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MASTERLIST
Fluff: 💖 | Angst: ☁️ | Smut: 🔥
KINKTOBER 2024
MARVEL:
LOKI
Help Me 🔥
Denial 🔥
I want you (part 1 ☁️💖)
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HOT WATER
Pairing: Legolas x Reader
Words: 2.4k
Summary: Y/N is exhausted and Legolas show her a place with hot water to relax.
Warning/Content: soft smut.
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Legolas observed the girl as she walked alongside the Fellowship. The journey has been long and hard for all of them. But it must had been harder on her, a mortal woman.
Y/N could feel her muscles ache as she walks with the Fellowship. Her clothe were stained with dust and sweat and wherever else were in those roads. The only thing she craved right now was a moment of peace. Legolas fell back to walk in pace with her. He glanced at her, taking a mental note of her current state of exhaustion.
Aragorn decided to stop and make camp because it' was getting already darkening it would be way too dangerous to walk at night. Everyone agreed, after all, they were all tired. Except for Legolas.
As soon everything was settled for them to rest, Y/N sat on the grass, her back against a tree and her eyes closed. She closed her eyes, trying to relax a little. Legolas noticed her state and he sat by her side, as he silently observed her for a moment before speaking.
"You seem tired." he noted quietly, his voice filled with genuine concern.
“I am a little.” She looked at him.
The elf nodded, understanding what she meant. "There's a spring not far from here." He offers slowly, tilting his head towards a direction "The water is pure, warmed by the earth. It will help you."
Y/N hesitate at first, but the thought of washing away the dirty, in a warm water instead of the cold ones they had been finding...she was really tempted.
“Okay, sure,” Y/N stood up from the ground with a small smile on her lips“lead the way, elf.”
Legolas smiles back, his expression gentle. He gets up from his seat and starts making his way through the trees, making sure she was following him as he leads her to a small, secluded spring.
The water is crystal clear, and steam rises up from its surface. The sun sets leaving them with the dark of the night and the light of the moon "Here we are." he says quietly, gesturing towards the spring.
“That actually looks very nice.” She spoke already taking off her boots.
Legolas nodded in agreement. The spring looks like a small oasis in the middle of the forest. The moonlight reflects on the water's surface, glimmering quietly. "Let the water soothe your muscles and ease your mind." he advises, as he turns his back at her politely to let the woman undress.
She finished quickly, throwing her clothes at the ground and slip into the water. The warm instantly relaxed her body and her aching muscles. Legolas stands on the edge of the spring, his back still towards her. He listens to the sounds of the night, his keen ears attuned to everything surrounding them.
"You don't need to be so vigilant all the time." Y/N says, looking at his back.
Legolas' attention abruptly snaps back toward her. Her voice cuts through the silence and he turns slightly to glance at her. He can just make out her form in the water, the moonlight casting a soft glow on her skin "It's dangerous out here." he replies in a quiet voice, still standing on the edge. "We must always be on guard."
“Well, there’s no danger here.”
She was correct to a certain extent and he knew it. At this very moment, they were safe and in a secluded area, away from the dangers of the surrounding wilderness
"Habit." It’s all he says.
"Join me." Y/N says half-playful, half-serious "I won't look. I promise.” Legolas raises an eyebrow at her request, clearly not expecting it.
She turned her back to him, as she was trying to untangle her hair, giving no mind to him, after all, she was sure he would decline. But then she heard the quite rustle of fabric. The sound of his tunic being pulled over his head and the rest of his clothes. And them, the water moving as he enters.
Legolas slowly makes his way to her, his steps light and graceful. The warm water instantly easing his tension. He watches her silently for a moment as she struggles with her hair. Letting out a soft sigh, he spoke "Let me help you with that."
He carefully moves closer to her through the water, his long, slender fingers reach out to gently undo the tangled strands of her hair. His touch is surprising soft, slowly detangling her messy hair. Nothing at all from what she expected from an Elf prince and warrior.
“You’re good at this...” Y/N spoke quietly, enjoying the touch of his hands in her hair, enjoying how his fingertips barely grazing at her skin.
"I have had plenty of practice." he replies quietly, his voice low and calm as he continues.
She let out a soft chuckle and Legolas couldn't help but smile faintly at the sound. He works through the last few strands of her hair and finally, it is free from tangles. "There." he murmurs, his fingers gently running through her now-smooth hair.
“Thanks.” She smiles, turning to finally look at him. They were very close, she noticed. And very naked too. She expected him to move away, but he doesn't.
Their proximity makes him aware of her body, the feel of her skin just inches from his own. His gaze meets hers and it lingers. It's intimate and intense as his eyes travel over her face, tracing the contours of her features. Her face is wet from the water and his gaze is captured by the water droplets on her face, his eyes tracing the path they take He reached out a hand and gently brushed away a few more droplets, his fingers lingering on her skin for a moment.
He speaks quietly, almost a whisper "You are breathtaking." The words slip out before he realizes.
Y/N reaches her hand to his shoulder, tracing the path of the droplet, making his breath hitches as her fingers touched his skin, the intimacy of it makes his skin tingle. His gaze doesn't leave hers as he swallows, his own hands slowly cupping her face, brushing her cheekbones before he leans into her, pressing his lips against hers in a slow kiss, testing, savoring her.
As soon as his lips were on hers, she closed her eyes and kissed him back. Legolas deepens the kiss, his tongue gently tracing the seam of her lips. His hands slowly move, sliding down her neck and over her shoulder, pulling her closer against him, their bodies pressed together in the warm water.
His hands grow bolder, going to her back, tracing the curve of her spine, sliding lower until he grips her waist beneath the water, pulling her even closer. Legolas breaks the kiss for a moment, his breath uneven, and his eyes dark as they lock onto hers.
"Tell me to stop" He murmurs.
“Don't.” she murmurs too, before she closed the distance kissing him again, a more passionate kiss this time.
Legolas responds to her kiss with fervor, his tongue slipping into her mouth, tasting her as his hands grip her tighter, pulling her closer against him while his hands roams over her body, exploring the curves and angles he's longed to touch. Her hands did the same, exploring his chest, his muscles, making the elf whisper words in his tongue, which she could not understand.
His kiss becomes more urgent, the need to feel her growing with each passing moment. His hands slide down her body, grabbing her hips firmly and pulling her against him. Y/N let out a soft moan, feeling how hard he already was from just kissing. He breaks away from the kiss, his breath jagged as he looks at her with a silent question.
Y/N understood and nod at him. Legolas doesn't need any more encouragement. He gently lifts her, his strong hands sliding down the backs of her thighs, wrapping her legs around his waist. When he sinks into her, he does it slowly, eyes locked into hers, watching every little reaction. Watching as she moans and her eyes almost roll back as she enters her inch by inch.
Legolas holds her against him, his hands gripping her thighs as he stays still for a moment, savoring the feeling of being buried deep inside her. His eyes are darkened with need and desire as he looks at her, a soft growl escaping him as he starts to move in a slow and gentle pace.
The water ripples around them as they move and the night were filled with soft gasps and moans from both of them. He loves how responsive she is to his touch, the way she gasps and moans, the way her nails digging into his shoulder, the way she arches against him as he moves, pushing her closer to the edge.
Legolas felt when she reaches her orgasm, clenching around him and makes him follows her when the sensation is too much and he finally cum. Legolas holds her tight against him, feeling her body trembles. He buries his face into the crook of her neck, his arms around her waist, holding her as he follows her over the edge of pleasure, murmuring in his mother language.
“What does that mean?” She asks curiously.
He lifts his head up to look at her, his eyes still hazy with pleasure he replies in a gentle voice "It roughly translates to 'my sweet flower'”.
Y/N smiles a little with his answer and he couldn’t help but returns the smile. She lifts her hand, gently caressing his cheek. Legolas closes his eyes at her touch, taking in the feeling of her fingers on his skin, her tenderness bringing him a sense of peace. For a moment, all he can think of is her, the feeling of her body against his, the soft sound of her breathing and the touch of her fingers on his skin.
“We should go, before Aragorn or Gimli come look for us...” she made no motion to move from him.
Legolas reluctantly nods, knowing that she's right. He carefully pulls her legs from around his waist, letting her stand on the ground, but still keeping her close. He caresses her cheek gently and steals a quick kiss before speaking.
They slowly move to get out of the water. Legolas steps out first, reaching out to help her from the water. He grabs his trousers from the ground and quickly pulls them on. He stays by her side as she gets dressed too, not wanting to leave her just yet "Unfortunately, you're right..."
They slowly move to get out of the water. Legolas steps out first, reaching out to help her from the water. He grabs his trousers from the ground and quickly pulls them on while Y/N did the same with her clothes. When they’re done, he steps closer, taking her hand in his and lacing his fingers through hers.
She smiles again, giving him a quick kiss. Legolas responds to the kiss, gently cupping her face with his free hand. His thumb caresses her cheek as he looks at her, his gaze tender and fond as he speaks, his voice low
"We should return to the others..."
Y/N nods. She broke the silence as they walk back to the camp “Thanks, I really needed that...the water was indeed good.”
Legolas nods in understanding, his hand still holding hers as they walk slowly "So did I." he replies quietly "It's a small moment of peace and relaxation, something we rarely get in this journey."
Once they step back where the fellowship was, they noticed that Aragorn and Gimli were still awake. And obvious Aragorn was the first to notice that Legolas’ hair was also wet.
Aragorn gives a sly smile at the sight of Legolas' wet hair. His eyes dart to Y/N for a moment, then back to Legolas
"Went for a swim, didn't you?" he asks, clearly amused.
“We really needed a shower. You should try one too.” She says back to him. Legolas glances at her with a subtle smile, appreciating her humor.
Aragorn chuckles in response to her suggestion, but there's a knowing look in his eyes as he replies. "I'll give it serious consideration. A proper bath wouldn't hurt."
She chuckles too, sitting by the fire with them and Legolas followed her. The man, the elf and the dwarf kept talking, but Y/N was so tired she slowly fell asleep, letting her head fall on Legolas’ shoulder.
The elf glances down at her, a soft smile tugging at the corners of his mouth as he realizes she's dozed off, her head now resting on his shoulder. He instinctively brings his arm around her, pulling her a little closer, careful not to wake her. He looks up to see Aragorn and Gimli's eyes on them, both wearing knowing smiles “Not a word.”
Gimli raises an eyebrow, a lopsided grin on his face, and whispers just loud enough for them to hear “Looks like someone found a new pillow."
Aragorn tries to hide a chuckle, but it ends up as a cough. He glances at Legolas, a smirk on his face “Who knew our dear Legolas made such a comfortable pillow?"
Legolas rolls his eyes at their comments, trying to dismiss them with a snort of feigned annoyance. He looks down at Y/N, still asleep against him, her head resting on his shoulder. His expression softens as he speaks quietly, almost to himself "She's just tired..."
“Yes, a bath in hot waters must be really exhausting.” Aragorn says teasing his friend.
Legolas shoots Aragorn a look, knowing he's not going to give up this topic anytime soon "We both needed it. It's been a long day."
Gimli can't help but chime in, still smiling in amusement "Of course you did. And since both your clothes are dry, I wonder if-"
Legolas raises a hand, silencing Gimli mid-sentence “Enough, you two." he mutters sternly, his patience running thin. Aragorn and Gimli exchange grins, but they decide to drop the topic for now. Legolas carefully scoops her up in his arms, making sure not to wake her, and carries her to her bedroll. He lays the woman down gently, making sure she's comfortable. He pulls a blanket up over her, tucking it around her loosely, and sat by her side, keeping watching her as the other’s sleep. The rest of the night is quiet, and the only sound is the soft breathing of the rest of the Fellowship.
INTOXICATED
Pairing: Severus Snape x Reader
Words: 2.4k
Summary: Lupin and Y/N are affected with sex pollen by accident and she goes to Snape for him to help her.
Warning/Content: smut, sex pollen.
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She would kill Remus as soon as she fixes that. Great idea, why not open the suspect power he got from a student and smell it. Y/N groans, walking down the dungeons, hoping that Snape was still awake. Noting the light under the door of his classroom, she knocked softly before opening the door. There he was, working some potion when she entered.
Snape soon noticed Y/N entering, looking at her oddly. It wasn’t common for her to be there, especially that late. “Are you alright?” He asked, looking at her.
Y/N was sweating slightly, feeling her body warm and her face was probably red by now. She would kill Lupin for that, that’s for sure “No…”
He took notice of her flushed appearance and he immediately felt a sense of concern and a bit of confusion as he approached her slowly “What happened? Are you sick?” He asked, trying to keep his voice neutral even as his worry for you grew.
“No...” Immediately, Y/N took a step back, not wanting to be close to him, especially in those...conditions. Oh, she would kill Lupin. “
Snape took another step forward once she took a step back, as a reflex. He paused at her taking a step back again, feeling more confused “Then why are you sweating?”
“I...” How would she tell him that? “Merlin, this is embarrassing...” Y/N looked down, trying to control her breathing and her mind, that kept telling for her to just forget everything and jump on the man right in front of her. And his deep voice wasn’t helping her case.
Snape tilted his head in confusion, his concern slowly turning into irritation “Spit it out, I don’t have all night.”
“So...” Y/N started “Lupin confiscated a small vial from a boy on his class... and he decided we should check it...”
“And?” His eyes darkened slightly as you mentioned Lupin, he disliked the man like the plague, and he had to hold back a scoff.
“And it had this kind of powder...”
Snape as getting even more irritated as she being proposedly vague in her answer “What powder?”
Y/N looked at her hands, ignoring his question “And we thought ‘hey, we should check this...”
He was starting to grow frustrated now, his patience wearing thin, as she ignored his question. He took a step closer, his voice growing a bit sharper “I asked you a question. What powder?”
She sighs, looking back at him “It was a pink powder...it seems like...like an aphrodisiac or something like that...”
“You’re joking…” He said, trying to remain composed as he looked at Y/N, his mind going over a thousand scenarios suddenly.
Y/N shakes her head, biting her lip before she spoke again “Yeah...funny thing though. Lupin accidently spilled on us and we end up inhaling it.”
If his eyes widened more, they would pop right out of their sockets. “You what.” He said lowly, his voice taking on a dangerous edge as he stared at her, his entire body growing rigid.
“We didn’t know what it was!” She quickly says in her defense, but she had to agree that it did sound stupid.
“Are you two idiotic?” Snape snapped, his voice now filled with a mixture of disbelief and annoyance. He couldn’t understand how two adults who worked at a school could be so careless, and honestly, neither did she. “Spilling and inhaling any form of powder without knowing what it is...You could have poisoned yourselves beyond repair!”
“It was an accident.” Cleary, she didn’t have much to defend herself and Lupin. It was stupid, but they didn’t think a student would have a poison. But considering some students...they should.
“If you would have been poisoned you could have died, you understand that, yes?” He asked firmly, his eyes never leaving her face, suddenly thankful she was still breathing.
Y/N sighs. Snape was right, like always. “Not our brightest moment, I admit.”
“Not your brightest moment?” He repeated, his voice taking on a mocking edge as he looked at her “You should know better. The both of you. Grown adults. Careless enough to do this.”
“Please, just tell me you have some potion that can help me with...this.” She looked at him, almost begging. The effects were worse by the moment, being here, with him, alone, wasn’t helping. His mind was racing to come up with any solution as she spoke the words, and he silently cursed the situation in his head. Cursing Lupin for being an absolute idiot, cursing Y/N for being so careless.
“You’re sure it’s an…aphrodisiac?” He asked lowly, narrowing his eyes slightly as he looked at her.
Y/N rolled her eyes at him “Yes. I’m very sure.”
He returned her eye rolling, his expression hardening “I’m just trying to make sure I give you the correct information. What are you feeling, exactly?”
“I’m feeling warm and...you know, aroused.” She says, her voice a little lower now. Snape whole mind went blank for a split second. He hadn’t expected her to be so straightforward with it, and he didn’t know how to handle it.
“Warm, and…aroused?” He echoed, his voice sounding hoarse as he spoke.
