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@logancallaghan

I jump from the train, I ride off alone I never grew up, it's getting so old H e l p me hold onto you All the king's horses, all the king's men Couldn't put me t o g e t h e r again 'Cause all of my enemies started out friends H e l p me hold onto you

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logancallaghan‌:

Logan poured a drink for himself taking the stool off next to her as he contemplated her question, it had been a year after all a lot had happened. “Well Han and I kind of stopped talking for a while but we’re cool now.” He nodded giving her the short version of that particular story. “I got a new book deal so I’ve pretty much thrown myself into that for most of this year. My twin Sasha got married and is now pregnant which is nice because she deserves that. Err- not much else really. Same old me otherwise.” He finished flashing her a smile at the realisation of how boring it must have sounded for her and that he himself thought it was quite amusing how little her actually done. “What about you? How have you been?”

Blue smiled softly, it was honestly just nice to hear that things had been good for him. She really did care about him and his happiness, and it was all she could ask for even when they were separated. “It all sounds really good, and for Sasha! That’s so exciting you gotta tell her congrats from me.” She said with a smile, pursing her lips as she looked up at him. “I’ve been..good, yeah. Health has been up and down but it was nice to just be with my family for the year and stop trying to do things on my own, y’know?” She said honestly, running her fingers through her dark hair.

“Yeah, I’ll let her know.” He nodded at her request. “Yeah? You still getting treatment and everything?” He asked wondering what, if anything had changed “I’m glad that happened. But you were never alone.” He said with a small smile at her. “And I’m glad you’re well though, and you look really well too.” He said with another small smile at her.

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Logan laughed shaking his head back at her. “I’m sorry, but you are definitely wrong about that. I don’t think anything I’ve ever done hasn’t turned into a disaster at some point.” He said still laughing at himself a little watching closely as she walked closer to him, clenching his muscles a little as an attempt to keep himself still. How she was making him feel almost opposite to how she did before. Opposed to feeling the calm and almost tranquil and easy atmosphere between them, now it was raging adrenaline and need to keep control to stop all the old emotions from before bursting out of him. “Err-” he said turning his head to look down the hall at his room. “I actually don’t know yet. I’ve tried to claim a room but who knows what’s going to happen.” He shrugged a little, “want to go down for a drink? And like have a little catch up?”

She wanted to ask if that meant that their relationship had been a disaster to him but she didn’t want to hit him with that when they’d just barely seen each other after a solid year. Something felt different between them, and yet she couldn’t quite put her finger what it was. It didn’t feel bad, but more like a hum of electricity that could spark up at any moment. Blue gave him a smile, nodding as acceptance and following him downstairs. It was nice to be back just hanging out, but Logan in particular she was excited to see. She sat at one of the stools, beginning to poor herself a drink. “So..what’s new with you Lo?”

Logan poured a drink for himself taking the stool off next to her as he contemplated her question, it had been a year after all a lot had happened. “Well Han and I kind of stopped talking for a while but we’re cool now.” He nodded giving her the short version of that particular story. “I got a new book deal so I’ve pretty much thrown myself into that for most of this year. My twin Sasha got married and is now pregnant which is nice because she deserves that. Err- not much else really. Same old me otherwise.” He finished flashing her a smile at the realisation of how boring it must have sounded for her and that he himself thought it was quite amusing how little her actually done. “What about you? How have you been?”

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Logan snorted at the irony of it all. “I guess you had a heated conversation with your lawyer too right?” He laughed lightly shaking his head. “I could have strangled mine if he wasn’t back in England.” He joked half heartedly. “Like isn’t it weird though? That nobody noticed it? Maybe it’s one of those Mandela effects and we’ve all been fucked by it.”

“Let’s just say I no longer have a lawyer.” Ainsley rolled his eyes and let out another sigh. “He should consider himself lucky. At least he’s got nothing to lose while you’re in here and he’s in a completely different country,” he chuckled drily. “But hey, you ever need a change of lawyers, I’m your man. I’d never gloss over a contract like this,” he added, a hint of a smirk pulling at the corner of his lips. “I’d much rather think this is a Madela effect than the realisation we’re all dumb as fuck. I want it to make so much more sense.”

“Aye, there is that. But you know, what’s done is done right? It’s all coulda-shoulda-woulda right?” He tutted, “or at least that’s how I’m trying to think of it. I’m just going to try and be as boring as possible. Then hopefully they won’t call me back right? Or I hope, then I can get on with my life.” He finished with an exasperated sigh. “Ah. Now you see that would make so much more sense right? Like it’s weird that nobody saw it. You’d think one of us would have noticed. Like there’s a lot of us who missed it.”

