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Raw Desire

Synopsis: Something is wrong with him. Something none of the Avengers, including Thor, understand. When Loki turns into his Jötun form unwillingly and begins to act in a very primal and aggressive way, their solution for the problem is to lock him up in a cell below the compound until it’s all over. It’s a disease, perhaps, one which only Frost Giants can develop. Only Loki is not sick. Loki is in heat–and his Jötun body will not rest until his most carnal desires have been satisfied…

Words: 9176 Warnings: Jötun!Loki, smut, fluff, symptoms of addiction

A/N: You wanted some Jötun!Loki, I wanted some Jötun!Loki… so here we go. Enjoy, everyone! 😏

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[imagine-loki]

Imagine Loki assuming your nephew is your son. He’s not totally wrong, though, since you’ve been the boy’s legal guardian for a couple of years now. Plus, you do play a convincing “mother” role.

You’ve never given Loki any indication that you were involved with anyone, and you certainly didn’t say anything about caring for a small child. Not that it’s a dealbreaker; just a bit of a surprise. At least now he knows the real reason why you left the Avengers. (Or so he thinks.)

Having had a crush on you since he met you, Loki concocts a plan. If he can demonstrate to you that he can be good with children, too, maybe you’ll be impressed enough to give him a chance.

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Remedy For The Pain

Loki x Reader Lemon

No warnings other than this is a lemon.

Remedy For the Pain

I hissed gently as the hot water cascaded down my bruised and broken body.

The mission failed. I failed. Literally everything that could have gone wrong: Went wrong.

Closing my eyes I leaned my head back against the cool cream colored tile and just let the water drown out my pain.

Cold nimble hands touched my arm and caused me to jerk and hiss in pain.

"Easy darling...easy." his voice was silky and low. He knew I was hurt. He could see how utterly dejected I felt. He stepped into the tub with me, towering over my small bruised frame. I craned my neck to look up at him, the water flowing over my face. I quickly closed my eyes and leaned into him, smelling the familiar scent of leather and mint.

"Loki-" was all I managed to get out before something within me snapped and a defeated sob wracked my body.

Immediately his arms were around me holding my broken body against his. His hands gently petting and soothing me as I lamented.

"Shhh...its alright my love. Everything is alright. I'm here now." He spoke soft loving words to me, but didnt try to silence or stifle my tears. He knew I needed this. Knew I needed to break down in the comfort and privacy of my own home.

"Darling, let me make you feel better." He cooed gently as one hand slid into my hair holding my skull at the base. I looked up at him with tear blinded eyes before sniffling and nodding.

He snaked a hand down between our bellies and gently palmed my sex. His hand cool against my labia.

I craved his touch. I needed this. I needed the release of endorphins and hormones. I needed his thick cock stretching me.

I hissed again as two fingers penetrated me and immediately began to assault my front wall. He knew exactly where to go and what to do to have my knees shaking and my lip between my teeth. He still had one hand in my hair holding it firmly.

"That's it darling. Let it go." He spoke in soft coos, but I didnt want soft. I wanted to hurt. I wanted him to fuck me into the wall. I wanted to scream until I was hoarse and milk his cock for every drop he was worth....but I didnt. I took shallow quick breaths as he added a third finger and continued to fully pump them in and out of me. The water helping to wash away the excess cum I knew was dripping down my thighs from him. He leaned down and gently sucked my bottom lip from between my teeth, I didnt realize I was still biting down on it, as he let his tongue glide over it in his own mouth before releasing it back to me. That was enough of a tease to have me whimper into his gorgeous face and my walls clench down on his hand. He moved slow, but continued until I was shivering from the aftershocks of my orgasm.

He released my hair and removed his now pruned fingers from my cunt and gently took me by my bruised hips. He bent me forward, my ass to him. The hot water cascaded down my back and ass towards the drain.

I felt him rub his tip against my labia twice before he slid in with no problems. A groan falling from his lips.

I placed my palms up onto the same cool creamy tile as before and rested my forehead against it. My wet hair curtaining my face.

He began his thrusts slowly, Almost agonizingly so. One of his feet between mine keeping my legs as wide as the tub would allow. I felt him pull all the way out slowly then without a moment to spare push all the way back in just as slowly. Again a fire raged inside me. I didnt care that I was bruised and broken. I wanted it to hurt. I needed it to hurt.

I rolled my hips to get more friction from the tip of his cock within me. A soft moan stuck in my throat.

He took the hint and began to move faster. The soft slapping noises and the rush of my heart in my ear all I could hear as I let the euphoria take over. I raised my head up so I wouldnt hit the wall with every thrust, but closed my eyes to just bask in the glory of my cunt stuffed with his cock.

"L-Loki" I breathed looking at him over my shoulder. My breasts swinging gently from the gradually increasing thrusts.

He smiled down at me and stroked down my spine with his fingertips. Illiciting a shiver that made me wince.

Still, it was enough and soon he was panting as he slammed into me. Soft moans falling subconsciously from my lips at the growing feeling between my hips. I leaned down and put my hands on the edge of the tub, where it met the wall and jutted out about two inches. This rolled me forward and tilted my hips up for him to go deeper. And deeper he slammed. My breasts swung in pendulous circles from the momentum of his thrusts. His hand snaking back into my hair to pull my head back.

"I'm going to cum darling." He hissed out gently.

