Let's keep it simple. @lolaisnotme - Tumblr Blog

"I need a change of air" I said and got on the plane. I was convinced that putting distance between us would help understand what I was feeling and the confusion would, somewhat,start making sense;that I would get strength because you weren't around anymore to make me feel weak. Little did I know that distance meant nothing, because the weakness, the fears and doubts, and the confusion are a part of me, not you. You were just the detonator, once again. I realize now that it is me that have to love me, support me, understand me. Letting go is hard, but having the faith that it will all come together as it should is what will keep me going. One step at a time.

#letgoandletgod #love #breakup #friends #heartbreak #peace

Miss me.

I wish I wasn't here, maybe then, you'd be present. I wish I was away, maybe then, you'd write, you'd call, you'd reach, you'd come. Like you did. I wish I was gone, maybe then, you would miss me.

#miss you #miss me #why now #love

And I wonder...

And I wonder how is it that it is supposed to be, it is not yet clear to me. I was happy today, when it felt like old days, being just like best friends. I told you fast, but I know you are looking for a replace, something else, and it is okay, but I wish we could go back to the way things were, when you and me were true friends.

#beatfriends #poemsindiaguise #poem #write #setfree

There is a difference.

The difference is that everyone knows that you two were together, and you loved each other and now you are not, and everyone understands. Me? Know one knows how I feel for you, not even you, and you don't understand and they don't either, and I have to be here, pretending is okay, is all fine. Looking at you looking at me, but there is nothing there, not now, not ever. And I stay in silence... With a smile on my face.

This is my reminder to always focus on what I do have, and the beautiful amazing space and creatures that surround me.

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Why Not Choose Kindness

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lolaisnotme

Tru dat.

Circumstance does not make man, it reveals him to himself. --- A man cannot directly chose his circumstance, but he can choose his thoughts, and so indirectly, surely shape his circumstance.

James Allen

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Maybe none of your stories have happy endings because you haven’t learned to be happy yet.

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lolaisnotme

This is me right now, kinda.

Simplicity is overrated.

Although is not.

I dream with simplicity, getting out of my own head, my thoughts and the ideas of “how is supposed to be” and just live, be present, enjoy.

Recently I have been very confused about a lot of things. Life is a work in progress she said, or a growth in progress I think, which is a GREAT thing (hint of positivism). However, I find that I need to structure myself and write about what the inside of my head looks like sometimes and I’d like to do it privately, but not entirely in the dark.

I am not a writer, and have been found guilty of repeating the same words on a sentence and honestly, not using the correct prepositions, and honestly, I just don’t understand how punctuation rules work.(see). English is my second language but the easiest one used to express myself.

I’ll give this a try, use you to free my mind for a bit.

Thank you in advance.

Much love,

Pam

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Dear You,

Be honest with the world and be straightforward. Say what you mean and mean what you say. Understand what you can, and post what you want to post. Don’t post for others. This is for you and the ones that are worthwhile will come soon. The most valuable thing to remember is to write what...