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“Clem!” Logan grinned as the other arrived. “It’s class to see a familiar face, bro.” He was genuinely happy to see the other knowing that he wasn’t the only one roped in and at least he knew someone he knew that he could get along with. “How have you been my man? You look really well.”

“It’s good to see your face as well” he giggled and nodded as he looked at the other. It was the truth after all. He truly was happy to see the other, Logan was someone he considered to be a friend. “I’ve been good. Busy but good. What about you?”

“Busy too, man. Just literally burying myself in work but I like that.” He said with a small smile. “You been working too?”

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“Yo yo.” The other mimicked as a greeting with a smile at the other. “Back in hell then? At least you’ve got a friendly face with you.” He joked gesturing to himself. “Bet you can’t imagine anything better right?”

“Back in hell indeed” he said as he rolled his eyes. “I would much rather be with my son than to be stuck here” he added, shrugging a little. “But here we are due to that stupid contract. Nothing else we can say or do about it”

“I know exactly what you mean.” Logan nodded at the other, “I mean, I’d rather be plenty of places than here.” He said incase his words would be twisted. “Correct. Unfortunately.” He nodded at him, “I can think of worse things than living with your mates though, so I guess there’s that.”

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“Right?” Logan huffed, “you’d think they’d alright done it to death by now right? Apparently not?” He sighed, “how have you been anyway, man? It’s been a while since we bumped into each other.” He said with a small smile at the other. “How’s your son?”

“And with so many other reality shows, I didn’t think people would be interested in revisiting one that aired years ago.” Joey replied with a shake of his head. “I’ve been good, though, yeah. Super busy! How have you been? It honestly seems like forever,” he said, smiling back at Logan. “Remus is great. He’s such a great kid. Cheeky as anything, but he’s great.”

“I guess they’re hoping they’ll toon in for curiosity or something and hopefully stay? I have to say I’ll be surprised if they’ll call us back again.” He shrugged a little though in truth he wasn’t sure how the show would be received at all. “I’ve also been very busy” he nodded with his reply, “are you still teaching?” He asked trying to remember if he’d heard differently or even if he got things mixed up, but he was pretty sure he was right. “Aw, bro I’m happy about that. He must be in school now, yeah?”

Logan couldn’t believe it when he got the call. How did his lawyers at the time of him signing that stupid contract not let him know about this clause? He was pissed off that he was back here, after finally settling into a somewhat normal life. Leaving his suitcase by the stairs he strides into hall in search of the kitchen, swiftly finding it and sighing as he reached for the fridge dragging out the cartoon of orange juice, pouring it and sarcastically toasting up to the camera in the upper corner of the room before waiting for any of his old friends. Ready for the final round of bullshit that was likely to ensue.

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Daxton, who had arrived moments before the other guy, jumped slightly when the sound of someone angrily storming into the house could be heard from upstairs. Quickly racing out of the room, he took the stairs two at a time and ran into the kitchen, eager to see who else had returned. “Logan!” He greeted happily, the wide smile on his face only growing when he confirmed it was another of the houses old inhabitants. “I see the small print caught you too, huh?” Dax joked about the clause.

“Oh yeah it did, bro.” He scoffed a laugh, “never again though, literally never again.” He vowed shaking his head at the other with a sigh. “Im just glad I’m not the only one though. Didn’t want to be all on my own in this house. Could you even imagine? I think I’d actually go stark mad.” He said raising a brow at the other, “how are you anyway? Anything happened since I last saw you?” He asked genuinely inquisitive, “also do you think it’s too early to hit the spirits or? Like I don’t know I want to be the first. I know not normal for me but you know, I’m trying to be mature and shit.”

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“You know what? Maybe I am. I swear I feel about sixty-five most of the time. I think it’s time to except it. I think I should retire and go and live in the country or something.” He replied in a sarcastic tone. “Though to be fair I think I’d proper enjoy that.” He finished with a small laugh. “I want this one.” He said finding the biggest one and throwing his backpack on the bed as if to signal his spot with a little smile. “Honestly, I don’t know. In some ways yes because I guess this is fun when things are happening. But also things were going well as they were, you know?” He said wondering if he was making sense. “I wonder what fresh he’ll awaits for us then? What do you reckon? Any surprise arrivals?”

“the workaholic you are? you wouldn’t survive more than a fortnight in the country with shit wifi, or no ubers.” violet laughed as she replied. “we’re wasting our time claiming beds when there’s probably a room arrangement on its way, knowing this place.” at his words, she added, “and living with exes is never on someone’s bucket list.” despite choosing their rooms, violet still took her time looking in the other rooms, thinking that possibly other housemates may have joined them. “for sure.” she nodded. “i bet there’ll be faces from the earlier seasons making appearances, even those whose we haven’t spoke to since, or names we have forgotten.”

