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"SHE HAD HER ELEVATOR ANGELS”
An Ind.Sel.Priv. blog for VALTIEL from Silent Hill. Blog 18+, mun is 28. Slow activity. HEAVILY HEADCANON AND THEORY BASED. Affiliated with:
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"DON'T IT FEEL WARM TONIGHT?"
I do and am thinking about this. It's heavily implied (just not directly said, as many things aren't) that Valtiel is the one controlling the shifts of the otherworld. In SH3 this is pretty clear, as he's directly seen before or near any shifts to the otherworld, and the reasons are also very clear why he's doing this.
For others, however.... perhaps its creation as a guide never truly disappears regardless of source, its just they are far more passive / unseen. He is still inactively guiding the other protags down their necessary path.
I've also thought about / mentioned how its interesting (besides game logic ofc) that all the protags gain all the necessary items for their survival (flashlight, radio, weapons, etc). Perhaps this is Valtiels doing.
Do not confuse this with him truly "caring" about those along this path, simply that he is seeing what must be done is done, good or bad.
I forgot its munday- I rarely share anything these days but felt perfect time to share my old Valtiel cosplay
obtained: memo.
a collection of prompts from collectable memos and notes from the silent hill franchise. content warnings for mental health, suicide mentions & violence. change wording as necessary.
all that remains is despair and a future of meaningless tomorrows.
if you're reading this, it probably means i'm already dead.
one thing i know for sure is that i'm beyond all hope.
i'll take care of you forever. it's my destiny.
i know i'm pathetic, weak. not everyone can be strong.
if i'm only better when i'm drugged, then who am i anyway?
i don't want to cause any more trouble for anyone, but i'm a bother either way.
can it really be such a sin to run instead of fight?
it may be selfish, but it's what i want.
it's just too hard like this. it's just too hard.
the truth can only be learned by marching forward.
the truth usually betrays people.
i wasn't looking for the truth, i was looking for tranquility.
even the most uneducated brute will use what little words he knows to justify himself.
no matter how foul nor loathsome one's own life and existence may be, human nature is abiding.
i do not wish to die. i only wish to return home.
it was neither justice nor retribution.
this is not judgment. they are bloodthirsty and i am their sacrificial lamb!
it's no use worrying over things that have happened in the past.
you've got to get outside and play in the fresh air once in a while, instead of just sitting inside reading difficult books.
whatever happens, don't give up. always try just one more time.
when life is filled with nothing but despair, some people choose to end it all.
please forgive me for not saying goodbye before i left.
i did stupid, dangerous things. i figured it didn't matter since i was going to die anyway, so i went out of my way to invite disaster.
i know i've done a terrible thing to you. something you'll never forgive me for. i wish i could change that, but i can't.
i don't know if you hate me or pity me... or maybe i just disgust you.
i was so angry all the time and i struck out at everyone i loved most.
i can't tell you to remember me, but i can't bear for you to forget me.
you've given me so much and i haven't been able to return a single thing.
you made me happy.
when i look at his face, it's like i'm staring at a mask. and there's something underneath, waiting to get out.
they can be killed. just make sure they stay down.
this place... all it's ever brought me is pain and misery.
i warned you before, this is a commitment. i hope you can see this now.
there's bound to be some pain involved. there always is.
i should be happy. but i'm afraid. i'm so afraid.
it feels like something's about to happen. like the last gasp of air before the plunge.
i can't rest. i don't know how anymore.
i am so sorry. i couldn't let them take you.
some things we forget, and some things we can never forget. it's funny... i'm not sure which one is sadder.
all go on only toward death.
i want to hurt you and destroy myself.
you can't know the maddening hunger i've felt in the midst of our kisses, so many of them i've lost count.
what must you think of me? do you hate me? are you afraid?
if you wish, you could destroy me — i wouldn't care.
now i know. i know you're the one i've been waiting for. and haven't you been waiting for me, too?
after all, you and i exist as one.
the world is teeming with unnecessary people.
nothing good will come of this.
i don't want to be a mere bystander in this world.
i love you. i have no doubts about that. that's all i ask you to believe.
everything here is the same, but with you gone, the house is so empty.
i'm struggling to find the right words. my body was broken and now you've broken my heart, too.
i loved you unconditionally, gave you everything i had. i thought you loved me, too.
i want to share one more memory with you, while i still can.
only time will tell who has the will to live.
i have failed, and they know it. they blame me. they should.
mistakes needn't haunt you forever.
you alone decide your fate.
i've been living a lie, and it's time to wake up from the nightmare.
i've given all i can possibly give.
