but nope. that guy, the lovelorn!luke muse, crawled back into my life and made me... well, relive everything, which is why the next parts would be more... personal and new since i've decided to incorporate all of it into the story, aligning it with melody's story!

anyway, again, thank you to everyone who loves and supports this fic 🤍 i love you, guys!! more chapters soon as my kid graduates kindergarten tomorrow!!

xoxo, ellie 🤍

[lixzey]

tumblr is fucking banned again in the Philippines 💀

[lixzey]

Y'ALL, GUESS WHO'S A REDHEAD NOW!!!