"Cum in me." I moaned as I felt myself growing close. My thighs were shaking uncontrollably and my toes tingled. He released my hair and leaned over my back reaching around to rub my throbbing clit. It was enough to send me over the edge with a cry. He felt my walls clamp down on him, and that coupled with my moans and soft begging caused him to spurt hot thick ribbons of cum deep into me. His hips stilling, flush against my ass.

The water ran against us as we half stood curled against the wall. Both of us panting and taking in the full effects of the much needed orgasms.

After a few moments of silence he stood and pulled from me. I could feel his cum sliding down my thighs, but I was too tired emotionally and now physically to care. His arms wrapped around my broken ribcage and pulled me against him in the quickly chilling water.

"Now, my pet, why dont we head to bed and try for a better day tomorrow?"

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He Calls Me Lover ch.1

@drakesfiance

Warnings- miscarriage, blood

Chapter 1 Darkness

Alesana PoV

Pain wracked me as the cramps became worse. A small hand held mine and I could hear her sweet voice in my personal hell.

"It's okay Angel. You need to get it all out. Just squeeze my hand and push all the poison out."

The small, yet mature, girl spoke of poison which was none other than the child forcefully implanted in my womb.

I cried out again trying not to hurt the girl who held my hand. A soothing voice came from my left as the doctor Loki had hired in my stead spoke.

"Alesana, the fetus is almost out. Its tiny so it shouldn't be long. The cramps are from the placenta shedding. It may be just a little while longer. Then we can get you cleaned up and in bed." Her voice faded in and out as pain overtook me. I could feel liquid dripping down my thighs and felt my body trembling as another debilitating cramp hit me. I cried out squeezing Alice's hand hard.

A soft noise of something falling hit my ears and relief flooded me.

That demonized child was out of me.

"We need to masage you a few times within the next hour to make sure you pass all of the placenta."

I curled up against the table I was laying on and tried my hardest to hear everything around me.

I could hear panting, my ears perked up and I sat up.

"Ripley?" I called out only to hear soft clicking. A soft wet tongue licked my outstretched hand and I felt tears slide down my cheeks.

"Ripley up." I called and felt the table clatter as she stepped on me with her large heavy body. She licked my face as I sobbed into her neck. I was so relieved she was alive. I was so relieved he was alive. My mind wandered to my boss and I debated asking.

"Angel? Can daddy see you? He is dying to know you are okay." Alice spoke like a child, but I could see past the voice. She was growing so quickly and would make a wonderful medic. Loki should be proud of her. Hell, I was proud of her.

"I dont think he will want to see me sweetheart...I'm blind, gross and bloody and just finished pushing a tiny human out. I dont think Im very appealing." My voice started strong but died off as I heard the door click closed. The woosh of air pressure change told me he was already there.

"Alesana..." he spoke gingerly and I felt my skin prickle. He never said my name any more. It was always Medic. I closed my useless eyes and held my breath. Would he even still want me around now that I offered him nothing?

Warm hands pulled me to a warm bandaged chest and he stood pulling me up with him. He walked me out of that room and away from the medical bay. I couldnt tell exactly how far we went but he sat me down and I could hear water running.

"I know you cant see, and you dont trust anyone, which I understand, but may I please bathe you? Or can I leave you here and have you bathe yourself?" He spoke gently to me as I smelled lavender and honey bubble bath being poured in. I swallowed back the bile as I remembered Thors touch. I shivered disgusted at myself and whispered.

"Just-just stay with it's so dark." I found myself opening up to him. He sighed and gently pulled the clothes from me. He lifted my naked broken form and sat me in the tub.

"Wash yourself and I will sit on the edge and talk with you...okay? That way you aren't alone." His words surprised me. Where was the heartless kingpin I knew?

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Delicate Thorn ch.14

Warnings- blood, adult situations

@drakesfiance @min-bucky

Chapter 14 sentencing

Just as you squeezed Thor hard enough to snap his armour you felt yourself beginning to relax and lose consciousness. Lokis cool hands were on your back holding you up as your body sagged against him. He looked down at you glumly as the ashy color of your skin diminished leaving you a dull green.

"I'm so sorry love." He whispered as your eyes rolled back.

Loki picked up your limp body as the vines fell from you and withered on the ground.

Thor stood and groaned as his armor cracked and crumbled to the ground.

"She must go to prison brother." He spoke as he rubbed his ribcage which Loki was sure was bruised.

"Thor...she doesnt understand. Let me try..if I fail then yes, we destroy her...but let me try to tame Idunna."

Thor sighed heavily and opened his mouth to speak, but Loki was gone.

He laid your limp body down on the bed in the same home he had taken you many times. He began to pull the sheets from everything and clean the dust up. You would live here for however long it took for you and, more importantly, Idunna to see he did care about you.

He began a fire in the fireplace and sat next to you trying to prepare for when you awoke.

Your eyes fluttered open and you groaned out.

"P-please." You croaked out softly.

Loki was next to you with a glass of cool water.

"Just take it easy...a lot has happened." He rubbed your back as you gulped greedily at the liquid.

"I-I killed him...didnt I?" You asked softly trying not to cry. Alrindel, the man you had been next to since you were little. The man who was supposed to lead your realm. Loki nodded solemnly and continued to rub your back.

"Yes, I am afraid Alrindel succumbed to his wounds my dear...you still have Idunna within you, and I feel it is important we talk before she awakes and battles you for dominance."

"What can I even do to get her out?" You asked sheepishly. Loki sighed and sat you up to stare into your eyes.

"Have a baby, but raise it to not awaken its divine." He spoke softly. You shook your head no.