forgiveness? you have the balls to ask me for forgiveness?
how can i possibly forgive you when you've destroyed everything i had left in this world?
don't call me. don't write. i never want to see you again.
you don't even care. i'm invisible to you.
i want to experience true beauty, if only for a moment.
i can't take much more of this. i wish you and i could run away together.
nothing matters anymore. i'm just crawling through life.
you have to look after yourself now. i won't be there to drag you to safety when you fall.
when everyone is beneath you, there's no longer anyone to talk to as an equal.
all you do is get in the way. get lost. or at the very least, shut your trap and stop bothering others.
i will destroy you. i'm going to beat you bloody, then tear you limb from limb.
i should have never pretended to be something i wasn't.
they know the truth — that i am friendless in the truest sense of the word.
how long are you going to keep living for? you're already dead!
i am yours, body and soul. do you want my liver? my kidneys? my still-beating heart? i'll crack open my ribs and pull it out for you, if that's what you want.
around here, once rumors spread, people will never look at you the same again.
i hate the dark. it reminds me that i'm all alone.
everyone's always telling me that i'm a little weird. that i'm a bit strange.
if you betray me, you'll pay. i'll make you pay and regret ever hurting me. got it?
you can go and die if you want! don't drag me down with you!
i still have trouble believing it. how could things turn out this way?
apologize. if you don't, i will never, ever forgive you.
you understand exactly how i feel, even though we haven't seen each other in years.
i see you every time i close my eyes, so i have nothing to be afraid of. i can handle whatever comes my way.
i haven't gotten a wink of sleep in days. i keep doubting my own sanity.
i'm sorry. something urgent came up, so i can't come with you.
the view's great, isn't it? i've always wanted to see it with you.
this is our own private sanctuary. we don't need anyone else.
i won't let anyone or anything hurt you anymore. i'll protect you until the end of time itself.
you've come such a long way. you're doing so well!
what can i do to make you forgive me?
how dare she make me feel like i'm nothing! like i'm a nobody!
i didn't care what the other people thought about us, because as long as i could spend time with you, that was all i needed.
so, you did remember. well, that makes me feel very special.
i know you're going through a rough time right now. and you must be in so much pain.
i'm glad to hear that you're trying to stay positive. and remember, i'll always be here for you if you need anything.
i thank you for your divine revelation. your will shall be done.
i guess i'm getting what i deserve.
this is not the world you know.
Everything about SH:Revelations hurts me but I will not get over how they decided to design the Valtiel statue
Why his feel out? Why the dog-like feet? Why his smock so tight?
I do and am thinking about this. It's heavily implied (just not directly said, as many things aren't) that Valtiel is the one controlling the shifts of the otherworld. In SH3 this is pretty clear, as he's directly seen before or near any shifts to the otherworld, and the reasons are also very clear why he's doing this.
For others, however.... perhaps its creation as a guide never truly disappears regardless of source, its just they are far more passive / unseen. He is still inactively guiding the other protags down their necessary path.
I've also thought about / mentioned how its interesting (besides game logic ofc) that all the protags gain all the necessary items for their survival (flashlight, radio, weapons, etc). Perhaps this is Valtiels doing.
Do not confuse this with him truly "caring" about those along this path, simply that he is seeing what must be done is done, good or bad.
Silent Hill 3 - Brookhaven Hospital (Otherworld)
ICHOR SODDEN HANDS CLENCH WITHIN THEM AN OBJECT. Feet planted to ceiling, back twisted at STRANGE ANGLES so that the eyeless may observe the one below them. Then fused phalanges unfurl so that the item falls with a diluted clang. A scalpel, long forgotten and THOROUGHLY DRENCHED. An device of aid, a unwanted solution to a problem, OR SOMETHING MORE A THREAT. He offers no answer, just creaking bones as they move 'neath stretched flesh and noises unbefitting the shape it takes. // OPEN STARTER
Starter call of indeterminant length! Multis please specify muse
I have exactly two fandom ships I fuck with for val.tiel, because I am not immune to art propaganda this long into writing it
Also gonna be streaming in a few so ill get to sending asks after!
Like this if you want Valtiel to give your muse a strange gift item in inbox
Valtiel has no sexual desires itself, as that is not something he has any purpose with. He is not disgusted by sexual activity, but it is not something actively sought by self. If it happens, then it happens.
They do have some small capacity for "romance", but its very small and pretty unlikely. It also would be nothing like humans, and would probably seem pretty unattached. It is more him finding fondness or interest in someone for a prolonged period more than anything else.
based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!
‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’
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