haikyuu boys overhearing you talking after a fight
(sakusa kiyoomi x gn!reader, suna rintaro x gn!reader)
-sakusa had been busy for the past months, with the new season coming up, they had to train even harder than they had ever did.
-so he was rarely home, you had gotten quite used to coming home to utter darkness and waking up to an empty bed.
-no matter how much you deny, it was more than just lonely.
-so you decided to take a day off on the same day as omi, hoping that you would get to spend some time with him.
-you had some many things you wanted to do in your mind but you also respected omi's day off.
-so you would not mind even if it was a whole day with just omi in the bed, sleeping, cuddling or just watching movies.
-when the day arrived you were excited to finally spend some time with him.
-but of course it just had to go wrong.
"hey omi, are you doing anything today?"
he shook his head, signalling a 'no' at your question. a smile rushed to your face at his answer, he had some time to spend with you now.
'i was wondering if you would want to go out? like to a park or something? just for a while?'
'no y/n, i'm exhausted, i just want to rest. besides don't you have work today?'
'i actually took today off so that i could spend some time with you, doesn't it sound great? we haven't had much time together lately so i thought we could do something fun.'
'don't you get it y/n? it's my rest day. "rest". i'm supposed to be relieving my muscles, not going out and doing something that requires effort.'
'oh okay then! how about movies at home then? we could cuddle and watch that show you've always wanted to watch!'
'goddamnit y/n. did you not understand what i said or something? i need to rest, not waste my time spending it with you. why don't you tell your boss that you'll be going to work today, mhm? and just leave me alone."
-dang it hurt, his words stung you more than you though it would.
-you and sakusa rarely got into a fight, in fact, this might be the first time that he had raised his voice this much.
-you muttered an okay before retreating to your study. there was no way you were going to work in the state you were in.
-you were on the verge of tears yet you refused to let them out, before dialing the phone number you had memorized by heart.
'hi mom, could we talk for a moment?"
you instantly felt relief at your mom's warm voice from the other side, wiping your tears before explaining what was happening between you and your boyfriend.
'mom, i love them, i really do, but i am starting to feel like we're drifting apart, and like i'm the only one who wants the relationship to go on. it feels like omi doesn't want to spend time with me anymore. what if he got tired of me, mom? what do i do?'
a muffled sob then left your lips, but little did you know sakusa was right outside your door, accidentally eavesdropping on your call with your mom.
-after seeing you retreat into your study, he realizes just how much time he had neglected you during his period of intense training.
-he had come to apologize about what he had told you, and to ask you if you were still up to go out.
-but he had not expect this. he had not realised that his neglect had led you to think that he did not care for this relationship- that he did not care for you.
-he treasured you more than volleyball itself and you thinking otherwise, made him realise how bad of a boyfriend he had been.
-feeling horrible would be an understatement, he could feel his insides paining from sadness, and he knew that he had to apologize to you, and make you realize just how much you meant to him.
'y/n.' he piped, walking into the room, though you were still on your phone. you rushed to wipe the tears that you had let out, thinking that it would be a matter of some time before he got to see you. his frown deepened at your action, his heart yelling at him for being the cause of your tears, it was just so painful to see you like this, especially when he was the reason.
he rushed towards you to embrace you in a hug before you could say anything to him, muttering words of apology and just how much he was a jerk to have made you suffer alone- to the point where you had felt the need to hide your tears from him.
'i love you so much y/n, and i'm really sorry that i ever made you think otherwise. i promise i will make up to you for the rest of my life.'
a smile slowly made its way to your lips at his words, your shoulders relaxing at the relief you felt from the latter. he still loved you. and you loved him too.
-suna and you almost never fought over anything: he was laidback 24/7 and you were glad at how he never made a fuss over things normal people would get mad at, instead he would always talk it out with you.
-yet, the situation you were currently in with him, was a complete 180 from the normal suna you knew.
"who was that guy y/n? you better not lie to me."
"i told you rin! he's just a friend, I've told you about him a lot of times, I grew up with him. and besides they already have a partner!"
"yeah? then why did he look like he was undressing you in front of everyone? are you so desperate for attention that you had to lie straight to my face, huh? you've changed y/n, what happened to you?"
-you weren't quite sure if you were just hallucinating or if you heard the words actually come out of his mouth- he knew how much you did not like being degraded.
"so did you rin. you're not the rin i love anymore."
-you turned to leave, walking to the direction of your bedroom, locking the door as you entered the room.
-you decided to dial same friend you were arguing with suna about, deciding that it would be best to apologize for the fuss suna had caused before leaving the venue with you.
-they were understanding about it, and told you not to pay mind, but it hit you when they asked if your relationship with him was fine. you were a bit hesitant, choosing your words before answering.
"it's fine, really. it's just sometimes the things he say to me hurts a lot. he probably did not mean it, or maybe he did, but they always make me insecure every time he says them- as if i was the one trying to flirt with the others when i was just happy to talk to my friends. it just feels unfair you know?"
-suna had heard every bit of your conversation, he had since you apologized to them.
-he had been standing in front of the bedroom door, his eyes never leaving the ground.
-he could not believe how inconsiderate he had been, it's just ever since he realised that he could one day lose you to someone else, his feelings had been a rollercoaster ride but instead of talking it out with you, he had lashed it out in the wrong way.
-and it pained him so bad to hear that he wasn't the rin you once loved anymore. it was almost as if the actions he took to make sure you wouldn't love anyone else did just the opposite.
-guilt was eating him alive, and there was nothing more he wished for than to hug you and tell you that he was sorry for his actions at the moment.
-so he knocked on the door, softly, once, then twice, cooing you to open the door.
-and once you did, the first thing he did was pull you into his arms and tell you just how much he was afraid to lose you, and lashed out the growing fear in a wrong way.
"i love you y/n." he muttered into your hair, "i love you so much."