Hey guys. I'm not sure if anyone here still follows this blog but I feel obligated to give everyone an update on the blog, my life, ect.
As many of you know, the past year my dad passed, and I was trying to get my real estate license and I passed the test. Then I dissapeared so no I didn't off myself (as much as at that time I wanted to sadly hahaaa cries). I fell into a really bad depression. I tried the whole real estate thing and it just didn't feel right and I felt no direction. I realized I need more money to invest than I thought. I lost my best friend shortly after to suicide. I'm not trying to make a pity story or anything, or make anyone feel bad for me. I just want to be open and honest with everybody and myself. I stopped paying bills. My (now ex) boyfriend was paying for my rent thankfully. I quit life. I stopped drawing. I stopped caring. I started abusing my medication with liquor. I stopped eating. I stopped giving a fuck. I didn't even watch naruto...which is like a huge thing because I used to watch it religiously.
Finally when I started to come out of that hole I got a job at the bar, and things started to look better for me slowly. Then some drama happened between my ex and I, and I had to leave that relationship. It became toxic and controlling and I needed to take care of myself.
Over time, I started to finally find myself. I'm painting every day. I'm drawing something, anything, every day. I started to eat more and take care of my body by swimming more often. My goal was to leave Massachusetts, and me and my best friend have decided to move to Colorado together. She lives out in AZ, is from Connecticut, doesn't feel fulfilled and we are both looking for a cool hipster punk rock culture. We are really excited and ready to change our lives.
I'm working on saving money, as always, my goal is a minimum 3000, and I'm going to move close to Denver. But I'm starting life now by drawing and painting going to concerts and just doing my thing. I'm not waiting for that end of the track.
So about this blog, I'm not quite sure what to do with it. I noticed Tumblr has changed a lot with their rules and I did see a lot of people left because of it. I don't have much inspiration for naruto anymore, I need to probably get back into it and anime in general, but regardless I'm still gonna update my blog with any art that I do anyways. (Guess it's not a naruto blog anymore haha)
BUT, what I am active on nowadays is Facebook, and Instagram which is both LenoreLockehart. Follow me on either or both. I post mad memes, but I post art from time to time. I'm gonna actually make a separate Facebook page for my arts. I just need to collect everything I got and do it lol.
I just wanna say I'm sorry for my absence yet again, I feel bad cuz I've done this many times. I had a rough year, and I have to be honest and let everyone know what happened and what's going on. Thank you all so much for being supportive, checking up on me and following me. You guys are awesome. Here's a naruto gift that I found that pretty much I needed in my life as of late