I feel so uncomfortable right now, Jesus Christ. first and foremost, it makes me uncomfortable that this iPhone makes me look erratically grammatically correct and a lot more proper than I intend to be (because talking in all lowercase letters without apostrophes grants me a strange comfort that what I'm saying is just a not-thought-through stream of consciousness kind of thing, whereas the capitalization makes me feel like every word I write is intentional and thought out) second, I hate that i can't feel comfortable in this hot fucking city, not only because I sweat off all my makeup and my sweaters are collecting dust, but because I don't feel particularly settled down here because next September ill be out of here and I don't know where I'm going to live after that soOoO thirdly because I feel uncomfortable in my body because my two meals today were ihop and Taco Bell and I can't seem to stay healthy for more than 3 days at a time fourthly because I'm in my underwear and the blinds are open a tiny bit and I'm afraid my roommate will walk by and see my butt and tummy rolls but I took zzquil already and don't think I'll be getting up again tonight lastly (well the list doesn't really end here but the aforementioned sleep aid is strting to work) I am deeply concerned about where I will settle eventually and have a family and where ill have my career which seems silly because I'm only 20 but at the same time I'm already 20 and this has been a post that normally I would instantly cancel before publishing for lack of a reason for anyone to see it but this can be an exception I guess yay you who just read it all yay
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