“Bad Habits”
I met this fine ass woman while grocery shopping that Friday morning. She had pretty milk chocolate skin, shoulder-length black hair, big beautiful hazel eyes…and a phat natural booty. She kept looking at me in the produce section and when I flashed a smile at her, she picked up a cucumber and played with it like it was a dick. The way she was looking at me told me that she was a certified freak. So, of course I followed her sexy ass around the store. Finally, while scanning our items in the self-checkout area, I made my move.
“You just gonna keep starin’ at me without sayin’ a word, beautiful?” I asked her.
She giggled before replying, “I was waiting on you to say something first.”
“What’s your name?”
“Trina. What’s yours?”
“Terrance.” I smiled as I said, “Terrance and Trina. I like the sound of that.”
“Me, too.” She giggled again as she finished ringing up her groceries.
Within fifteen minutes, we were back at my place and I was eating the life out of her sweet pussy. She was going to be the first of many women to get my dick over the weekend. My girlfriend Chanelle was out of town on business that weekend so all I wanted to do was go balls deep in some new pussy. Trina’s pussy could take most of my dick and she had orgasm after orgasm the harder I fucked her. I was focused on getting my nut when out of nowhere, the front door opened and Chanelle’s best friend Seth Jones walked in with his phone out recording everything.
“Oh, shit!” he called out as he stepped into the living room. “What do we have here? I should’ve turned on Facebook Live to broadcast this to everybody.”
“What the fuck?” I asked as I pulled out of Trina and stood up from the sofa. “Seth, what the fuck are you doin’ walkin’ up in my house?”
“Who is this?” Trina asked while covering herself with one of the sofa pillows.
“I’m Seth,” he told her. “I’m Terrance’s girlfriend Chanelle’s best friend, hence why I have a key to their house. Who are you, sweetheart?”
“Girlfriend?” Trina asked me. She then hit me in the chest hard as she stood up from the sofa. “You fucking piece of trash! You have a girlfriend?”
(Me) Terrance Cousins
“Baby, I can explain. Me and her are separated.”
“Do not lie on my homegirl like that!” Seth shouted. He then looked at Trina and told her, “They are not separated. Why do you think he’s giving you the dick in the living room on the sofa instead of in his bed? Run for your life, darling. That man is a dog and you cannot trust dogs. They have fleas and they bite.”
I looked at him and told him, “Seth, shut the fuck up! And can you please go in the kitchen or somethin’ so I can put my damn clothes on?”
“Mmm hmm.” After finally turning his phone camera off, he looked me up and down and said, “Just nasty.” He shook his head as he walked into the kitchen.
Trina and I got dressed and I tried to talk to her but she left without saying another word to me. Realizing I was in deep trouble, I calmed down and headed into the kitchen. Seth had gone into my recently purchased groceries and was eating my grapes. I pleaded with him, “Please don’t tell Chanelle. She told me if I ever cheated again she’ll dump me.”
“Maybe you shouldn’t have cheated then. I am so telling her about this. The recorded footage will only be shown if she doesn’t believe what I say.”
“Seth…”
“No, Terrance. There is not a thing you can say to keep my mouth shut on this. You blew it.”
“What the fuck are you even doin’ here?”
“Chanelle told me to stop by and check on you because your phone was off last night and this morning. I’ve been had a key to this house, and today wasn’t my first time using it. I have parties here when you and Chanelle are out of town all the time. But this ain’t about me.” He smiled and admitted, “I never did like your lowdown ass. You were never good enough for my friend.”
“Fuck you. Stop eatin’ my grapes and get the fuck out my house.”
“Your house? Boy, stop! Chanelle’s name is on the lease, too. She pays bills up in here and I can’t believe you had some nasty ho up in this house! I’m gonna go ahead and call her right now.” He pulled his phone back out but I stopped him.
“Please, Seth. I’m beggin’ you. You know I love Chanelle.”
Seth Jones
He laughed and said, “The white half of me feels sorry for you, but my black stronger half is screaming hell to the no! You’ve had so many chances, Terrance. My girl gave you too many chances. You’re simply out of chances at this point.”
“How much money you want?”
