Lita

🧜‍♀️🧜‍♂️ i 🩵 music +cooking, reading & the sea

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Zero friends zero social life I have two jobs never get any time to myself and when I do I rot away in my room

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Six months bro I swear then I'm capping it

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Actually what's happened to my life

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The only person I was truly myself with never actually liked me so yk that's totally great

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I remember opening up about this one time and no one believed it happens I still don't think anyone believes me which is totally great! Whats also great is when it was happening the people i trusted most did nothing and it was a random stranger who helped

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I also don't think anyone would care enough to listen

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I'm glad no one sees these if I don't put tags I can just have a lil old diary

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But aye at least I can't remember any of it because I ruined my brain

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I don't know why I am the way I am

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I hate opening up to people like literally everyone else has it so much worse it really doesnt matter what I feel

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Being a people pleaser but also failing to keep people around is a fun time

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Sidenote I'm hopefully getting a new job so I wont be groped and nonced on by 40 year old men!! Yayy if I don't get the job I will just yk adams song it so yk

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How do you explain to someone that your genuinely cursed to lose every single friend you ever make due to your own failure of communication and inability to behave like a normal person

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Somehow I get like 4 blackjacks in a row

Then I go bust 4 times in a row and end up in a bra and thong chugging a bottle of wine

#averagehangout

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Fuckmyfuckingchunguslife

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i love getting sexually harrassed at work like yes tell me in extreme detail that you dream about me and that in those dreams you save me because im so weak and pathetic, oh and don't forget to call me good girl afterwards!