Lonesome and Blue

45 year old male, single, Parish, NY I enjoy the outdoors and spend as much time as I can in my tent. Wiccan

[munaaa]

‪i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time?

[islakai-deactivated20200121]

Why do we care the most for people who hurt us the most?

[islakai-deactivated20200121]

I don’t understand how so much time can pass by, yet it feels like just yesterday my heart was ripped out from my chest.

[islakai-deactivated20200121]

I was talking to my roommate last night & something she said really hit me hard.

She said.. you know, i know they say that it comes in three… your first love, a love that breaks you & you learn, grow from & then your ultimate true love, your soulmate… but what if this is it? What if i don’t get a third, true love & i stay broken forever…

I had no words to comfort her & the tears running down her face because that thought crosses my mind every single day. What if that was it? What if we’re just broken forever, wandering, waiting & wanting to learn to love again but can’t & dont.

[islakai-deactivated20200121]

I really have this constant longing for being loved the way that I love. For being wanted the way that I want. For being needed the way that I need. & for being cared for the way that I care. Is that so wrong?

[ermelina]

[eviebuns]

I just wanna fall asleep in your arms, the rain falling against the window like how I’ve fallen for you…

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Long ago, there was something in me, but now that thing is gone. Now that thing is gone, that thing is gone. I cannot cry. I cannot care. That thing will come back no more.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

[shenori-deactivated20170728]

*plays with your hair while you give me head*

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I am a lone wolf. I need to recharge my soul.”

— Sonia Ettyang, from “Lone Wolf,” originally published c. September 2018

[whereiswonderland]

every now and then i pick the phone up dial in your number and stare at it for a moment– i never call, i never will, it’s hard to focus that’s what we get for throwing love into the ocean

[lonesomebubba]

I awaken every morning tears of heartbreak running face, my heart aching and empty. Your face floating in front of me from the dreams of the night, missing you constantly waiting on the day you call. Dieing a little each day from the emptiness you left behind, wishing you were still mine. I'll love you through infinite eternity. Finding the strength to make it through each day and not let myself break, realizing love comes to those who wait.

[undisclosed-adolescence]

[extramadness]

[for-him-diaries]

“Sometimes, heartbreak comes with gorgeous brown eyes, a perfect smile, and the kindest touch. A deadly masterpiece, indeed.”

— P.G.G

[lonesomebubba]

So true

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I am a romantic, but I do put up a barrier around myself, so it is hard for people to get in and to know the real me.”

— Freddie Mercury

[lifeofagypsy]