☘︎ Shan ☘︎

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A very rare thing for all siblings to be in the same place. Had to take advantage with a mini photo shoot 🤙🏼🤎

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One year ago today I made the best decision I ever could have made and said yes to being this man’s person. I hate that we can’t be together today but I still woke up to sunflowers delivered and a surprise $200 Lululemon voucher in my email 😭

The past year has been the best of my life. Who would’ve thought the boy I met 17 years ago would end up being the man I now call my home. Lucky lucky luckyyyyy me.

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I have the best boyfriend. Early surprise birthday present. Finally seeing Dermot in Melbourne 😭😭😭 I’m so excited.

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how have you managed to be consistently thin and sometimes thinner??

Oh dear. It’s called ADHD medication and how it fully strips away your appetite. Stress also doesn’t help. But I’m on slow release tablets + a fast release tab buffer every day. I have to put in conscious work to make sure I’m eating ENOUGH to not lose more weight. There are weeks I can’t exercise because it’s too dangerous. It’s not something to be celebrated!

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I love engagement parties. Yesterday was full of love and it was beautiful. So grateful to have been so easily accepted by my new Melbourne fam 💖

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Hair refreshed for winter and I feel like myself again 👸🏼

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Just have to leave this here because I can’t get over how good this night was 🤘🏼

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This is Chaarlie and he is one of the most precious things I’ve ever laid my eyes on 🥹

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Haven’t seen ADTR since I was in highschool and it was so fucking good. Papa roach too. But they played all my faves and I was there with my favourite person. Made sure we got matching shirts because they had all the footy teams on it 🤘🏼

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Having a whole ass moment with the ethereal Irish human that is Dermot right now. This song.. plus Better Days have been pulling me through some serious internal monsters. Spent a good two hours of my drive back from Melbourne listening to his entire discography. Don’t get me started on how What Have I Done makes me feel.

I can’t wait for The Weight of the Woods to come out in full. The songs I’ve heard so far are incredible. He also needs to tour AUS asap because I’d be there screaming my lungs out.

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Even when I’m visiting Melbourne I still get this love. Knowing when I permanently move back my besties like this will still be here with me.. no words. I love my girl.

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Long distance sometimes means going two months between visits but so far this has made it into the top 5. Seeing the boys beat Collingwood with my own eyeballs, 3rd row in the cheer squad was INSANE. I finally got my first ever Crows merch hoodie for winter. I love it here. Side note: being in love with your best friend is everything everyone told me it would be - no words exist to describe it. Extra side note: FINALLY got a photo with mister dreadlocks crows man who we’ve seen multiple times and is at every game, front row, EVER. 10/10 weekend.

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Ummmmmmm?????? You bet your ass I’ll be there. Might even paint a huge “M” on my front and back for both brothers.

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When I first heard TS12 I thought this song would never be in my top five. Now it’s number four.

🎶 But it's actually sweet, all the time you've spent on me. It's honestly wild, all the effort you've put in. It’s actually romantic, I really gotta hand it to you… no man has ever loved me like you do.

Hadn't thought of you in a long time but you keep sending me funny valentines. And I know you think it comes off vicious, but it's precious, adorable. Like a toy chihuahua barking at me from a tiny purse… that’s how much it hurts.

You think I'm tacky, baby. Stop talking dirty to me. It sounded nasty but it feels like you’re flirting with me. I mind my business, God’s my witness that I don’t provoke it. It’s kind making me…. wet” 🎶

LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN??????!!!! It’s like a big fuck you to the people you wanna say fuck you to. And how they think they still get to you but they reallyyyyyy don’t. Thank you Tay.

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Could make bank tho 💰

Lol this is hilarious. Even more so you’re submitting these as anonymous.

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Onlyfans when?

Same day you find something called ‘audacity’. Also embarrassing (if you’re a male) that you think a woman being confident in her body and solely existing is something that should be paid for or performed for the male gaze. Disgusting.