Processing through to the End

This page is my way of accepting death. Gallows humor and comfort. 18+ No age=Ban

[entheognosis]

[antimony-medusa]

Btw, if you have not had tragedy dropped on you before, grief does fuck you up in unexpected and physical ways. If you can’t sleep or sleep more than expected or have more or reduced appetite, or energy goes weird— your brain just had a bunch of emotions dropped on it and sometimes it reacts by hitting every button in your brain. It will pass. Just try to not get too frustrated with yourself.

It’s also fine if you feel normal. Grief literally hits everybody differently, and some people are made to be able to to keep the farm going the day after a death, and some of us turn into sleepless gargoyles and get really into trying to help, and some of us are just unspeakably sad. Grief is weird. Be kind to yourself.

[loamandbones]

Roe v. Wade was overturned.

I have such rage inside yet I have to be calm. I want to protest but my safety comes first.

I will love and live to defy them.

My body. My choice.

I will create loud and angry art.

My life. My choice.

[loamandbones]

And we are alive.

Even with the news of yet another act of violence against PoC, I am alive.

I take no guilt in enjoying the things I can.

[thetattedstoner]

This may not matter to some but for those out there that are aware that your life can end at any unexpected moment… what kind of things would you wanna do to impact this planet before leave ??

[legitimatelala]

Just inspire people like me to better their lives/situations. That's all I want outta life.

[thetattedstoner]

Will do!

[lunar-elf]

[loamandbones]

Majority of my friends and partners are white. I love each of them dearly.

They will never understand the fear/worry of hearing a siren in the distance. Or the constant vigilance of trauma hyperfocus.

Everyday that I wake up, breathing and alive, I feel guilty. I look hungrily at their outside photos, I smile sadly. It would be so nice to walk through a park safely.

To look at the Moon in full safely. To stop and smell fresh blooming flowers without the very real and unjust fear that some c*p decides that I'm a target.

I have constant fear and stress running through me. The quarantine just adds to that. Slightly for me.

I'm so used to being alone out of safety. Being around other PoC is a delicate topic. I'd like to be of that positive community, yet to many PoC in an open environment is an immediate alarm for the "Kar*ns and c*ps.

This system is so fucked up. It shouldn't be that I'm stressing about what to make for lunch while constantly worrying if at any moment I could be next.

[loamandbones]

Today I go get my Covid shot.

The weather is chilly so I'm wearing a fuzzy hoodie for warmth and Sensory stim.

It has a pouch pocket for my phone and cards.

My legs are covered in a complementary purple, too give my dark skin a nice look.

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I hope to come back home alive. I hope to pass through the hospital doors safely and with ease. I hope the map layout is concise enough that I get to the location quickly and without unnerving anyone.

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I wish I didn't have to consider these thoughts when I leave home.

[sunshineposts5]

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[observando]

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[entheognosis]

[starseedsrise]

“When a loved one leaves the body, it is a cause for a genuine and special joy. It can be difficult to experience this joy over the death of a loved one, and sadness is both perfectly natural and very “okay.” Yet know this: your Beloved is celebrating Continuation Day. This is the most glorious experience you could possibly imagine. It is, truly, heaven!“ - Neale Donald Walsch "The death of a loved one is like a cloud in the sky. When the cloud is no longer in the sky, it doesn’t mean the cloud has died. The cloud is continued in other forms like rain or snow or ice. So you can recognize your cloud in her new forms. If you are very fond of a beautiful cloud and if your cloud is no longer there, you should not be sad. Your beloved cloud might have become the rain, calling on you, "Darling, darling, don’t you see me in my new form?” And then you will not be struck with grief and despair. Your beloved one continues always. Meditation helps you recognize her continued presence in new forms. And our nature is the nature of no birth and no death…the nature of a cloud also. A cloud can never die. A cloud can become snow, or hail…or rain. But it is impossible for a cloud to pass from being into non-being. And that is true with your beloved one. She has not died. She is continued in many new forms. And you can look deeply and recognize herself in you and around you.“ - Thich Nhat Hanh

[xxziggystardust]

[fathernick]

Explanation of Reincarnation

•You are the universe.

•You are the universe expressing itself as a human being for a short time.

•You are the universe being aware of itself, seeing itself though your eyes.

•You are not the individual self / ego that you identify with. That’s just a role-playing game the Universe is playing.

•When the body dies, the ego dies and the illusion of an individual self dies too.

•But the Universe goes on, expressing itself in new and various ways.

•People die, and babies are born.

•You are the universe, you are life itself. You will not die, you will go on, expressing yourself and role-playing in various life after life.

[loamandbones]

I eat my delicious food, simple and colorful. My water lifted by carbonation and slight flavor. The music reverberating from my phone, to my fingertips.

I chew and understand that one day I'll be gone.

My Partners and Friends will become part dust, part rain.

The world still turns.

Be here now.

Savory everything.

[killmecoward]