“Nah that sounds like the dream, nothing to do but work right?” He teased himself a little with a chuckle, “nah I make myself take weekends otherwise I burn out pretty bad.” He added for information, “well I plan to negotiate that bedroom with whoever is in there, I’m very persuasive, and whiny.” He smirked a little at her calling back to their inside joke. “Well no, but the experience can be not terrible, depending on the ex, obviously.” He shrugged just a little continuing to have a look around. “Maybe you’re right.” He nodded, “it would be nice actually to see some really old faces and see what’s going on and how they’ve done.”

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“That’s a thousand percent true, and don’t you forget it. Can you believe people think I try to get into all the stuff that I do?” He huffed, “people online actually think that.” He visibly turned to the camera in the room and said “see even Hannah said so. I don’t ever mean to get myself in the shit that I do.” Logan rolled his eyes at her, “can you not? I really just can’t be bothered with drama at all.” He scoffed with a deep sigh. “I plan to do nothing for this whole season so they don’t call me back.” He pointed out his tongue skimming his bottom lip. Logan stayed silent as Hannah went on and on about her post childbirth body. “You know what, I was talking about sleeping with girls post childbirth but to be fair, I’m not going to argue with you about the- the other effects afterwards.” He pointed out with a chuckle. Logan snorted a laugh shaking his head, “I mean I’m sure there’s a producer knocking about you can have a chat too. But otherwise you’ll just have to hope it gets cut out in the edit or something.” He finished with a chuckle. “How’s Lucie, have you seen her lately?”

“Why do you act insulted by that? It’s exactly what I’m saying. You’re a fucking bore. People believe otherwise? That’s insanity,” she shook her head at the idea of it, gaze moving up to the camera before finding its way back to Logan. “Actually, no, I can’t. It’s a blessing and a curse. Drama just follows me,” she shrugged with a small smirk. “You know this show is never going to let you go, right? They need you and Violet to stick around. You’re the only two OGs. Nice try though,” Hannah laughed at the fact that Logan thought he could get out of this place somehow. “I’m going to shoot milk out of your nipples for the mere thought of you sleeping with mums. Disgusting,” she made a face. “Great. Like I can afford having a murder trial on my hands,” the blonde rolled her eyes. “Lucie? Fine, I guess. I went over for her first day of preschool and helped her get ready. I dyed her hair pink. That was the end of August so, how long ago was that? I’ve not seen her since. Been busy. I’m sure she’s fine.” She shrugged.

“That’s absolute bullshit. You seek it and you love it.” Logan laughed along with her. “It’s like you’re food, you need it. You hate being bored and you know it.” He pointed out with a smirk at her. “I reckon if I’m boring enough they’d have to though right? Like otherwise I’d be being paid to do literally fuck all, you know instead of just figuratively.” He pointed out with a little teasig in his tone. “What? MILFs exist. I’m not limiting who I’m attracted to from if they’re a mum or not.” He said pulling an amused face at the other, “well better make sure they’re not found dead then haven’t you? You can be their guard dog when they turn up.” He teased her about it. He just nodded at her reply not wanting to say anything to ruin the atmosphere by saying that she should probably try and see her more. “I’m glad she’s well.” He said with a small smile, “I bet she loves preschool as well. She’s such a chatterbox she’ll be great.”

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“Yeah well, I am a disaster so it must just be part of my aesthetic.” He joked a little a small lip on his lips. He nodded at her words, his family had missed him too and he always hated leaving London so he could relate a lot to that. Well it probably doesn’t mean much, but I’m glad you’re here.” He replied with a soft laugh at her. Stopping himself there not wanting to go on and admit how much he missed her. Not when things between them has fallen apart so simply just a year ago. They were both to blame for that one, but he had never been fourth coming with his feelings about anything. So he couldn’t help both wonder if she would have stayed if he had asked. “It’s really good to see you too, Blue.” He smirked softly, “I did wonder if you had somehow managed to wiggle out of the contract or something.”

“Oh shut it, no you’re not.” Blue chuckled softly, shaking her head at him. “It actually..means a lot, because I’m glad you’re here too.” She nodded, biting her lower lip as she glanced from the window back to him. It was difficult the more she stood there, feelings that she thought had been suppressed just enough bubbling up to the surface. She cleared her throat, shaking her head as she looking up at him. “Nope, still stuck in it.” The raven haired girl took a step towards him, tilting her head slightly to one side. “So..who’re you rooming with?”

