Today is December 24 of 2020. And I feel like I’m losing the battle. It’s getting harder and harder to pick myself up every morning and do what I have to do. I really don’t have the strength anymore to continue On But I have no other choice. If I didn’t wake up in the morning I would honestly be OK with that. I’m in a really dark place right now, and the loss that I feel and what I have lost is vast. I’m not sure how much more I want to continue on.















