Riece

24(mdni) Diagnosed anorexia, bpd, bipolar, anxiety, depression

[longghost56]

[longghost56]

Please for the love of fuck give me tips on how to stop binge eating. I’ve gained 15 pounds in the last month and a half. 105 to 120. I binge literally everyday. HELP

[bowtruly]

unfortunately i do infact miss when i felt like i was gonna collapse from malnutrition

i’ll be back soon though, trust

[ev1lilminx]

i saw a post on here earlier that said if you're fat its not considered ⭐️ving because you have ample amount of stored fat & god damn i cant even have my ed right

[grunge-me-up]

Quick PSA: most an0r3xics don't die from starvation, but from malnutrition and the side effects of that! No matter your weight starving IS possible! And dying from an0r3xia is also possible even if you're overweight.

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

people who say that have never set foot in a nutritionist’s office and it shows.

last year i was admitted to an ed clinic for 4 months, and my weight was “healthy”. i was admitted because i was at risk of cardiac arrest due to the malnutrition in my body.

when i was underweight, that didn’t happen to me. but when i weighed more, it did.

by this i mean it doesn’t matter how much you weigh.

your ed can kill you because of your behaviours, not because of your weight.

[unstable-trash-can]

^^^

your ed can kill you because of your behaviours, not because of your weight

[longghost56]

Writing this here to hold myself accountable.

I’m going to have a salad and either a protein shake or half a protein cookie then fast until tomorrow evening (over 24 hours)

I HAVE TO get back on track. I can’t let the people around me mess up my goals.

[longghost56]

Update 🥲 I failed less than 5 hours in and had an apple and some grapes. I restarted my fast as soon as I finished. Where the fuck is my self control? How do I get it back?

[longghost56]

Writing this here to hold myself accountable.

I’m going to have a salad and either a protein shake or half a protein cookie then fast until tomorrow evening (over 24 hours)

I HAVE TO get back on track. I can’t let the people around me mess up my goals.

[longghost56]

I’ve been being force fed for a few days now. If I don’t eat they put the food in my mouth and wait for me to swallow. I’m gaining like crazy. Currently 109.5.

I miss 104.8 so much 😭 if you have any tips please drop them!

[sm0ke4brainz]

“maintaining is better than gaining!” i say as i punch my scale in half

[longghost56]

108 all fucking week

[longghost56]

I’m still 108. How do I break a plateau??? Help meeee

[longghost56]

I lost .4 at 1k cals and gained .2 at 600 cals.

1k it is for now.

[longghost56]

108.5 STILL. Wtf is wrong with my body.

[longghost56]

108.5 this morning and I had 552 cals today. Hopefully I’ll lose.

[longghost56]

My collarbones make me feel less guilty about gaining

[longghost56]

577 cals today. Getting back on track. Really gotta lock back in this month.

[longghost56]

I’m 109.2 when I was just 104.8 the other day. That means I gained two pounds since last Sundays weigh in of 107. It also means I only lost 9 pounds in August vs the 13 I thought I did. I’m gonna fix this. Fast.

[longghost56]

I just keep gaining. I did a 48 hour fast, had 900 cals, am now 19 hours into my fast and I’ve gained almost 2 full pounds. Someone help.

[longghost56]

Today I had 900 calories to try to throw my metabolism off after two weeks of pretty extreme starvation. I got to the point that I was gaining while fasting so hopefully this helps. I may take a break from long fasts and only do like 12-24 hours for awhile. I’m also going to start the zig zag diet