lys

Lys sounds like lies and I think that´s valid for me... jokes on you, I´m trying to stay positive

[lonely-lovely-demon]

this is my past account, and it hurts to see, how toxic I dealt with certain aspects in my life.

[lonely-lovely-demon]

maybe, one day, I'll be strong enough to face my demons - to look into a mirror again.

elliot e. r., unknown

[lonely-lovely-demon]

I reach out to the night-sky. But not to touch the stars; I want to get lost in the darkness.

victor II., a painfull dance

[lonely-lovely-demon]

many people say, you get depressed by thinking to much… so how is it possible that my depression is still taking me down so hard, even through i stopped to think? why am i still like that?

[abitofdarkness]

the thing about depression is that you dont feel sad, you feel sick.

sick of life, sick of yourself and sick of everyone and everything around you.

depression, makes you hate everything, it makes you angry. its like being trapped in a place full of drunk people and youre just too sober. its that feeling of being so lost, its heaviness in your chest, its numbness in your heart. and its confusing for your mind.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

When winter is approaching and your normal depression will combine with your seasonal depression

[venting-thoughts]

just because i don’t open up doesn’t mean i don’t trust you. there’s just some things that are too personal. i cant dig into those wounds when they’re still freshly open and in need of some healing

[lonely-lovely-demon]

and they started to treat me like a monster. even if i told them, that i am. but now they are acting like this is a surprise. i am a monster. i told you.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Depression is not just sadness. Depression is weight that keeps you in bed. Depression can feel empty, like nothing at all. Depression can be unexplainable. Depression keeps yout stuck. Fun can’t fix it. Instead it isolates you from what you love. Depression is an overwhelming numbness.

[feel-the-lyrics]

My life’s okay just when you’re not around me

Two Feet - I Feel Like I’m Drowning (via feel-the-lyrics)

[lonely-lovely-demon]

「傷ついている人はただ傷つけているからです。」

hurt people - https://youtu.be/aPAchMn6PTk 

[thenherewegoagain]

[myk0119]

1. 金で幸せは買えない。が、ベンツの中で泣く方が、自転車で泣くより快適である。 2. 敵を許せ、だがそいつの名前は覚えておけ。 3. トラブルに陥った人を助けたなら、次にトラブルに陥ったとき、またあなたに助けられたと思い出す。 4. 世の中にたくさんの人が生きているのは、彼らを撃つことが違法だからである。 5. アルコールでは何も解決しない。しかしミルクでも解決しない。

ナルホドと思える「スコットランド流の5か条」:らばQ (via myk0119)

[hazy-moon]

多くは覚悟でなく愚鈍と慣れでこれに耐える

映画『イノセンス』 (via hazy-moon)

[the-devil-beside-you]

Get me out of here..