“Yes. Aroused.” She felt like he was doubting her? No, it was something else. “What else do I need to say? That I feel my panties soaked? That I just want someone to fuck me right on this moment so this will pass? That I feel like I’ll die if I don’t get a dick right now?”
His eyes darkened as she spoke, the words going straight to his body and making his mind fill with more thoughts he tried desperately to push down “No, there’s no need for that…” He said firmly, a hint of agitation in his voice as he clenched his jaw again. Merlin, why was this situation suddenly so much torturous for him?
Snape took a deep breath before continuing, trying to pull himself together “I’m not sure there’s a specific potion for this sort of predicament.”
Y/N groans frustrated, leaning against the wall. Great. He could practically see the frustration rolling off of her. He took another step toward her, despite feeling as though he should do the opposite “I’m trying to find a solution, have a bit of patience, will you?”
“Easy for you to say. You’re not the one affected by the aphrodisiac.” Y/N says a little sharp than she intended.
He couldn’t help the slight twitch of irritation that crossed his face as she snapped at him “Oh, forgive if you and Lupin can’t use a single brain cell to think that open an unknow powder would be a bad idea.”
Another sigh of frustration left her lips “I know, I know. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you. It’s just...hard to think right now.”
“It’s fine…don’t apologize, just give me a moment to think…” He was irritated, yes, but he also understood what she was going through.
She nods and put some more distance between them. “I feel like I’ll die if I don’t fuck.”
“That’s the effect of the aphrodisiac. I’m trying to find a way to help.” Snape was thinking of every potion he knows, every book he ever read about the subject but he couldn’t think of nothing to help her with the effects of the powder.
“You can help.” She says, looking at him. Yes, probably her brain turned to jelly right now for her to be saying that. But she couldn’t help, she couldn’t stand anymore what she was feeling, all the desire, all the lust she have for him taking over.
“How can I help?” He said, his voice suddenly sounding a bit huskier than before. He was starting to struggle with his own thoughts.
Y/N takes a few steps forward to him “You know how.”
His body tensed as he looked at her, the words sinking in, and he found himself torn between trying to fight his own thoughts and desires, or giving in to the situation “You know I shouldn’t…I’m your colleague...”
“I don’t care right now.” She says while her hands reach the buttons of his robes, opening one by one. A shudder traveled over his body as he felt her hands working on his black robe, her fingers slowly moving across the buttons. His heart began to speed up further, his breathing growing a bit harsher as he looked down at you.
“Merlin…” He breathed, his voice a strangled tone.
The robe had a lot of buttons, but soon she finished, discarding somewhere on the floor. She started opening the white button shirt. Snape no longer trying to fight against the situation. He knew there was no point, not anymore. And he wanted this. He wanted her. His shirt soon fell to the floor, leaving him in the undershirt and pants, feeling the heat in his body spreading over his body like wildfire as he stared at you.
“How many layers do you use?” She asks while she pulls the undershirt off his body, also discarding with the other pieces of clothes.
Snape couldn’t help a small chuckle at her question while she left him in just his pants now, before he spoke “Too many…I’m starting to regret that decision…”
Y/N was fast to pull all of her clothes off, she was desperate for his cock right now. She didn’t waste any time and soon she was naked in front of him pulling his pants down with his underwear.
He didn’t protest as she free him from the last pieces of clothing, his own eagerness to be free from the tight material fueling the movement more than his own actions. He was finally completely naked in front of her. Y/N pulled the potion master to a kiss, a messy and desperate kiss while their bodies were finally together.
His arms immediately wrapped around her, pulling her even closer to him as his tongue quickly made its way into her mouth, tasting her desperately.
A low moan left her mouth both from the kiss and from the feeling of his body against her. His hands began to roam over her body as the kiss continued, his touch desperate and hard as it slid over every inch of your skin. Her hands did the same. He started to maneuverer both of them towards his desk, his mind consumed by his need for her now that he has her right there.
He lifted her by her waist and placed her on the edge of the desk, his body pressing between her. Her hands kept exploring his body, until she stopped by his hard cock, slowly stroking him.
“Careful…don’t tease me unless you want this to end quickly…” Snape says, looking her with lust in his eyes.
“Merlin, no.” she chuckles softly before she wrapped her legs around him to pull him impossible closer. She then whispered on his ear “I need you now.”
A soft growl escaped him as his hands moved to her hips, pulling her closer against him as he positioned himself against her entrance. His eyes never left hers when he slowly entered her with ease.
Y/N moans, the feeling even more intense because of the effect of the powder. Snape’s mind went blank for a moment, his body shuddering against hers as he finally became completely enveloped inside her. He let out a strangled moan, struggling to keep any form of control as he starts to thrust.
“Faster.” She says with a small moan. She needed more. He didn’t respond verbally, but his body reacted automatically, his hips snapping against hers as he fastens his pace.
“Yes...”Y/N moans again as he speeds up his pace.
It didn’t take long for Snape starts feeling her tightening on him and he knew she was getting closer, and in that moment, he wanted nothing more than to hear she coming for him. He was breathing hard, his mind lost in the sensations as he continued to move against her, his pace growing faster and more desperate.
The sounds of their moans started to get louder as did the sound of their skin against each other. Y/N couldn’t hold back anymore. Her orgasm hit her harder than any time before. Her back arched and her eyes rolled from the intensity.
Snape felt the clenching around his cock and it didn’t take long for him to cum, spilling his hot seed on her.
The aphrodisiac finally stopped working as she tries to control her breath. She felt relief like she never felt before after being so affected by the powder. She finally found her voice to speak “Thanks...”
He looked at her as he pulls out of her, his breathing still coming out in harsh pants as he spoke “You’re…welcome…” Y/N suddenly started laughing, confusing Snape. It was almost absurd that a situation like this ended with her laughing, but here she was “What’s so funny?”
“I can’t believe you just fucked me on your desk.” She says between her laugh.
He chuckled, his expression still a bit amused “You find it funny that we did it on my desk…and not the fact that this whole situation occurred because you were affected by an aphrodisiac?”
“That too.” She says, chuckling and slowly getting off the table.
Snape chuckled again, watching as she slowly stood up. He quickly reached for his wand, cleaning the mess of the desk before speaking “I suppose this means the aphrodisiac is no longer a concern, then?”
Y/N nods, grabbing their clothes from the ground and giving his to him.
He takes his clothes back, a somewhat awkward feeling beginning to settle as he began re-dressing, not looking at her “And I assume you’ll want to forget this whole…situation, yes?”
She did the same with her clothes “I...”
As she spoke, he paused, his hands stilling at the button of his shirt as he finally looked over at her with a slight raise of his eyebrow “You what?”
Y/N looked at him, all dressed “It would be too bad if I said I don’t?”
Snape paused for a moment, his heart giving a slight flutter as he heard her words “Are you…saying what I think you’re saying?” She looked at him, apprehensive of his reaction. Maybe this was one side thing. He held her gave for a moment before walking over to her and kissing her. The kiss was different. It was more gentle, more soft. He finally pulled away, his hand coming up to play with a piece of her hair "Remind me to thank Lupin for being an absolutely moron."
I’ve been a little off these days and unfortunately I’ll still need this week off, my job is talking a lot of time of my day right now. But next week I’ll be back with new one-shots for Kinktober 💚
WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR
Pairing: Loki x Reader
Words: 1.4k
Summary: Loki had never had a blow job. Y/N founds out after Fandral teasing him and she help him.
Warning/Content: smut, oral sex (male receiving).
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Loki’s soft laugh could be heard as he and Y/N walked back to his room after the feast. He had his arm around her shoulders as they both had some difficulties to walk, probably because of their drunk state. After the guest had left the feast, Y/N and Loki decided to stay more with Thor and his friend group. Big mistake, she realized now.
Finally, after what felt like forever, they finally arrived at his room. Loki opened the door and closed right after them. They were still laughing for no reason. Loki walked to her, stumbling a little on his own feet. He wrapped his arms around her waist for support and she did the same, wrapping her arms around his neck.
He let out a little shudder feeling her arms around his neck, looking down at the woman in front of him, his eyes still hazy with the alcohol as he pulls her a little closer. He rested his forehead against her, the soft sounds of their laughs still present when their faces got so closer. Y/N smiles a little, looking at him and Loki smiled back.
A second later, they both moved at the same time and their lips met in gentle kiss. Loki let out a shaky breath, his hands moving to grip her hips a bit tighter while she met on his arms with that kiss. It didn’t take long for the kiss to be more passionate, especially in their state. Y/N deepened the kiss, running her tongue against his lower lip. Loki opened his mouth, a soft moan coming from him when her tongue entered his mouth, his hands tightening the grip on her hips.
Y/N parted the kiss, breathless, when she spoke with her voice low “You know, I’m curious...”
Loki looked at her through, also a little out of breath “About what?”
“Do you really never had a blow job?”
Hearing the question, his face went bright red almost instantly “…No, I haven’t…”
“Huh...” She smirks, watching the way his face heated. “Maybe we should remedy that...”
Hearing that made Loki’s breath catch in his throat for a moment, looking down at her with dilated eye. He swallowed, nodding weakly. She kept looking at him when her hands went to his pants, opening slowly.
Loki was feeling anxious and he was not being able to look away from her. He felt her pushing his pants down, quickly stepping out of it. His eyes were a mixture of lust and anticipation.
Her hands slowly played with the waistband of his boxers, giving him time to stop her if he wanted to. He didn’t. He was getting hard already just by her undressing, his eyes not leaving hers. He lifts his hand to cup her chin, gently running his thumb on her bottom lip. Y/N finally pushed it down his legs, freeing his already hard cock from the confines of the boxers.
“Maybe you should sit down...” She suggested.
Loki nods weakly, feeling his leg already weak by just the thought of what’s about to happen. He walked the short distance to the bed, sitting down on the edge and looking up at her with a needy look in his eyes.
Y/N fell on her knees before him, right between his legs. He was unable to look away from her, watching her in front of him, in her knees was making him even more aroused.
The prince was no average man, he was...big. Her hands slowly started running up his thigh, making him let out another small shudder as she looks at him. One of his hands moved to her head, his fingers tangling into her hair, not pushing or pulling in any way, he was just needing something to hold onto.
Her hands slowly went up, and finally, she wrapped one around his hardness, making Loki let out a small gasp at the new feeling. Her hand moved up and down a few times, feeling him growing even harder on her hand.
Slowly, she closed the distance between her face and his crotch, giving him a small lick from the back from tip, just to watch his reaction. That little action made him gasp again, his eyes looking at her with a bit of a pleading look. Her tongue circled the tip of his cock, making him moan this time.
“You liked that...?” She spoke looking at him.
He swallows hard, the hand in her hair gripping a little tighter as he nodded weakly. She decided to give him what he wanted, no more teasing. Her lips wrapped around his shaft, making Loki moan again at the new feeling. He had to use all his will power to not buck up into her mouth, his head falling back again, his chest rising and falling rapidly.
She kept looking at him, watching his reaction as she got more of his cock into her mouth, slowly. Loki let out another moan, pushing his hips up a little as he was getting desperate.
Y/N’s head started moving, in a slow and tease pace, just to hear his desperate moans. While she did so, she takes his cock deeper on her mouth, feeling his tip hitting the back of her throat.
A moan came from her mouth and Loki let out a strangled moan at the feeling of the vibrations, his eyes shutting tightly. She could see his chest rising and falling rapidly, his breathing ragged and uneven, he was gripping her hair tightly, holding back as much as he can, but the more she moved the more he lost control.
Small moans were leaving his lips as she kept bobbing her head on him, sucking his cock. His hips involuntarily pushing up slightly, he looked down at her with almost pleading eyes and without realizing, he started to move her head in the rhythm he wanted. Y/N moans again as he takes control, feeling him pushing her head just a little bit faster.
He was starting to lose control entirely, his hips moving a bit faster as his climax starts to build. He was getting close, feeling a small bead of sweat forming on his forehead. Y/N soon realized that, and nods to him. Loki took the nod as an indication to continue, his hand in her hair started pushing her head faster, he was feeling a bit breathless, unable to control any of his bodily functions, one of his legs was starting to shake a bit as his moans were getting louder.
Realizing how close he was to his orgasm, she reaches between them and her hands started massaging his balls. The new stimulation made him moan louder, the feeling starting to overwhelm him.
He looked down at her, pushing her head faster, as he spoke breathless “I’m-I’m gonna cum…” She only nods to him.
A moment later, he groaned loudly and gripped her hair tightly when he finally cum in her mouth, his hot liquid spilling down her throat. Y/N swallows everything he gave her, every drop of it. He kept moving her head until he ride out the wave, until he finally stopped.
She slowly pulled him out of her mouth, looking at him with a small smile. He looked absolutely wrecked, and she loved that image in front of her. The only thing she had to do was to suck his dick.
He looks down at her, still slightly out of breath, a look of awe and slight disbelief in his eyes, he takes a few breaths before speaking again “Come here...”
Y/N gets up from the floor, sitting by his side “Was it good?”
“Good doesn't begin to describe it...that was...incredible.” he let out a shaky breath, looking at her. He closed the distance between them, meeting her lips in a slow, deep kiss, the taste of himself still on her mouth, he could barely hold himself back from letting out a moan into the kiss.
When he parted the kiss, he looked at her with a satisfied look “Stay here tonight? Please?” Y/N nods at him, with a small smile. And as soon as their heads hit the pillow, they fell asleep from the tiredness and the alcohol.
SURRENDERING
Pairing: Loki x Reader
Words: 1.7k
Summary: Loki read one of your books and he wants to try something new.
Warning/Content: smut, sub!Loki, pegging. Basically porn.
A/N: I don't even know what to say about this one 🫣
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Y/N arrived back at her bedroom after a whole day of boring meetings with the team. Loki was laying on her bed, waiting for her to come back, reading one of her books he so many times complained about being romance.
“You seem tired.” Loki says, closing the book and looking at her.
“I am.” She sat by his side, taking off her shoes. Loki put the book away in her nightstand before he turns to her, putting one of his hands on her thigh and looking at her with an expression she knew way too much by now. “I know that look...what is it?”
Loki gave her a small, shy smile, his hand running on her thigh “I was reading one of your books...”
“And...?”
He hesitates for a moment, thinking if it was a good idea “It got me a bit...worked up.” Y/N just looks at him, waiting for him to finish. After the god let out a sigh, he spoke again, looking down and feeling his cheeks flushing slightly “It was a part with the main characters...intimate with each other. The way the author described it...it just made me imagine so clearly and now I cannot stop think about it.”
Y/N looks at his cheeks and then at the book in her nightstand “What was the scene about?”
The god looked even more embarrassed. It’s not like Loki and her hadn’t tried new things in bed, but normally she was the one who brough the ideas. And this one, he just felt embarrassed “The woman was...pegging the guy...” He pauses, looking up at her. His eyes were filled with desire “I was very descriptive about the way they were feeling...”
Finally, Y/N understood what he was trying to say “You wanna try it?” Her voice showed no judgment to his new desire.
Loki nods, eagerly “I mean, only if you’d like to. I don’t want to pressure you in anything you don’t want to...”
She smiles a little “No, we can try it. I just have to be tomorrow, I need to buy the-”
Loki pulled a small package from under her bed “No need, love. I already got you what you need.”
A small chuckle came from her lips “You already planned everything huh? Eager?”
He shrugs, his lips turning into a playful grin “I just knew you’d say yes.”
Y/N pulled him closer, kissing him. Loki kissed her back, melting when her tongue touched his. She pushed him back on the bed, without breaking the kiss, her legs on each side of his hips. Loki’s breath grown heavier, his lips bucking up against hers.
She broke the kiss to take his shirt off, retuning her lips to his neck. She planted soft kisses there, feeling his breath changing and his heart beating fast. Loki wasted no time to get ride of her clothes, and soon they were both without any barriers between their bodies.
Loki takes a moment to admire his beautiful girlfriend on top of him. He reach out to caress her breasts, rolling her nipples between his fingers. She moans at the touch, her hips rolling against his without her even noticing. His voice was low when he spoke again, still touching her nipples “You keep doing that and I’m gonna flip you over and-”
"Don’t you dare.” She whispers, taking his hand off her and wrapping her dominant hand around his cock, stroking him slowly.
