So how about that episode 2 huh?? 👀 when I saw Loki using his shadow magic for the first time in the trailer even before the episode released I knew I had to write a fic about it. So here 'tis!
Pairing: Loki x TVA Hunter Reader
Warnings: eventual smut, shadow magic, use of restraints, slight non-con, slight dark!Loki. **contains slight spoilers for Season 2.**
Rating: M
London, 1977
Night in the city never slept. It wasn't a stressful or rushed state of being awake, but it was rather just alive and existing. The distant sound of sirens from a fire truck nearby, some honking cars here and there, and the distant music and chatter of people on the phone or couples talking to each other walking past you. The ambiance and the world around you seemed distant and unimportant in comparison to your important mission--compromise Variant L1130-- also known as Loki Laufeyson.
You've seen him before, at the TVA and in files that you read. He thought he was the God of Mischief or something. At least thats what Mobius said. You didnt know what he saw in Loki. Mobius has always been interested in such strange things.
Of course, the Variant was mysterious--and not to mention, quite handsome. The mugshot on his file depicted a good-looking man with chiseled cheekbones and raven black hair. Sure, you thought he was good looking, and you wouldnt kick him out of bed if you found him there, but of course you wouldnt go out actively wanting to sleep with a rouge Variant--no matter how hot they were.
You had your assignment. And you had your warnings. Loki's file had mentioned his use of magic and illusions and the image of big, impact text on the file flashed through your head:
"IF CONFRONTED, PROCEED WITH CAUTION."
But you weren't worried. You were in disguise anyway. Your Tempad and pruning stick tucked away cleverly and your determination on display. You've dealt with hundreds of so-called perilous Variants before, how different could this one be?
You got to a shadowed intersection and you looked around. It seemed quieter here. Flickering streetlights lit the slick cobblestone streets as low footsteps and indistinct chatter could be heard. A few people could be seen walking here and there a distance away, but there wasn't much here. All of a sudden, you could have sworn you saw a person appear out pf nowhere out of the corner of your eye. You would have usually just shrugged off as your eyes playing tricks on you in the dimly lit street and kept walking, but something didnt feel right.
The air felt colder and it felt like the sounds of the world were even more further away now as a chill ran up your spine. You felt alone but at the same time, like you were being watched. You looked around frantically, not even knowing what you were looking for. Your hand went quickly to where you hid your pruning stuck, ready to fight or fly.
Suddenly a shadow caught the corner of your eye on the wall. You turned to face it, but it was gone.
What the hell?
Your breathing became faster and you leapt into action, running away. You barely made it a few feet until you felt your arm be tugged backwards, halting you. You shot your head back to see who was holding you back, fully ready to fight back--only to see in surprised confusion that there was no one holding your wrist. It was like a ghost was gripping your arm with invisible fingers but very real strength.
It took you longer than it should have to notice the towering shadow on the wall. It was definitely a human, a male probably, holding your arm. It was like the shadow, somehow, was restraining you.
"What the...." you whispered aloud.
You tried to wriggle free and managed to for a few seconds, until you felt another similar invisible hand grip your other wrist. The next thing you knew you were pinned with your back against the stone wall, looking out at the end of the alleyway where light poured in through a rectangular opening.
Heart thundering and mind racing, you extended your neck a bit in front of you and looked up at the wall you were held against. Two large shadows this time. They looked the same, each holding your arms out to the side like you were shackled to the hard stone wall.
Then, you saw it. First from one shadow, than the other-- a set of sharp, curving horns began to grow out of the black shadows' heads. You watched in surprise as the horns began to bloom and didnt even notice the man striding towards you, eyes glowing an otherworldly green.
"Well, well..." purred the voice, in a velvety English accent. "What have we here?"
Loki.
The infamous Variant stepped out the shadows in a very elegant suit with a white ruff in his chest and a neat bow tie. His hair was slicked black and his hands were clasped behind his back. He sauntered over to you, smirking. Looking like a spider who had just caught a decadent fly in its web.
He waved his hand again, and your clothes changed as your breath hitched. Your disguise melted away to reveal your black TVA hunter armor. You gritted your teeth. This was annoying, but this wouldnt stop you. So what he knew you were from the TVA. He would be incarcerated there soon enough.
You jerked and struggled against the shadow bonds as Loki chuckled.
"Don't bother, darling." He mused. "Shadow magic--quite useful, actually. Very hard to break out of it's grip."
"Loki Laufeyson--" You said, hoping your voice carried more confidence and certainty than you felt. "You are under arrest by the Time Variance Authority for crimes of sabotaging the Sacred Timeline."
He raised an eyebrow. "Am I?" He said in mock surprise. He looked around. "So I've been told before."
He stepped closer to you, his features sharp in the dim light. "Go on then hunter, arrest me." He put out his wrists in an exaggerated act of surrender. He paused a moment then looked back up at you. "Oh dear, but you can't though, can you? You seem to be a little...incapacitated, darling."
"Don't call me that." You spat, blood boiling. Maybe you wouldnt even take him back to the TVA--maybe you would just give yourself the satisfaction of pruning him right here and now.
He looked taken aback.
"Trust me Variant, when I'm free--"
"I'll be sorry?" Loki said, sounding bored. "Yes, yes. Heard it all before. You hunters are so cute when you try to threaten me."
He stepped closer yet again to your restrained body, closing the space between you. You could nearly feel his breath on your face now as he looked down at you with his piercing green gaze.
Your heart hammered in your throat, loud enough that you hoped he couldn't hear.
"Do you know who I am?" He asked, running a finger down your cheek, making you shudder.
Your face flushed, praying he couldnt see it in the darkness.
"Of course I do." You choked out. "You're a villain. A Variant. A threat to Time itself." You stabbed. Loki smirked.
"Am I?" He said, amused. "You seem to have such strong opinions about me. Did they warn you about me, Variant? About how dangerous and horrible I can be?"
"I'm not afraid of you." You said boldly. "I haven't even seen you do anything more than your silly shadow puppets and your outfit-changing trick."