“Excuse me?”
“I know you got a bill that needs to be paid or somethin’. Let me take care of that for you.”
“No amount of money is worth me betraying my friend. Besides, I pay my own bills. I make more money than you.”
“Seth…” I got down on my knees. “Don’t do this. I will do anything. I love Chanelle and I don’t wanna lose her. Please.” I grabbed his hand and looked up into his eyes.
He stared back into my eyes for a while before saying, “There is one thing you can do but I’m not entirely sure you could do it and I know you won’t be willing to do it. Trust me, it would be easier if I just told Chanelle. Maybe she’ll go back on her word and forgive you again.”
“No, those other times she found out by lookin’ at my phone or catchin’ me up in a lie. You got me on video this time, Seth. I know she’ll leave me. I can’t let that happen.”
“Well, you could kill me.” He laughed but quickly stopped when he saw I wasn’t laughing. “Lighten up, big boy. It’s just a joke.”
“I’m not in the mood for jokes, man. Just tell me what I gotta do and I’ll do it.”
“Anything I want?”
“Anything.”
He smiled as he continued to look down into my eyes and said, “Fuck me.”
“What?”
“Tonight, I want you to fuck me.”
“Seth, I already said I wasn’t in the mood for jokes and games.”
“I’m drop dead serious, Terrance. If you want me to keep my mouth shut and not show Chanelle the video of you and that skank, then you have to fuck me. I wanna see what’s so good about that dick that women just lose their minds over it.”
I stood back up and told him sternly, “I’m not fuckin’ you. I ain’t gay. You know I’m not homophobic or anything like that, but I ain’t gay.”
“Well, then I guess Chanelle has to know everything.”
“That ain’t fair.”
“You’re cheating on my best friend yet again and you want to talk about fairness? Damn, I didn’t think I could hate you any more than I do right now.”
“Hate me? So, you hate me but you want me to fuck you? I’m not even your type. I’m not some skinny pretty boy that takes half-breed dick up my ass.”
“Whoa, quite the butch there, aren’t you?” He laughed and explained, “I’m vers, Terrance. That means I like dick and ass. While it’s true that I do prefer being a top, I do love to get fucked every now and then and it’s been a hot minute since I’ve taken some good dick. You have all these women, plus my best friend, going crazy over that dick so I wanna see what’s up with all the hype.”
“I can’t believe this.”
“Believe it, lover boy. I need a definite yes or no before I leave this house.”
I looked into his eyes and told him, “Hell no. Now get the fuck out.”
“Fine. Have it your way.” He turned and walked out of the kitchen and then out of the house.
It only took me half a second to come to my senses and run out the front door. There was no way I was going let him tell Chanelle and show her that video. He’d already made it to his car and had started up. When he saw me running towards his car, he rolled the window down. I made it to the car and told him, “Okay. I’ll do it. But only if you delete that video.”
“I’ll delete it immediately after we do the deed. I had a feeling you’d come around.”
“Whatever. I can’t believe you’re makin’ me do this. I feel so…used already.”
He laughed and asked, “You feel used? Damn, I wonder how all those women you played feel. I wonder how my friend feels not knowing if she could trust your sorry ass. Oh yeah, I am gonna enjoy tonight more than I thought I would.” He rolled up his window and backed out of my driveway.
“Fuck,” I said angrily to myself as I headed back into the house.
As much as I didn’t want to do it, I was willing to do anything to keep Chanelle from knowing I’d cheated again. Chanelle was my woman and I wasn’t gonna let her go. I know I was wrong for cheating on her but those other women could never replace what she was to me. I was going to marry her one day and be the father of her children. I needed to get my shit together and I admit I wasn’t there yet, but I just couldn’t lose her. If that meant I had to fuck Seth, then so be it. I’d always been secure in my sexuality and who I was as a man, so I could do what he wanted without letting it change who I was. I loved women. That’s all I was guilty of anyway: loving women too much.
I arrived at his apartment that night already tipsy after drinking beer at my place. He was gonna have to deal with the scent of Heineken being on my breath. I should’ve gone to the gym and skipped taking a shower so he’d have to get in bed with me while I was funky, but I figured he’d just make me take a shower anyway so I nixed that idea. When I knocked on the door, he came to it wearing a bathrobe.