"That's what she wants. I will not give her what she wants. I'm sorry, but I will never have a baby. I will not pass this on to another." You spoke definently.

Loki sighed.

"If Thor finds you, you will be tried and probably killed for what you did...for what Idunna did."

You changed the subject quickly.

"Did you mean it? What you wrote in that book? That you never really loved me?" You felt your heart beginning to chip away at itself.

Loki looked down in silence. You swallowed back the bile.

"Just leave me to die...death is better than this." You spoke softly. Loki reached out to touch you only for you to jerk away.

"Take me to Thor. Let me stand trial and die for what I've done." You spoke angrily. Loki found himself tongue tied but nodded. He touched you and you found yourself back in your realm and chaos was all around.

Before long you were shackled around your wrists and neck and on your knees infront of Thor who sat on the throne angrily looking down at you.

"You have come back, no doubt, to answer for your crimes." He boomed out. You glanced around to see everyone staring at you in horror. Your eyes widdened as you say the smallest nature Alf staring at you with wide tearful eyes. Auroria stood openly sobbing as she held onto the skirts of her nanny. You looked back down ashamed.

"Your crimes are calamitous and numerous. You bow before me today as an adulterer, a murderer, and a liar. You bewitched many only to destroy them in a fit of rage, and I am told this is not the first time you have lost control of your divine!" His voice boomed again but you stayed still focusing on your breathing. You could feel Idunna roaring angrily within you.

"Just do it." You mumbled. And Thor nodded angrily. He stood, still unarmored and held out Mjölnir pointing the cracked hammer towards you.

"I sentence you to death by Mjölnir for your crimes. What say you?" He asked angrily.

You looked up at him as a tear eclipsed your cheek.

"I apologize for what I am....I apologize for the monster within me." You felt tears rush to the surface but blinked them away. You glanced at the throne to see Loki skulking around watching. You closed your eyes and bowed your head.

Thor raised Mjölnir and began to swing it down upon you.

You braced for a killing blow, that never came.

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They Call Me Medic ch.17

Warnings-TRIGGERS- blood, gorey descriptions, miscarriage, adult situations

@drakesfiance @tarithenurse @kimanne723

Chapter 17 Darkness

Alesana PoV

I found that I awoke to a painful haze. I was in someone's arms, they smelled good, like really good. The scent bringing back memories. I groaned out as I tried to open my eyes.

"Aye, lass, donya move. Itll hurt less darl." Came a familiar voice. I visibly relaxed at Stults voice and could hear what sounded like fireworks. No...that wasnt right. Gunfire. A searing hot pain hit me and I whimpered out.

"Ally. Ya gotta stop movin. You'll start bleedin again. Oh shit. Boss!" I tried to open my eyes but it was like I was paralyzed. I whimpered out again as I heard a thud near by. Stult began barking orders and the gunfire multiplied. I could hear smaller calibur weapons and automatic weapons popping off and for the first time in a long time, in my darkness. I prayed. I prayed for Loki. I prayed for Stult. I had no clue where we were, but I prayed for every person on our compound. I seized up when I heard Stult counting to thirty. CPR? Loki! No no no no.

I tried to focus and start with my fingers.

28-29-30

I moved them barely. Alright. Wrists.

2-3-4

Good Alesana, now elbows.

8-9-10

Now. Open your goddamn eyes.

22-23-24

Nothing. The blackness still consumed me. I focused hard and then used my hands to force my eyelids up. Nothing. Blackness consumed me.

Was I blind? Dear god, had the bullet strayed and hit a nerve? I forced myself up onto my feet disoriented as I groped in the dark. Everything was a blackish haze. I moved towards the counting. His cologne filling my nose, mixed with the all too familiar scent of blood. I groped until I felt Stult grab my hand and place it onto his chest. I began to pump.

1-2-3-4.

I went through two full rounds not caring about the gunfire or shouts. I breathed into his mouth, the first time my teeth clicked against his.

"Come on! Come on!" I yelled as I continued to push.

"Wait Darl stop!" Stul cried out as I breathed into his mouth. I groped his neck and found his artery.

Pulse. Pulse. He had a pulse! I fucking did it!

"Loki! Loki I need you to take deep breaths. Please. Just keep breathing" a cool hand came up and cupped my cheek.

"Alesana...I thought I'd never see you again." He spoke hoarsely. His voice deeper and dryer than normal. I closed my useless eyes and cuddled my face into his palm.

"We need to get you to the medical bay." I croaked out. I could feel the blood oozing from me and with the adrenaline wearing off I was fading fast.

"Stult. Can you lift him?" I asked casually looking in the direction of Stult.

"Aye. And you've lost a stone or two. I can definitely lift ya." I felt the hand move from my face and heard Loki hiss. Then hands take my waist and set me in a car.

I sat back and tried my hardest to blink away the darkness.

Loki PoV

Stult was trying to stop her bleeding when she groaned out. So relieved to hear anything come from her mouth, I made a mistake. I turned and smiled.

I felt it before a heard it. Two bullets went straight through my chest. I felt my body buckle and down I went.

"Shit Boss!" Was what I heard as the glass splintered concrete met my back.

I could feel cold darkness consuming me.

I was floating. And in the darkness was a single blue light, like an angler fish in the ocean. I moved towards it to see her, dressed in a thin white gown. She turned and smiled at me, my eyes bulged gently at the sight. She was incredibly swollen with a child.

"Is it--" I couldnt even bring myself to say it, but a calm washed over me when she smiled.