His words dissolved into a moan, his hips jerking against her touch, eager for more. She kept the slow and teasing pace, until she stops it “I need you to lay on your stomach, love.”
He nods, eager, and turns on his stomach, presenting his ass to her. Y/N watches the scene in front of her and she couldn’t deny that watching Loki like that was so hot.
She parted his ass cheeks, her finger slowly circling his whole, making Loki shivers in anticipation “Y/N...”
“Yes?” She just kept teasing him with her finger, circling his whole but not inserting her finger on it.
“Please...I want you inside...” He begged her.
“You want my fingers inside your pretty ass?” She whispers on his ear.
Loki nods, burying his face in the pillow to muffle his whimpers and moans. Y/N got the lube in the small box, using on her finger before he applied on him. His breath hitches as he feels the liquid.
“Ready?”
“Yes.” He nods again.
Y/N slowly inserted one of her fingers inside his asshole, carefully not to hurt him. She heard a small moan coming from his lips, muffled by the pillow. His body tensed a little, but soon started to relax while she kept her finger still “Are you okay?”
Loki nods, his hips pushing back against her hand, silently begging for more. She smirks at the scene, never imagining Loki desperate to have his ass fucked like that. She slowly started moving her finger in and out of him, his moans getting a little louder as she moves and his inner walls clenching a little, trying to pull her deeper.
She let him get used for a few more minutes before he inserted a second finger on him. He moans again, even louder but still muffled by the pillow.
“Oh gods...Y/N...it’s so good...” He kept moaning as she moves her fingers, stretching him, wanting him to be ready to the next step. She noticed he started to get closer with just that and she slow down her pace.
Loki whines in frustration “P-please...don’t stop...”
“I’m not stopping, I’m just slowing down a little.” She says with a teasing voice.
He wanted more. He needed more. “Please, Y/N...I’m ready...”
“You sure?”
He nods frantically, his voice sounding breathless as he looks back at her “Yes, I’m ready. Please.” His ass pushed back against her fingers, aching to be filled.
Y/N slowly pulled her fingers out of his hole, making Loki let out a needy sound, his hips trying to follow her fingers. She chuckles slightly, in a teasing manner as he puts the strap-on “Such a needy boy.” She got the lube, again, using on the dildo and on his asshole again, to make sure she wouldn’t hurt him. She slowly teased his entrance with the tip of the toy “Spread wider.”
Loki followed her instructions, spreading his legs wider and burying his face on the pillow again. He felt the tick silicon head push against his hole and he couldn’t help but moan. She slowly starts to inserts on him, watching (or hearing) his reaction.
His body tensed as he felt’s the strap-on entering him, a long and low moan escaping his lips as she was sliding in. His fingers grip the sheets tightly as inch by inch, the thick toy slowly stretched him open. His breath hitches as she finally bottoms out inside of him, his body relaxing as he becomes accustomed to the foreign sensation.
Y/N gave him time to get used, not moving at all. Her hand reaches his hard cock again, slowly stroking him to help ease his tension. She heard his moan and sees his body relaxing further. He started to grow even harder on her hand, loving this new feeling. She slowly starts moving in and out, keeping her hand stroking him as she did so.
At first, Loki let her do the moves, but soon his hips were rising to meet each thrust. His hands were still clutching the sheets while he moans. She starts to speed up her thrusts, his moans growing louder as he started to get closer and closer to his orgasm,
“Y/N...I’m...I’m gonna...” He lets out a loud cry before he could finish the phrase as he comes undone, his hot seed spilling on the sheets beneath him. His inner walls clamp down around the strap-on, while she continues to thrust him as he rides out his orgasm.
She stops when his body relaxed and his cock softened on her hands. Slowly, she pulled out of him. Loki lies there panting, his body limp and spent. She lays by his side, taking the strap-on off her body.
Loki watches her as she removes it, prompting himself up on his elbows, his gaze flicking between her face and her naked body. He licks his lips, before positioned himself between her legs, spreading them wider “Mmm, I think it’s time I return the favor, don’t you?”
Y/N smirks “Go on...” His grins as he settles between her thighs, pushing her legs even further apart.
Without warning, he leans in and drags his tongue along her slip, from entrance to clit, making Y/N moans after being so worked up watching him. Loki continued to use his tongue on her, his hands gripping her thigs firmly, spreading her wider as he buries his face between her legs. Her moans started to get louder and more frequently. Loki could tell she was close.
He redoubles his efforts, his fingers joining his mouth to stretch and fill her. He curls them inside of her, rubbing against the spot that drives her wild.
Feeling her body tensing around his fingers, he realized she was almost there. With a final, hard suck to her clit and a deep thrust of his fingers, he sent her flying over the edge. Her walls clenched around his finger while she moaned his name.
It was only when her body relaxed and started to calm down that he finally pulls away from her with his face glistening with her essence. He wipes his face on his arms, a smug grin across his face. He lays by her side, pulling her body to his and wrapping his arms around her.
Y/N laid on his chest, smiling tiredly “How was your experience with pegging?”
“That was...enlightening. Quite the experience I must say.” He kisses her forehead. “I think we should do that more often...”
“I’m glad you liked it.” She smiles.
There was a comfortable silence between them for a moment, before Loki spoke again “I love you. Thank you for that.”
“I love you more.” She kiss him softly
JEALOUS
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Words: 1.9k
Summary: You and Bucky had been dating for almost 8 months now. You loved him and he loved you. But your sexual desires weren't completely satisfied. Bucky never went more than a soft and gentle sex, afraid to hurt you.
Warning/Content: smut, edgind/orgasm denial/ bathroom sex.
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Y/N and Bucky had been dating for almost 8 months now. She loved him, but she was missing something in the sexual area. Bucky was amazing, of course, but because of his strength and his past, he was always afraid to hurt her so the sex was always too soft, too sweet. And she wanted more.
After talking with Natasha while they got ready for the party, she decided to follow her friend’s advice: make him jealous. So that’s what she did. A little after the party had started, she went to the bar to get another drink, and a handsome man started talking with her. She knew he was flirting with her.
At normal days, she would cut him off, say she had a boyfriend. But tonight, she wanted to make Bucky jealous, so she smiled and started talking with the guy. Bucky, from the table, took a sip of his drink watching his girlfriend laugh with the strange.
His jaw had clenched, and his hands tightened around the glass. Steve could notice his friend was tense. He was trying his best to stay in his place. Watching Y/N having fun with another man, letting him touch her arm, giggling to something he said… Yeah Bucky was not happy about this at all.
“Careful. You’ll break the glass.” Steve says to him with a small smile. Bucky barely heard it, his eyes fix on Y/N and the man. He decided he had enough, standing up and walking to them.
The guy, named Chris, had asked her about her favorite color. Y/N opened her mouth do answer, but she was cut short when Bucky grabbed her arm firmly, pulling her close to him. His eyes were dark and intense as he spoke. “We need to talk, doll.”
“Bucky, hey.” Y/N smiles innocently “I’m talking with this nice gentleman right now.”
Bucky’s eyes narrow as he sees you smile, he clenches his jaw for a moment before he speaks again. His voice is low and firm “No, doll. You’re coming with me. Now.” He didn’t wait for a response. Bucky’s grip on her arm was firm as he practically dragged you away from the man. She could see the anger in his eyes and for a moment she wondered if she pushed him too much.
“Bucky, what are you doing...?” She asks, but received no answer as he kept pulling her with him, until they finally reach the restroom. He almost shoved her inside the place, locking the door behind them.
He turned to her, his eyes dark and intense as he spoke “What the hell were you doing?” Bucky demands, his voice low and dangerous. He’s still angry, his eyes dark with jealousy.
“I was just having a conversation.”
Bucky scoffs at her response, stepping closer to her, his body almost towering over her frame as he continues “Just talking? Is that what you call flirting now, doll? Smiling, giggling, letting him touch you?” Bucky pushed her against the wall, trapping her with his body “What was that, doll? You were trying to make me jealous?”
“No...”
He raises an eyebrow, not buying your lie, he can tell that she was trying to make him jealous, and it worked. He leans in closer, his voice dropping even lower “Doll, you’re a terrible liar. I know what you were doing. You were trying to get a rise out of me, weren’t you?”
A small smirk appeared on her lips “Maybe...”
The man smirks, his eyes darkening with desire and possessiveness “You really thought that flirting with another man in front of me would be a good idea doll? You really thought that I would just sit there and watch some guy touch you, knowing you’re mine?” His hands moving to her hips, his grip tight as he holds her in place “You’re mine, doll. Mine. And no one else gets to touch you the way I do. Understand?”
Y/N’s smirks get wider. He notices it and raises an eyebrow, a mixture of amusement and annoyance on his expression “Oh, you think this is funny, doll? You like playing games, don’t you? Let’s play one then.”
His hands went under her dress, between her legs. He looked at her a little surprised when he felt the soaked fabric “You’re soaked already...?”
A small moan came from her lips when he touched her, teasing her through the fabric of her now damped panties.
“You wanted this to happen, didn’t you?” Bucky spoke with his voice low “You've been teasing me all night, doll... You were asking for this. You wanted me to snap, didn't you?”
His hands lifted her dress enough to expose her legs and her lacy panties. His lips found her neck, trailing up to her ear while he rubbed her clit through the fabric of the panties “You’re mine.”
Another moan came from her lips. She wanted nothing more than his hands on her, really touching her. Bucky smirks at the sounds of your moans. He's enjoying the effect he has on you, the way your body responds to his touch "You like that, doll? You like me touching you like this?"
“Yes...”
“Good." He continues kissing her neck before he pulled back, looking at her, his eyes dark, filled with jealous and desire "You thought you could flirt with another man and make me jealous, doll. Well, you got what you wanted." His hands ripped her underwear off her body, making Y/N left a surprised gasp.
He smirks at her surprised expression, his eyes dark and intense when he touched her folds again, making a moan coming out from her lips again. Bucky run his fingers on her before he stopped at her clit, rubbing it slowly. He watched her face, hearing her moans, teasing her, building the moment and when she was close, he pulled his hand away.
Y/N whines in complaining, looking at him. He then changed his hand from his metal one, doing the same thing. The metal was cold against her wet pussy, and again, when she was close to her orgasm, he stopped and pull his hand away.
She let out a frustrated noise “Bucky...”
Bucky looks at her with a smug expression "Yes, doll?"
“Please...”
He raises an eyebrow at her plea. He was enjoying teasing her far too much, he didn't want to give in so easily after her little stunt. His hand went back to rub her ever so slightly "Please what?" Y/N moans again. “Use your words, doll." He whispered as he continued rubbing her, but not letting she reach that sweet release, his movements slow and steady.
“Please...” She says in a moan.
"Please, what? You're going to have to tell me what you want." He continues to rub her clit slowly, loving how desperate she was.
She took a breath, trying to stead her voice “...let me cum.”
He smirks at her demand, his fingers rubbing a little faster "You want to come, doll? You want to come that badly?" Her head nods, her eyes showing how desperate she wants after being denied two times now. "Beg for it.” his lips by her ear as he whispers.
“Please, Bucky...please.” She starts to feel her orgasm building again.
Bucky smirks at her pleading, his fingers rubbing your even faster making her moan a little louder "Please, what, doll? You have to be specific."
“Please, let me cum...please.” Her voice sound so desperate, he had never heard her like that.
He leans in even closer, his hand stopping mid-circle and he whispers in her ear again "Say you're mine, doll"
A frustrated sound escaped her again, when he stopped for the third time.
“I’m yours. Please...”
He smirks at her words, his hand starts moving again "That's right doll. You're mine. No one else can touch you.”
Her head nods “I’m your.”
His hand finally starts moving faster, giving what she wanted. This time, Bucky didn’t stop when she was close, he rubbed her clit faster, putting a little more pressure and in seconds he watched as she fell apart. Her legs trembled with the strength of her orgasm. He brings his fingers up to his mouth and licks them "You taste so good, doll.”
She was a little surprised when he took a step back, pulling her with him. He turned her around and bend her over the sink of the bathroom. He leans in close to her ear, his voice low "But we're not done yet, doll. I'm still not satisfied"
His hand went between their bodies, holding his cock as he positioned at her entrance. He wasn’t gentle when he pushed inside of her with one hard thrust of his hips, making her moan. He didn’t give her any time to get used.
Bucky’s hips started moving in a fast and hard pace, putting all his frustration of the night on her. And she was loving every second of it. His metal hand went to her hair, wrapping around it and pulling back.
Y/N moans at the feeling. Bucky moved ever harder, pulling her hair back “You’re mine. You understand that?” She nods. He growls as he moves harder, deeper and he pulls on her hair again “Say it.”
“I’m yours.” She says moaning.
He leans and speaks in her ear again “That’s right, you’re mine. All mine. No one else gets to touch you. No one else gets to make you feel this way”
She nods again. The situation and the way he were fucking her hard, keeping her on the sink, was too much and soon her walls started clenching around his cock. Her moans started to get louder and more frequently until she finally orgasmed.
Bucky was close. His movements tarted to get more erratic and uneven, and feeling her coming around him like that was his breaking point. He let a low groan when he finally cum inside of his girlfriend.
They stood there, silence for a few seconds, trying to catch their breaths. Bucky was the first one to speak, his voice gentle, a contrast from previously “Are you okay?”
Y/N nods, not moving from the sink. Bucky pulled out of her carefully, and helped her back on her feet and turning her to look at him. He watches the tired smile on her face while he fixed her dress and his pants, before he pulled her to his arms in a embrace “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.” She smiles.
He looked at her, still with a worried expression, brushing some hair from her face “I wasn’t too rough?”
“It was perfect. Really.”
Bucky smiles back, reassured by her words. He leans down and presses a soft, tender kiss on her forehead “Good, I didn’t want to hurt you, doll.”
“You didn’t.” She looks at him, before speaking again “You know I love you, right? I only flirt with that guy to get a reaction out of you.”
Bucky smirks at her words, he had a feeling that that was what she was doing but it was still good to hear a confirmation “So you were just trying to make me jealous, huh?”
Y/N chuckles and nods “And it worked. Maybe I should make you jealous more often if it means sex like this.”
His hands tightened on her, his voice turned almost to a growl “Don’t you dare.”
DATE NIGHT
Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader
Words: 2.8k
Summary: Y/N and Tony go out on a date night and he has a little surpise for her.
Warning/Content: smut, toys, public vibrator.
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Tony looked at his watch while he sat in the living room waiting for his girlfriend. Y/N was getting ready for their date night. It had been almost and hours and he got ready in less than 20 minutes. He looked at his wristwatch again with a little annoyance "C'mon, Y/N. How much longer do you need?"
From the bedroom, she heard his complaining and rolled her eyes as she had just finished applying the red lipstick. She gave a last check in the mirror, seeing the little black dress hugging her body, she was happy with the image and left the bedroom, walking to where Tony was waiting her.
Stark’s jaw slightly dropped, his eyes trailing up and down his girlfriend. He was practically drooling at the sight of her in the new outfit. He stood up from the couch and walked to her "You look... absolutely stunning, babe..."
“Thank you.” Y/N smiled and looked at him, dressed in a nice suit and gave him light kiss to not ruin her lipstick “You’re not so bad yourself. Ready to go?”
"Absolutely. But I have something for you first." Tony said cheeky smile.
She knew pretty well that expression on his face and it made her suspicious “What is it?”
He grins, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a little box, opening and taking out a small pink vibrator. Y/N raises an eyebrow, looking at the toy and back at him. Stark chuckled lightly at the confused look on her face "It's a remote-controlled toy."
Oh. She finally understood “And you want me to wear this tonight...?”
Tony smirks while he nodding slowly, leaning in to whisper in her ear "I want to see you try to keep a straight face during dinner, darling."
A shiver run down her spine at his words and as the image that went through her head. Stark noticed the reaction she had and he was more than pleasured "Are you up to this, baby?"
Y/N gave a slow nod. Tony reach under her dress, pulling her panties aside and rubbing the toy on her folds, before slowly inserting into her. A small gasp left her lips at the feeling of the toy inside her. Tony fixed her panties back on, slipping the control on his pocked “All good, sweetheart. Let's go."