“Damn, right on time,” he said happily. “I just got through showering and shaving. Chanelle told me how much you hate eating pussy with too much hair around it.”
“Eatin’?” I asked. “Hell nah, I ain’t puttin’ my tongue…”
“You said anything, remember?”
I decided not to put up a fight and just entered his apartment. He closed and locked the door once I was inside. I’d only been to his place a few times and each time I’d been there it wasn’t anywhere near as clean as it was that night. It smelled good in there and he had the lights dimmed. He led me over to the sofa and made me sit down as he went back into his bedroom to finish getting ready. I wasn’t nervous or anything like that. I was a little pissed that I had to do it, but I had to keep telling myself it was all for Chanelle. I couldn’t let my baby down again. I knew she’d kick my ass to the curb if she found out I’d cheated again.
“You want some beer or some Grey Goose or Verdi?” he asked me from his room. “I got drinks in the kitchen if you want anything.”
“Nah, I’m good,” I said back. “I got a lil’ buzz goin’ before I came over.”
“You know, I like this.”
“Like what?”
“How you’re acting. Stay in character. I want you to act like you’re into it, okay?”
“Whatever. Are you ready yet?”
He was silent for a little while before calling out, “Ready, big daddy.”
I took my phone, keys and wallet out of my pockets and put them on his table in the living room before standing up and going into his bedroom. He was lying on his bed wearing nothing but a black jockstrap. He had candles lit all over the room, which kept the room lit up even though the lights were off. I stepped further into the room and asked, “Why the fuck are you wearin’ a jockstrap?”
“Two reasons: Chanelle told me you used to play football in high school and college, and it’s so you don’t have to see my dick. It’s a mind over matter type thing.”
“I guess you and Chanelle talk about everything, huh?”
He giggled and said, “You have no idea, baby.”
“Alright, I’m here. What you want me to do?”
“Take off your clothes. But do it slowly. I can’t stand you but you do have a sexy ass body.”
“I’ll take the compliment, I guess.”
I removed my cap from my head and tossed it onto his dresser. I then stepped out of my shoes while at the same time pulling off my shirt and wife beater. He told me to act like I was into it so I looked into his eyes and licked my lips as I unbuckled my jeans and pulled them down along with the basketball shorts I had on underneath them. Now only in my boxer briefs and socks, I grabbed my soft dick and tried to get it hard but there was no pussy in the room and my dick was for pussy only. I’d never even fucked a woman in her ass before.
“Remove the underwear,” he told me.
“I ain’t hard yet,” I said back.
“You’ll get hard, trust me. Take them off.”
I took a deep breath and then pulled my boxer briefs down. Before he could ask me to take off my socks, I went ahead and removed them. Now I was wearing nothing but my lucky gold chain around my neck. He motioned for me to climb onto the bed and I climbed on. He immediately turned over on his stomach and arched his back, exposing his asshole to me. It was bright pink and didn’t have a single hair around it. I was nowhere near ready to put my tongue on his ass, so I just sat there looking at it.
“You don’t have to lick it yet,” he told me. “Just touch it. You can smack my cheeks, you can rub my hole; but be careful, I’ve turned straight men out before with this ass.”
I laughed to myself and said, “Yeah right.”
I got closer and smacked that ass, making him clench up and show off the deep dimples in his butt cheeks. I smacked his ass some more, making him moan and say my name. I don’t know if it was because of how the jockstrap was fitted on his ass or what, but his ass did look a little right. Damn, what the fuck was I thinking? No, nothing was right about this. I couldn’t let what was going on get into my head. I smacked his ass harder and he seemed to enjoy it even more, arching his back a little more and exposing that tight pink asshole to me. Finally, I placed my hand on the crack of his ass and rubbed my thumb on his asshole.
“Mmm, you got me so horny,” he moaned to me. “Ooh fuck!”
