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Logan Hunter 22 They/He St. Jude's Survivor Blogger, Lifestyle Expert, #Icon, Snugglier than a blanket.

[logantheluscious]

Oh my DAYS, Michelle 😍😍😍🔥🔥

[icy-isobel]

Isobel had put on the dress. For almost an hour, she had sat on the edge of her bed willing herself to get up and go to the party in the Hamptons–hair done, make up flawless–but why was she trying? Either Logan would be there or they wouldn't and she wasn't sure which scenario would be the easiest to deal with. Ceren and Jessica might be there, but things hadn't been the same with them and, honestly, she was beginning to lose hope that they ever would be. The most important people in her whole world were gone and it was her own damn fault, so why would she want to go to a damn party?

Within minutes, Isobel was back in her pyjamas with a tub of ice cream in her hands as she cycled through her favourite Hallmark Christmas movies. All night, she did her best to not care when each gossip blast pinged on her phone, but then she saw Logan's name... beside Scarlett Vandervort's. Taking a deep breath, she finally switched off her phone, followed by the tv, and proceeded to go to bed. Logan could do whatever they wanted and it wasn't her business anymore. Let it be Alex's problem that their future children wouldn't know whether to call Lexa sister or cousin.

It was maybe only a couple of hours later when she was abruptly awoken to the sound of banging at her door. Wiping away the residual tears that she would never admit to, Isobel got out of bed, grabbing her dressing gown on the way to the door, only stopping when his voice called her name. 'Why does he sound terrified?'. No longer hesitant, she unlocked and opened the door, completely unprepared for the air to be knocked from her lungs as she gazed up at him. "Am I hurt?" The confusion was clear on her face as she tried to piece together what was going on. It didn't seem like they were asking about her emotional state. "Logan... I'm fine. I–... What are you doing here?"

[logantheluscious]

Logan allowed the relief of seeing her there - solid, real and fine - wash over them. On the way over here, they had prepared for a hundred different worse case scenarios, each one turning their stomach. Isobel was okay though. Well, she was here. Logan couldn't help staring at her a moment longer, even if it hurt. He thought she must have been crying which only twisted his insides more. It didn't matter that Isobel had left him, he never wanted to be reason for her tears. Or the reason she stayed in on a Saturday night. "You are?" he said at last.

William's warning had been clear to him, though. They couldn't stay here and Isobel couldn't be left alone. Logan looked over her shoulder into the darkness of her apartment and felt dread build in his chest. It didn't look like anything had been moved. It didn't sound like there was anyone else here but the two of them. Logan couldn't be sure of that. This wasn't how he wanted tonight to go. This wasn't how he wanted the first time they saw each other again to go. Nothing about it was fair.

"I'm sorry, Is... I need you to come with me. It's not safe here-," he said, looking back to her with a pleading kind of intensity. "William-... William told me so. We need to go."

[cdiaz]

he wasn't sure why he was — actually the appeal of free wine and the chance to talk to some stars and former stars that he wouldn't have came across in any other situation had brought him here. mostly the wine. cristian lingered by snacks, taking the time to recharge and observe the room. where to go, who to avoid. he glanced over at the person next to him, moving a bit to make room for them. "damn. i mean, sorry. do you think they'll mind if i just take a whole tray from here?"

@tfrstarters

[logantheluscious]

logan was getting ready to head home and finish up some work for his father. he'd seen cristian from across the room already but something stopped him from heading over. before, he wouldn't have hesitated. logan adored cristian, they always had so much fun together. he realised that he didn't really want cristian to see him like this. suit-and-tie, hair slicked back, clearly playing pretend as the wrong hunter. no, he wanted cristian to remember him for the person he was before isobel had... before isobel and him had broken up.

it seemed logan wasn't quite able to walk away. instead, they finally made their way over with a sheepish smile. "are you planning on putting the catering crew through their paces, cris?"