They headed out to the car and got in, Tony starting it and pulling out into the road, a devilish smile on his face as he drove them to the restaurant. He helped her out, opening the door for her like a true gentleman and lead her inside to a table in the corner.
Tony took the menu, ordering her favorite and the best wine from the restaurant. The waiter was quick to bring them the wine and serve the couple. Tony and Y/N took a sip of it, enjoying the taste.
While they were waiting for their food, Tony's hand went to his pocket, fiddling with the remote and turning the toy on a low setting. Y/N gasp as the toy started to vibrate inside of her, almost chocking on the wine.
“A little warning would’ve been good.” She says, trying to keep her voice down and act naturally.
Stark chuckled, shrugging with a smirk "Where's the fun in that?" He turned the toy up a bit more, glancing at her to see her reaction. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. This would not be an easy dinner. He kept the toy on the medium setting as they wait for a minute more while Y/N struggles to keep a composed face.
Soon the waiter brought out their food at the table. Stark thanked the waiter, Y/N gave a small smile, still trying to keep a neutral face, before Tony turned his attention back to Y/N, who was noticeably fidgeting in her chair. He turned the toy off while they eat.
The couple talked a little, Y/N a little relieved from the break, but now she could feel how her panties was starting to wet.
When they finished, the waiters took the plates off the table and Tony ordered desert. Stark gave Y/N a wink as the waiter walked away, turning the toy on again, this time on the highest setting.
A small gasp escaped her lips, not expecting that. He smirked, reaching for his wine glass and taking a drink to cover up the little smirk on his lips. “Are you okay, babe? You seem a little...hot."
Her mouth felt dry when she swallowed, trying to prevent a moan “I'm...fine...”
Tony hummed, turning the toy on and off a few times to tease her as he leaned in a bit and placed his chin on his hand “You sure? You look like you're about to come apart."
Y/N nods, closing her eyes to concentrated before opening it again to look at him. Stark chuckled, setting the toy on a low, constant vibration as he kept staring at her, enjoying her trying to keep it all together "You're doing so well, babe... I'm so proud of you..."
The waiter brings them their dessert, and Tony thanks him, his hand in his pocket, turning the toy up to a different setting. This time he didn’t turned off the little pink toy "Go on, baby...eat something. Wouldn't want you to lose your strength."
“Tony...” Her voice almost sounded like a low moan “I can’t...”
Stark grins, enjoying the whine as he looks at her, still playing with the toy. He motions to the food in front of her with his hand. "Eat something, babe. C’mon.."
Y/N struggled to eat the small desert in front of her. She was sure she was squirming in the chair, rubbing her legs together as the thing kept vibrating on her. Stark had that damn smirk on his face the whole time, enjoying the way she was struggling to eat and to keep quiet. By the time they had finished dessert he decided to turn off the toy, wanting to make her wait a bit longer before he brought it back on.
A complaining whine left her lips as she was too close to her orgasm, but she was also relieved “I think we can go home now...”
Tony shakes her head and chuckles slight “Not yet, baby...I still want to finish the wine.” Stark motions for the waiter to refill his glass. A few moments later the glasses are refilled and the waiter leaves them alone. Again, he turned on the toy.
A small moan escaped her lips before she could stop it. Y/N was too worked up now and she was sure her panties were drenched.
Stark heard the small moan and grinned “Be careful, sweetheart...wouldn't want you to make a scene...”
“Tony...” She didn’t know if she was complaining or moaning his name anymore, everything feeling too much after being tease with that vibrator for almost an hour now with no release and no possibility to moan.
He smirked, looking around to see the other patrons in the restaurant were too busy with their own meals to pay them any mind. He leaned in close to her again, the toy still vibrating against her "Are you close, babe? You look close..."
She could only nods while she bites her lower lip, preventing any sound from coming out of her mouth. Tony noticed how much she was trying to hold it together and he could also tell it was getting harder and more difficult for her "Are you gonna come for me, babe?"
Her eyes started to roll back and she closes it. Stark smirked again while he turned the toy up the slightest bit more, while his hand moves up her thigh "That's it, baby... come for me, right here in the middle of this restaurant."
The way her breathing was becoming more and more labored showed him she was close. Y/N's face contorted in pleasure and she was thankful she had her back to most people in there. A small moan leaving her lips as the toy finally made her reach her orgasm while in the restaurant.
Stark was satisfied, and also somewhat hard, seeing her face as she came and hearing the moan she let out. He turned the toy off after the fact, just watching her with a grin as the wave of her orgasm passed through her in the middle of the restaurant. He finally signed to the waiter to brings them the check.
While Tony was paying, she almost drank her glass at once after her orgasm subside. Stark set the money down and thanked the waiter, standing up and holding his hand out to her "C'mon, baby. Let's go home."
Once they were out of the restaurant and at the car, Tony opened the door for her and let her sit down before he went around and got in on the driver's side. He started the car up and started driving, keeping one of his hands on her thigh as he did so.
Y/N watches as he drove, a comfortable silence settling between them. She wanted to get back at him somehow, just a small tease, so her hand went to the bulge on his pants, rubbing her hand against him through the fabric of his pants.
Tony was surprised when he felt her hand on his bulge, letting out a small gasp at the feeling of her touching him “Y-Y/N...we're still in the car...”
“So?” She looks at him innocently while she still teased him slowly.
A quiet moan was heard from Tony, his gripping the steering wheel tighter as he tried to focus on driving while she continued teasing him "F-Fuck... baby... we're almost at the penthouse..." Stark was struggling to focus, trying to drive as fast he safely could to get them to his penthouse. He bit his lip every time he felt her hand move and he almost let out moan every time she gave a squeeze.
After what feels like forever to the billionaire, finally he pulled up to the penthouse and parked, shifting his legs to adjust his now-noticeably-tighter-pants. He glanced at her, noticing the smirk on her face and the way her hand was still on his bulge. He groaned when she rubbed it again before he spoke "Inside. Now."
This time, she didn’t wait for him to open the door. They exit his car and Stark practically shoved her into the elevator and slammed the button to the top floor, barely able to wait the few seconds it went up.
Once they were at the penthouse, he didn't waste any time before pulling her body to him and kissed her. She kissed him back, the kiss being messy and full of lust. Soon she was pushing his suit jacket off him, throwing somewhere in the ground. His hands went down to the hem of her dress, lifting it up above her hips as he walked her to his room, without breaking the kiss.
There was a trail of clothes from the living room to his bedroom: jacked, shirt, dress, pants, shoes, heels, socks. Until they finally hit the bed, with only their underwear on their bodies.
Stark breaks the kiss and takes in the view of her in her black set of lingerie, his breath getting caught in his throat as he sees her "God, you look absolutely perfect, babe." He pushes her back gently onto the bed, crawling on top of her and beginning to kiss her neck, his hands roaming over her bare body, tracing the lace on her bra.
Y/N’s hands were on his hair and his neck, teasing him with her nails. Stark continues to leave kisses down her neck, moving down to her chest. He opened her bra before he slides the straps off her shoulders, moving to kiss her breasts.
She moans slightly feeling his tongue circling her nipple and his mouth sucking it, before he did the same with the other. He kept kissing down her body while his fingers traced the lace of her panties. She lifts her hips to help him take it off, eager for more.
Tony chuckled at the eagerness, moving off her for a moment so he could slide the panties off, removing them and throwing them somewhere in the room. He spread her legs, the pink toy still there.
He pulled the toy slightly off her before pushing in again, making Y/N moan. Stark grins, doing it again, pulling the toy in and out painfully slow.
“Tony...” She moans his name, as he did it again.
He chuckles, looking at her as he continued his slow pace with the toy "Yeah, baby? What is it?" moans his name,
"Stop...teasing...”
Stark stop, but he kept holding the toy still inside of her "It's not even on..."
Another moan came from her lips “Please...I need you...”
He pulled the toy out completely, pulling his boxers down and moving his body above her, settling between her legs. His hands roam over her body, feeling her soft skin under his touch. He looks into her eyes with a smirk, and she can feel his hard cock pressed up against her "Is this what you need, baby?"
“Yes.” The work came out as a breathless whisper from her lips. He leans down to kiss her, his body resting on top of hers.
One of his hands moves down to position himself at her entrance, rubbing the tip against her wetness, making her moan against his lips. He smirked hearing it. After a moment of teasing her, he slowly slid himself inside her, his hands on either side of her head to support his height.
She moans, and she had to fight to keep her eyes open, because the look on his face was too hot. Stark closed his eyes when he bottomed out inside her, letting out a low groan while his lips were parted.
He opens his eyes, looking down at her face with a smirk. He slowly pulled all the way out, before pushing back in, starting a slow pace. Y/N moaned at each thrusting, their eyes locked.
Tony started to speed up his pace, wanting to hear her more and more. One of his hands moved to grip her thigh, giving it a squeeze as he adjusted to go faster. He couldn’t keep his eyes off her as he did so.
Y/N wrapped her legs around his waist, making him reach deeper in this new position. It felt so good as his cock was going faster and hard on her. It didn’t take long for her to start tightening slightly around him, feeling her orgasm approaching.
“Tony...”
The way she clenched around him almost made his eyes roll to the back of his head, a groan escaping his lips at the feeling and at the sound of his name on her lips "Fuck..."
His thrusts started to get sloppy and harder. He was close too. It barely took Y/N a few more seconds before she came, her walls clenching around his cock as his name came out of her lips in the most sinful way.
Feeling her tighten around him, combined with the way she was saying his name...it’s all it took for Tony to finally cum, spilling his warm seed inside of her.
Y/N looked at him, with a tired and satisfied smile as she tried to catch her breath back. Tony smiled down at her, before pulling out of her and rolling over to the side, pulling her into his arms.
Stark pulled the sheets up over them to cover their bodies as he held her close and kissed the top of her head, his hand rubbing up and down her back "I love you."
“I love you more.” She smiles, looking at him as her body relaxed even more.
He smiled back, moving his hand to brush some of her hair out of her face "That's not possible. I pretty sure I win at loving you more." Y/N chuckled softly, knowing it was no use to argue over this, he would always win. He chuckled back, enjoying the way she laughed as he ran his hand through her hair. It was quiet for a few moments, both of them just enjoying each other's presence before he spoke again "Did you like the toy? At the restaurant?"
She nods “It was...interesting.”
"That's a good way to describe it...” He paused, enjoying the feeling of her in his arms for a moment and tracing figures on her back with his fingers before speaking again. "Would you...want to do it again in public sometime?"
“Yeah, why not?” She smirks slightly “Maybe next time I’ll tease you.”
Tony chuckled at that, liking the idea of her teasing him in a public place "Sounds like a plan, darling."
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Pairing: Severus Snape x Professor!Reader
Words: 2.2k
Summary: Y/N was hired to be the new DADA professor, the job Snape always wanted. She had been his student in her time in Hogwarts and now she’s back as his colleague. After a small gathering between the professors, a bit too much fire whiskey, she had told him she had a crush on him in her 7th year.
Warning/Content: smut, roleplay (professor/student), dom!Snape, oral sex (male receiving).
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“I had a crush on you in my 7th year. That’s why I used to get so much detention. I tried to get your attention.”
Snape sat alone in his chamber, his mind in a turmoil of emotions. He kept replaying in his minds the words she said. He couldn't believe she had confessed that under the influence of the alcohol.
The next day, classes seem long as he can’t take his mind off her and her words. Even the students noticed their professor seemed a little off. At dinner, he tried to avoid looking at Y/N or even interacting with her. She obviously noticed the way he was avoiding her the whole day, during meals, and she was already regretting telling him her feelings. Y/N just finished her meal and went to her chamber, wanting a good night of sleep and perhaps forget the stupidest thing she ever done.
After dinner, Snape walked to his own chamber, but somehow, he finds himself standing outside her door. His usual composed demeanor replaced by a mixture of nervousness and anticipation as he knocked on her door.
Y/N wasn’t expecting anyone, so she decided to open the door thinking it could be some kind of emergency. She was surprised to see Snape standing there. He didn’t wait for her invitation, walking past her inside her room.
“What are you doing here?”
Snape stopped inside her room, looking around at the decoration before turning to face her. His eyes trailed over her form, taking in her appearance now dressed in her pajamas. He was silent for a moment, his mind racing with thoughts and questions. “I have a question..." Snape started, his voice low and soft. He paused for a moment, unsure of how to word his question "You said you wanted my attention..."
Y/N sighs, she didn’t want to have this conversation “Yes...”
Snape's heart was pounding in his chest, anticipation and anxiety swirling within him. He stepped closer to her, closing the distance a little "You've...desire me?"
“I did...”
His mind was spinning, his breath hitching as he processed her response. He had never expected this, never expected her to desire him in her student’s years “Do you still do?” She only nods. He took another step closer, now standing directly in front of her "Have you...have you ever imagined...naughty things when you were a student?" Her cheeks flushed a little, before she nods once again.
Snape couldn't stop the wave of desire that washed over him at her admission "Such as...?"
Y/N took another deep breath. Since they were having this conversation, late at night, she might as well be honest. So, she looked at him, before she spoke again “I...I used to imagine that in detention, you would bend me over your desk...lift my skirt and just fuck me...”
The potion master’s heart practically stopped beating as he listened to her words. The image she had painted in his mind was both thrilling and sinful, and it sent a jolt of desire through his body "Is that still something you fantasize about now?”
“Yes...” Y/N’s voice was low when she answers him.
Snape's eyes darken with desire hearing her answer “That could be arranged..." he murmurs, his voice low and sultry.
The air was thick around them, a new mood settling. He looked at her one last time, before he grabbed her arm tightly, but not enough to hurt, and started pulling her along quickly to his classroom. Once inside, he shut and locked the door and put a silence charming on the room to prevent any interruptions.
He turned to face her, using his wand to transfigure her pajamas into her old school uniform. Y/N looked surprised, looking down at her clothes “What...”
Snape smirked at her surprise, his eyes trailing over her body in the tight, skimpy uniform. He took a step closer, towering over her "This is the fantasy, isn't it? Detention..." he smirked, his voice like velvet.
She nods with a small chuckle “Yes...so what now, professor?”
As he hears her tone, his eyes darkened further, a mixture of excitement and desire in his gaze “Now... you get your punishment, Miss Y/L/N." he purred, his voice low and seductive “Kneel.”
Y/N could feel her panties wetting already. She followed his orders and kneel before him.
Snape watches as she obediently kneels in front of him, and a spark of lust ignites inside him. He took a step towards her, grabbing her chin and lifting her head "You always talked back a lot. You need to learn to keep your mouth shut.” He says as his thumb brushed over her lower lip “Open it.” Again, she followed his instructions, making Snape let out a low growl of satisfaction.
His hands were quickly to open his pants and free himself from it. He was already hard. “I wonder if this works to shut you up…” The professor says, before he puts his hard cock inside her mouth.
Y/N closed her lips around him with a soft moan. He felt the vibration, as he groans too. His hands quickly went to her hair, grabbing it as he starts to guide her on his member. She never broke the eye contact with him, as he kept pushing deeper on her mouth and letting out soft moans as the feeling of her warm mouth around him.
Snape never looked away from her. The sight of Y/N on her knees, taking his cock in her mouth and in her old Y/H uniform... He let out a shaky breath, his composure faltering as he kept guiding her “You…look so pretty like that…with your mouth shut.”
She moans again against him and it was enough for him to tight his hold on her hair. He was almost lost in the moment, almost undone. But he remebered her fantasy and he had every intention of indulging them.
He pulled her by her hair off him and back on her feet. Snape’s gaze travels over her body. The uniform, her knees a little red from kneeling on the hard floor...He took a step forward, and began backing her up against the desk. He spins her around so her back was against his chest, leaning down so his lips was against her ear as he whispered "Bend over the desk."
Y/N looked at the desk, her heart racing with the thought of wat was about to happen. Seeing she was not moving, Snape placed a hand on her back and applied a bit of pressure, enough to push her slightly. His voice was low and gravelly as he spoke "I said…bend. Over.”