Logan laughed shaking his head back at her. “I’m sorry, but you are definitely wrong about that. I don’t think anything I’ve ever done hasn’t turned into a disaster at some point.” He said still laughing at himself a little watching closely as she walked closer to him, clenching his muscles a little as an attempt to keep himself still. How she was making him feel almost opposite to how she did before. Opposed to feeling the calm and almost tranquil and easy atmosphere between them, now it was raging adrenaline and need to keep control to stop all the old emotions from before bursting out of him. “Err-” he said turning his head to look down the hall at his room. “I actually don’t know yet. I’ve tried to claim a room but who knows what’s going to happen.” He shrugged a little, “want to go down for a drink? And like have a little catch up?”

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Logan teeth dig lightly into his bottom lip as she turned to face him. Suddenly feeling conscious about his ‘not done’ hair and stance. Straightening a little he nodded “well yeah but I tend to just unpack as I go. I find it less time consuming like that, I guess.” He shrugged, “I don’t know. I don’t think I ever unpacked at first after the second season.” He said laughing nervously before biting down harder on his bottom lip to stop himself. “Hey Blue.” He replied his face mimicking hers. “So how was home?” He asked as a way of making conversation.

“That’s just a recipe for disaster, Lo.” She lectured jokingly, her smile brightening a bit more as she looked up at him. “It was really good..my parents missed me like crazy so they’re not too happy about me being back here but..here I am.” She shrugged, tucking her hands into her back pockets snuggly. “It’s really good to finally see you.” Blue peered up at him through her lashes, honestly just happy that the two of them could talk like they used to, that he was still the same Logan she last saw.

“Yeah well, I am a disaster so it must just be part of my aesthetic.” He joked a little a small lip on his lips. He nodded at her words, his family had missed him too and he always hated leaving London so he could relate a lot to that. Well it probably doesn’t mean much, but I’m glad you’re here.” He replied with a soft laugh at her. Stopping himself there not wanting to go on and admit how much he missed her. Not when things between them has fallen apart so simply just a year ago. They were both to blame for that one, but he had never been fourth coming with his feelings about anything. So he couldn’t help both wonder if she would have stayed if he had asked. “It’s really good to see you too, Blue.” He smirked softly, “I did wonder if you had somehow managed to wiggle out of the contract or something.”

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“I heard you were here.” Logan spoke as if it were some sort of excuse as to why he was there. Leaning lazily in the doorframe and not quite coming in. “Yeah, right? I can’t say I ever thought I’d end up here again. Thought I’d out run this place and I was done with it. Apparently not.” He shrugged a little, “I can’t believe you actually unpack. I never do that anymore.” He said with a small smirk at her.

How was it that even after an entire year of not seeing him he still managed to give her goosebumps? Even though she knew everyone would be back at the house she was still a bit surprised to see him. “Can’t help it, I mean if I’m gonna stay here it has to feel like home just a little.” She shrugged, tucking a few loose strands of hair behind her ear as a small smile pulled at the corners of her lips. “Hi Logan.”

Logan teeth dig lightly into his bottom lip as she turned to face him. Suddenly feeling conscious about his ‘not done’ hair and stance. Straightening a little he nodded “well yeah but I tend to just unpack as I go. I find it less time consuming like that, I guess.” He shrugged, “I don’t know. I don’t think I ever unpacked at first after the second season.” He said laughing nervously before biting down harder on his bottom lip to stop himself. “Hey Blue.” He replied his face mimicking hers. “So how was home?” He asked as a way of making conversation.

“It’s almost like I never left..” Blue said to herself as she blew a few strands of hair from her eyes and finished unpacking. She hadn’t planned on returning to the show but of course her contract had said otherwise. Her eyes wandered the room, wondering who she’d be rooming with this time as she heard someone approach the doorframe, turning in their direction over her shoulder.

“I heard you were here.” Logan spoke as if it were some sort of excuse as to why he was there. Leaning lazily in the doorframe and not quite coming in. “Yeah, right? I can’t say I ever thought I’d end up here again. Thought I’d out run this place and I was done with it. Apparently not.” He shrugged a little, “I can’t believe you actually unpack. I never do that anymore.” He said with a small smirk at her.