"Loki, it's our baby. It's our little one." She cooed and I moved to her. My hands on her belly as I felt good strong kicks. She rested her hands on my chest and gave me a satisfying kiss. Breathing air into my lungs. I felt her jolt my chest pushing me away. I moved back to her and she only smiled and whispered.

"Soon enough, but not now." She kissed me once again and I heard Stult yell

"Wait darl stop!"

I opened my eyes to see her above me. Blood dripped from her forehead and her shirt was splattered. She was grimey and dripping sweat and god knows what else, but she was there.

"Loki! Loki I need you to take deep breaths. Please. Just keep breathing"

I reached out and took her face in my hands.

"Alesana....I thought I'd never see you again." I spoke feeling the effects of everything.

She nuzzled into my hand and I felt my chest tighten. I was so cold. No doubt losing a lot of blood.

"We need to get you to the medical bay." She spoke softly then, I noticed she looked to the left at no one.

"Stult can you lift him?" She said to no one.

I brought my other hand up in front of her face and waved. No reaction. She was blind. My poor sweet angel had been raped, sodomized, impregnated, beaten and now lost her eyesight all because of me.

Stult picked me up and slumped me in the car rather ungracefully. He then gently picked her up as if she were made of glass and sat her next to me.

I watched in sadness as she tried to blink the darkness away, she didnt want to tell me, but I could see it. She was blind. My medic had become blind.

The SUV peeled out of the parking lot leaving my men to fight. I held my shoulder hissing. I was freezing fucking cold. Alesana held on to the seat until her knuckles were white.

"Alesana....can you see me?" I asked calmly waiting for the inevitable answer. She looked down then back up at where she thought I was, so much sadness registered in her eyes.

"No...I'm in darkness." She whispered. I slid my hand over and took hers, she welcomed my fingers between hers and held on tightly.

"Welcome to the darkness sweetheart, it isnt so bad." I spoke gently.

Stult PoV

We did it. Thor was fucking dead. I put the bullet in his head myself. And I did it with a smile for what he had done to my family. Ally and Boss should be back at the compound already. I called our cleaners to get this place cleaned up, but not before I took the family ring off of his finger. Boss would want that. I slid behind the wheel of the suv and drove in euphoria back to our compound.

The medical bay was full. Anthony had a broken wrist and was shot in the thigh. Boss sat with a bandaged chest and a blood transfusion hooked up. Everyone was accounted for except-

"Where is she boss?" I asked as I walked up to him, jesus he was pale.

"She had a miscarriage...Alice and the doctor I called have her in another room trying to help her pass the fetus." He looked grim

"Isnt it for the best? This baby was made in hatred and loathing. Forced on her body..." I spoke truthfully. Loki nodded then hissed as he repositioned.

"Is he dead?" I handed the ring over and he gave a weak smile before it dissapeared.

"Bastard deserved to be tortured. He deserved every bit of hell for what he did to her....She is blind...I hope its temporary." He spoke again looking straight into my eyes.

"I noticed but it isnt my place." I said shrugging.

"She cant be our medic blind though." I added and he nodded.

"I want her to train Alice...and I'd like to keep her around..." he said as he glanced around.

"You want her as your lover." I said as I stared at his glancing eyes.

It was silent for a few moments.

"Yes...I want her as my lover...when I died...I saw her, like an angel...she was happy and...mine." he chose his words carefully.

A scream filled the air.

(( What will happen now?!?!? Find out in the second series "He Calls Me Lover"!!))

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They Call Me Medic ch.16

Warnings- blood, adult situations

@drakesfiance @tarithenurse @kimanne723

Chapter 16 Volition

Loki PoV

My cell phone rang and immediately I was on edge. Picking it up I motioned for Stult to get ready for anything.

"Mr. Laufeyson, I have something of yours that you have been withdrawing from for quiet some time. If You want to meet at your ware house on the south side." With this the phone call abruptly ended and I felt my blood boil.

"If he lays a hand on her. I will burn him to the ground." I growled out and Stult nodded.

"What do you want boss?" He asked softly standing ready.

"We have to go get her." I spoke softly with my head in my hands.

Alesana PoV

I sat as far away from him as possible as a tremor came on.

"Anthony what do you want?" I asked softly as I held my arms around myself.

He glanced at me as he ended the phone call.

He glanced at me but said nothing. The air in the car stunk of blood and piss, but I kept the bile down in my throat. Anthony directed the driver to a sketchy looking warehouse. As soon as they were parked Anthony pulled the trigger and splattered the drivers head across the windshield. I immediately emptied the contents of my stomach into he floor board. Feeling the spasms and clenching in my gut overwhelmed me. Anthony gently grasped my hair and held it back allowing me to continue to void my stomach all over the floorboard. After a short time, I settled down and he gently pulled my weak trembling body into his arms. He petted me and shushed me as I whimpered and cried. It was all too much and I just wanted to feel safe.

I groaned out as I felt a piercing in my neck. Whimpering as I watched him pull away with an empty syringe in his hand.

"Shhhh Ally, go to sleep." He cooed softly as I felt myself succumbing quickly to its contents.

Anthony PoV

I laid her down in that disgusting car, covered in blood and vomit and stood outside. Lighting a cigerette I waited for his SUV to pull up.

I pulled out my cell phone and called a few people.

At dusk I watched as two SUVs drove up.

I threw the cigerette out as Loki got out followed by his lackey. They cautiously walked up to me and I opened the car door.