I noticed my thumb was getting a little wet. I couldn’t believe was I was feeling so I looked at it to see it indeed had a little wetness on it. I just figured he probably put something up his ass or it was some leftover water from the enema he’d probably done on himself to clean it out. I sniffed my thumb and immediately smelled this cinnamon type scent. I’d never smelled ass before so I assumed when gay dudes rimmed each other or anything like that, there was always a not so fresh scent involved. That cinnamon type scent of Seth’s ass took me completely by surprise.
“Don’t even front,” he said with a laugh. “That ass smell like fresh baked cinnamon rolls, don’t it?”
“Yeah, yeah,” I replied with a smirk. “It do.”
“Lick it and see if it tastes as good as it smells, daddy.”
“I don’t know, Seth. I ain’t never…”
“You said anything, remember?”
Not wanting to mess it all up, I closed my eyes and put my face closer to his ass. I first put my nose up on his asshole to make sure it wasn’t some kind of trick or anything. When I continued to smell that scent, I rubbed my nose on it and then gave it a soft kiss. His entire body locked up just from that one kiss on his asshole so now I was thinking how he would react if I gave it a good lick. That was the thing about me; if I noticed a woman enjoying what I was doing to her, my dick would get hard if it wasn’t already. My dick had been soft the entire time but the moment I heard him moaning and felt him tighten up as I prepared to rim him, it grew harder and harder by the second.
I built some saliva on my tongue and then used it as I licked his tight asshole repeatedly in a slow circular motion. His body locked up even more and he was gasping every few seconds. I’d made many women cum before while eating their pussies, so I began to wonder if I could do the same with him. That motivated me to get more into it, slurping my saliva and his booty juices up with my lips in between circling that tight hole. I must’ve triggered his sensitivity because he tried to pull away at one point, but I grabbed him and held him down with my strong arms.
“Where the fuck you goin’?” I asked him. “This what you wanted, right? Wait until you get this dick, bitch.”
I buried my face into that ass and ate on it like I was eating some certified fresh pussy. He was right about the jockstrap idea. It was like I knew he was a dude but not seeing a dick somehow put my mind at ease. If I had seen his dick I would’ve started comparing my dick size to his and that shit would have fucked my mindset up in the moment. So, I continued rimming and slurping on that pretty pink asshole as he moved his body back and forth to match my tongue strokes. At one point, I shoved my tongue deep into his hole and squeezed on his butt cheeks hard, causing him to breakout into deep convulsions. I thought I’d made him cum but when I reached under and felt the front of the jockstrap, I noticed it was still dry.
I smacked his ass hard and asked, “You ready for some dick? I’m hard as fuck now.”
“I knew that dick would get hard,” he said with a laugh.
“You want the dick or nah, nigga?”
“I wanna suck it first.” He pulled away from me and turned over on his back. He then spread his legs and told me, “Climb up on me in reverse and put that dick in my mouth while you eat this ass some more?”
“You want me to 69 with you?”
“What, you scared?”
“Scared? Shit, watch this.”
I climbed over him and spread his legs even more, pulling them back to expose more of his asshole. I went back to devouring that hole as he grabbed my dick and put it into his mouth. Once my dick was in his mouth, I started deep fucking his throat, hoping to choke the fuck out of him. But he turned the tables on me by having absolutely no gag reflex. I mean this motherfucker was taking damn near all of my nine and a half inches of uncut dick into his throat. I’d never had my dick deep throated before nor had I ever fucked a woman’s throat like that, so this was new territory to me.
“Oh fuck!” I called out as I stopped eating his ass. “How the fuck is you doin’ that?” He grabbed my ass to keep all of my dick in his throat and that’s when I had to tap out. “Yo, timeout!” I pulled my dick from his mouth and held it hard to keep from busting a nut too soon.
“You okay?” he asked while breathing heavily.
“Hell nah I ain’t okay! You almost made me nut with that shit. What the fuck?” I had to look at my dick to make sure I didn’t cum. “Damn, who the fuck taught you how to do that shit? I know for damn sure Chanelle ain’t teach you that!”
“All I can say is you’ve never had your dick sucked right if you haven’t had it sucked by a man. That’s just the tea, daddy.”