She let him push her to the desk, bending her over on the wood surface and Snape's eyes darkened as he watched it. He stood behind her, admiring the view for a moment, before his hand moved up her thigh, gripping the hem of the skirt and slowly pulling it up over her hips, exposing her panties.
He stepped closer, pressing his hard cock against her clothed pussy, his body taut with arousal. He leaned down, whispering in her ear "I wonder how many times you imagined this...in your seventh year..."
A low chuckle came out of her mouth “How many times did I had detention...?”
Snape’s lips curled into a wicked smile “Every week, for a different reason. Talking in class, not completing your assignments, messing up your potions, talking back... I wonder how many were fake reasons…” He let his hand wander, tracing his fingers up the inside of her thigh, moving ever higher “All those times... I had to put you in detention… I wonder if you ever hoped I’d punish you like this.” He whispered, his fingers finally reaching the edge of your panties.
“Yes...” She sounded just as desperate as she was for him to touch her.
Hearing the desire in her voice made snape let out a low chuckle, his hand continuing it’s journey, caressing her through the fabric of her panties "And did you ever think about me, after you left my classroom...?”
A soft moan came from her lips, feeling his fingers just teasing her through the fabric “Mhmm...”
Snape smiles as he hears her moan “Mmm, did you touch yourself as you thought about me?"
“Yes...”
His breath shuddering as she confirms his question. He pressed his body tighter against her, his hard cock rubbing against her through the very thin fabric of her panties while his fingers kept teasing.
“Professor...” Her voice sounded more like a moan.
A wave of desire went to his body hearing how she said his title “…Say it again.”
“Professor...”
Snape’s breath shudders as he hears it again. The sound of it coming from her lips is enough to drive him mad. He moves his fingers, finding the edge of her panties again, letting his fingers slide slowly down her thigh, taking the panties with him, until they are around her ankles. Y/N quickly stepped out of it.
The professor took a step back, taking a moment to admire her half-naked body, her pussy exposed to him like that. He kicked her feet away, parting her legs even more and Y/N let out a surprised gasp. He moved back to press himself against her, slowly rubbing the tip of his cock against her wetness.
Y/N moans at the feeling “Please...”
Snape smirks at her moan, teasing her a little more “Ready for your punishment?”
“Yes, professor...”
The way the title sounded coming from her lips was intoxicating for him. He used his hand to rub his cock again on her, before he positioned himself on her entrance and slowly slide inside of her with a low groan “You’re so tight...”
He gave her a moment to get used at him, caressing the skin of her hips, before he started moving in and out of her, making small groans. Y/N started moan as he moved, the feeling better than she imagined.
Snape leaned even closer, his chest against her back, so he could whisper in her ear while he moved slowly, taking his time “This…this is what you wanted…wasn’t it? Getting fucked by your professor...?”
“Yes...”
“Yes what?” He whispered again.
“Yes, sir.” He started moving a little faster at her answer, his breath quickening, his hands moving to her hair to keep her in that position as he fucked her.
The sounds she made and the way her body felt against his own, combined with the taboo nature of this whole scene, made his head spin and his lust grow. He started moving faster, harder, letting his desire take over.
Her moans started get more frequent as he was thrusting harder and faster on her. The only sounds besides their moans were their skin against each other and the desk moving ever so little as he kept pushing his cock on her.
Snape felt her starting tightening around him and he smirks “Are you close, Miss Y/L/N?”
“Yes, professor...”
The potion master groaned again, his pace going even harder, more desperate “Good… me too…” *He was close, but he wanted, no, he needed her to cum first. His hand went to between her legs, rubbing her clit to make her orgasm first.
And it worked. Y/N’s legs were already shaking, and that made the perfect combination for her orgasm to hit her as her walls tightened around the professor’s cock.
The moment he felt her cum was his breaking point, when he finally came inside of the woman bending over his table. He rode his orgasm, until his body relaxed and he softened, pulling out of her.
Y/N kept laying there, without moving, as she tried to catch her breath after such an intense orgasm. Probably the most intense in her whole life.
Snape helped her get back to her feet and then sat her on his desk. Y/N watches him, as he gets a cauldron and started to brew something.
“What are you doing...?”
He started working on a potion while he spoke, his voice nonchalant and a slight smirk playing across his lips “It’s a Contraceptive Potion…we don’t want any accidents now, do we?”
“Oh...right.” She felt her cheeks getting hot. She completely forgot about that.
Snape quickly finished as she was sitting on the desk, watching him work. He handed it to her “Drink, should have no bad effects.” She drank it, and for once, it didn’t taste too bad.
“You look tired.” Snape says, watching as she stepped back on the ground.
Y/N smiled a little and nods “You tired me.”
He looked, noticing she was still in the uniform. He used his wand to transfigure her clothes back to her pajamas “I'll walk you back.”
The walk back to her chamber was silent, none of them daring to say anything. When they stopped in front of her door, Snape stopped her, turning to face her “You said you still desire me. You should know that I desire you too. More than just for a night.” Y/N smiled a little. “Good night, Y/L/N.”
“Good night, Snape...”
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Pairing: Loki x Reader
Words: 1.2k
Summary: Y/N and Loki had been best friends for a long time and she knew about his heritage. She was okay with it. One day they were at his room, talking, and then one thing led to another and they kissed.
Warning/Content: smut, temperature play, jotun Loki.
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Loki's lips were like heaven. Y/N moaned against it when his tongue explored her mouth and his hand roamed her body. Loki was on top of her, between her legs, his body pinning her down on the bed as he moves against her and she could feel him hard on his leather pants.
He kissed her jaw, then her neck, before he pulled away to look at her, his eyes darken with desire “You trust me, right?”
Y/N looked at him, her eyes not much different from his. She gave a small nod “With my life.”
Loki smiled against her neck before he pulled back just a little so they could undress each other. Soon they were naked, Y/N watching his body. He started to kiss her neck, down to her collarbone. He kissed her chest, her breast, her stomach, going down her body, until he stops in her hips, spreading her legs more, making a small gasp left her lips.
He kissed her inner thigh while his hand held her hips. Loki stopped, looking up at her, eyes filled with desire and something else… he looked like a starved beast in that moment, hungrily staring up at her. He kept looking up at her as he moved his mouth to her core, his tongue slowly started to lick her. Y/N moans feeling his warm tongue moving against her pussy.
“Loki...” Her voice sound like a needy moan. He let out a little moan against her, the vibration sending another jolt of pleasure he pressed his mouth firmer against her.
Loki pulled away slightly, licking his lips before speaks “You taste amazing.” His voice was quiet and deep, as if he was saying a secret that only she knew about. He moved his tongue back to her. His tongue starts to work more vigorously, like he can’t get enough of her, moving faster, focusing on her clit.
He looks up at her again, licking her, sucking her, his eyes darkened and filled with hunger and desire at each sound she made it, until she closed her eyes. Loki smirks against her, he wanted to try something with her and now would be the perfect time, so without warning, he turned in his Jotun form.
Y/N moans a little louder, feeling the change of temperature. His tongue now was ice cold, and so was his hands on her. Loki loved how she reacted and it only fueled his desire more. Her run his tongue in all off her pussy, around her entrance and went back to focus on her clit. He let his hands wander up her body, feeling the cold of his hands against her skin until his hands found up to her breasts and he gently rolled her nipples on his cold fingers, making her moan more.
“Loki...” A desperate moan came from her lips, indicating she was feeling so good. Loki loved to hear it, loving how she was reacting to this form of him...the real him.
Her hips moved slightly against his tongue, meeting his pace. He knew she was getting closer to cum and he speed up her tongue, sucking her clit just to make her moan even more while his hands came back to her hips to hold her down in place. In a few more seconds, she was moaning his name and arching her back while she orgasmed.
Loki continued to eat her out until she rides out her orgasm. As he felt her body relaxing, he pulled away from her, breathing heavy, his eyes dark, and his Jotun form starting to change back.
Y/N finally opened her eyes, looking at the god on top of her. His eyes were dark with desire, and all she wanted was to him to finally fuck her. “Loki...please...I need you.”
He looked at her, his eyes filled with lust and hunger. He didn’t need to be told twice, he was just as desperate as she was “I need you too… more than you know.”
At that, he grabbed her legs and wrapped around his waist. His cock was hard as he positioned himself on her entrance. Y/N gave a small nod, desperate to feel him, and then he slowly started to push in, a small groan coming from his lips. She moaned at the new feeling of him filling her up, stretching her walls with his size.
Loki gave her a moment to get used, but some part of him also needed a moment to not just cum right there with how tight she felt around him. He slowly started moving, looking at her to see if there was any sign of discomfort. When he found none, he started picking up his pace.
Moans left her lips as he thrusts on her. He keeps going, loving each sound she was making. His movements becoming a little bit faster, a little bit harder, seeking for more. He looked at her face, the pleasure she was feeling and he decided to test his other form again.
Without a warning, he turned back in his Jotun form, right before her eyes. She moaned, fighting to keep her eyes open at the new sensation of his cock cold as ice, thrusting on her.
Loki let out a low groan, the temperature change affecting him more than he expected. She suddenly felt way too hot around him, and that made him even crazy. His grip tightened on her hips, a few groans coming from the god’s lips.
“Loki...” Y/N moans his name.
He whispered against her ear, his breath cold and heavy “Faster? Or harder?”
“Both.”
He didn’t even hesitate, wanting to give her everything she wanted. His hips moved even faster, harder, going as deep as he can “You like that?” She only nods, not trusting her mouth would do anything else than moan again.
As he continued to move, hitting a deep spot inside of her, he started feeling her clenching slightly around him. He knew she was close and he wanted nothing more than to make her cum on him “Cum for me, love...”
Hearing his words and with the feeling of him, she couldn’t hold back any longer. She felts even tighter around him and she couldn’t help as her eyes closed at the intense pleasure she felt. That was the final push that Loki needed, and soon after she rode out her orgasm, he came too, with a deep grunt.
He lets his body fall against her of exhaustion, turning back to his Asgardian form as he kissed her gently on the lips, then on her forehead before he pulled out and laid on the bed next to her “You okay?”
Y/N nods, still catching her breath “Yeah…that was amazing by the way…”
Loki nods, his breath still heavy as he pulls her closer “Yes, it was...It was an interesting experience.” He holds her in his arms, his fingers tracing lazy patterns on her skin when he spoke again, hesitantly “I was afraid you would be...disgusted...”
“Loki...” She looks up at him with a soft gaze “How many times do I have to tell you I don’t find you disgusting like that?”
He looks at her, a small smile forming on his face “I know, I know...but I still worry about it. It's hard to shake off old insecurities.”
Y/N looked at him, with a smirk “Let’s take a shower then. I’ll get rid of those insecurities.”
Loki chuckles but soon a smirk formed on his lips “Lead the way.”
I want to write a Severus Snape x Reader (smut, of course).
What would be better?
Professor!Reader
Student!Reader (7th year and 18 years old)
ONE BED
Pairing: Loki x Reader x Bucky
Words: 2.489
Summary: Loki, Y/N and Bucky had to share a room (and a bed) after a mission (day 3 of kinktober).
Warning/Content: smut, threesome, vaginal sex, anal sex, oral sex.
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Loki, Y/N and Bucky were on a mission. Obviously, it wasn’t an easy one, since they had sent her, a god and the former Winter Soldier. But they didn’t know it would be that hard.
A few agents were running after the trio. When they turn a hallway, Loki found a door and without thinking much, he opened, entering and pulling Y/N with him. Bucky followed after, closing the door, before Loki sealed it with magic. It was a super small space, probably a janitor closet or something like that.
Loki was already with his back against the wall, Y/N pressed against him chest to chest and Bucky behind her, with his chest against her back. And no option for more space.
If they weren’t running from their death, this would have been an interesting situation. Bucky had his hands on her hips, trying to balance himself, meanwhile, Loki had his hands on her waist. It was an interesting position, to say at least. No one dared to even breath too loud, even if they were still trying to catch their breath from all the running. Y/N could see Loki’s face with the small light that came out of the room. They were all uncomfortable. Or at least the two men were. Her leg was pressed against his crotch and her ass pressed against Bucky’s.
Bucky shifted on his feet, causing Y/N to be pressed further against Loki and that made her leg brush against him. Loki had to hold back a gasp when her knee brushed against his pants. Y/N could see him closing his eyes, taking a deep breath to try to at least control his body, since he couldn’t control the situation.
She knew the position was anything but ideal right now. Her pressed between two men, in a way their bodies kept rubbing at every small movement they make it.
“You have to stop moving.” Loki whispers, his tone hoarse.
“I'm trying.” Y/N whispers back “Bucky keep pushing me.”
“My foot is becoming numb.” Bucky tried to justify.
Loki let his head fall on her shoulder to try to control himself. He soon noticed it was the worst idea since now he could smell her. Y/N took a deep breath, his hot breath on her neck sent chills down her spine. Bucky moved again behind her. She could feel he was getting affected by the situation and if she moved her leg, she would know Loki was too.
“This is not helping...” She whispers, especially to Loki who was still breathing on her neck.
Bucky whispered behind her, against her ear and another shiver went on her body "What do you want us to do? We can't exactly move here and we can’t leave now."
“I know...” Y/N whispers back. She shifts on her legs, feeling her feet numbing and again, she brushed against the two of them.
Loki let out a low whine in her ear, clearly getting more and more affected. Bucky's thumbs began to gently caress her hips without even noticing.
They kept hearing the agents outside. Sometimes there was just steps, sometimes there was a few talking and they kept looking for the trio. Everyone was holding their breaths inside, trying not to make noise. When someone tried to open the door, Bucky pressed Y/N even more on Loki, and he tightened his hold on her hip. Loki’s hand did the same on her waist, lifting his head and looking at the door.
It felt like forever when they finally heard silence behind that door. They’ve waited a minute more, just to make sure it was free. Loki took out the magic and Bucky open the door, being the first one to exit. Loki practically stumbled out of that closet. He was a mess from what happened. Bucky was too. They had been affected by everything, and if Y/N dared to look down, he would see they have a tent on their pants. Both men avoided looking at her as they tried to catch their breaths and cool down a little.
“We should get off here and call Stark to get us...” Y/N spoke, breaking the uncomfortable silence.
Both men nodded, agreeing with her, but was Loki who spoke “Yeah, let’s go before they find us again.” The trio managed to get out the base, without setting any alarm. Of course, an agent or two showed up in their way, but they were quickly to get rid of them.
Finally, out of the base, Y/N could breathe somewhat relieved. They had survived, got the intel, even if that weird situation happened. She quickly got her phone and dialed Stark’s number “We’re done here. Send the jet, please.”
“About that...” Tony started, and she could hear the reluctance in his voice “We have a problem with the jet and the team is fixing, but they said it only be finished by tomorrow. You’ll have to sleep in the town...” Before she could answer anything, Tony hangs up the phone.
“Great...”
Bucky looked at her, seeing the frustration on her face “What happened?”
“Stark can’t get the jet, said it have some problem it will only be ready to fly tomorrow.”
Bucky ran a frustrated hand through his hair, letting out a deep sigh "Well....what are we supposed to do until then?" Loki was standing silently.
“I say we find a hotel to spend the night.” Y/N says, sighing. All she wanted was for this to be over.
Loki and Bucky nodded in agreement. It was the only thing they could do. They managed to get a car (read: Bucky stole one). First hotel: no rooms available. They drive to the next: no room available. And that happened three more time, until in the sixth hotel, the receptionist finally said that was a room available. But that’s it. One room. Bucky, Loki, and Y/N all looked at each other before sighing. At this point, any sort of room was better than nothing.
"Yeah...we'll take it.” Bucky said, getting the key. They walk to the room and still had that uncomfortable silence between them. When Bucky opened the door and they entered the small room, to their surprise, there was just one bed, probably queen size. Not even a small couch or anything, just the bed.
The three of them just stood silently, looking at the single bed in the room. Loki pinched the bridge of his nose out of annoyance and Bucky just sigh while rubbing his metal arm anxiously “...great. just great."
Bucky walked forward and sat down onto the bed, running a frustrated hand over his face "Guess we're all sleeping in here then."