"She is sedated. She didnt trust me and I didnt want her attacking me and trying to run." I gently pulled her body from the vehicle and placed her into Stults' arms, dried crusty blood wiping off onto his body. Loki took my hand and shook it.

"Were you followed?" He asked staring down into my eyes.

"Yes, but it wasnt a lot of them. They turned and tucked tail. I assume to tell Thor."

A gunshot rang out and Loki half ducked. Stults groaned and fell back, still holding onto her small body. I turned to see Thor standing inside the warehouse holding a 38 calibur pistol with a small plume of smoke coming from the barrel. I turned in time to see Loki remove his weapon and fire two shots at Thor. I moved quickly to Stult and Ally and began to drag them behind my vehicle. Stult groaned and I realized the bullet had gone through Ally and into Stults hip. I pulled her from his arms and laid her out. Blood soaked her top and began to dribble onto the ground around her.

I pulled my pistol and grabbed my phone calling to the compound for back up.

Stult PoV

I groaned as I felt the bullet whizz through my hip and cause my legs to buckle. I watched as the greasy weasel that was her ex rip her from my arms and lay her down. She had to have been shot. Bullets whizzed by and shots rang out as boss returned fire. I sat up trying not to let the pain get to me as I moved beside her. She had clearly been shot through the stomach. And I knew she wouldnt make it. I applied pressure to the unconcious woman and immediately called the compound. I demanded Alice on the phone.

"Tell me what to do." I spoke softly to her, she no doubt could hear the gun fire.

"You need to stop the bleeding. Press hard or put something inside the wound to staunch the blood. If not the person will bleed to death. Who is it Uncle Stult?" I remained silent for a moment until her voice rang out again.

"Its the medic isnt it? My angel?" She spoke in the quietest voice but I nodded knowing she couldnt see.

"I havta' go now darl. I'll talk later." I clicked the phone off and removed my shirt. Lifting her top up I pressed my shirt into her bullet hole and began packing the hole until the bleeding seemed to stop.

My eyes widdened as more vehicles barreled towards us. This was it. The apex. Between kingpins.

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They Call Me Medic ch.15

Warnings- TRIGGERS blood, bodily harm, abuse, mentions of abortion, disassociating, adult situations

@drakesfiance @tarithenurse @kimanne723

Chapter 15 Facade

Alesana PoV

I laid in my bed aching. My eye was bruised and there was no doubt in my mind that my collarbone was broken, my hips and legs hurt from him continuing to rut into me like a whore. I just lay there as if I'm dead and turn away once he is done defiling me.

Thor happened to be a very controlling man and didnt enjoy being told no.

We found out about a week ago that I was pregnant. And I hadnt had sex for a long time prior to being kidnapped, that left the child in my womb to be none other than my kidnappers.

I had hope...the first week...that Loki would bust through the window or come in guns blazing, but now, now that I am pregnant and utterly broken, I realize I was never anything more than just a Medic to him, and that I didnt deserve to jeopardize his life.

I wished so badly to abort this disgusting child within me. Thor caught me trying to find Methotrexate, but they had removed it from my small, under furnished lab. He beat me that day too. And stationed two men to watch me at all times.

I had lost hope of ever being saved from this hell hole, but knew I had to get out. I was slowly devising a plan. The guards shifts changed once every six hours. I would fake a serious illness and demand a real hospital and doctor. He would have to take me off this God forsaken compound. I could get help then....its what I did with Jonathan and it worked. I just pray it works this time.

Right on time I heard voices outside the door. I quickly pulled the small bag of blood I had stolen from my lab out and began dumping it out in my panties. I stood up from the bed and let it slide down my legs and pool at my feet, staining his expensive looking rug. I then shoved the empty bag under the mattress to hide it and took a breath before screaming.

The door burst open and color drained from my face.

Anthony. Of all people Anthony stood there staring horrified at me. I thought I had seen him around the compound but every time I did a double take he was gone. Now as sure as my heart fell into my stomach I knew it had been no shadow.

"Oh god." I whispered looking down at the blood. I clutched my stomach and felt genuinely sick from the metallic smell.

"Jesus Fuck Alesana!" Anthony said and he moved to me and picked me up.

He ran down a few hallways as I faked going in and out of consciousness.

"Boss! BOSS!" he roared as he stood outside a large door. Angry yelling came from within until a dishevelled Thor stood staring at him holding me.

"What the actual fuck?" He questioned seeing the blood down my legs.

"She may be having a miscarriage boss. We have to get her to the hospital." Anthony spoke as I let my head loll back.

Thor sneered angrily at us in contemplation then nodded.

"Dont let her out of your sight. I'll be there as soon as I am done in my meeting."

Anthony nodded then took me towards the vehicle bay. He turned me in his arms and held me against his chest like a sleeping child, my hair fanning over my face to hide my open eyes.

Anthony PoV

My heartrate quickened as I felt her loll in and out on my lap. I had her straddling me, my chest to hers and knew I could hardly contain my emotions.

"Ally. Hold on baby, We are gonna get you taken care of, just hold on." I cooed gently as I rubbed her back. With my other hand I lifted up the pistol and silencer and pressed it to the driver's head.

"Drive." I commanded and he barrelled out of the compound.

"Turn left" I ordered.

"Sir the hospital is r-"

"Turn. Left." I ordered again. I heard her whimper and realized I had stopped rubbing her back.

"Ally, you can quit the charade now. I know it isnt your blood." I spoke calmly. Ally sat up and moved off my lap. Putting as much space between us as possible.