[filthyrecklessgossipgirlxoxo]

Okay this might be totally off topic... but I saw Logan and Scarlett at his dad's networking event. Looked pretty cutesy to me!

And to think that Isobel isn't even cold in her grave... Is that a very cutesy look, Logan? What do you think, Scarlett?

@icy-isobel @logantheluscious @s-carlettvandervort

[logantheluscious]

[logantheluscious]

Logan was going out of his mind after reading William's text. It always came back to William fucking Huntzberger. Logan had never liked him, that was no secret. In fact, if he could hate anybody... it would be William. After re-reading the text again, Logan decided they did hate him. Isobel could do anything she wanted, of course she could. And she could be close with whoever too but why did it have to be William? Logan had always known that his poison would eventually leak out into their lives. Maybe they should have done something to protect them all before it was too late. Logan could hardly breath every second it took to reach Isobel's door. He's been here a thousand times before, muscle memory in every footstep, but tonight he was running to her.

Before William's text came through, he'd already called it a night. He'd been back home catching up on paperwork to help his dad. Lexa was at home with Ellen, safe and happy, and they were doing everything they could to stay distracted. Logan had been so focused on getting here, he hadn't even considered the consequences. He hadn't even thought about if his very broken heart could handle this. He swallowed the feeling back as he pounded and pounded on Isobel's door until she eventually opened up.

And he could finally breathe again. Had he been shouting her name already? He couldn't remember, he was so relieved to see her standing there. "Isobel... Are you okay? Are you hurt?" @icy-isobel

[logantheluscious]

Text ╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ Ceren & Jess

Logan: SOS Logan: I need you both @itsceren @jessica-knightly

[hunky-huntzberger]

Text: William → Logan

William: I need you to get Isobel somewhere safe now. William: I'm sorry @logantheluscious

[logantheluscious]

Logan: I will. Logan: Lose her number.

Huntzberger.

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"we were girls together."

for @icy-isobel, @itsceren and @jessica-knightly

[logantheluscious]

tragically, must sleep but will be back tomorrow!!!

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Y'all the WiFi has moved to the new flat and we have not yet dhsydks be back 2 morrow night xxx

[dailydcheroes]

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@jcohan

[jcohan]

He had his questions. So many damn questions like where was she. What the hell happened. And why was he still throwing a party in the middle of his breakdown. Especially one that quite literally revolved around something he was now missing. Though Logan's clear desire to keep it together, made Jackson stuff that down. Instead, he wrapped his arms around Logan, holding him tight. "I'm sorry Logan, that fucking sucks." He clicked his tongue against his teeth, shaking his head for a moment. "Wanna tell me what happened now or just drink for tonight?"

[logantheluscious]

Logan knew he would have to face the music sooner or later. The one question that made his stomach turn and his chest ache. 'How did it end?'. Logan couldn't stand even thinking about it. He didn't want it to be real but the longer this night had gone on, the more he realised he couldn't keep running. Isobel was gone, and she wasn't coming back. Not now. Not... not for a long time, right? The future he'd always seen for them seemed so far away. It was too complicated now, it was too serious. "Thanks, Jackson," he said softly, letting his friend hold him tightly. If Logan spent any longer in Jackson's understanding embrace, they were going to lose it. "Drink-," they managed at last, pulling back but still holding onto his shoulder- "Drink a lot, please. We can talk about it tomorrow."

[icy-isobel]

Isobel clung to Angie's hand like the lifeline it was. Ever since the break up she had been feeling pretty damn helpless, but if something could make her believe there was hope, it was this woman. Maybe she could talk to Alex, maybe she could fix everything... Maybe Isobel was delusional. "I want to believe you." She sighed and lifted her eyes to look at her again, still struggling with those pesky tears. "She's Lexa's mom and she hates me. I don't know how I'm supposed to fight that. It's not like I don't deserve it."