"Oh." Loki growled. He came even closer to you and grabbed your chin, his chest pressing you against the hard brick wall behind you. Your wrists felt cold and ached from the restraining phantom hands.
"Well..." Loki said, lifting your head up forcefully. He lowered his voice to a growl, and locked his gaze with yours. "Perhaps I've just been waiting for a moment like this, so I can do terrible, awful things to you."
“does loki think i’m pretty in this dress? he’s been glaring at me the whole party :((” reader X loki who is not actually glaring but giving bedroom eyes only his jaw is clenched because he is fighting for his life resisting the physical urge to take you to a bathroom and fuck you until you've come undone all over his cock
reader who’s covering herself up in bed thinking she's not sexy x loki who thinks you're a sex goddess and literally will not come all night just to make sure he can fuck all those thoughts out of your pretty head how do you not know all the things he wants to do with you?
reader who whimpers in her sleep and can't sleep without snuggling up to her loving husband x her loving husband loki who used to lie awake at night because of nightmares but now it's because your ass is grinding against his crotch and he's debating whether to wake you up or not because he's getting restless and so is his cock
reader who's on her period and is sniffling and crying because of pain and hormones x loki who asked her to sit in his lap so he could cuddle her but didn't know her intimate areas would be so warm and now he's stuck with a hard-on and an adorably horny wife grinding against him because it "helps the cramps"
Choking ; sir-kink ; unprotected sex ; bondage. Y/n is on the pill.
Enjoy it my horny bitches 😏
Each Avenger returned with the infinity stone. And everyone returned. Nat and Clint found a creature from Thanos' planet and Clint sacrificed it for the stone. You would think it wouldn't work because you needed to sacrifice something you really love. Turns out, Natasha loves squirrels and that thing looked very similar, except it was trying to bite Clint so he threw it down. Natasha is mad at him now, even though she knows that was the most logical option. She was needed and Clint had a family.
We stood in a circle and made sure everyone managed their mission successfully.
"The raccoon lives!" Tony says, sarcastically applauding Rocket.
"I'm not a raccoon." Rocket replies, annoyed.
"Okay, honestly though. What are you then?" Scott asks.
"Rocket." He replies, walking away to get some food.
"Right." Scott replies.
"Whatever, he eats garbage." Nat says and we all make our way off the time machine. Tony builds the gauntlet with Rocket and Bruce, who is in Hulk's body now.
I take the suit off that we all wore. I have shorts and a top underneath so it was fine. I chucked it onto the couch and made my way to the balcony. It looks similar like the one in Stark Tower, here it's just squared. I lean against the railing and let the breeze blow against my face. The sun was setting and I watched it.
I needed peace, quiet, natural light, warmth and fresh air... everything had been so stressful since Thanos won. No one was the same anymore and it hurt seeing others like this but I myself couldn't change my attitude. Pain and grief were what I felt most of the time now. Regret and guilt are up there in the top 5 emotions too. I look around and see an advert. There is a picture of a family on it. The child is being held and hugged by it's parents. It's cute... I wonder what it feels like.. 'love'. Never got to experience it...being a part of a family was something I never knew of. Now I think I found my family, the Avengers, but not all of them were here...
I was interrupted in my thoughts by someone putting their hand on my shoulder. I didn't even bother looking. I stayed still and managed to figure out it was Loki. The way his hand gripped my shoulder, the weight he pushed down on me. It was him. I slowly rotate my head and look at him.
"You were quite deep in thought. I was saying your name multiple times." He says, giving me a soft smile. I return it.
"Yeah..sorry."
"Don't apologize. What were you thinking about..?" He asks, looking away and gazing out into the open as well.
"Just, stuff I guess..nothing important." I reply, looking back out at the sunset.
"Please stop blaming yourself-" Loki was cut off.
"I just feel like I could have done more...and if I would have done more maybe they would still be here right now.." I say, letting out a deep sigh. My eyelids drift together slowly and I lower my head.
"What you did was enough, you did good. Not everyone could have fought how hard you did.." he says, with a pause. "Don't worry, this is why we are doing all of this. We are getting them back.."
"But what if it doesn't work, what if they are really..gone forever.."
Loki doesn't reply. He knows he can't see what will happen. None of us can, we just hope for the best. Loki puts his arm around me and pulls me into his chest, his arms tightly wrapped around my back. I bury my face in his chest and let a few tears escape my eyes. We just stand there, the wind blowing into my hair making it look as if it were alive. I sniffle and he looks down at me surprised.
"You're so emotional.." Loki says softly, petting my head.
"Stop embarrassing me.. I'm not at the best point in my life right now. " I mutter. Never have I ever cried in front of anyone before. No wonder Loki was surprised, I always suppressed all my feelings and bottled them up. It all backfires eventually and you let it out in bad times.
"I'm sorry dear, it wasn't meant in a bad way. It's quite sweet actually." He says. I know he is smiling and I gently punch his shoulder. After a long hug, we let go of each other.
"Thank you.." I say, wiping my tears into my sleeve.
"No problem, my pleasure. I enjoy spending time with you and that sunset was beautiful." Loki says, looking at the sky again and then back at me.
I look down and blush a little.
"It doesn't beat you though." He says, chuckling.
"Oh stop it." I say, smiling and looking away.
"Why?"
"Because you don't mean it." I say, not looking at him. Of course, he doesn't mean it, he was just making fun of me again. Why would he mean it? I don't look beautiful, especially not since what happened. I haven't cared for myself in ages.
"What would make you think I don't mean it?" Loki says, his expression softening.
"Why would you mean it? It's not even tr-"
"Let's see, maybe because I'm not blind and I can see how beautiful you are. You have soft skin, glowing in the sunlight right now just like your hair. " Loki stops talking after interrupting me. I look at him confused, but his words warm my heart and make me blush. We just stare into each other for a while. I admire his eyes and I love watching them flicker from one of my eyes to the other.
I look down, feeling awkward because I don't know how to cope with compliments. They don't come often. I want to give him a hug but I think that would be too far, maybe? Maybe not. I don't know, we never got touchy like that. I take my hands and start fiddling with my fingers, not knowing what to do. I hear Loki chuckle slightly. Then suddenly something unexpected happens.