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Delicate Thorn ch.13

Warnings- fighting, blood, adult situations

@drakesfiance @min-bucky

Chapter 13 Vengence

You felt your vines grab Alrindel and begin to stab through his chest. He stared at you in horror as your vine crunched through his armour and pierced his chest. Blood soaked his garments and rained on the floor. He let go of your arms and stumbled forward, then back. You ripped the vine from his chest and watched him crumple to the floor. The guards immediately dropped Loki and ran to surround you. You screamed in anger as vines ripped through the flesh of your back and wrapped around three of the four. You snapped your head up as the fourth guard pointed an arrow at your chest.

You sneered at him and as a vine slithered along the ground and wrapped around his leg. He lost his footing shooting the arrow into the ceiling.

You screamed again as your vines crushed the guards around you blood raining down soaking what was left of your gown.

Loki walked to you and stared at your blood soaked face. He mumbled through his muzzle.

You tried to fight it but Idunna put your hands around his throat and tightened. He didnt fight it, only closed his eyes and sighed.

You began to cry as she used your own hands to tighten around his throat.

Loki choked softly but didnt fight. The vines began to slither around him and you felt yourself losing all hope.

A large metallic object made contact with your back sending you careening forward onto Loki, knocking you both to the ground. You groaned as as Idunna made you stand and turns in time to see Thor grab the hammer back.

"You dare to defy a god?" She snarled through your voice. Thor laughed and readied himself.

"I am a god." He teased and you took off towards him angrily. Your vines spiked forward and wrapped around him. Thor swung Mjölnir and crushed two of them causing you to roar out in pain. Behind you, unnoticed by either of you, Loki was trying in earnest to get the cuffs off.

If he could free his hands, he could free is mouth.

He moved to the edge of the throne and smashed them downwards, groaning as they bit into his wrists. He tried two times, nothing, three times, he could feel blood tri kling from his wrists and the dull ache setting in from countless impacts. He closed his eyes and tried harder, feeling the metal beginning to crack.

Thor and you were stuck in a battle no one wanted. You turned gracefully in the air as Thor swung Mjölnir towards you. Your vine caught his leg and threw him back onto his back. You approached him menacingly as a vine ripped Mjölnir from his hand and began crushing it, cracks forming in the metal. Your vines wrapping tightly around him, the thorns scratching and drawing blood.

Thor stared in pure horror as you closed the distance. You leaned down and stared at him with milky eyes.

"How sad it will be when Asgard falls." Idunna whispered before beginning to constrict him slowly.

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They Call Me Medic ch.14

Warnings-TRIGGERS- mentions of rape, mentions of sodomy, adult situations, adult language, self harm, disassociation

@drakesfiance @tarithenurse @kimanne723

Chapter 14 Broken

Alesana PoV

True to his word. He raped me. I didnt know his name, but I screamed until I lost my voice. He was mericless in how he destroyed my dignity and body alike, after hours of him rutting into me like a common whore, I broke mentally and went numb. I felt the deep ache inside of my body screaming 'no more' but knew he wouldnt stop until I told him whatever I didnt know. He stood and pushed me away, his pale skin coated in sweat and grime. I laid on my back, covered in filth and his cum. My tears had dried up long ago. I could smell the blood, my blood, from how raw I was.

"Well...it seems he isnt coming for you." He spoke angrily as he watched me lay emotionless below him. I stared up into the light with glazed eyes, my mind elsewhere.

"No...no he isnt." I spoke in a hoarse soft voice.

"Too bad...I would have love to have seen his face." The man, no older than Stult said as he turned to me. He had a loaded pistol in his hands once again and I sat up.

"If you shoot me...dont miss. I dont want to limp away from this." I goaded and he cocked the hammer.

"What's your name?" He asked holding the pistol towards me.

"Ya know before I splatter your brains across the concrete. I need to know what name to write on his condolences card."

I rolled my eyes.

"Ally....my name is Ally." I said as I looked down the barrel. I didnt care if I died. I didnt care if it hurt. I felt absolutely dead inside.

A smirk crossed his lips.

"Ally, my name is Thornton, but you can call me Thor. I have a proposal for you." He uncocked the hammer and held out a hand for me to stand. Even if Icould stand right now I would never take his hand. Images of the countless rounds of rape and sodomy he performed on me crossed my mind. I swallowed back the bile.

"I propose you work for me. Be my medic, no questions asked. Be my lover at my will and satisfy my every need. Then I'll let you live. Hell I'll even rub it in Loki's face how good of a fuck you are." I blinked at his proposal and sighed.

"I think I would rather die." A deep chuckle rumbled from his chest and he grabbed me by my hair causing me to hiss.

"That's my girl." He spoke coldly as he smashed his lips against mine.

Loki PoV

I trembled with pure rage as reports filed in. It had been weeks and so far there had been Thirteen killed, twenty-two wounded, half the compound burned down, and three shipments were burned. I knew who was behind it too. The same kingpin who was trying to steal Alice away. I threw back the shot of whiskey as I glared down at the mahogany desk.

"Sir. There are reports from our mole that Ales-"

"Dont say her name..." I spat angrily. I needed to sever all feeling I had of her.

Truth be told I replayed the entire six months I had her in my mind. Every time she would scream how I sat outside her door silently and listened to Ripley whine.