“Listen, you need to hold some classes or some shit because these females got it all wrong. I ain’t never almost busted a nut from head before like that. I gotta fuck you now. You been done fucked around and made me waste a nut on head alone up in this bitch. Sit on this dick now.” I moved him over and lied down on my back.
He was just laughing as he hopped off the bed and disappeared into his bathroom. He returned a few seconds later with a bottle of Astroglide. After climbing back onto the bed, he poured some of the lube onto my dick and then put some more on his hand to lube up his ass. He fingered himself to open up his tight asshole some and for some reason watching him do that made my dick so hard that it was throbbing. I was supposed to be acting like I was enjoying what was happening but I’ll be damned if I was actually turned on by this shit. He started lowering that asshole down onto my dick, pushing my foreskin back with the tightness of that hole. I thrusted up into him and he quickly hit me on the chest hard.
“Let me get used to it, boy!” he shouted. “This ain’t pussy. I’m not one of them hoes you run up in and tear up their walls.”
“My bad,” I told him as I softly caressed that ass to show I was sorry.
“That’s more like it, daddy. Feel on that fat ass.”
He lowered that ass on my dick even more and I knew then that I wasn’t gonna last long up in it. His warmness and tightness and wetness all combined had me already fighting off an early nut, which was so unusual for me. I could normally go at least thirty minutes without feeling like I was gonna nut. He’d only been working his ass on my dick from different angles for about three minutes and I was alright feeling like I’d nut at any moment. I couldn’t let him stay in control for much longer.
Somehow, I made it through the first five-minute mark as his asshole began to open up a little more. He was still tight as fuck though. I’d fucked tight pussy before but none that was ever that tight. That ass had a crazy grip on my dick and would easily pull my foreskin over and then down the head of my dick repeatedly. It got to a point where I couldn’t let him ride it anymore because I was gonna cum, so I grabbed him and flipped him over on his back and took control.
“Yeah, that’s what I’m talking about,” he said to me. “Take this ass, baby.”
“You like that dick?” I asked him while staring into his eyes.
“I love that shit, baby. Fuck me, daddy.”
He wasn’t even as open as he’d probably wanted to be but I didn’t give a fuck by that point. I was in the zone. I started stroking the fuck out that ass, fucking him like he really did have a pussy. He was squealing like crazy and scratching me up, but that shit just turned me on more. I wasn’t going as deep as I could’ve yet but I was definitely going deep enough to make him lose control. I looked down in between us to see his dick was hard and being constrained by the jockstrap.
“Fuck me harder and deeper,” he told me. “You’re gonna make me cum!”
I fucked him harder and deeper before asking, “How can you cum if you’re dick is in that jockstrap?”
“The jockstrap is helping. Keep fucking me, bitch!” He slapped me hard.
“Oh, that’s what you want? Alright, you little motherfucker!”
I started straight up pounding the fuck out of that ass, going as deep as I could. He was really screaming then. His asshole was so wet and creamy, making it look like somebody had spilled white yogurt on my dick. That turned me on even more as I fucked him even faster. He grabbed my left hand and made me put it around his neck.
“Choke me, daddy,” he hollered out. “I’m gonna cum!”
I choked him but not too hard as I continued to fuck him fast and deep. Out of nowhere, he started going crazy and breathing like he was being stabbed or something. His eyes rolled to the back of his head. I could feel his asshole contracting hard on my dick, so hard that I couldn’t push it into him anymore. He pulled the jockstrap to the side, freeing his dick. It squirted out five long shots of nut onto his chest, neck and chin. One shot even reached his bottom lip. I’d never seen some shit like that before.
He kept his legs spread and since the first four inches of my dick was still in him, I tried again to fuck him and he finally let me go deeper again. I fucked him for another five minutes before I felt myself getting ready to nut. So, I pulled my dick out his ass and jacked off using the cream he’d put on it as lube. He looked into my eyes and told me, “Put it back in, daddy. Put them babies in my ass.”
Hearing him say that did it for me. I shoved my dick back into that warm and not so tight anymore asshole and came so hard that it hurt my abs. I pushed deep into him and moaned, “Take all that nut, baby. Ah fuck!”
