indoor thoughts

dumb bunny

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entry #3 Why do you talk about me the way you do? Why do you judge? Why do you assume? You don't know me. You've caused me to not want you to. You don't know my favorite color, nothing. You never felt the need to ask, Yet you have the urge to speak. You have the brain, without the empathy. and that's what we need, judged all the time.

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entry #2 when faced with death, and have had a deep desire for it, you don't fear it anymore. why would I fear having a deep sleep and a bed of flowers? I only fear denting the lives of who have helped, who I adore and love. I fear I still haunt living. As long as life surrounds me, I am living. As long as life surrounds me, I'll stay alive even if unconscious.

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documenting a collection of my journal entries from my early teenage days. as embarrassing as it is, I want to share what I was thinking at the time.

entry #1 It it really normal if I've felt this way all my life? I don't have the desire to get better anymore. In all I've known, I always felt like something was wrong. Fixing it now only feels like my life's been drained away from me. I've sat with an echo chamber so long, I dread the answer. Crying is a pleasure and self pity is my home.

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i have so many thoughts that i don't know are normal or not because the only life i've ever lived is mine.