“Yeah...” Y/N walks forward and sat too “Not like anything weird happened today already.”
Loki rolled his eyes, staying stood up while being clearly unhappy about the situation "This day just keeps getting better and better, doesn't it?"
“And we don’t even have a change of clothes...” Y/N remembers them, that it could be even worse.
"Of course not. that would actually be convenient for us, and we can't have that." B bucky sighed, resting his head in his hands.
Y/N started taking off her boots “At least we not covered in blood.” Bucky and Loki followed her lead and did the same, taking off their boots. “How are we gonna do this?”
Bucky looked at the bed, looking at how there was only enough space to lay down side by side. "I guess we're all just...sleeping on the bed. Loki and I get the sides, you stay in the middle."
“Okay, yeah." Y/N lay first, Loki and Bucky following her. They had to actually lay on their sides to fit the bed. She was turned to Loki and Bucky was behind her, just like in the HYDRA base. Again, her leg was millimeters from Loki’s crotch and Bucky had his body pressed against hers. Bucky let out a breath against the back of her neck and Loki's breath hit her face. Great, she could feel all of their bodies again.
Y/N bit her lower lip, trying to concentrate on anything but the men’s bodies against hers. Loki's eyes flickered down to her lower lip as she bit it, causing his eyes to darken just slightly as he looked back up into your eyes.
“This is not gonna work...” She whispers to both of them.
Bucky moved slight, rubbing against her ass “Why not?”
“Because I’m trying to ignore how I can feel your and Loki’s cock hard against me...and it’s not working.”
Bucky's hand gripped on her hips a little hard and Loki's hand began to slowly trail down her side, both men clearly struggling to control themselves.
"You're not the only one trying to ignore that..." Loki mumbled, his voice coming out uneven. Loki’s hand touched her skin under her shirt, causing Y/N to let out a soft gasp at the feeling of his touch. Bucky followed him when his metal hand touched the warm skin of her stomach, the feeling of his metal arm causing chills to go down her spine.
"You have no idea how much I want you right now..." Bucky whispered on her ear, his voice full of desire.
“I could say the same...” Loki spoke up, his voice coming out low and quiet.
Bucky’s fingers went down, opening her pants and letting his hand slide inside her panties. His metal fingers gently rubbing her clit, making a low moan escape her lips. Loki’s hand went up to her breasts, touching her and rolling her nipples in his fingers, making she moans again. Bucky's eyes darkened as he heard her moan again, biting her earlobe. Loki's lips found hers in a kiss, and Bucky began to kiss her neck while his hand was still rubbing circles on your clit, a little faster.
Y/N moans against Loki’s lips. Bucky moved his hand a little more, finding her entrance and slowly pushing two fingers inside. Loki broke the kiss, to take the shirt off, and Bucky took the opportunity to take her pants and panties off too. She just let them and she was loving every minute of it.
Soon they undress themselves too, Loki being the first one to go back to bed, on top of her, kissing down her entire body. Her neck, her chest, giving a special attention to her nipples. She moans, feeling his tongue circling her nipples like that. He kept kissing her down, until he was finally on her legs.
He spread her legs, wider, a smirk on his lips when he looked at her pussy wet. He lowered his head, giving a tentative lick on her pussy. Y/N moans, feeling too good right now. Loki smirks, and found a good pace with tongue to eat her out and make her crazy.
Bucky kneel close to her head, his eyes darkened watching her moan and the look of pleasure on her face as Loki was eating her out “Open your mouth, doll.” Y/N did as he told her, opening her mouth to him. Bucky put his hard cock on her lips. Feeling the warm of her mouth around him, he groans “Suck.”
Y/N obeyed. She started sucking him, while Loki was focusing his tongue on her clit, making her feel an immense amount of pleasure. She moans against Bucky’s cock, making him feel small vibrations and taking a few grunts from him. It didn’t take long for her to cum on his tongue and Loki kept licking her until she rides out of her orgasm.
He pulled out and smirks, before her and Bucky changed positions. Bucky was more than happy to taste her, his tongue more desperate than Loki.
“Oh god...” She moans.
Bucky didn’t waste time before he pushed his fingers on her, pumping it and making her moan again and again. Loki’s fingers pulled her lower lip “Open...wide.”
Y/N did it as he asked and she closed her mouth around him, making him moan at the feeling. With Loki’s cock on her mouth and Bucky with his tongue and fingers, it didn’t take long until she orgasmed again. Bucky pulled back to look at her, wiping his chin.
Loki laid on the bed, pulling her on top of him and kissed her. The tip of his cock was already brushing against her, and she gave him a nod. Loki smirked at her consent and entered her. She moans at the feeling of him stretching her. Bucky moved behind her, kneeling on the bed, before he teased her ass his fingers.
“Is this okay, doll?” Y/N nods, half moaning. “Relax for me.” He says before he positioned himself and entered her asshole slowly, giving her time to get used.
Y/N looked at Loki and then at Bucky and nodded. Both men started moving, slowly and carefully to not hurt her. But as she moans, they started getting confident, and the thrusts fast and deeper. She didn’t think when she woke up that she would end up being fucked by them, but she definitely wasn’t complaining.
Bucky’s metal hand wrapped around her throat and she moans. Bucky smirked, applying just a little of pression “You like that, don’t you?”
She nods, her eyes almost rolling back.
Loki’s hands went between their bodies and started rubbing her clit “You like that...having us both at the same time?”
“Mhmm...”
Loki increased the pression on his fingers, making her moan louder. She couldn’t hold back anymore when she gave another moan, her eyes rolling back. She tightened around both men. Loki was the first to come, feeling her clenching on him. Bucky followed right after.
Bucky was the first one to pull out, carefully to not hurt her in any way and laid on the bed. Loki did the same, and Y/N rolled over him, laying between the two of them. They were all breathless, looking at the ceiling.
The room was quiet for a few minutes while they all caught their breath from the events that had just occurred. Bucky, still breathing heavily, then spoke up “That's not how I saw that event going today...”
Loki let out a small chuckle from beside her “I certainly didn't but I cannot find myself complaining about it at all...”
Y/N chuckles too “I’m not complaining either...that was...”
Loki was the first one to turn back to her “You okay?” She nods with a small smile on her face.
“You sure doll?” Bucky asked.
“Yeah. I’m sure.” She turns to face him.
Bucky cupped her face and kissed her gently. Then Loki, turned her face to him and kissed her too. After they break the kiss, both men get comfortable beside her, almost protectively. Bucky's hand was on her hip again while Loki's thumb traced small patterns on her stomach.
They were so tired after everything that they quickly fell asleep and didn’t even move from that position during the night.
1977
Pairing: TVA Loki x Reader
Words: 2.457
Summary: Y/N was impressed by Loki's magic when chasing Brad and he obviously noticed.
Warning/Content: smut, restraining, shadow play, semi-public sex.
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Loki, Mobius and Y/N were in London, 1977, running after X-5, now going as Brad in the sacred timeline. Loki went after him all until they ended up reaching a dead end in an abandoned construction site. You and Mobius were quick to keep up with Loki, just in time to see Loki's two duplicates walking towards him. They stopped before Brad and their shadows began growing horns, somehow holding him by the arms, in place. The real Loki stood there with a smug smirk.
Y/N and Mobius walked to Loki, Y/N too stunned with the scene in front of her to speak.
“I little over the top, don't you think. All that shadow play.” Mobius said, looking at Loki.
The real Loki looks at Mobius, with a proud smirk on his face "I thought it was spot on..." He says, making his duplicates vanish in thin air, just keeping Brad trapped against the wall.
Y/N kept watching it. She was...surprised? Yes. Shocked? Also, yes. Aroused?...wait, what? Loki gives her a quick glance and for a second, he could have sworn he saw something strange in her eyes. He quickly pushed that thought away as he and Mobius got Brad and brough him back to TVA to interrogate him about Sylvie.
Mobius and B-15 went first, leaving Loki and Y/N alone in an office. Her mind was still on the shadow thing he did with his magic, and Loki noticed the silence and the distant look in her eyes and he found odd. She usually talked a lot.
Loki snapped his fingers on her face in an attempt to snap her back to reality "Hello? Anyone in there?"
She blinks, being pulled back to the real world, away from her thought, and she looked at Loki, trying to keep a composed face “Yes?”
"You are unusually quiet." He remarks. "Something on your mind?"
Y/N shakes her head “Just the mission and everything that’s going on...” she says, looking at him and she couldn’t help by still play the image of what happened in her head.
Loki looked at her skeptically. He was pretty sure she was lying and he got the strange feeling that something was on her mind "Right..." He kept watching her and a smirked appeared on his lips when something crossed his mind. Her distant behavior started after he chased Brad. "Did you...enjoy my little trick with the shadows?"
“It was pretty nice.” she says, trying to sound disinterested. She was trying not to think about that...and how hot he looked in that suit from 1977.
He chuckled, clearly seeing through her nonchalant facade "Just pretty nice? Not amazing or impressive or captivating." He teased as he slowly walked closer, looking her on that beautiful black dress.
Y/N watched as he stopped in front of her and she smiles “Yes. Jus pretty nice...”
Loki chuckles as well, just a few inches away from her "You didn't find it captivating or stunning? Not even a little?" She felt her back hit the wall and she looked surprised. Loki notices that she hadn’t realized that he was slowly driving her backwards until now. His green eyes sparkle with mischief and he can't keep the smirk off of his face as he leans in even closer, his body now just inches away from hers "I just can't shake the feeling that you are not being completely truthful."
He reaches out a hand and slowly, gently grabs her chin with his thumb and forefinger, forcing her to look him in the eyes "You're hiding something. I can tell when someone is lying." He spoke in a low, seductive whisper. His proximity, voice, and touch all working together to create an electrifying tension in the air.
“Why? Because you’re the god of lies?” She says with her voice low.
His smirk widened into a cocky, confident smirk as he chuckled huskily at her comment, leaning even closer, his body now only inches away from hers. "Yes, I am the god of lies."
Y/N felt something hold her arms back against the wall, but not his hands. Oh... Loki's smirk grows even wider as he sees the look on her face when she notices his shadows restraining her arms against the wall.
"Now, let's try this again." He places his hands on the wall next to her head, trapping her even more. His body was now so incredibly close and she could feel the heat and energy radiating from him. He leaned in even closer, his lips hovering just a few inches away from her ear "Were you... impressed by my shadow magic?"
His words sent shivers down her spine, and she could feel his body pressed up against hers “No...” Y/N answered, her voice barely a whisper.
Loki chuckled, the sound low and seductive as ever. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes "No? You don’t find it captivating or stimulating or erotic?"
His voice was doing something to her. She was feeling more and more aroused as he kept her against the wall like that, speaking in that tone. She couldn’t help the small smirk that was appearing on her lips when she spoke again “No...”
"Liar." He spoke in a mocking tone, his lips hovering just inches away from hers before he slowly brushes his lips against hers, just for a second. Y/N almost moan at the feeling of his lips against hers.
Loki's smirk widens as he saw the way she almost couldn't hold her composure any longer and that fueled his confidence even more. He pressed one of his legs between her legs, his thigh against her core, the only thing separating was the clothes. "Are you really trying to deny that you don't find this exciting?" He leans in even closer, his lips now just a few millimeters away from hers again. The energy, the tension, and the intensity are almost unbearable "Are you sure you are not enjoying this?" He asks, his voice still dripping with that seductive tone.
“Loki...” Her voice came out as a needy whisper.
He smirked as he heard she saying his name like that "Say my name again."
Y/N took a deep breath before speaking again “Fine...it was arousing...it is arousing...”
A cocky grin appeared on Loki's face, clearly satisfied with her answer "See how easy it was to just admit that?" He mocked as he continued pinning her against the wall, his shadows moving her arms to pin them above her head. He slowly brushes his lips against her neck in a soft kiss, causing a shiver to go down her spine. “Is this okay...?”
She only nods. The moment she consents, his lips were on her neck trailing down, leaving a path of hot kisses. His shadows were wrapped around her wrists, pinning her arms above her head. Loki's hand started to lifting her long dress, finally exposing her legs and her panties before he starts teasing her rubbing his thigh against her. A low moan escaped her lips when he did that.
Loki smirked against her neck as he heard the moan. He lifted his head up to look her in the eyes as he did it again, having another moan coming out from her "You like that, don't you?"
“Loki...stop teasing.” She says, getting too worked up with just the feeling of his thigh against her.
He chuckled at the sound of her moan, his smirk widening as he looks her in the eye when his hand slide inside her panties feeling how wet she was already with so little “My, my…you’re that wet already?” Y/N’s hand struggles against the hold, wanting to touch him. He leaned in close to her ear again "Is someone impatient? Are you aching for me, darling?"
She tries to pull her hands down again, not succeeding “Let me touch you.”
Loki chuckles at her desperate attempts to break free from the bonds of his shadows "Oh darling...behave." He whispered against her ear as his free hand reached up and held her chin, forcing her to look at him as he starts rubbing her clit.
Y/N moans again, not able to hold back anymore. He keeps watching her closely, his eyes taking every little reaction, every little sound she was making. His smirk stayed fixed on his face as he teased her “"Oh, darling, you're so ready for me, aren’t you?”
“Yes...” a breathless whispers came from her.
He smirks at her response, loving how eager and desperate she was for him. His smirk grew wider as he pulls his hand off and she whines complaining “I wanna taste you so badly…” He said while kneeling down in front of her, his head now at eye level with her core as he slowly pulls down her panties, until they were at her feet. “Be a good girl and put your leg on my shoulder. Y/N didn’t question, she just did as he told her.
Loki smirked and let out a low, satisfied growl “Good girl..." He said before he leaned in and began kissing her inner thigh. He slowly trailed kisses up her inner thigh, his hot breath against her skin, as his other hand gently pushed her legs wider apart, giving him better access “I’ll eat you out so good that I’m gonna make you scream my name.”
She didn’t had time to react or say anything, because his tongue was already on her, with a small lick and soft lick that made her gasp. Loki chuckled as he hears, knowing he was the cause of it, and then his tongue started to move against her pussy, slowly, deliberately, wanting to drive her mad with every motion and make her scream his name.
As his tongue kept working, she kept moaning. Loki was so good at this and not being able to touch him was just adding to the pleasure. His tongue focused on her clit, making small circles and soon he had her moaning his name while she orgasms.
He smirks against her skin hearing his name came out of her lips and that only made him want to push her even further. He didn’t stop, watching as she starts to squirm against his hold.
“Loki...oh, god...I’m...” She was sensitive from the orgasm, and she starts feeling another one coming when his tongue kept attacking her like that. When she was about to had another orgasm, he stops and withdraw from her.
Y/N let out a complaining whine, being so close to have another orgasm. Loki chuckled at her complaint, his smirk still on his face, enjoying this little game he had going on "Not yet, darling." He leaned in closer again, his body pressed up against hers making her feel how much she was affecting him. And Y/N could feel...he was hard. "That's how much I want you right now, darling. That's how much I need you. I'm aching for you."
“I need you...”
He was satisfied at her response because he was just as desperate as she was, if not worse. Loki pulls his pants down and lift her off the ground, wrapping her legs around his waist and having his cock brushing the tip against her wetness. Pressing her against the wall, he aligned himself with her entrance, looking at her one last time to confirm it was okay. Y/N nods, and Loki pushed his cock inside of her, entering her slowly and feeling her tightness around him, making the god groans.
Y/N also moans as he kept entering her, the stretch feeling so good. He gave her a few seconds to adjust and started moving in and out of her. He started with a slow pace, carefully to watch her reaction, but soon, hearing her moans, he started losing control and his thrusts became deeper and faster.
Loki kissed her, the kiss was desperate, messy, lustful. It was a mess of a kiss, a beautiful mess of a kiss, his lips and tongue moving against hers, his body pushing even further into her.
She moans against his lips as he kept fucking her against that wall with her arms still being hold up by his shadows. She wanted to badly to touch him.
Loki was close, so close, and each one of his movements was becoming more urgent, more desperate “Y/N...I'm gonna cum...”
