healing unaddressed trauma one contract at a time

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── we'll be together forever, just like we've always been. casually. as natural as breathing. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── she/they | please filter for spoilers | not manhwa friendly | nali

[skarchomp]

"he's trying to fuck the elf" is a great voice acting exercise. you can try out so many different tones and inflections and it's fun every time.

[lloydfrontera]

learning from ur blog that elements of cspm were lifted and hastily applied to the manhwa adaptation of tged has spurned my despair tenfold on how people will read manhwa cspm as a shitty copy of it and explains why the manhwa tged is not very thematically in depth beyond typical shonen shit…i hope your heart is settled from this betrayal someday 🙏

legitimately i don't think i will ever heal from this disappointment. i think i'm going to be on my deathbed and remember the bullshit lhm and khs pulled on these novels and that's going to be the thing that tips me over to the other side. not only did they ruin the adaptation of one of my favorite webnovels, they also ruined what chances cpsm had of being taken as it's own thing instead of tged's subpar sequel.

i genuinely try not to think about it anymore because my outrage about it has grown bad enough it's actually a little worrying. like. i've gotten to the point where it's not,, healthy how mad i get about it. it's ridiculous, it's silly, it's really not worth this much emotional energy but i cannot help it so i just. try to avoid it as much as i can.

it. it sucks. this all sucks. i'm so tired OTL

[measlyscrapofseafood]

day one of having a fandom mutual: you like The Character too? no way!

day three hundred of having a fandom mutual: The Character probably gets vivisected recreationally. no doubt

[mr-president]

“hypothetically, how many demons are you sucking off to save one person”

switched protagonists! au. more under the cut

lachiel is physically forced to take breaks instead of constantly snorting ketamine to stay awake while credos relives his trauma of horrific eternal debt

[rollercoasterwords]

my tumblr mutuals will take characters from media that is not very good & construct such rich & intricate inner worlds for them in their posts that i will go wow that sounds so compelling let me go check this out….& then the canon character will be like. relatively boring with very little interiority. but that’s okay because sometimes the real character is the one my tumblr mutuals hallucinated along the way….

[ravioliet]

yes i do ship those characters but i ship them in an infinitely more aroace way than you will ever be able to comprehend

[ravioliet]

they're not "dating" they're not "a couple" they're intrinsically connected and intertwined with each other for eternity. they're bound together like the stars. get with the program

[durmishkan]

Kristof Kintera - all my bad thoughts

[limerent-violence]

so sorry i called you kidnappable earlier, let's take a drive and talk this through ok?

[redstonedust]

big fan of when a character is dead and the narrative frames them in a very angelic, soft, gentle manner but then it turns out not only are they still alive (plot twist) but theyre alive in the most gruesome and horrific way. your loving kind mentor who motivates you to fight in their memory came back wrong and theres blood and dirt under their fingernails from clawing they way out of the grave.

[funstyle]

[recommending something i sincerely love] ok so the thing about it is it kinda sucks

[lloydfrontera]

again. insane of the manhwa to make acheros climb on rakiel's lap on their first meeting. literally didn't even occur to me that was an option when i read the novel but now i can't unsee it. send help.

[merrymorningofmay]

"omg i LOVE it when love between characters is so strong it overrides the boundaries of flesh and selfhood, merging them into some sort of (un)holy chimera" — person who's uncomfortable with the idea of permanently sharing a bedroom with someone else

[lloydfrontera]

javier is so committed to not engaging with his own feelings i firmly believe one of the reasons he taught damian to tease and mock rakiel was because he couldn't stand seeing this fun house mirror of himself walking around with a besotted look on his face 24/7. he probably took one glance at damian being blatantly in love with rakiel and went "fucking lock in rn you're embarrassing both of us"

[lloydfrontera]

It's a TGED HC of mine that in the ending where Lloyd ends up Hellkaros' unpaid labor for all eternity that Lloyd probably isn't crucified like he is in the webtoon panel 24/7, partly because craning your neck up to get your logistics advice sounds like an easy way to require a chiropractor appointment, and because it's just kinda inconvenient you know? Like in the webtoon Lloyd is tied up like 10 FEET ABOVE Hellkaros. Maybe Hellkaros doesn't look up and just asks and waits for a response from above but the crucifixion thing is unnecessary as hell 🥀

Yes, I get you wanna aura farm your perfect victory but your juxtaposition of this isn't very helpful in the long run here. And it isn't good for aura farming either since craning your neck really takes the aura out of your perfect victory very quickly and no demon is tall enough to not look up.

I imagine Lloyd is usually just put in one of those snow globes we see Hellkaros the soul of the bone dragon trapped in on his desk so he can just ask anytime, and Lloyd just looks like Ghost Lloyd from the webtoon but blue and maybe a bit smaller to fit the snow globe (unless Hellkaros makes a bigger one specifically for Lloyd)

The crucifixion shit is for misbehavior i guess??? And tbh I doubt it even hurts Lloyd either cuz he's like literally a spirit lol. Maybe it's just to make himself feel awesome but I feel thats a bit OOC and if it was he'd be kicking himself in the shin here. I really don't know why he'd do this lmao maybe he drops the shit right after the panel idk lol.

Sometimes Hellkaros lets Lloyd out of the glorified snow globe and he's allowed to toddle around the desk for a bit?

I think the epilogue part we get to see from the ending spoiler is the initial few days/weeks/months of Lloyd's indentured servitude and Lloyd slowly just accepts his fate (not without a little sass) and Hellkaros and Lloyd reach a friend/hate relationship where they just bicker about stupid shit because there isn't much else TO do? Like apathetic sass Lloyd who doesn't have anything more to lose from Hellkaros so he just sometimes annoys the piss out of him for fun.

I really don't know atp I came up with this at 3AM but I doubt Hellkaros has what most other people see as a random ass soul crucified behind him 24/7 especially since he's the one man logistic department for hell 😭

Also no I haven't read the web novel and I just finished reading the Season 2 Finale on webtoon so if there's any questions I'm asking that are answered there that's why.

Thank you for reading my crappy insomniac TED Talk which probably has like 5 typos I didn't notice, goodbye :D

what. why would lloyd be crucified in hell. what did they do to my guy.

[lloydfrontera]

you know i was so focused on the weird effect they gave damian's skin that i didn't even talk about the artistic choice of having acheros climb on top of rakiel to strangle him. full on straddling that man's lap as he tries to kill him. top tier creative liberty taken there that's exactly the kind of adaptation changes i want to see

[gayleafpool]

sometimes i think love triangles should be resolved by polyamory but badly like everyone’s still mad

[birdplushie]

they should make it illegal to end your story with an epilogue where your main female character is suddenly randomly married and has children when she's never once expressed a desire for this previously