He takes his hand and softly places two fingers under my chin. I let him guide my eyes back to his.
"I think you are truly very beautiful.." he says, smiling softly at me.
I blush again.
"Thank you.." I reply, almost whispering. His hand moves up to my cheek and he cups it, rubbing his thumb up and down slowly. I smile and put my hand on top of his, holding it to my face. I close my eyes and lean into it, releasing all my negative thoughts and stress. I loved being around him. Probably not just that, I'm pretty sure that I loved him. I loved Loki. He was very kind, gentle and polite under the hard shell of coldness and mischief.
Loki takes a step closer, and my head is on the same level as his chest, he is very tall. I look up at him and without hesitation, I lean against his chest and give him a warm hug. He tenses up at first, but eventually relaxes into it and wraps his arms around me, rubbing my back. I press harder, not wanting this moment to end.
Loki holds my head against his chest and kisses the top while I listen to his heartbeat.
I was surprised when he did that, it made me look up.
"Loki?"
"Sorry I just couldn't resist, you were being so cute." He smiles, hoping I was okay with it.
"I like you.." I say, slowly looking straight into his eyes. "A lot. I like you a lot."
He stops smiling and just stares into my eyes. I see there are so many emotions within him but I can't figure out what they are or how he is feeling.
Loki doesn't say anything for a while which makes me regret saying what I just did.
"Sorry.. I uhm..I didn't want to ruin the friendship we have..I'm sorry, just forget it..." I say, letting go of the hug and backing up a little. Loki let his hands fall from around me to his sides while I awkwardly played with my fingers, avoiding eye contact at all costs. The silence continued.
"Loki, please say something.." I tell him, not being able to stand in silence.
He looks away in disbelief but then his eyes fix on mine. I give him a soft unsure look and I see his eyes got a little watery.
"Loki..?" I ask again.
"You're joking right..?" he finally replies after my many failed desperate attempts. I look up at him, confused.
"No..why would I be joking.?" I ask, just wanting this awkward never ending moment to end. I just wish I never mentioned this, I'v never been this embarrassed.
"Okay well then you're lying." he continues on, not looking at me. "Are you making fun of me?"
"What? No! Why do you think that? You're confusing me...Loki" I say, wanting to cry for some reason. Probably of all the mixed emotions I'm feeling right now.
"You like me..?" he asks, in disbelief.
I sigh and nod, looking down again. Loki looks like he is processing big news. I look at him and his face is loading.
"Why?" he then says.
"What do you mean why? I don't know I can't control it, I just do.." I reply again, feeling extremely uncomfortable in this situation, wrapping my arms around me as if I could hide in them.
"How?" he asks again. I look up, still confused. "How can you like me..?"
"Because... I don't know... you're likeable. I don't have the social skills to tell you.." I say, returning my gaze to him.
Loki's eyes are watery. "Please try and tell me why..I really want to know.." he says, basically pleading. I feel sorry for him. His expression is making me tear up but the confusion stays in my brain.
"You have a nice character. Not everyone sees it, but under your fake coldness you are sensitive and just want to make the people you care about proud and happy...I really like that about you. I don't think I can name anything I would change about you." I say, with a pause. "Okay maybe when you get angry you ignore me and everyone else so I wish you obviously wouldn't do that but I do that too so I can't say anything against that." I finish my sentence and hold my hands against my face trying to overcome the embarrassment and stress this moment is giving me. He lets out the faintest chuckle at that.
I look back at him and I see tears running down his face. He is looking at me but I still can't tell what emotion lies within his soul.
"Oh my gosh..Loki what's wrong..?" I ask worriedly. I feel my eyes tear up even more. I've never seen him like this. He presses his lips together, I can see them turning white while he is trying to suppress his emotions.
"How could you ever like something like me..? I'm not even up on any of your levels..you can do so much better than this.." he says looking down, his hands gesturing to him.
"What do you mean? You are on the same level. Are you kidding? You're not a bad person. If you were, you wouldn't have been accepted by the team. They know you are not who you used to be. I've talked to them, they are glad Thor brought you along. I look up to you! Peter admires you as well! He thinks you're great. You've inspired Bruce and Tony to forgive people. Steve says he is a fan of your powers. Nobody here doesn't like you. We are happy you are here..please just understand that. " I say, out of breath. I see how more and more tears run down his face, which makes me unable to hold mine back. I burst into a cry.
"Are you seriously crying because I am?" he says, beneath sniffles. I smile and cry at the same time. "After my speech, that's all you say..?" I ask him, wanting to know how he feels.
"Y/n I fucking love you. I've never felt anything like this. When Thor met Jane I just made fun of him for being weak and letting emotions get to him, but only now do I understand what it is. I don't know much here, but what I do know is that I love you, a lot. When you said that, earlier I couldn't believe it...I just don't think I am good enough for you.." Loki says, wiping his face.
"But I don't want anyone else..I want you. I love you..you are all I will ever want and need. " I say, my voice cracking and squeaky because of my crying.
I gasp for air and Loki just stands there. I look at him, and for the first time, I can see his emotions. It's admiration. He stares at me in awe. I smile but before I can say anything else Loki takes a step closer to me and puts his hand under my chin. I look up at him, seeing him smile. His smile made me so happy. It sparked so many emotions in my stomach.
Loki then cupped my face and leaned down. I closed my eyes and we stopped getting closer. Our lips were brushing against each other and I could feel his hot breath against mine. He wasn't sure whether I really wanted to do this and he definitely didn't want to do anything that would make me feel uncomfortable.
I leaned in and connected my lips to his. We closed our eyes and kissed. Loki pulled my body into him while keeping my face as close to his as possible. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him deeper. He bit my lower lip, causing a small heated moan to escape my lips. I felt him grin against my lips and then he filled my mouth with his tongue. I let him in and we made out heavily.
After a while, I had to break the kiss for air. We grinned at each other and I blushed.
"I've been wanting to kiss you for so long." he says, gathering his breath.
