Slightly Unsympathetic! Roman
Another bad day. At this point Virgil was just done with it. This entire week he's felt like crap mentally and physically. He hasn't been able to stop having those damn thoughts in his head for a full week, and he was extremely tired of it all. You see, in the past, he was with Roman, and they had an incredibly Rocky relationship, since Virgil wasn't in the best mindset and Roman didn't know how to help. So they were constantly fighting, which, did hurt them both. So they ended things. But, their last fight always stuck with Virgil, Virgil had said he was trying to make it work but Roman accused Virgil of leading him on and that he was always screwing up his emotions-. Those words always stuck with Virgil...Maybe he was in the wrong... Maybe he should've tried to make it work.... But- he didn't try hard enough.
The emo eventually just sighed, shaking off his thoughts and laying on his bed. He hadn't slept in a day or two, yet, no matter how much he tried he couldn't. It had only been a week or two since him and Roman broke up. He couldn't handle the pain. He didn't really, miss Roman that bad, he had gotten over that already. It was the tension, the glares Roman sent him everytime he even tried acting happy or faking a smile. How everytime they had a slight conversation Roman had said something about how Virgil was gonna be alone forever. It was...painful, to say the least.
Virgil groaned quietly as he pushed himself off his bed. Looking at his clock. "3am... Huh..." He murmured to himself. Before walking around and eventually summoning a pretty big purple dufflebag, walking into his closet and grabbing all his clothes, well, all the ones he normally wore. He threw them in the bag and zipped it up. Grabbing his favorite blanket and 3 plushies he owned mainly cause they were comforting when he had panic attacks or he got too paranoid to sleep. Then he sunk out. Appearing in a room he hadn't been in for years. He stared at the dark, shadowy walls of his room in the darkscape. The familiar cold air hitting him and making Virgil shiver, despite the fact he was in a hoodie. He eventually just started unpacking, thinking maybe he could lay low for a few days before he spoke to Janus and Remus about coming back. Since he was pretty fuckin anxious about even speaking to the both of them normally. It was mainly Janus he was scared about though, they hadn't talked since that time Janus showed up in his room unannounced- Which was really annoying but eh it was in the past and Virgil could honestly give less of a shit about it anymore. Soon enough, he had finished packing and just faceplanted onto his bed. Groaning quietly since he was exhausted. Soon enough, feeling the pain hit him again, followed by tears pricking at his eyes, Virgil just let them fall, curling into a ball, he was too tired to hide them anymore. He didn't even have the energy to try.
Remus and Janus were in Janus's room cuddling, cause that was the only thing that got Remus to shut up for a while. And that's when Janus felt a very oddly familiar presence enter the darkscape. "Virgil's back-? " he murmured quietly, making Remus turn to look up at Janus with a confused look. "he is?" The intrusive side growled. His eyes sparkling happily. "Cmon Double Dee let's go!" He said, getting up immediately and yanking Janus out of bed, which somehow got a startled hiss out of the taller side. "Remus-! Calm down! We can't just approach him with open arms- we need to find out /why/ he's here and then come up with a solution on what to do" he said simply. Looking at Remus who huffed. "Fine fine-" he said. Yeah no Remus didn't listen at all. He dragged Janus to Virgil's room, stopping right as a sob echoed through the room. Janus froze and pulled Remus to his side. "He's crying...?" He questioned quietly. Quietly walking up and opening the door a bit. Poking his head inside and noticing the crying ball of emo. He gestured to Remus before walking in. Sitting at the edge of the bed, not touching Virgil since he knew Virgil wasn't really the type for affection unless he really trusted someone. "Virgil..? What happened?" He asked silently. Waiting a few seconds before hearing a faint "I can't do anything right..." Which, took Janus aback for a few seconds. Before the deceitful side took in a deep breath. "Can I do something, Virgil?" He asked as he looked at the crying man in front of him. Gaining a small nod. Janus managed to scoop Virgil up and pull the other into his lap, holding Virgil to his chest and running a gloved hand through the other's hair. Virgil tensed before curling up more. Leaning into the touch. Taking in a shaky breath. "M-Me and Roman- we broke up a-and- he said some really hurtful shit during our last fight- l-like- I w-was always gonna be alone- g-god- I just mess up everything good whenever I get the chance huh-?" he managed to get out. Occasionally getting cut off by a sob. Remus, who was just listening in nearby, soon enough sat on the bed and hugged both Janus and Virgil. "My brother's an asshole.....i'll bash his skull in for ya, how about that virge?" He chirped, which made virgil give a very faint laugh. "We're both here for you...And you haven't messed anything up dear. At least we don't think you have" Janus added in, ignoring Remus's words. Continuing to give Virgil gentle headrubs while Remus pressed small kisses to the emo's forehead and cheeks. Occasionally giggling
After a few minutes of silence. Virgil managed to calm down and just relax fully. Maybe they were right and Roman was wrong, Maybe he was gonna be okay. He didn't know. But what he did know is the pain had went away for awhile, and that he was at peace. He reached up after a second and pressed a small peck to Janus's lips, then he moved and pressed a peck to Remus's lips. A faint smile on his tired tear-stained face. The other two were taken aback, but eventually, they both returned those gentle pecks and pulled Virgil closer. And for the first time that week, Virgil finally fell asleep. Which caused Janus to lay him down and pull both him and Remus close.
Maybe this is where Virgil belonged after all.
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