How every day I would check on her and talk, sometimes for an hour, before continuing my round around the compound. I remembered the semi-date I took her on where she met the other kingpins in the area and I showed her off as my trophy, as my claim to her. No doubt that is where he saw her, where Thor first heard her laugh and watched her little black dress slip open slightly at the thigh whenever she moved a certain way. The way she looked after two glasses of champagne and how she relaxed.

Closing my eyes I remembered the taste of her lips as she tried to ride me in the limousine on the way home and how two cold showers and three rounds with my hand didnt satiate me. I should have just let her, if it had been any other slut I wouldnt have thought twice...but she wasnt a slut, she was a lady. A beautiful, caring, kind and considerate young woman who I wanted nothing more than to call my lover.

Stult cleared his throat and my eyes snapped back up to him.

"There are reports on the medic." He corrected. I motioned for him to continue as I poured another shot.

"She has been uh..."he paused and tried to word it in a way that wouldnt upset me. I knew the worse to be true.

"She has been impregnated...and now works for Thor. She was forced into being his mistress and is often beaten for open defiance." I clenched my glass tightly and threw back the next shot.

"That's not all...she.. she was branded by Thor himself." I shattered the glass angrily as I stood.

I pictured her beautiful flesh marred with a hideous burn in the shape of lightening, of the brand I loathed upon my back. I slammed my glass covered hand down not caring there were shards deep in my flesh.

"We have to get her." I spoke in a quiet rage.

"No one deserves that...least of all Al- the medic." Stult only nodded and stood straight.

"I'll get the soldiers ready....when?"

"Tonight. I'll burn him to the ground. This is war." I felt her pain as I tried to imagine him raping her. Surely she hadn't enjoyed it. But now...she was carrying his baby, and forced to be his mistress and even worse...she hadn't had her medicine in weeks.

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Delicate Thorn ch.12

Warnings- adult situations, adult language, mistreatment, betrayal

@drakesfiance @min-bucky

Chapter 12 Control

Loki sat down next to you and slowly became his alabaster self.

"We need to lie." He said with finality and you looked at your feet already knowing.

"Tell him you are already pregnant. Tell him I bed you. Tell him whatever you want... but the salve will help you fool him." He took your hand and you felt your heart leap into your throat.

"Loki...why are you helping me?" You croaked out softly. He sighed and stared down at the dusty floor.

"To say it is for selfish needs wouldnt be far from the truth. I wont lie... I want you for myself and away from that snobby prince. I want to gloat that it is my mouth upon yours and my seed deep in your belly, but more so I wish to possess you entirely..." silence filled the air before he stood and offered you a hand.

"You dont have to say anything. Let's go back." He assured you. Hesitantly you took his hand and your world swirled. As soon as you were back at court you could tell the air had changed. Guards immediately shackled Loki a barbaric looking muzzle shoved in his mouth. Angrily you followed where they drug him. Only to come face to face with Alrindel and Thor.

"What are his charges?!" You spat venomously. Alrindel straightened on the throne and stared darkly at you.

"Conspiracy to treason and kidnapping." He spat right back. You straighten to your full height. Your hands trembling. Loki silently looked down in defiance.

"You are acting like a scorned child! He has done nothing but protect me from your childish greedy behavior." You took a step forward only for a guard to raise a weapon at you.

"I no longer sense your heat. I assume the Jotun has rutted in you and tainted your body. You are now bound to him, but he never loved you." You felt a crack in your facade as your eyes flicked to Loki. Still he looked down.

"Bring her the evidence." Alrindel spoke loudly, his voice having an echo in the silent room.

A guard brought forth a book, written in elegance cursive of all of your powers and the effects they had on you. Along with the observations were plans on how to harness and use the powers for himself. In the back of the book in a neat manner was a list of steps on how to woo you and then claim Idunnas powers entirely.

A tear splattered the page and you realized you were shaking and crying. Your eyes flicked to Loki again only to see his eyes closed.

"Look at me." You said hoarsely. He didnt move.

"LOOK AT ME!" You screamed angrily and charged at him. He opened his eyes and stared into yours, a range of emotions displaying in his own. Betrayal, sadness, pain, anger, love, and guilt all swam in his emerald orbs, but to you all you saw were lies.

"Now, princess, come here and let us dispose of this bastards babe." Alrindel grinned as if he were a cat who had finally caught his prey.

Absolutely disgusted with everyone present you looked to Alrindel with tear stained cheeks and spoke in a tiny quiet voice.

"No." Alrindel stood up and took a step towards you. You stood your ground.

"This isnt up for discussion. I love you and you will love me." He commanded. You sneered at him and took a step away.

"Is that all I am to you both? Powers within a shell? A powerful divine inside a mannequin incapable of feeling and undeserving of love?" Loki winced as if you had cut him. You scoffed and turned away.

"I am no ones Princess or puppet." You began to walk out until hands seized you and jerked you back hard. You fell backwards only to see Alrindel looming over you angrily.

"How dare you speak to me in this manner." He boomed and you felt for the first time true rage consuming you.

"How dare you! How dare you fight over me like greedy pigs! How dare you assume me to swoon for just anyone who dared to lie in my face." You spat the words viciously at him and felt the pain seizing you. Your divine was enraged and soon she would be released.

Alrindel grabbed you by your upper arms and raised you to your feet, shaking you angrily.

"I will destroy you as easily as I can help you." He spoke in an icy hushed tone. From his grip on your pale green flesh black inky lines webbed up. Your eyes became a pale milky color as your whole body became consumed in an ashy black tone. Dead rotting vines grew from your flesh, tearing and biting your skin until you dripped blood.