"I've wanted to do it for longer.." I say, unknowingly. I inhale deeply, trying to get my breathing straight.
"Are you challenging me?" he asks, raising his eyebrows and smirking dangerously.
"Maybe.." I reply, crossing my arms over my chest liking where this is going.
"Big mistake." he says chuckling. I was about to protest and come back at him with something smart, but he walked close to me and bent down. His hands laced around my legs and he stood up. I was hanging down his shoulder, trying to keep myself upright while he held onto my legs.
"You will regret doing that." Loki says, shaking his head while walking back inside. I start to kick my legs and squeal. Loki just spanks my ass hard and bites into my thigh making me squeak out and shut up. He walks the stairs and heads to his room. I grip his shoulders, not wanting to fall and he just throws me up, readjusting me on his shoulder.
"Loki what are you-"
"Shush." he says, interrupting me again. I sway side to side while Loki makes his way to his room.
He bursts the door open and enters. Loki slams the door shut and then grabs me and throws me onto his soft bed. He then walks over to his curtains and pulls them closed. The sun already set by now and the room was completely dark. I sat up on the bed and waited to see if I could hear anything but the whole room was silent. I knew Loki had everything planned out so I decided to get up. I walked a few steps away from the bed, trying my best to see in the pitch-black dark but it was useless. I turned around but I felt hopeless.
"Loki..?" I said softly, hoping he would respond. He didn't. I asked again. "Loki, what are you doing..?".
A few moments passed and I suddenly felt hot breath next to my ear. I wanted to turn around to see if it was him, but the second I moved I felt his strong big hand wrap itself around my throat. I stayed in place and inhaled sharply when he pressed harder. I touched the hand with mine, trying to loosen his grip but he didn't. I just held onto his arm.
Suddenly I felt Loki press his body against mine from behind, keeping his hand tightly wrapped around my neck. I jumped in surprise.
"Loki, is that y-"
"Shhh..." he shushes me again. This time his voice is very low and husky like, I can tell even from the whisper.
He moves my hair to the side, giving him access to my neck. I feel his lips attach to it and he starts to bite down and harshly suck on the skin. My breathing becomes uneven and I let my eyes drop shut in pleasure.
With Loki's hand around my throat, he pushes me towards the bed. I drop down on it and he then leaves. Quickly, Loki returns and I feel how he takes my wrist and puts something metal around it. I try and get out but can't. He handcuffed me to his bed.
I felt him trace his fingers from my neck down my chest, between my boobs and he stopped when he reached my abdomen. Loki leaned down and kissed me deeply. Once again he pushes his tongue into my mouth and roughly kissed me, bruising my lips. He rubbed up and down my thigh, holding it up. After a while, he pulled away and walked to the light switch. He pressed it and I saw him, standing there, a huge smirk on his face. I look at myself and see he really did cuff me down.
Loki walks over to me and starts to pull up my shirt, revealing my bra. He groans when he sees it and literally tears the fabric off my chest.
"I liked that top.." I mutter.
"Not nearly as much as what I'm about to do to you.." he said. His voice was really deep now. I could see a small bulge in his pants and it made me bite my lip. Loki then moved onto my pants and pulled them down my legs. He traced a line with his tongue from my belly to my chest. I whimpered at the feeling, knowing I was starting to get really wet. I lay, vulnerable, in just my underwear under Loki, who was still fully dressed.
He tucked at my panties and soon enough slipped them down my legs. I felt exposed and tried covering myself up but he quickly stopped me. I clenched my legs together, trying to at least cover that but he saw. Loki knelt at the end of the bed and put his hands under my hips. The next thing I knew, he pulled my body towards him and pushed open my legs. I whimpered, feeling self-conscious but he didn't care. He knew what he was doing and what he wanted. And Loki wouldn't stop until he gets what he wants. I wrapped his arms around my legs and pulled me an inch closer. I looked down at him, my pussy throbbing. He smirked and I bit my lip, excited about what he was going to do.
"Do as I say, or else you will be punished." He whispers. I nod, eagerly and he looks down, grinning.
"Use your words pet." He says.
"Yes" I reply to his demand.
"Yes, what?" He asks, clearly indicating something was missing.
"Yes, sir.." I whisper and he grins again.
"Good girl." Loki replies.
I feel his hot breath on my heat and let out a sigh. He then licks a stripe from my entrance up to my clit. I whimper in pleasure, wanting more. My legs tremble from his touch and Loki then buries his face into me. I let out a loud moan and my head falls back. He eats me out, not missing any part of me. His tongue is working on my entrance while his nose rubs on my clit, through his movement. Loki takes a finger and softly pushes it inside me. I clench my eyes shut, moaning when he starts pumling it in and out. Soon, he adds another finger and his mouth sucks on my clit. I turn into a moaning hot mess and arch my back, loving how he is making me feel.
"Loki, I'm gonna- I'm gonna cum.." I whine, not wanting him to stop.
"Not yet pet, you cum when I say so." he says, possessively.
I nod and he speeds his thrusts up. My mouth is gaping open at this point and I try my best not to release.
"Loki, please- " I whine.
"Not yet." he answers. Loki is very possessive and dominant. He loves being in control of everything. Every touch I receive, every feeling I feel and every action I take. But what he was doing to me felt so good, my body couldn't control itself any longer. I came all over his fingers, moaning, trying to cover my mouth. Of course, Loki noticed. My walls clenched around his fingers and my body trembled beneath him. He immediately stopped his actions and got up. I came down from my high and gathered my breath.
Loki stood in front of me, his arms crossed.
"I didn't say you could cum yet." He said, slightly annoyed.
"Sorry daddy, I couldn't hold it any longer.." I replied in my defence.
"You didn't listen, now you will have to be punished. " he said. His frown turned into a grin as he started to unbuckle his belt. He undid it and pulled it from his pants, as I watched with wide eyes. He then came down to me and roughly turned me on my stomach. A hand slipped under my belly and he pulled my hips up so I was laying down with my ass in the air.
"Codeword is 'trouble', dear." Loki said.