Again, no words left her mouth. She didn’t even trust her voice right now, so again, she nods. He couldn't hold back any longer, not when her back was arching and her hands struggling against his shadow. He finally came, spilling his cum inside of her. Y/N came just after him, moaning his name even louder this time. Loki finally let her hands free, holding her close as they both were breathing heavily after the intense sex.
She was finally able to touch him and she let her hands fall into his hair. His breathing was slowing down, his heart rate returning to normal, He pulled back slightly, looking at her, taking in the sight in front of him “I wanted to do that for a long time...”
“What? The sex or the shadow thing?” Y/N smiles at him, satisfied and now feeling the tiredness post sex.
Loki laughed, amused at her question “The sex.” He reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear “Although the shadow thing definitely has its advantages.”
Y/N chuckles softly “Yeah, it does...”
He couldn’t help but smile at the sound of her tired chuckle. He leaned in and kissed her cheek, slowly pulling out and gently setting her back down on the ground. She fixed her dress back and Loki did the same with his pants. When they were both presentable again, Loki pulled her back to him and kiss her gently this time, a contrast from the previous one.
They were lost in the feeling of each other’s lips, when they heard the door opening. They pulled away from each other, but it was too late. Mobius had caught them.
“I was looking for the two of you and you were here making out, of course.” He says shaking his head in disbelief, but if he was completely honest, he saw that coming.
Loki looks over at Mobius with a sheepish grin, knowing he’s been caught in the act, and there’s no use denying it. He shrugs his shoulders “Guilty as charged.”
“Come on. We have an interrogation do to and I need you two.” Mobius says already turning his back to them.
Y/N and Loki looked at each other before following him. Loki spoke quietly so only her could hear with a smirk on his face “Maybe we can try more of my shadow magic later.”
RED FLOWER
Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader
Words: 1.939
Summary: Tony and Y/N went to a mission together.
Warning/Content: smut, sex pollen
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Rogers said the base was abandoned and there was no reason to go the whole team, so Y/N and Tony were the chosen ones to go. As they stepped off the jet and walked to the base, they were meet with a field of red flowers.
“This is...odd.” Y/N says as they walk in the grass.
“Seems like every HYDRA base we've raided. But I agree, kinda weird to have a garden.” Tony picked one up in his hand.
Y/N looked at him, rolling her eyes “Really? You’re picking the weird HYDRA flower?”
“It's a flower. Not gonna hurt me.” Stark says, looking at the flower in his hand and then at her “You worry too much...” He brought the flower closer and sniffed it “It smells nice.”
“Don’t smell the flower, Stark!!” Y/N could not believe he was doing that. Was he stupid or something? “What if it’s poisonous?”
Stark rolled his eyes looking at her “Nothing is going to happen, relax. You're being paranoid.”
“It’s HYDRA, I’m not being even enough paranoid.”
Tony laughs as they kept waking to get in the base, with the flower on his hand “You really think they'd make a flower that kills people? That's a little ridiculous.” he teased, waving the flower in front of her face.
She pushes his hand away from her face. He was right, the flower did smell nice “I swear, if I die because you made smell a flower...”
“You will not die.” he shoved it into her face, chuckling. Y/N, again, pushed his hand away from her face.
“Let’s get over with this mission, I’m feeling a creepy vibe from here.” She says, as they kept waking. Inside of the base, most of the floor was covered in grass and the same flower.
“Did they decide to start a flower shop or something?” he said as he looked at the sea of flowers in front of them. Stark had to admit that Y/N was right, that seems creepy.
Y/N took a deep breath while they walk. The whole place smelled like the flower “Something’s not right here, Stark...the base is abandoned and full of flowers?”
“You won’t die because of those flowers.” Tony says, rolling his eyes once again.
“But what if we do?”
“You won’t. We won’t. Relax. It’s creepy, but they won’t kill us.”
They started to walk more into the base, checking the rooms, but all they found was empty places, totally abandoned and again, full of flowers. As they kept checking, they start feeling the temperature rising.
Tony was the first one to speak “Is it just me, or is it getting hot in here?”
“No, it’s hot...” Y/N noticed thermostat on the wall, and when she saw it was the same temperature that before, she found even weirder “Huh...”
Stark pulled a little at the neck of his shirt, a bit uncomfortable “Yeah, something is definitely wrong.”
Finally, they found a room that wasn’t empty, just abandoned. There was a few computers and papers. Y/N looked at Tony “Let’s see if we find anything so we can go.” Tony agreed, going to check the computers, but none of them worked. He was getting more and more frustrated with this mission.
Y/N kept looking at the papers in front of her, until she found something. It wasn’t good. Not even a little. “Uh...Tony?”
“Yeah?” He says, getting closer to her.
“What exactly are you feeling?”
“I don't know... hot? Really uncomfortable...” he mumbled, tugging at his pants. Y/N looked at the paper and then back at him, and her face wasn’t good. “What is it?”
“So...that flower is the reason this place is abandoned. According to these papers here, they tried to make one and they started multiplying faster than they could control...”
“And...?” Tony looks at her curiously, he knew that was more.
“And this flower release an... aphrodisiac pollen...”
“What?” he paused, looking at her confused “Are you telling me these flowers release a... sex pollen?”
Y/N nods, looking at the paper “Oh, and hear that. They kill you if you try to resist the effects.” She glares at him. “Who would thought the weird flower at HYDRA base would kill us...”
Tony took a deep breath, assimilating the new information “Okay, so maybe you were right...”
“Maybe??”
“Don't rub it in.” he mumbled, feeling hotter by the second “This thing works stupidly fast too...”
She nods, agreeing “We’re still exposed to the pollen. We have to get out of her and go back to the compound, maybe Bruce can think of something...”
Stark nodded, trying to control himself as they started to walk towards the exit. Every step he took was a struggle “Sounds good. God, I feel like I had a whole pack of Viagra.” Y/N chuckles, but she wasn't feeling any better than him. Walking got very difficult to Tony as he started to get increasingly more uncomfortable and his mind started to wander. He started to look at Y/N bit too often, trying to ignore the thoughts he was having.
It didn't take long for them to reach the jet, and as soon they were in, Y/N was already speaking “JARVIS, home. Now.”
“JARVIS, how long until we get home?” Was Tony’s time to ask.
“Forty minutes, Mr. Stark.”
“Forty minutes?” he groaned, getting more uncomfortable. His jeans were feeling very tight, and he could feel his cock already hard enough and throbbing with need. Y/N didn't miss the tent on his pants. She was having trouble with how drenched her panties were and seeing Tony that hard wasn’t helping her need.
He was trying not to move too much, but the uncomfortable feeling was starting to get really bad. He wanted, no, NEEDED to do something “Turn around.”
“What?” Y/N was already out of breath, the arouse making hard for her to think of anything.
“Just, turn around.” he said in a deeper, raspy voice.
“That won’t help and you know it.”
Tony groaned, feeling more frustrated” I know. But I need to do something, so please, just turn around.” he begged with a very obvious plead in his voice.
Y/N did what he wanted. She could hear when he opened his pants and when it fell to the ground. She could hear the low moan he let when he touched his cock and she could hear in the silent jet the sound of his hand masturbating himself. She tried to do the same, opening her pants and letting her hand slide in her folds. Her panties were already ruined when she starts touching herself. It didn’t help. Not her, not Tony. If anything, just made them feel even worse.
“This isn’t helping...” Tony says, breathing hard already, still stroking himself.
“No...” Y/N answers with her hands still in her pants.
He took a deep breath “God, why is this taking so long? JARVIS, how much time?”
“Thirty minutes, sir.” Came the electronic voice.
Tony closed his eyes, taking a deep breath again “Okay...thirty minutes...we can survive thirty minutes, right?”
“We won’t.” Y/N sighs “We will burn from inside out and when we land, we will be already dead...”
He swallowed hard, the thoughts going through his head were making everything worse “I need to- need to do something...”
“The only way is if we fuck.”
“Well, I ain't arguing with you there.” he said with a slightly deeper voice, very clearly struggling to stay still and control himself “Come over here...”
Y/N didn't need to be told twice. She turns back to him, seeing his cock free and hard and walked to him. He groaned the second she was close enough, feeling his heart racing. He put his hand on her hips and pulled her on him, making Y/N fall straddling him. He bit his lip to control himself, putting his arms around her waist as he moved involuntarily his hips.
She let out a soft moan, not wasting any time to undress him. It was a blurry as they took each other’s clothes and, in a minute, she was naked on his lap, feeling his cock brushing against her pussy. He groaned feeling her wetness on him, before he let his lips find her neck and started kissing a sensitive spot. A low moan came out of her lips, and her hips involuntarily rocked against his, needing the friction.
He started to pant, kissing the sensitive spot a bit harder while he holding her hips in a firm grip, starting to guide her movements as he was getting impatient.
“Tony...I need you.” She says in a moan.
“I need you too...” he panted, moving his hand on the back of her thigh to support her as he stands up and back her on the jet wall. He pressed his body against hers, pinning her on the wall. He looked at her one last time to make sure she was okay.
Y/N gave him a small nod and Tony didn’t waste any time to align himself with her entrance and slowly entering her. She let out a moan and Tony groans, the feeling much more intense than any sex they had before because of the pollen.
Tony looked at her, watching her reaction as he pulled almost all out and then in. Y/N moans again. He tried to be slow at first, but the pollen was making so hard that without noticing, he was thrusting on her hard and fast, losing the gentleness, grabbing her hips a little harder.
His mouth found the spot on her neck again, sucking on the skin. He had his mind going blank, everything he could focus on was the pleasure he was feeling and how good she felt around him.
“Tony...” She moans his name “I-I’m...”
He knew what she wanted to say. Hell, he could feel her tightening around him already “Cum for me...”. Y/N barely holds another second before she clenched around his cock, making Tony moan at the feeling. She arched her back from the wall was she moans his name.
Her orgasm and the pollen made it for him. He came right after her, holding her even tighter on his body and thrusting on her as he rides out his climax. Tony collapsed back on the seat, keeping Y/N's leg around him. They were breathing hard after the intense sex they had, but now they didn't feel the pollen anymore. It worked. Tony was trying to breath normally again, still having her on his lap.
He ran his fingers through her hair, while he looked at her “God...that felt good...” Y/N only nods, not trusting her voice after that intense orgasm she had. “You okay?” he asked, pulling her hair out of her face.
Y/N nodded again “...you?”
“Yeah...yeah...I'm good...” he smiled a little, pulling her a bit closer “Tired as hell, but good.”
“Sir, we’ll be landing in five.” JARVIS says, interrupting their moment.
He nodded “Thanks, Jarvis...We better get dressed, before the rest of the team sees us like this.” Y/N gave him a nod, before she pulled herself out of him, still feeling her legs a little weak. Tony looked at her and chuckled, not even trying to hold back his smirk “Your legs are shaking, huh?”
“That was the pollen, not you.” She says to tease him while they got dressed.
Tony walked to her with a lust in his eyes I’m more than welcome to prove you wrong when we land.”
“Your room or mine?” She smirks.
He returned the smirk “Mine.”
KINKTOBER MASTERLIST
Day 1 - Sex Pollen (Tony Stark)
Day 2 - Restraining/ shadow play (Loki)
Day 3 - Threesome (Loki and Bucky)
Day 4 - Temperature play (Loki)
Day 5 - none
Day 6 - Roleplay (Severus Snape)
Day 7 - Toys/Public vibrator (Tony Stark)
Day 8 - Edging/orgasm denial (Bucky Barnes)
Day 9 - Pegging (Loki x Reader)
Day 10 - Blow job (Loki x Reader)
Day 11- 20 - none
Day 21 - Sex Pollen (Severus Snape x Reader)
Day 22 -
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader
Words: 4.479.
Summary: Tony and Y/N have a friends with benefit situation. But what happens when someone wants more and the other don't?
Warning/Content: angst, fluff.
MASTERLIST
A/N: This is my first time writting a Tony x Reader. Dividers by @cafekitsune <3
Fury was on her, wanting the reports from last mission. And obviously, the only person who hadn’t finished yet was Stark. Somehow, Fury thought that if someone could make him do it, it would be Y/N. And that’s how she ended up in his lab.
Tony was sitting in his chair, doing absolutely nothing with a glass of whiskey in his hand. He looked at her with his usual smirk “What’s bring you here, Y/L/N?”
“Have you finished your report from the last mission, Stark?” She asks, walking closer to his desk.
He let out a sigh, running a hand through his messy hair “No, not yet. Why?”
“Fury needs it. And he’s been waiting for it for two days now.” Y/N knew how Tony was and how much he hated to make those reports. In the end, she always ends up finishing for him.
Tony rolled his eyes, taking a sip from his glass “I'll finish it, but not right now. I'm in the middle of something.”
“Yeah, I can see it.” She glares at him, before she starts going through the giant amount of paper on his desk.
Tony stops put his glass down on the desk and looks at her with a small smirk “Are you really here to talk about the reports?”
“Yes.” She finally found it.
“And are you sure that's the only reason you're here?” His smirks didn’t flatter.
Y/N grabs the file in her hands “Yes.” That’s all she said before she turns around without looking at him and left his lab.
Tony watched as she walked away from him, without any further comment. Obviously, given their situation, he found it a bit weird.
The next day, Y/N was in her room when she heard a knock on her door. She open it, seeing Tony standing there.
“Yes?”
The man leaned against the doorway, with a small smile that he saved just for her when they were alone “I need to go to the mall, buy a few things. Wanna tag along?”
Her face turn to an apologetic one “Sorry, I’m not feeling very well...”
“You feel sick?” He asked her and she could noticed the worry in his voice.
“No, not. Just a small headache, nothing major...but thanks for the invitation anyway.” She gave him a small smile.
Tony was a bit reluctant to believe her but didn't want to press further “Yeah, ok. Rest well.”
“Thanks.” She gently closes the door. He stood there for a few seconds, worried, before he walked away.
The next time something like that happened, it was after movie night with the team. Everyone said good night after the movie ended, leaving just the two of them in the living room. Y/N slowly got up from the couch “I’m going to bed too.”
Tony quickly got up too, grabbing her arm gently and smirk “Why don't we go to mine?”
Again, the apologetic expression crossed her face “I’m on my period. Sorry.”
His smirk dropped slightly as his grip loosened and his hand fall from her arm “Oh...”
Y/N gave a small apologetic smile “Night, Stark.”
He nods “Night, Y/L/N.”
Tony thought it was just a coincidence, but he noticed that she looked like she was avoiding being alone with him. It had been more than a week since they had sex and every time he tried, she just had some short of excuse.
He waited until she finished her training and cornered her when she was leaving the room. “Y/L/N, we need to talk.”
Y/N stops and look at him “Sure.”
He looked around to see if anyone was around and he crossed his arms “Have I done something to you?”
“No.” She made a confused face as she looked at him.
He studied her features for a moment, before he spoke again, a little lower “You've been avoiding me lately...”
“No, I’m not.”
Stark stepped closer to her “Then explain why you're avoiding spending time with me alone.”
Y/N gave him a small smile “I’m not. Really.”
“Then why did you always have some sort of excuse each time I ask you to hang out just the two of us?”
She looked at his face and could see that he was somewhat hurt by her actions “I told you, I wasn't feeling well one day, and the other one I was in my period.”
He didn’t really believe her “What about the other time at the lab? You came, got some paper, and were gone in a second. You didn't even try to engage with me.”
“I was busy with the report you didn’t finish. Fury needed that.” She explains and hoped he would buy it.
Clearly he didn’t. “Like you care about the reports. I think you're avoiding me.”
“I’m not, Tony.” She says with a gentle voice. “Why don’t you come to my room later, and we can...talk.” She smirks at the last word.
“Alright, I'll come...” He said, before walking away back to his room, excited for what he could only assume was going to happen tonight.
As soon as she noticed he had left, her smirk dropped “Fuck...”
Y/N didn’t know what to do. Yes, she had been avoiding him. They had this friend with benefits things, and she knew from the start that it was all that was and it couldn’t be more. But she had catch feelings for the billionaire and she didn’t know what to do.
Later, Y/N was sitting on her bed with her laptop in her lap finishing another report for Fury when she heard a soft knock on her door.