[logantheluscious]

Angie hated every second of seeing her babies upset like this. Isobel had never been an optimist- how could she be?- but Angie wasn't about to let her slip. "Now you listen to me, sweetheart. You don't deserve this. There are moments when we have to hold our heads high and give more grace than we usually do. She is Lexa's mom and that's a forever thing, baby. But you're family too. You and Logan... that's a forever thing too. Now's the time to hold your head high, okay? You're going to get through this." Just then, their whiskey shots arrived. "C'mon, let's drink to it."

[a-lexvandervort]

Alex was about to knock again when the door opened, but Logan wasn't speaking to her. Was he on a handsfree call? Was he wearing tweed? She remained in the doorway a moment longer than could be considered normal–free hand still raised and mouth slightly agape–before finally stepping inside. Listening to the words of their call, an uncomfortable feeling washed over Alex as she tried to figure out what kind of Twilight Zone she had walked into. "Okay..." She responded, brow furrowed. Alex passed Lexa over to them when he offered, but she was still looking at him like they were a stranger. "What's going on? Are you still able to watch her today?"

[logantheluscious]

Logan held Lexa with ease, giving her the biggest smile before kissing her precious little nose. "Hi sweetheart. Hello, hello-," he cooed in one of the many 'baby talk' voices he'd developed since Lexa was born. They were pulled back into the present by Alex's questions, looking over apologetically. "Right. I- Yes, absolutely. It's never a problem - we've just had a bit of an emergency at the office and now this networking thing is being moved up. My dad is totally freaking out, not that you'd know. I need to go in and help cover it with him but don't worry, there'll only be a couple hours overlap and my mom's already on her way." Logan paused then, looking over her furrowed brow and look of... Well, he wasn't sure. "I'm, uh, working with my dad now."

[thezekelopez]

"Yeah, especially about a secret separation. If anyone gets to the unreasonable one, I think I do. It's fine, I can just keep skipping work. Not like I want to be there anyway. I think responsible Zeke is dead." Zeke shrugged; it had been short-lived, but he had actually tried. "I can't imagine many being worse than that." He laughed, shaking his head. "Not sure, not here or the city. I asked her if she wanted to hang out, but no response. Being serious? Don't go getting old on us."

[logantheluscious]

"Shit... Yeah, you're definitely right on that one. Be as unreasonable as you possibly can for as long as you can. Well hey, if my dad asks, I know nothing about it. RIP, man. He burned bright and fast, we'll miss him truly." Logan laughed a little but his answer touched on a nerve. Caitlyn-and-Zeke were such an on again, off again, couple you'd have to be buried fifty foot deep to not know about them. By Logan's watch, they should have been back together by now. "Maybe she's just busy, you know? Or planning to surprise you! Yeah, that'd make sense. Right? It is Valentine's Day. Ha... Yeah, I'll try my best."

[jessica-knightly]

"please do, clearly i need all the help i can get" she sighed with a soft smile. it wasn't like logan didn't know what her dating history was like, all of them ending badly with jess having her heart broken. maybe if she wasn't someone that knew her best friends like the back of her hand that they'd be able to avoid her questions, but she worried about them. "that's okay, we can talk about it tomorrow, next week, next month...whenever you want" she reassured him before her jaw dropped at the news "oh logan, i'm so sorry" she hugged him tightly without hesitation "i'm sorry to hear that...we don't have to say more about it if you don't want to"

[logantheluscious]

logan had tried to say it out loud more than once tonight. he wanted to desensitize himself to the sharp pain that his words brought. it was the definition of madness, right? doing something over and over again and expecting to get a different outcome. this just hurt. every time, it hurt. logan's eyes closed when jess pulled him into a tight hug and he could have lost it then. they'd promised themself that they could get to the end of the night, though. everyone would get matched off, and logan could finally crumble. "thanks, jess. i just... i can't tonight, you know? tomorrow. we can- we can talk about it tomorrow."