Once he said the codeword, I knew I was in for it. My body tensed, awaiting what he will do. I heard some fumbling and then suddenly, a hard strike hit my ass. The sound of the hit filled the room and I yelped in pain. I buried my head into the sheets and Loki said. "One"
I opened my eyes and right after that, he struck me with the leather belt again. I clenched my fists, yelping out again.
"Two." He continued counting. It hurt like hell, my ass was burning but this was part of it. Then Loki struck me again, making me cry out in pain. They were getting harder and I felt my eyes start to water up.
"Three."
I felt the wind move of how Loki rose his arm up and then crashed it down onto my bare skin. I cried, tears running down my eyes. Loki rubbed the area he hit.
"Four."
I inhaled sharply, awaiting the next strike and it came. The slap hit me again. I was biting my fist and clenching my handcuff.
"Five." he said. I could hear he was smiling, through how he said the word. I loved the feeling, of knowing he was in charge. Even if it physically hurt, it excited me and made my stomach twist. I wanted him to use me however he likes.
I saw how Loki raised his hand, the belt in it, bent in half. When he slammed it back down on me I almost screamed. I couldn't take much more.
"Six." he says. Again I was able to notice his grin. I inhaled deeply, preparing for the next one. Once again, Loki's hand rose and he struck me for the seventh time. This time, it was the hardest hit of them all. I cried out in pain.
"Seven." He says.
"T- trouble.." I say, my voice shaky.
Loki drops the belt and rubs the area he just roughly attacked. Tears were still streaming down my face and I had to sniffle a few times. Loki turned me around again and saw my face. He then undid my handcuff and dropped it to the ground as well. He pulled my face up to his.
"You did so well, pet." He says smiling, wiping the tears off my face. I smile back, happy I pleased him.
He pulls me to him and I put my hand on his cheek. Once again, Loki slips his tongue into my mouth, showing his dominance. I trace my fingers down him and tug at the hem of his shirt.
"Go on." he whispers. With his permission granted, I start to unbutton his shirt, meanwhile, Loki bites my neck, definitely leaving heavy bruises and marking his territory.
I reach for the last button and gently pull it off his shoulders. He unwraps his arms from me and lets me slide it down his hands. I drop it to the ground and Loki throws his hands, back around my waist. He pushed my hips onto him and then lowered me back down on the bed. I lay beneath Loki, as he left open-mouthed sloppy kisses down my body. He reached behind my back and unhooked my bra easily. That too was thrown to the other side of the room. Loki looked down at my naked body.
"You're beautiful darling." he said, smiling in admiration. I blushed, not being able to hold back a smile.
"Thank you.." I whisper. He leans down and kisses me again, before unbuttoning his trousers. He slips them right off, along with his boxers. I look at him and gasp, biting my lip. He smirks at my reaction and looks into my eyes. I carefully lift my hand and wrap it around the bottom of his shaft. He exhales deeply. I slowly rub him from bottom to top and then down again. Loki groans as I tighten my grip around him and start to pump his long and thick dick. He then grasps my wrist and I let go of him. He climbs onto me, hovering above my body. I open my legs for him and he strokes my thigh again. Loki puts one hand on his member, the other one holding him up above me. He rubs it between my lips and then inserts the tip. I let out a soft moan and he kisses me deeply. Then suddenly, Loki thrusts himself deep inside me. I scream in pleasure and hold on to him. He pulls all the way out and slams himself back inside me, groaning. I dig my nails into his back and Loki continues his actions a few more times before he just pounds into me mercilessly. We press our foreheads against each other. Sweat drips down my face and I can't hold back my moans. Loki is breathing heavily. His eyes are closed as he is concentrated on his thrusts. I feel a knot start to build up inside my stomach again. Loki's thrusts become slightly sloppier now, I can tell he is close too.
"Loki, I'm going to cum.." I moan under him.
"Me too pet, just wait for me." He says and I nod. He continues thrusting a few more times before I feel him twitch inside me.
"Okay dear, cum for me." He says, between breaths and groans. He speeds up to his maximum and I release onto him. Loki moans as I clench my walls around his dick and I feel his hot seed flood my insides. He rode out both our orgasms, continuing his sloppy thrusts until we came down from our highs. Loki collapses onto me and we both breath heavily.
"Holy shit.." I whisper. He grins against my skin.
"I love you y/n" he says and we kiss again.
"I love you too.." I reply whispering. Loki stays inside me for a while and we just lay there. I wrap my arms around him and embrace him into me. His body is warm. After we have our air back in our lungs, Loki slides out of me. His semen is drilling out of my pussy but we both couldn't care less about the mess we made. He dropped down next to me and I pushed my upper body up and reached for the blanket to cover us. He smiled at me as I covered the both of us. Loki reached out to me and pulled my body into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and I listened to his heartbeat slow down. Loki kissed my head and I snuggled closer to him. Soon enough, we both fell asleep.
I woke up this morning thinking about our last time together. I am rolling around in my bed and i can't make myself neither fall back asleep or get up and start my day. All i can think of is how you called me beautiful as i was enjoying your body exploring mine. I can feel my naked skin under warm soft blankets, i can feel myself thirsting for your touch and words again. Getting aroused by your memory.
I am slowly using my hand to feel my wet core, surprised at how needing of you it is.
At that moment you are entering the apartment. Staring at my naked body, half way covered by blankets. You are approaching and gently petting my skin. From my cheek, down my neck, touches soft and light like petals, almost tickling. While you look deep into my eyes, you are playing with my nipples softly moving them up and down, then in circles. From pleasure i cant bare to keep my eyes open. I am starting to moan in a shy manner,wishing that i could do it louder. But i am afraid that my neighbors might hear me. But honestly, fuck them, once they woke me up by fucking loudly at 3 am.So what if they her me this time in 7 am...
Your hand is so gracefully gliding down my waist, down my stomach, teasing my core just a little. Just a little but more then enough to make me wanting you more. You are grabbing my soft thighs. I am curving my back at the pleasure of your touch. I know that i can't take it much more, but i want this to last. You are giving full attention to my clitoris now, and in a wave of pleasure i can hear you say :"say my name'.