Idunna had become tainted and consumed in the rage and heartbreak of being betrayed.

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Thank you, Really

I just want to say thank you to everyone. You not only show me kindness and support when I am writing, but when I have hiccups such as the past few days. Nothing that I post is someone else's work (unless it's like a song lyric or poem, but I give credit in those instances). I write every word from my own terrifying brain, but between work and school and everything else, sometimes my brain stops working and I just blank on content for my stories. I apologize profusely for it because I feel like I am letting you all down. I have watched as my followers have dropped a few numbers, and that's okay. After all, you come here for the stories, not for me and I accept that as reasonable.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, and I really mean it. Thank you for understanding I am a human.

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Ripley is adorable, she’s the sweetest

She really is. She is just over a year old and weighs about 100 pounds. She paws at you for attention and enjoys belly scratches. She loves napping, but has to be physically touching one of us in order to sleep well. Thanks for the ask! 💚💚💚💚

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I have writers block so badly. I apologize. I'm trying to push through it. I am not ignoring prompts or main chapters on stories. I will resume shortly. 💚💚💚💚

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They Call Me Medic ch.13

Warnings- TRIGGER WARNINGS- adult situations, graphic situations of a sexual kind. Mentions of rape. Descriptive insinuations.

@drakesfiance @tarithenurse @kimanne723

Chapter 13 History Repeats

Loki PoV

I was off the compound when the call came in. I was busy signing papers and tracking shipments through borders when I felt my phone vibrate. I pulled it out and saw it was my beautiful Dandelion.

"Yes sweetheart h-"

"Daddy they took the angel and hurt ripley!" Her sobs broke through the ringing in my ears and I immediately hung up. As if to read my face Stult jumped up and ushered out all of the diplomats and criminals I was talking to. I immediately began to pace the floor.

"What's happened?" He asked concerned.

"The compound was ambushed. Alice is okay, but it seems they have taken our medic." I didnt want to say her name. As close as I felt we were getting I couldnt bring myself to say her name in the chance I would lose her- or worse make the call of her life for all of ours.

I looked at Stult and nodded.

"We have to go. I need to secure the compound and protect what I have left." I made my way to the door, seething and plotting what I was going to do to anyone responsible for this.

Stult PoV

I have only seen him this angry once before. He is the quiet kind of angry, the disappointed in you, but will make you learn your lesson kind of angry. And right now, his eyes burned with fury. I quickly moved towards the door and called for the SUVs to pick us up.

We sat together as we both checked the ammunition in our supply.

"What if it's a trap? An ambush?" I asked calmly and he nodded.

"Then so be it. I have to secure what is rightfully mine. Alice and the rest of our family." Was his only answer. The rest of the ride was in bitter silence. We pulled up to billows of fire and smoke. Loki quickly got out and ran inside. He began dragging out unconcious and I followed suit. A few guys that had bloody heads, a few maids. Finally we made our way to the lab and that's where we found Alice stitching up Ripley. The fire and smoke hadn't gotten to her yet. She was so small yet held the needle with grace and the stitching was beautiful. Beneath her hands trembled poor whimpering Ripley. I dropped next to them and rubbed her muzzle.

"Aye, sweet lass. You did whatcha had to." I spoke soft sweet phrases to her but could see the terror in her eyes. She had been broken by being attacked.

Alesana PoV

I sat in the darkness groaning out. My head ached terribly and I knew I had been taken. A terror deep in my chest causing me to tremble. Silence filled the air except for an occasional dripping noise of water on stone. I felt like I was in a basement somewhere remote. I could feel rope biting into the skin of my wrists and ankles.

I knew it would only be a matter of time before I met my own demise. After all I was just a Medic.

My breath hitched as I felt a barrel once again held to my head. The hammer cocked on the pistol and I bit my lip. My eyes quickly scanned the darkness trying in ernest to see whom had me. I found myself beginning to speak to the foreboding darkness.

"You know...I was the type of woman who loved my job. I was the type of woman who put my career first. I always had my work and work always had me. I always had a safe routine...my safety net; through death, chaos, and swallowing depression I always turned to my work and buried myself in it....until I met..Him...and now I no longer know where I stand..." My palms were a bit sweaty but I was no longer shaking. I felt some one's breath on the nape of my neck as the pistols barrel dug into my temple. I could tell from his breathing that I was running out of time.

"Where is he Medic? Where is your fucking Boss?! Where is Loki?" I heard the voice shake with anger as goosebumps erupted down my skin at the mention of his name. I knew he wasn't coming to save me. I was just a medic to him. I was Replaceable.

"I don't know...I'm just a Medic. I treat the wounded no questions asked." I could feel a tremble in my hands returning as the barrel began to dig deeper into my temple.

"I'm going to make you talk." He breathed in my ear and I felt a blade to my scrub top slicing through the material. Flashes of Jonathan entered my mind and I bit back the tears. Not now. I needed to be strong. I needed to fight this. I couldnt have a PTSD attack now.

Again tearing sound ripped through the air as he cut my tank top open exposing my breasts and belly. I felt my mind slipping back I to a memory and I closed my eyes tightly whimpering. What I wouldnt give to have Ripley, or even Stult. Someone to help bring me back from the edge.

"I'm going to fuck you until you bleed. Then, I'm going to feed you to my men and let then fuck you until you are begging to squeal.

His hands rubbed my thighs roughly as he cut my scrub pants off of me and I was naked and exposed tied to the chair. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I held back my sobs. I wouldnt let him have the pleasure.