Lonewriter

Just a poetic, writing gal, expressing her feelings.

[vida-imensa]

Shawna

[lone418]

Hello

[janeboleyns]

Sleeping at last // planets

[peachykisa-deactivated20241211]

We’ve been here the whole time… you were asleep. Time to wake up.

[juliaroselotusviolet]

jumpsuit cover me

[21pilotsgifs]

If you need anyone, I’ll stop my plans, But you’ll have to tie me down and then break both my hands, If you need anyone.

[lone418]

https://www.gofundme.com/kn2d5j-new-phone

[lone418]

My Cure

His words healed me like a band aid.

He made me feel like I was his last breath.

He'd say he'd shout it out to the whole world.

His voice is the cure of all illnesses.

Oh, if only he knew what he did to me!

[lone418]

Canvise

I wish I could erase our canvise and start all over. I don't want to see all the mistakes that I've made to make you leave me. But also, i don't want to see the hurt you caused me either. I want to create a better painting. One that has more color. Not the black and dark blues or greys. I want the colors to explode and burst. Please, let's go back in time.

[lone418]

Stars

"The world is turning upside down" I said to him. He looked at me with a sureness in eyes. "The stars are now at your feet."

[lone418]

I'm crazy

I'm crazy for loving you.

I'm crazy for craving for you.

I'm crazy when I speak to you, my mind always going blank.

I'm crazy when I am with you, having you touch every inch of me.

I am crazy for thinking about you all the time.

I am crazy for needing you, wanting you, to eat you up.

I am crazy for wanting to lay with you whenever I'm lonely.

And I am crazy for thinking that you are crazy over me.

[lone418]

I fell in love. He did not.

I wanted more. He wanted one thing.

He felt nothing while I felt something.

He did not shed a tear, but I did.

The only way to make him stay was that one thing

My body was his tool he was so good at using.

He did not notice those hidden tears when I said "okay"

If only he knew, I was in front of him. All this time. And that I love him.

But he will be her know, for it's just my body he knows and sees.

[lone418]

Do you?

I said "I love you"

Did you not hear me?

You stared at me blankly and said

"Okay"

Did you not love me back?

[lone418]

Realization in the Air

They say there is love in the air. But does it have to be love? Why not realization or a bump in the head to make you realize I was here right in front of you.

[lone418]

Poet

I'm not poetic. Just a realist. I tell the truth. If it's raining, the world is wet. If it's snowing, it is cold. But once a hurricane comes in, everything in it's path gets destroyed. Sounds a little like you. That's the truth. You've carved your name in my skin, leaving a tattoo that I never asked for. A regretful tattoo. Removing you is more painful. That's the truth. I'm not poetic. I'm just a human. A human who asks one thing: why me?

[lone418]

Twenty pilots may have now become a hero for all, but for me, they have become my savior. This song, Truce, not only describes to Stay Alive, but the loneliness people have. We are not just Twenty One Pilots(not 21 pilots) but we are Alive. Josh and Tyler didn’t become popular due to their awesome music and their videos they have, but they became popular due to their message through music. The thoughts people have, the pain we feel, and the loneliness we have. I want to thank Tyler and Josh for not only making us laugh while they played happy wheels, or cry when they spoke about staying alive. But, to thank them for creating a safe haven for people who are lonely and who are clouded with dark thoughts. We are Twenty One Pilots. Not just a clique, but also a family and friend. 

[lone418]

Whisper

I have become a person who has an app that posts anonymous things, confessing everything that has ever happened to me because I can’t tell them to anyone in my life. And I had taken value in that app. A lot of people judge, but it is to be expected. I have met people, one person specifically whom I had gotten to know. I won’t say his name even though I know he isn’t on here, but he has helped me a lot even if he doesn’t know it. I had been able to be happy after so long and I was able to finally do something I have never tried my best to do which was exercise to lose weight. We no longer speak. I don’t know why. But, I want to thank him. Taking value in the small things is important. Even if you happen to lose that best thing in life.