That’s when it happened. As many times I’d had sex with women, what happened to me then had never happened before. I had an immediate second orgasm. This one was stronger than the first one. At first I wasn’t sure if it was a continuation of the first one but then I realized this one came with some kind of after effect. My whole body locked up and it felt like I was pissing in his ass with the amount of cum my dick was releasing. My asshole felt weird and was contracting on its own. I could feel my balls jumping with each pump of cum into his ass. For a second there, it felt like my heart had stopped. That shit was crazy and I was legit scared out of my mind when it happened.
“You alright, baby?” he asked me.
I took in a deep breath before replying in stutters, “That…never…happen…before. Fuck!” My toes were curled up and my asshole was still doing that weird contracting. I made an attempt to pull out of him but couldn’t because the head of my dick was super sensitive.
He laughed and told me, “Give it a little while, daddy.”
“Fuck,” I managed to say again. “What the fuck was that shit? Oh my God!”
“What? All you did was cum twice. It’s happened to me before when I’ve been up in some really good ass.”
“I don’t wanna make this shit weirder than it already is, but can I spend the night here? I’m not gonna be able to drive home like this. I done been drinkin’ and you…you just made me use up every ounce of energy and strength in my body with that shit. Fuck!” I finally managed to pull my dick out his ass and collapsed on my back.
“Yeah, you can spend the night. You better not snore though. I hate that shit.”
“I don’t.”
“I’m gonna go take a bath. You wanna join me?”
“Unless you can lift my big ass, hell no. I can’t even more right now.”
He laughed as he climbed out of bed. He was about to go into the bathroom but stopped and asked me, “Did you call me baby just a little while ago?”
“Huh? Hell nah.”
“Yes, you did.” He sat back down on the bed. “You said, ‘Take all that nut, baby.’ I heard you, Terrance.”
“I was caught up in the moment.”
“Yeah, sure you were.” He sat there looking at me for the longest without saying anything.
“What? Why you lookin’ at me like that?” Without responding, he leaned in and kissed me. I was going to pull away but his lips were so fucking soft and plump. So, I kissed him back and even shared a little tongue action with him. After he stopped kissing me and pulled back, I asked, “I thought you hated me?”
“I don’t have to like you to love the way you fuck, Terrance. You know, guys like you are just so damn simple. It’s a blessing and a curse. The blessing is that it’s easy to both please and trick you. The curse is that I almost feel bad for it.”
“Does that mean you’re ready to delete the video of me and Trina from earlier? Are you gonna keep it from Chanelle?”
He smiled at me as he picked up his phone and tossed it to me. “The password is v-e-r-s-b-o-i-9-5. Delete the video yourself. There are no copies. You have my word.”
I unlocked his phone and said, “Cool.”
“I’ll try not to wake you if you fall asleep while I’m in the tub, daddy.”
“Whatever.” I waited until he was in the bathroom before I looked for the video on his phone, found it and deleted it. As I fell asleep, I thought about the possibility of fucking him again now that I knew how great it was. Hearing him call me daddy was definitely making me horny all over again.
I woke up to the smell of food cooking. The night before was still fresh on my mind and just thinking about what he did to me gave me serious morning wood. So, I climbed out of his bed and put on my boxer briefs and socks before leaving his bedroom. I made my way into his kitchen to see he was taking some biscuits out of the oven. Not only could he put it down in bed, he knew how to cook? I swear he had me rethinking this whole heterosexual thing.
He turned around and nearly jumped when he noticed me standing there. He sat the pan of biscuits down on the counter before asking, “When did you wake up?”
“I just got up,” I replied as I sat down at his kitchen table. “Damn, did last night really happen?”
“It sure did. You hungry?”
“Hell yeah. Shit, I might give you some of this mornin’ wood before I go, too.”
“Oh, I doubt it. You might wanna…” A knock at the door interrupted what he was going to say.
“Who the fuck is that? You got company comin’ over or somethin’?”
“No. Just stay here, daddy. It’s probably just a package or something. I’ll be right back.”
He left the kitchen to go answer the door. I stood up and grabbed one of the biscuits from the pan. They were good as fuck. It wasn’t until I turned around and got a good look at the table that I noticed he had it set for three people. I stopped eating the biscuit and sat it back down in the pan as I made my way out of the kitchen.
