professional daydreamer

Jake • Filipino/American • Gay • INFP-T • Raver #me • #personal piecing my universe back together.

[lonelyinlasvegas]

~goodboy.

[catchymemes]

[ruinedchildhood]

[detailedart]

Clouds, breeze, trees, summer. Paintings by Renato Muccillo.

[lonelyinlasvegas]

and I’m spiraling again.

[timetravelsong]

𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫’𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬.

𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐰𝐞’𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝’𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭.

𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭-𝐢𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[quotefeeling]

“Trust yourself. You’ve survived a lot, and you’ll survive whatever is coming.”

— Unknown

[lonelyinlasvegas]

[booksandbodies]

Books & Bodies

[fungusamongusblg2]

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I’m mentally struggling—stuck in a room of glass.

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I forgot how lonely this feels.

[quotefeeling]

“I love those random memories that make me smile no matter what is going on in my life right now.”

— Unknown

[lonelyinlasvegas]

I did my best but, my best wasn’t good enough.

[quotefeeling]

“Working on myself, by myself, for myself.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“Eye contact is a dangerous, dangerous thing. But lovely. God, so lovely.”

— Hedonist Poet