“Come in!” She says without moving from her spot.
Tony opened the door and walked in, a smirk on his face “Hey, sweetheart.”
She smiles looking at him “Hey.”
He walked to the bed, sitting down next to her, he was wearing just a tank top and sweatpants “So, you wanted to...talk.”
Y/N chuckles softly, closing her laptop and putting on her nightstand. Tony leaned against the headboard, and pulled her onto his lap “You know, the way you were acting today had me a bit worried for a second. I thought I'd done something to upset you...”
“You’ve done nothing.” She smiles.
He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close to him, his lips next to her ear “Good, I'm glad...” he began peppering light kisses on her neck and began to kiss down her neck, and to her shoulder, his hands slowly running up and down her waist and thighs. She just froze, she didn’t know what do to. Yes, she wanted sex with him, but her heart was screaming at her.
Tony felt the tension in her body and he pulled away slightly, worried “You okay, sweetie?”
“Yeah...” She tried to mask it with a smile, but Tony could notice on her voice something was wrong.
His hands came up to cup her face, keeping her looking at him “You feel a bit tense. Talk to me...” Her smile slightly drops and that worried him even more “Y/N, what's wrong?”
“I’m sorry...” Her voice was almost a whisper “I don’t think I can do this anymore...”
“It's okay. We can do this another time.” He says with his hand rubbing her side to comfort her.
“No, I didn’t mean like that.”
Tony frowned and looked into her eyes “Then what do you mean?”
Y/N sighs, before she spoke again “I can’t do this...” she points between them.
His heart ached a bit at her words “You don't want this anymore?”
“I'm sorry...” she says, getting off his lap and sitting by his side with her hands in her lap.
He stayed sitting on the bed, looking at her, trying to hide the sadness that was building inside of him “Why? I thought...I thought things were good between us...”
Y/N looked at him and she could see the pain on his face “It is...was...I swear it was.”
“Then...why are you ending this? What changed? What did I do, huh?” he was trying to stay calm, but it was hard. He wanted answers.
“You did nothing wrong.” She smiles sadly at him.
“Then why? Do...do you not want me?” He let out a shaky breath, his eyes met hers again.
“I do. And that’s the problem.” Her voice was low as she spoke.
That made Stark was more confused now “Why is that a problem? I want you too.”
“Because I want more.”
There was silence. He took a few seconds trying to gather his thought before answering her with a frow on his face “But, we agreed from the start that-”
“I know.” she cuts him “And that's why I'm ending this.”
Tony et out a frustrated breath, running a hand through his hair “Y/N, I care about you, but that's- I can't give you what you want...”
“I know.” She says and he could hear the sadness on her voice. He hated knowing that he was hurting her with his words, but he couldn't give her what she wanted.
After a few minutes of silence, he spoke again “Do you regret us?”
“No.” she smiles, looking at him, still with a hint of sadness “Never.”
He reached for her hand, intertwining their fingers “Me neither, sweetheart...”
Y/N looked down at their hands together “I mean, we still can do the friends part.”
Stark chuckled sadly, bringing their intertwined hands to his lips “Can friendship really be enough?”
“It has to be.” She whispers.
He sighed, hating the way this conversation was going “You know I care a lot about you. I just...I don't do relationships anymore, not after...”
“I know.” She squeezes his hand slightly “And that’s why I’m not asking for it.”
“This suck, you know. I'm losing someone I care about, and I hate myself for it.” he ran a hand through his hair frustrated.
Y/N was feeling her eyes filling up with tears, and she blinks, trying to fight it “Believe me, this is much harder for me.”
“It's hard for both of us, okay?”he said a bit harshly before immediately regretting it “Fuck...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap.”
She shakes her head, not wanting to cry in front of him “No, it isn't. You care about me when I...I fell in love.”
The moment he heard those words, his heart ached even more. He wasn't sure what to say to that... so for a while, he just stayed silent, fiddling with her fingers. His jaw was clenched as he tried to control the emotions coursing through his body...he felt like a terrible person, knowing that he could not return her feelings. “I...I wish I could give you what you want. I really do...”
“Me too...”
Tony let out a shaky breath and squeezed the hand of hers that he was still holding. Even though he knew it probably wasn't a good idea, he pulled her a bit closer to him, resting his head on her shoulder “We can still be friends, right?”
Y/N rest her head on his “Of course.”
For a while, he let himself just feel the comfort of being close to her. But then he pulled away, reluctantly letting go of her hand and getting up from the bed “I should go...” Y/N just nods, not trusting her voice to answer. He looked down at her for a moment before leaning down and placing a feather-like kiss on her forehead. Part of him wanted to pull her into his arms and never let her go, but instead, he straightened up and without another word, he walked out of her room.
“Night, Stark...” She says, holding back her tears, knowing that after he left, they would never be this close again.
“Goodnight, Y/L/N.” He said without looking back, knowing that the sight of her sad face would tear his heart even more.
Tony walked down the hallway and into his room, walking straight to the mini fridge and grabbing a bottle of liquor. He sat down on the couch but didn't open the bottle just yet. Instead, he buried his head in his hands and let all his bottled-up emotions flood out of his every pore for what felt like hours. He sat there for hours, trying to get himself under control. But the mere idea that the one person he was closest to in the Tower was no longer his... that he had no right to touch, kiss, or hold... he grabbed the bottle of liquor, taking a long sip, as a single thought echoed in his mind ‘You're a complete idiot, Stark.’
Y/N stood in her bed, bringing her knees to her chest and finally letting the tears fload after Tony left until she eventually cried herself to sleep. In just a few minutes, Tony finished the first bottle and opened the second, the words she said earlier echoed in his mind. I fell in love.
The first week had been rough for both of them. They were avoiding each other, which mean they were avoiding the kitchen, the common room, the training room. While Y/N was more quiet than usual and saying she was suffering from allergies to justify that sometimes her eyes and nose were red, Tony just was in a incredible bad mood all the time. The team watched the whole situation with worry and confusion. Everyone knew there was something wrong with Tony, usually when he was in a bad mood, he would go around the tower, annoying and trying to get a reaction out of everyone. But now, he was practically avoiding any interaction.
--
Tony was in the kitchen, enjoying the silence with a coffee in his hand, when Clint, Thor and Steve entered and stopped in front of him. He let out a tired sigh, knowing that wouldn’t be good “What do you all want?”
Thor studied his face, before speaking “I know that look.”
“What look?”
“That look” Thor points at him “The same one I had when Jane broke up with me.”
Tony rolled his eyes, annoyed with the direction the conversation was going “I don't know what you're talking about. I'm fine.”
“Yeah, Thor.” Clint started “That would imply that Stark was dating someone.”
“Yes, thank you for that useless addition, bird brain.” Tony rolled his eyes as he leaned against the counter, taking a sip of his coffee “So, are you all just going to keep staring at me, or you have something to say?”
Steve spoke this time “What's going on, Tony? And don't say nothing, because we all know that you're not fine.”
Stark groaned, his shoulders slumping a bit “Just...it's nothing, alright? Can you just leave it be?”
This time it was Clint who spoke “No, because obviously something is happening. Or had happened.”
He took a deep breath, trying to control his temper “Can you just drop this? I just...I don't want to talk about her.”
“Oh, so it is a woman?” Thor ask curious.
He pinched the bridge of his nose “Damn it, yes, Thor. It was a woman, okay?”
There was a moment of silence, Thor and Clint sharing a knowing look while Steve just stared at him “Well, what happened?”
Despite himself, Tony’s voice trembled a bit when he spoke “She...she told me she wanted more. And I couldn't give her what she wanted. So we...we just ended things.” He took a gulp of his coffee to try and hide the turmoil he was still feeling “It's done, alright? It's over, and there's nothing that can be changed. Can we please just drop it?”
The three of them study him, before Steve spoke in a gentle tone “You love her” It wasn't a question.
Tony didn't even try to deny it this time. He let out a shaky breath and nodded, his eyes downcast “Yeah. I do.”
“She loves you, right?” Steve asked “Since you said she wanted more, I thought...”
He nodded and chuckled bitterly “That's the funny part. She does. But i made it clear from the start that I couldn't give her what she wanted. And we agreed to keep it casual. But...she said she still fell in love with me.
“Arrangements can be changed.” Thor says.
“It's not that simple, Thor.” Tony let out a tired sigh “What she wants...a serious relationship, commitment, all of that...I can't give her that.”
“Why not? What are you so afraid of?” Steve was the one who spoke this time.
“I'm not...” he starts to deny but stop mid-sentence and let out a frustrated breath “I'm not afraid.” he paused for a moment, looking over at Steve before continuing “I'm...I'm a mess, alright? I have demons that still haunt me, nightmares that don't let me sleep more than a few hours. I can be a dick in general and I...I haven't done the whole "relationship" thing in years. I can't get involved in that again.”
“Don't you remember the last time he dated Pepper?” Clint says to Steve “He looked like hell after they broke up.”
Tony rolls his eyes “Thanks a lot, bird brain, for remind me about one of the most painful times of my life.”
Thor nods, agreeing “Yeah, you were just a little worse than you are now. The only thing that took you out of the misery was Y/N moving here and you becoming friends.” Steve and Clint looked at Thor.
Tony groaned, realizing Thor was absolutely right. He never said it out loud, but deep down, he knew that the only reason he hadn't completely lost his brain after the whole Pepper situation, was Y/N. Having her around, being her friend, helped a lot during those dark months. He rubbed his eyes, suddenly feeling the exhaustion again “What's the point of this conversation, guys? Even if I wanted too, it's too late now. She ended things because I didn't want to give her more than what we had.”
“The question here is simple: Do you wanna give her what she wants?” Barton asked him.
Stark looks at him for a moment, before answering slowly and honestly “Yes...I do.”
Steve puts a hand on his shoulder “Then talk to her. I'm sure she'll listen.”
He chuckled bitterly “It's funny that you think it's that simple. We ended things weeks ago and we've been avoiding each other ever since. You really think she'll want to talk to me now?”
“If you’re talking about who I think you’re talking...she’ll listen.” Clint says. Obviously, after Thor made that comment, Barton and Rogers realized who he was talking about.
And if everything couldn’t get worse, Y/N walked into the kitchen to get some water just in that moment, but she stops seeing Tony and the guys. She knew if she turned back, it would be suspicious, so she walked to the fridge to get her water “Hi...”
Tony’s body tenses as soon as he saw her, his heart starting to pound hard on his chest. He quickly stands up from where he was resting his back against the counter, his eyes fixed on her. “Hey...”
The three other Avengers made some lame excuses and left them alone. Tony stayed in his spot against the counter, watching the other members of the team leave the kitchen. Silence fell between them as they both stood a few feet apart from each other.
“So... how’s it going?” Y/N spoke quietly, trying to make some small talk.
“Like crap...” Tony didn't want to lie or pretend to be fine, and he knew she wouldn't believe it anyway. So he decided to go for honesty “How about you?”
“Same.”
He didn't like the tiredness in her voice, and he hated that he was responsible for it “You're not sleeping well either, right?” Y/N just answers with a head shake. He sighs softly, his heart clenching at the thought that she was suffering with the situation between them as much as he was “Same here...”
“What a duo, huh?” She gave him a sad smile.
Despite the situation, he chuckled softly “Yeah...” there was a moment of silence between them before he spoke again “You're avoiding me...”
“I am...I needed a bit of space.” There was a minute of silence before she spoke again “You're avoiding me too...”
He looked down for a few seconds, ashamed with himself “I...yeah, I know. I just...I didn't know if you wanted to see me...or if you would want to talk to me...”
“Tony...” she walks closer to him, putting her water aside “I'm not mad at you or anything. I was sincere when I said we could still be friend.”
As she walked closer to him, he looked at her face carefully, noticing the dark circles under her eyes. He clenched his jaw tightly as a wave of guilt washed over him. “You're not sleeping.” it wasn't a question, it was more a statement of his realization.
Y/N rolls her eyes “Have you heard a word I said?”
Despite everything, one thing he had missed the most was her eye-rolling, and he felt a tiny sense of relief as she did it now “I heard you. I also notice that you're looking like a zombie. You should be sleeping.”
“You should be too. And not drinking.”
He chuckled bitterly “Yeah, well. I sleep better after I drink. It helps with the nightmares.”
“...they came back?” Y/N’s face softens, she knew about his nightmares.
“Yes, a couple days after...we ended things.” He looked down, avoiding saying the word 'break up' because he still didn't want to believe that's what really had happened.
“Are you okay?”
Tony lifts his head, his eyes meeting hers. As much as he wanted to lie and say that he was fine, he wasn't able to do it “No, I'm not...truth is, I haven't been okay at all since you end things with me. I'm...I'm a mess, really. I drink every night, I can't sleep more than a few hours each night, and...and I miss you. I miss you so damn much.” He paused for a moment, closing his eyes and trying to control the emotions he was feeling and the words he was saying, but he continued “I know I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be telling you all of this. I have no right...but I do miss you. I miss our nights together, our movie nights...and most of all, I miss talking to you, having you by my side...and I can't lie and say I don't miss being with you...” he laughed bitterly “Hell, I miss us...I should have never let you go...I should have...I should have said yes. I should have said yes to everything you wanted. But I was scared...”
“Scared of what...?” She asks without looking away from him.
“Scared of committing, scared of being in a relationship again, being trapped...terrified of ending up like I did after Pepper broke up with me...” He let out a strangled breath “I was so goddamn terrified of losing myself again, of having my heart broken again, that I ended up pushing the only person who was willing to be with me, away. And what the hell was the point since I end up breaking my own heart anyway...”
“You said 'was'...” she spoke quietly.
Tony looked at her again, his eyes going wide in realization of what he said. “Yes...”his voice was barely above a whisper, but he didn't look away from her “I said 'was'...” He could see the look on her face becoming almost a hopeful one. “I was terrified...” he repeated, as he moved so he was standing right in front of her. He hesitantly reached out his hands to touch hers and she did not pull back.
A tiny sigh of relief escaped his lips as she let him touch her, her hands so much smaller than his. He gently laced their fingers together, rubbing his thumb on the back of her hands and Tony took a deep breath before continuing “I know what I want...and I want you. I want us...everything. I wanna take you out on dates, I wanna sleep with you and see you pretty face when I wake up. I want to watch silly movies with you, and laugh at your silly comments. I wanna be with you when you're not feeling well...I want everything. Hell, I want to marry you, I want a family...I want a future and I can't see one without you on it.” he paused for a moment, but continued in a soft whisper “And the most important thing...I want to make you happy. I want to make you smile and laugh every single day. I want to give you everything I have, everything I am...hell, I want to give you the goddamn moon if that's what you want. But most of all...I want to give you my heart...because you're the only one I trust with it...”
Y/N didn’t answer, she just cupped his face in her hands and kissed him. The moment her lips brushed against his, he groaned loudly before cupping her face with his hands and pulling her even closer, the kiss becoming more and more urgent and frantic as he let out all the pent-up feelings and emotions through it. She parted the kiss, but didn't pull back “Are you sure?”
Tony rested his forehead against hers, his eyes still closed and his breathing becoming more ragged as he tried to regain control over himself. He opened his eyes and looked at her face, one of his hands moving to brush against her cheeks “Never been more sure of anything in my life, sweetheart.”
He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead before continuing “Y/N Y/L/N...will you be my girlfriend?”
Y/N smile and nods “Yes.” He let out another breath of relief, a huge wave of happiness washing over his entire body.
They stayed in that position for a few seconds before he leaned in to kiss her again, this time the kiss was gentle and unrushed. “God, I missed you so much...”
“I missed you too...”
He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into a tight embrace, her face resting on his chest and his face buried in her hair. He took a deep breath, relishing in the feeling of having her in his arms once again, and the realization that it wouldn't just be a fling. It was real, it was more than physical desire. He cared for her, he loved her, and she was his “I love you.”
Y/N smiles “Say it again...”
Tony smiles at her request “I love you.” he says, gently pulling her face away from his chest so he could look directly in her eyes “I'm in love with you...And I plan on saying it every damn day for the rest of our lives.”
