I'm Proud of Us.

Amanda. She/her, arospec and ace. I used to be on here literally every waking moment but not so much anymore. (I'm also not as much of a spn fan as my url and blog would have you believe but i'm lazy and don't wanna change it) nowadays I post about 9-1-1 and dimension 20 and whatever other random fixation I inevitably latch on to

[tuherrus]

you don't even have a dog

[loadedwithrocksalt]

Happy Pride! 🏳️‍🌈 I wrote a bit of a love letter to Eddie Diaz because he deserves to not spend another pride month in the closet. It’s a soft fic about him coming out and finding himself and leaning on those around him.

Buddie

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Soft, Feeling Realizations, Coming Out

POV Eddie Diaz

The 118 are a supportive family

Summary:

The realization goes something like this, as Eddie sits under a flapping rainbow pride flag in the bay of the firehouse and studies its colors.

Red, like his cheeks when Buck smiles at him.

Orange, like the juice he wishes he'd started drinking years ago.

Yellow, like the color of Shannon's dress the day she died.

Green, like the jealousy that strangles him when he thinks about losing Buck.

Blue, like the color of the most beautiful eyes he knows.

Violet, like the bruise blooming on Buck's left cheekbone. Right where Eddie wants to place his lips.

And Eddie thinks, for the first time, that maybe he feels something approaching pride, or something adjacent to it at least, for himself.

Or; In one Pride Month, Eddie meets an old friend, learns about himself, comes out to people who love him and learns to be proud (in roughly that order).

[911onabcbts]

Ryan and Oliver today, thank you Matthew 🤍

[leggywormy]

It's end of May, yall know what that means

[allovesthings]

When I say I want a reverse-tsunami with Eddie and Theo, I don't actually mean I want a tsunami, I want an emergency where Eddie and Theo are together and Eddie has to protect him alone while Buck is not there.

The emergency can be anything.

[messyandhard]

has anyone yet made a gifset parallel between “abigail put her faith in god and what did it get her? tetanus! lockjaw!” and eddie putting his faith in god and what did it get him? stabbed!

[bucksbeagle]

ravi almost got shot in the head for may and then got her compression socks for her first day of her nursing program. meditating on this

[drunkeddiediaz]

when you sneeze on your period

[emziess]

Is that me? 9-1-1, S09E17

[poughkeepsiesjr]

christopher wanting to stay up all night for his dad :((( eddie feeding chris his jello :((( buck staying by eddie's bedside and getting christopher's chair out for him and watching them so fondly with pepa :((( my family full of sweethearts :(((

[firehose118]

"ravi is bad at giving gifts" NO!! ravi gave extremely thoughtful gifts

this baby doesn't need another toy he can't play with, he needs to be set up for a successful future

ravi knows firsthand 1) how much it sucks to be on your feet for hours at a time and 2) just how long nurses spend on their feet. he wanted to support may's new career, and this was a way to do that

they may not be sentimental gifts, but they show he spent time thinking about each of their lives and gifting with the intention of improving those lives in some small way

[existential-queeer]

healthcare worker here!!! compression socks are literally the greatest thing to exist. everyone i work with has at least a few pairs. so actually, ravi giving her the socks is the sweetest and most thoughtful gift. 10/10 thats a keeper right there

[buckslasagna]

always worried about your partner but never about yourself...

[eddiesmustache]

[eddiesmustache]

the elevator looked like the one from The Shining

[buckasagirl]

buck’s backyard + a buckling <3

[911onabcbts]

okay now how do we make gabi x athena yuri happen in s10

i’m literally completely here for it and want it immediately.

[ryliversbuddie]

buck is at 44 "eddie"s and eddie is at 45 "buck"s this season so far. we have one episode left. its neck and neck. whos gonna win? (fun fact: they have said each others names more times this season than s7 and s8 combined)