I am feeling ashamed yet turned on and curious. I am looking at your eyes seductively yet innocent. Are you sure? You want that? I am smirking. Knowing very well that I want that too, i am just pretending. Another strong wave of pleasure overwhelms my body and i cant help but to close my eyes again and moan.
I can feel your masculine hand moving inbetween my boobs and grabbing my neck firm but gentle, while my head is falling backwards with a louder moan. I thought that i would reach my peak that very moment , but i managed not to.
-Say my name.
Another pleasure wave washes over me and this time,that is it and i know it, i couldn't contain it anymore.
As strong orgasm is shaking my body and my ears are ringing, your hand on my small neck holding me in my ecstacy... I gather courage to say out loud :... Loki!!!.. Loki!!!
After that great orgasm, in shame how much i enjoyed it i turn on my stomach and giggle. While waving my legs in the air playfully. Now this is the memory of you that i keep thinking of while i roll in my bed in early mornings.
author's note: this is gonna be rough, brace yourselves ♡
summary: you discovered that Loki cheated on you, and you're heartbroken. Loki begs for your forgiveness, but you just can't bring yourself to forgive him.
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"She meant nothing to me!" Loki exclaimed. "I love you!"
"Don't you get it, Loki?" You asked, the tears you refused to shed in front of him burning behind your eyes. "The very thing that distinguishes us is that I would not hesitate to choose you in every lifetime, yet you would not choose me even in this one. I gave you my heart and my soul, though I know I cannot love you into loving me.
"So there you are," You said, gesturing to him. "Spilling over with my love, and here I am, begging for even just a droplet of yours." Sighing, a feeling of defeat washed over you as your shoulders slumped.
Loki looked at you, regret in his eyes. He never intended to make you feel this way, and it broke him to see what he'd done. "Y/N, please, I-"
"But there must come a time," You interrupted, unable to meet his eyes, "When you realise that grieving someone is a lot less painful than pouring all of your love and soul into them, hoping for the day when they love you back, when you know it will never come."
You could hold back the tears no longer, and felt them spill over onto your cheeks. "And I know that I should not beg for love, but.. Just once, I wished for someone to be afraid of losing me as much as I feared losing them."
"I do fear losing you, Y/N. More than I have feared losing any other," Loki begged. "Please, it was a stupid mistake-"
"All I can think of," You said, cutting him off, "Is all of the promises you made to me. How you would always love me, how you would never leave me, or hurt me.. I wonder now why I ever believed you. After all, you are the God of Lies, are you not? The Trickster God."
Loki stumbled back a step, as if the words you spoke had physically assaulted him. He wanted to argue, to beg, but he was stunned into silence.
"I am at fault as well, though," You continued. "I gave too much of myself to you. I feel everything much too deeply and intensely for me to understand, let alone you. I didn't guard myself at all against you, and too easily I gave my heart away to you, believing you'd treasure it, treasure me."
"You are my world, Y/N," Loki replied, finally finding his words. "Nothing in the Nine Realms and beyond will ever mean as much to me as you do. Please, I will do anything to earn your forgiveness and regain your trust, anything!"
"I've not trusted anyone the way I trusted you, Loki!" You argued. "Yet somehow, you made it easy for me to let you in, as if it was effortless for you. You crashed into my life, and became my knight in shining armour."
His eyes were glassy as he spoke. "I know what I did has hurt you deeply, and I know that things won't be the same as they were before. But please, that... That wench, she was nothing to me! Nothing more than a mistake I swear upon the Allfather I will never make again."
"Every promise you have ever made was a lie." You said flatly. "You weren't a knight in shining armour, you were a counterfeit. You never meant to stay, and you never meant it the countless times you said you loved me."
"I did mean it!" He shouted desperately. "Every word!"
You met his eyes, feeling white-hot anger seep through the waves of hurt. "You took my heart and you shattered it into millions of pieces, not caring if I'd ever be able to put it back together again! What's worse, is I can't comprehend why? What could I have done to make you abandon me so ruthlessly? All I ever wanted was to love you, and I did, with an intensity that I was terrified would tear me apart. And now, it finally has."
"Don't do this," Loki pleaded, dropping to his knees. "I beg of you, please, don't do this."
Turning away, you balled your fists, unable to look at him any longer. "I've never felt so utterly betrayed and used. You selfishly took all of the good parts of me, so that you could be happy, and left me with a mess you had no intention of helping me clean up. I just.. I don't understand why I wasn't enough. I took a chance on you, and you destroyed me."
"Anything you want me to say, I will say. Anything you want me to do, I will do. Please, I cannot bear to going back to an existence you are not a part of," Loki said, his heart breaking. "I'm truly sorry, please believe how sorry I am."
"I want to forgive you," You said softly, resignation taking over the anger. You felt numb. "I want to hold on to this idea of us, foolish as it is. I want to believe that you realise what it is you've done and are truly sorry."
"Then do it," He pleaded, desperation filling his chest and making it uncomfortably tight. As he spoke, he couldn't stop his voice from cracking. "Please, don't leave me."
You shook your head. "I can't, Loki, can you not see that I can't? I look at you now, and where I once felt love, all I can feel now is this stabbing hurt in my heart and this deeply overwhelming sense of loss in my soul. I don't see how it's possible for me to ever open myself to you again.
"But maybe this is how it was meant to be. Maybe I was never meant to give myself to you the way I did, maybe my heart never belonged to you and our lives weren't meant to intertwine forever. We were but one small moment in a life filled with billions of moments, and while the time I had with you pierced me more deeply than anything I've ever experienced, it wasn't meant to last."
If his heart wasn't shattered before, upon hearing these words and knowing that there was no way for him to make amends, Loki felt irreparably broken. He had nothing left to say, no arguments left to make, no final pleas. Hanging his head in resignation, he sobbed.
