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Hamao Kyousuke Actor, singer & model 18+ RP ONLY not real Hamao このブログはただのロールプレーブログです

[lonehamao]

watching HSJ perform and having one to many drinks

[keitopotato-deactivated20160924]

  -Looks down at the floor and nods silently, lips trembling slightly- I..I love you too, you take care of yourself too. Remember to eat properly and sleep properly as well

[lonehamao]

*goes to reply before stopping myself clenching my fists to stop the tears* mm *walks slowly away once more*

[lonehamao]

*looks down* sorry… I just need to clear my head, it hurts been here alone. 

[keitopotato-deactivated20160924]

….. -Clears throat- You don’t need to be sorry, it’s.. understandable

[lonehamao]

Even if you say I don't need to be I still am... I ended up unfollowing everyone but you.... I love you and take care of yourself while I'm gone try not  be as clumsy 

[lonehamao]

I don’t actually know at the moment…. I already left AI family. I might be back one day 

[keitopotato-deactivated20160924]

I see…

[lonehamao]

*looks down* sorry... I just need to clear my head, it hurts been here alone. 

[lonehamao]

keitoxai replied to your post “I will be leaving be AI and in general for a bit....”

-Looks at you with tears in my eyes, completely upset- You're not coming back?

I don't actually know at the moment.... I already left AI family. I might be back one day 

[lonehamao]

I will be leaving be AI and in general for a bit....

As not many if any spoke to me I unfollowed a few as dont know if and when coming back 

[lonehamao]

really dont want to be here right now....

[la-negra-barbuda]

i’m bad at understanding romantical things unless people are explicit. like seriously. don’t drop me a hint. i’ll pick it up, dust it off, and hand it back without realizing it was for me.

[art-of-the-living-dead-deactiva]

[angel-kyousuke]

[words-of-emotion]

[kushandwizdom]

Good Vibes HERE

[theplaceyoullove]

Do you ever crave to be touched? Even in the most innocent way. I want someone to just hug me for a very long time or someone to lean against/ someone to lean on me. Maybe while sitting or laying next to someone just to have our legs, arms, or feet touching would be nice. I think that when you’re lonely for so long you constantly want to feel someone against you just as a constant reminder that you’re not alone.

[lovesurely-deactivated20130628]

[nisek0i]

[krystalxhqi]

When you're not here I,

Read all our previous conversations

Remember all of our memories we created together

Wonder what you’re doing at this very moment

Look at pictures of you

Smile at the inside jokes we have

Imagine what we would be doing if you were with me

But most importantly,

I miss you like crazy.

[princessstupidmf]

Never get mad at someone with anxiety for apologizing a lot. It’s a coping mechanism and yelling only makes it worse. They don’t need tough love or anything like that. Reassurance that they are fine is the most important thing

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Caught by mommy