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Logan laughed at her reaction to his suggestion shaking his head a little. “its OJ, not water. Like it’s not exactly the most childish of drinks is it?” He said pulling an amused face at her. Logan rolled his eyes again, “you say that yet, I’m not sure any of my life you could consider mundane until recently and I actually quite enjoy it. Not all of us have the energy for the drama in your life, Han.” He said with a sigh, “so tell me what’s the latest drama in your life? Apart from this place, I mean.” Logan laughed lightly shaking his head, “Well, alright fair enough. I’m just saying from a males perspective, it ein’t that bad.” He shrugged, “Well I haven’t seen any of them yet. So you’re safe for now. But it’s not exactly like they can’t turn up.”

“I guess it could’ve been milk,” she reasoned. “The exciting parts of your life weren’t even exciting because of you. You just ended up in the wrong place at the wrong time,” Hannah shook her head at him. “I do love drama. And I will make it my priority to ensure that there is plenty of drama in your life,” she smirked at him. “Latest drama in my life? There’s not been too much, I’m ashamed to say,” she told him with a sigh, resting her chin on her hand. “The perspective where they’re too lazy to use condoms, knock women up, let them be fat for nearly ten months and push a screaming, gross, alien-resembling thing out of their vagina? That perspective?” She raised a brow at him. “My boobs leaked for a year after, Logan. A year. I’ll shoot gross smelling milk out of your nipples for a year and see how your perspective is then.” Hannah gave him a menacing glare. “They better not. I’ve got nothing to lose. I’ll murder them.” She insisted. “Fuck, no, I didn’t mean that. Are the cameras on? Are there cameras? Who do I pay off to erase that?”

“That’s a thousand percent true, and don’t you forget it. Can you believe people think I try to get into all the stuff that I do?” He huffed, “people online actually think that.” He visibly turned to the camera in the room and said “see even Hannah said so. I don’t ever mean to get myself in the shit that I do.” Logan rolled his eyes at her, “can you not? I really just can’t be bothered with drama at all.” He scoffed with a deep sigh. “I plan to do nothing for this whole season so they don’t call me back.” He pointed out his tongue skimming his bottom lip. Logan stayed silent as Hannah went on and on about her post childbirth body. “You know what, I was talking about sleeping with girls post childbirth but to be fair, I’m not going to argue with you about the- the other effects afterwards.” He pointed out with a chuckle. Logan snorted a laugh shaking his head, “I mean I’m sure there’s a producer knocking about you can have a chat too. But otherwise you’ll just have to hope it gets cut out in the edit or something.” He finished with a chuckle. “How’s Lucie, have you seen her lately?”

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Logan left his glass on the kitchen counter as he followed her out of the room to look around. “Is that not exhausting?” He asked as a joke laughing lightly, “honestly, call me old but I’ve been enjoying the mundane as of late.” Logan laughed again, “I think I’ll always be with a paper and pen.”

“you’re old.” violet shot back as soon as finished his sentence. “then i’m guessing this couldn’t come at a better time for you then.” she grinned. starting with the upstairs, violet made a line for the room furthest away. “i bagsy this one.” in the previous years on the show it was tradition for the girl to choose the room at the end of the hallway (that is when the rooms weren’t chosen for them) because of the better nights sleep she got being far from any noise.

“You know what? Maybe I am. I swear I feel about sixty-five most of the time. I think it’s time to except it. I think I should retire and go and live in the country or something.” He replied in a sarcastic tone. “Though to be fair I think I’d proper enjoy that.” He finished with a small laugh. “I want this one.” He said finding the biggest one and throwing his backpack on the bed as if to signal his spot with a little smile. “Honestly, I don’t know. In some ways yes because I guess this is fun when things are happening. But also things were going well as they were, you know?” He said wondering if he was making sense. “I wonder what fresh he’ll awaits for us then? What do you reckon? Any surprise arrivals?”

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Logan couldn’t believe it when he got the call. How did his lawyers at the time of him signing that stupid contract not let him know about this clause? He was pissed off that he was back here, after finally settling into a somewhat normal life. Leaving his suitcase by the stairs he strides into hall in search of the kitchen, swiftly finding it and sighing as he reached for the fridge dragging out the cartoon of orange juice, pouring it and sarcastically toasting up to the camera in the upper corner of the room before waiting for any of his old friends. Ready for the final round of bullshit that was likely to ensue.

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He would much rather be at home, working his ass off. But due to the contract he had to go back to this hell. And he hated it, every second of it. Entering the house, he put down his bags and walked around. He already missed his son, he wanted to be with him, not be here. As he arrived at the kitchen, he tilted his head to the side when he saw Logan. “Yo yo”

“Yo yo.” The other mimicked as a greeting with a smile at the other. “Back in hell then? At least you’ve got a friendly face with you.” He joked gesturing to himself. “Bet you can’t imagine anything better right?”

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