Summary: Aww you love him blah blah Tony is an ass blah blah big secret (wow what) blah blah Loki to the rescue blah blah aww you love him blah blah oh… okay yeah you love him we know dang
a/n: Please tell me your thoughts and if I made any mistakes! Happy reading! - Astro
Loki and you both live in an apartment together and have grown to know each other very well over the many months and hours spent together. Most of that time was forced as you were his babysitter while the Avengers all gained his trust and felt he was worthy enough to be left alone or out of the apartment that Tony monitored. The time was well spent though as you found yourself falling for the mischievous God. You would be lying to yourself if you didn't think the devilish God was handsome because... well, have you seen him? He was chiseled BY the Gods themselves. AND THOSE HANDS mmm you would not mind those hands wrapped around.
"y/n, hellooooo y/n."
Your eyes jolted open at the God himself looking above you, his hand waving in front of your face. " Sorry, I was deep in thought, was there something you needed?" You apparently lost yourself in thought while looking at him reading across from you. It has now been more than a year you have both known each other and you are now officially a couple. "I think the better question here love is what do you need? You have been starring at me for ten minutes and it took another just to get your attention and stop staring." he was smirking with that devilish grin of his as he put his hand on your cheek, his thumb gently rubbing on your skin. He knows you would be lying if you said you did not absolutely melt in his touch. “Sorry, I was thinking about how we first met, about how I was absolutely infatuated with you very quickly.” You admired him, he was more perfect than you may have first thought. “Ahh yes, I did not care for you at first.” He admitted to you while sitting down next to you. You only chuckled at his bluntness “That was until I learned more about you. You were interesting and better than any Midgardian I’ve ever met.” You couldn’t help but smile at him while you rest your head on his shoulder. “Well thank you, my love, now as much as I would love to cuddle with you on the couch, we need to get ready for the dinner party.” You smiled at him and breathed in his cologne. He hummed at you while he grabbed you in his arms and pulled you down. You laughed while he held you tight in his arms laying down on top of him. You could spend forever like this BUT you know Tony would not live it down if you missed the fancy dinner,r party he reserved. “Lookiiiii come on we need to get dressed.” You pleaded but with no actual efforts to get up. “Hmm fine if you say so my dear.” He kissed your forehead and slowly got up with you.
You both finally got dressed and ready wearing your best attire for the fancy dinner Tony arranged for everyone. Since you did not feel like driving in heels and you did not trust Loki to drive a vehicle he is very much not accustomed to, a cab was called instead. As you both sat in the backseat while driving to the restaurant he laid his hand on your thigh, never moving it until you had to step out of the car. The car ride was quiet. You enjoyed the silence while staring out the window, on the other side of you, Loki tried to look brooding while staring at the driver through the small mirror. Which definitely scared the driver and made him drive a little faster than needed. Either way, you both were now at the restaurant with the rest of your chosen family.
The restaurant prepared a special room for you and the rest of the Avengers as per Tony’s request. It was nice and perfect for everyone to be comfortably sat together. Less chance of random civilians appearing asking to take a photo, or asking questions, and even fewer civilians yelling at Loki. Natasha and Wanda were very excited to see you. Hugs were given as the three of you took a minute to compliment each other and tease each other as you always did. You sat next to Nat at the table Wanda next to her then Vision. You sat between Loki and Nat. As dinner was served all was going well until Tony decided to ask about your past. “So, y/n what is up with your history and your parents? It seems difficult to find answers to either.” Your leg starts to bounce as you hated the situation you were now in. Natasha knows you don’t like to talk about your past so she tries to interfere, “Tony, stop. This is not the place.” He was frustrated that Natasha was not on his side and put the pieces together that you told her but no him. “Oh come on, it’s just a question.” Tony takes a sip of his drink before continuing, “How old are you, really?” Your heartbeat was quickening and you stuttered a response while looking at your hands, “I told you I’m 30, it’s true.” You could only look at him for a few seconds before you felt a hand on your though. Almost immediately your leg stopped bouncing. You started to focus more on his touch than the words coming out of Tony’s mouth. “What are you going on about Tony? Leave the poor girl alone.” Clint tried to interrupt, noticing the tension that was building in the room. “She is lying, look at her and tell me she isn’t lying.” Tony only got more aggravated at you as your eyes darted across the room from person to person. Everyone was looking at the both of you. Your eyes ultimately go back down to your hands. Wanda becomes more concerned as you can’t seem to keep eye contact with anyone and Loki moves his hand to go around your waist grabbing your hand with his other trying to get closer to you. “Is this what you made us come here for? Just so you can pester y/n?” Wanda had concern in her voice but as you felt your heartbeat race and your breath quicken you couldn’t look up at her to give her any thanks. “Actually, yes indeed because there is something that she is hiding, that y/n is hiding and is refusing to tell us all.” He gets up dramatically before spreading the papers on the table. Loki only looks at you never moving his eyes as he rubs small circles on your hand. The only people who knew you worked for Hydra were Loki, Nat, and Wanda. The only people you truly trusted. You thought you cleared your name, that you started fresh, that you buried it all. Your breath only quickened and your heart felt like it was going to jump out of your chest as flashbacks of beatings came rushing to your mind. Tony slammed on the table making you jump, forcing your head into Loki’s shoulder. “LOOK AT THIS! And you dare call me a liar?!” You were shaking in Loki’s arms as everyone’s voices started to collide together reading information and asking questions the noise was all too much. It all started to sound like the many men and women in the hydra facilities yelling at you.
Nat said something to Loki but you couldn’t hear it very well with everything that was going on. Next thing you know you were picked up bridal style by Loki who was walking very fast to a car waiting outside. You weren’t sure if you or Loki or someone else called for a lift but you were thankful nonetheless. Loki gently sat you down in the car and you tried to calm yourself but it felt almost impossible. Once Loki got in the car he pulled you closer to him and gave the driver the address to your shared apartment. He held you tight “Breathe my love, try and take deep breaths, follow me.” he whispered lightly and took a deep breath. You tried following as best you could. “It is okay my beloved, what he did was wrong and should have talked to you better. I am sorry this dinner did not turn out well.” He had one arm around your shoulders and the other was holding your hand. “Thank you, Loki” was all you could whisper out now that you caught your breath. You stayed quiet as Loki continued to whisper sweet things along with angry comments during the ride. You played with his hand in your lap the entire time unable to express emotions and words at the moment.