“Yo, Seth,” I said as I entered the living room. “I…”
“You what?” he asked with a smile on his face as he stood by the door with both Chanelle and Trina.
“Yeah, baby,” said Chanelle with her arms crossed. “What were you about to say?”
Chanelle (left) & Trina (right)
I wasn’t very religious but that was the first time in a long time that I prayed to God that this was all a bad nightmare. I closed my eyes and then reopened them to see the three of them were still standing there, staring at me. I pinched myself and even dug my nail into my skin to make sure this shit was really happening.
“Chanelle,” I managed to say. “Baby…”
“Nope, don’t wanna hear it,” she said. “This was a test and not only did you fail, you proved exactly what Seth said would happen.”
“I hate to say I told you so, girl,” said Seth. “Dudes like Terrance are all the same. They claim they love you and claim they’ll do anything for you, but it will be a cold day in hell before they tell your ass the truth.”
I looked at Trina and asked, “You were in on this, too?”
“I’m Chanelle and Seth’s hairdresser you dumbass,” she replied. “If you spent just a fraction of your time with Chanelle outside of your home, you would’ve known that. I went to the grocery store near your house just like Chanelle asked and what did you do? You took me back to your place, ate my pussy and started fucking me without asking any questions. You lowdown dog.”
“You’re so lowdown and selfish,” added Seth, “that you fucked me, a man, in the ass to keep me from telling Chanelle something she already knew.”
“And speaking of you fucking him,” Chanelle chimed in. “We got that all on video, baby.”
“In two different angles,” Trina added with a laugh. “Me and Chanelle watched that shit live. I can’t even lie, it made my pussy wet.”
Chanelle looked me up and down before saying, “You always wanna record me and you so you can probably show it off to your friends. How does it feel to be objectified? How does it feel to be used, Terrance? That’s what you’ve been doing to women, isn’t it?”
I felt like I was going to blackout. My heart was pounding in my chest. I wanted to clothesline all three of them and stomp the fuck out of them, but I knew that would come at a consequence. I looked at them and asked, “Can you please delete that video? I’m…I’m not gay.”
“And there it is,” said Seth with a big smile. “All of this has happened and the only thing he’s worried about is his hurt masculinity. I thought you loved Chanelle?”
“I do,” I told him.
“Bullshit,” Chanelle called out.
“Please y’all,” I told them. “I’m tryin’ to be a man about this shit and not fuck y’all up. I want the video erased, both angles.”
“Nope,” Trina told me. “It’s insurance to make sure you never fuck with any of us, especially Chanelle.”
“That’s right,” Seth agreed. “You and Chanelle are over. She’s packed up your shit and threw it out the house while you were here sleeping. I gotta say, you failed at every single step. It’s so disappointing, especially after all that bullshit you wrote in your journal.”
I looked at Chanelle as tears filled my eyes and asked, “You let them read my journal? How could you?”
“No nigga,” she said angrily. “You do not get to act like the victim here. I am so sick of your shit. I’m done with your lowdown cheating ass, Terrance. I’m done! I swear if you even try to talk to me after this, I will upload both angles of you fucking Seth to every porn site you could think of.”
“As long as you stay away from all of us,” Seth informed me, “no one outside of us four will ever know the video exists. It didn’t have to happen this way, Terrance. It truly didn’t. All you had to do was be faithful to your woman. If there’s anything you should learn from this, it’s that you should be careful about what you do. You never know when all the fucked up shit you’ve done will come back to you.”
The three of them stood there silently with their arms folded, looking at me. Not knowing what else to do or say, I just went back into Seth’s bedroom and put my clothes on. I then walked back out and grabbed my phone, wallet and keys from his coffee table. I could hear them laughing as I left the apartment. Even when I was miles away from the apartment, I could still hear the sound of them laughing in my head. It had been so long since I cried so the cry I let out as I drove was a painful one. They had hurt me deep. And even though I was mad as fuck, I couldn’t help but realize they were right. This was all my fault. Realizing that made the pain that much more worse.
[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.
© D.A. Morrison 2017