Once you arrived at the apartment he got out first and insisted on opening your door and holding a hand out for you. You let your face drop to a soft smile as he showed in every way how much he cares about you. Once you were out and the car drove away he picked you up bridal style once more. You couldn’t help but gasp as almost instinctively your hands wrapped around his neck. “My beloved princess deserves to be treated like royalty, and nothing less of it.” He smiled at you sweetly. You couldn’t help but feel more relaxed around him and you giggled at his action and words. He walked to the door of your apartment with you still in his arms, it made you feel like you were weightless to him. Somehow still carrying you he opened the door and sat you down on the bench that was placed by the door. You started to take off your shoes but his hand stopped you instantly. “Nope, you are royalty, please let me.” You smiled at him “If you insist then.” You giggled as he bent down on one knee so you could rest your foot on the leg that was down. Starting with your left leg he ran his hands down from your knee to your foot and kissed down your leg as he unbuckled your shoe and did the same with the other. You giggled as he picked you up again and sat you down on the couch putting a blanket on top of you. “Stay here while I make some tea for us to enjoy. I want you to relax now that we are home. And my love,” he grabbed your hand placing a delicate kiss, “never forget how much I adore you.” He kissed up your arm and then kissed you. No one has ever offered to treat you this way and you have never felt more loved and taken care of. You felt safe with him and adored him dearly. He placed the tv remote and your phone next to you, knowing it would take about five minutes to make tea for the both of you. You didn’t want to hassle with the tv as you know you wouldn’t find anything enjoyable to watch and you would prefer to get off the couch as soon as possible. Once Loki was finished making both drinks he scurried past you and to the bedroom to place the drinks. Once he came back you gave him a suspicious look, “Don’t worry darling I did not forget about you.” You chuckled as he picked you up and gently put you down on your feet in the bedroom. “Now, here we are.” He smiled gently and kissed your forehead and then your lips. “You are absolutely stunning.” He whispered to you and turned you around to face the full-length mirror. You watched him as he kissed down from your temple to your shoulder and his hands slid up and down your sides. “Let’s get you into something more comfortable now, shall we?”
LEMONAID AHEAD
He gently bit down on the soft spot of your neck, sucking just hard enough to know it will leave a mark. “Is this all okay? What is our safe word?” He looked at you through the mirror as you breathily replied back, “Yes it is Loki, our safe word is ice.” You made eye contact with him through the mirror for a few seconds before he went back to attacking your neck. You tilted your head to the side to give him more room. His hands were occupied with the top button of your dress. Once he was done with marking what was his he kissed the back of your neck and slowly kissed lower and lower as he undid the zipper. He slowly picked the dress up from the bottom and pulled it over your head with one swift motion. You gasped as the cold air hit your bare nipples, causing them to rise. You know he could have used his magic to take it off but it means so much more when he takes his time. He hums into your ear as he pulls you closer to him, you can feel him starting to get a boner. He watches you in the mirror as his hands start to play with your breasts. He loved nothing more than teasing you and touching you for hours. He whispered into your ear “Look at me darling, I want to see your face when you make those beautiful noises.” He nibbled on your ear before looking back into the mirror forcing you to make eye contact with him as he massaged your boobs in his hands and played with the sensitive nipples. You couldn’t help but whimper with the sensation going straight to your core. He had his way with your body and you both knew that once that switch was flipped you were his property. “Good girl, you’re doing so well.” Your knees buckled at the words alone as he continued to overstimulate your nipples. You could do nothing but watch him. “Pl-please this isn’t fair, why don’t you lose the shirt.” He smiled and chuckled at you and took a small step back, though you could still see him in the mirror. “Whatever my queen desires she shall have.” That was all he said as he loosened his tie and unbuttoned his shirt. You watched him as he elegantly discarded the tie and shirt and went back to feasting on your neck. He grabbed your waist and slowly walked you back to the bed and sat you down on his lap. You could feel just how hard he was already and you moaned quietly at the feeling. “Look at how stunning you are my love. I just adore how your body craves my touch and how you melt right through my fingers. And I hope you enjoy the view while it lasts.” He moved one hand to your breast gently playing with your overstimulated nipple while the other hand slid down grazing over the front of your panties. Without him telling you too you opened your legs so he could have better access. “Good job my pet.” You whimpered at the sudden loss of hands on your body as he conjured a long silk ribbon in his hand and placed it over your eyes. “I want you to feel me more than you ever have before my love. I want you to only listen to me and think of me. I want you to feel like you never have before.” He whispered into your ear as moved you from on his lap to the middle of the bed. He kissed you sweetly as he took your hands and held them above your head. Your legs were tangled with each other and you couldn’t help but jerk your hips up to get some sort of friction to ease the knot in your core. He held your hip down with one arm, “tsk tsk naughty girl, you know better than that. Sluts like you should know that being patient gets what you want.” You moaned at his filthy words and you could feel the puddle starting to form in your panties.
“I was thinking of being nice to you so I’ll give you one more chance. If you fail and you move again, I will not hesitate to chain you up.” He grabbed your face forcing you to pucker as whispered directly into your ear. The threat made you whimper. He let go of your face and hands as his mouth your breast and his hands teased at the hem of your panties. His hands grazed your lower stomach as he let go and gently blew on your nipple. You couldn’t help but arch ur back slightly at the sensation. Next thing you knew you lost all contact with him. You whined at the loss of attention but made a sharp gasp when you felt his hand cup your core. “Mm already so wet, is it all for me?” You moaned at the touch “Yes, it is” you could barely complete your words as he moved his hand up, putting more pressure on your clit, again making you buck your hips as you’re desperate for his touch now. He growled at you as he quickly grabbed your wrists, “What did I just tell you about moving slut?” You whined and whimpered against the cold cuffs around your wrists. You knew you weren’t supposed to move but you instinctively pulled at them. Loki lifted your mask slightly so you could look at them, “what color sweetheart?” You breathed heavily “green” you loved that he still checked on you even during times like this. It made you want him more knowing that even though he can be so mean and harsh he really does care about you.
