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Veri || personal blog

[longingforspace]

Niko, 30+ yo, transmasc, ace and aro-spec. Neurodivergent.

I’m a Tumblr rper, but this is my personal blog.

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Special interests: the paranormal, rping, bridges, xianxia and xuanhuan.

Current obsessions: HSR

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Own Stuff ( <--- art, fact posts, analysis etc made by me)

Pride Icons & Wallpapers

RP Meme ( <--- rp memes made by me)

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My AO3 (rarely post stuff)

[arowitharrows]

I don't know if I will ever feel comfortable coming out as aroace, despite being comfortably aroace. The other day someone asked me if I was queer and I felt so uncomfortable saying yes, because even if it is true, I knew it was still painting the wrong picture in this persons mind. And throughout the rest of the evening it was obvious they thought I was bi but I couldn't correct them because it's not an easy "oh I'm not X I'm Y", it's a whole new conversation: opening yourself up to uncomfortable and invasive questions, opening yourself up to the other persons astonishment and bafflement which just makes you feel more othered, opening yourself up to being hurt by casual assumptions and dismissive comments or just plain awkward silence. and usually it ends with the feeling that you didn't do enough to paint the right picture, to explain everything in a way that leaves no false impressions, that you didn't find the right words to make them truly understand you. despite such understanding taking years and years of work. It's so frustrating!

[bishy437]

🎉

[thebarbieghost]

nothing will ever measure up to lan xichen recognising nie mingjue without a head or nie mingjue recognising lan xichen just by the sound of him playing

[littlestpersimmon]

Sleep in for the day

[plain-flavoured-english]

As a Greek, in response to the current controversy about Matt Damon being cast as Odysseus, I'd just like to share that one of the moments that changed my brain chemistry as a kid was reading a novelized version of the Odyssey and coming across the following description of Odysseus when Circe sees him for the first time and thinks he's hot: "his hair curled like a clematis and his eyes were very brown".

So may I present my own casting choice for Odysseus:

[plain-flavoured-english]

Excuse me???

[ruffboi-mags]

you are right and you should say it.

[instantduckninja]

Is this the face of a man who would put his own infant in front of a plow to avoid going to war?

Absolutely not

You know who would try that shit?

Is this the face of a man who would defy the very gods to get home to his wife?

You know who would defy the gods just to show he could get away with it?

[sharowolet]

My piece for @anaxagoraszine!

Very fun piece to work on, thank you for the opportunity! 🥹

Please check out everyone's works!

Link to zine

[unbfacts]

Stanford researchers built the Paperfuge, a tiny hand-powered centrifuge inspired by an ancient whirligig toy. It uses paper, string, and plastic, costs about 20 cents, and can spin fast enough to separate blood plasma without electricity.

[nyc-looks]

Juniper

Apr 23, 2026 ∙ Greenpoint

[kepsik]

some Ratio arts from magma

[sometiktoksarevalid]

[pcos-and-endo-awareness]

If you haven’t heard, today PolyCystic Ovarian Syndrome has been renamed to Polyendocrine Metabolic Ovarian Syndrome. This change reflects that this is not a reproductive “problem” but a whole body disease.

[leahstuff]

For reference, from the WHO website:

(Text: PCOS affects an estimated 10-13% of reproductive-aged women. It is estimated that up to 70% of women with PCOS worldwide do not know they have this condition.)

[laziestgirlintown]

The Lancet link about shift to PMOS. Spread this to everyone who works in health care now. People with uteruses and ovaries are in agony - yes, the whole body suffers a crisis every fkn month - and health care should help

[parkchanwoohoo]

Realizing that I am not employing enough of my free will to become a nuisance at work

[raine-of-auroria]

Me watching this:

[cowboybarbaryn]

I’m not letting this rot in the tags

[uoa]

do you ever tell people you’ll be going to sleep but then you don’t and you have to not do anything noticable online for the sake of it seeming as if you didn’t lie to them

[rubensmuse]

the last time i got sloppy with this @tinynaught Columbo’d me

[flatluigi]

this post is classic tumblr in a lot of ways but the one I appreciate the most is that the second post happened eleven years after the first one. one of these days I’m going to see a reply to a post by someone younger than the post itself and we’re all just going to have to deal with it

[bearie]

people who take photos of their plushies in locations are awesome

[unbfacts]

Princeton researchers built a 3D device that connects living brain cells with tiny electronics. The chip held about 70,000 neurons on a flexible 3D mesh and learned to recognize simple electrical patterns. Scientists hope this could help future biocomputers use less energy and help researchers study brain diseases.

[airplanecrashingtowardstheground]

idk why some people think jin zixuan is boring. yeah we didnt get much time with him but I dont think hes boring at all and you get a pretty good idea of what hes like through the bits and pieces we see of him.

he doesn't stand down when wang lingjiao wants mianmian strung up as bait. when he realizes he has feelings for yanli, he tries to make up for how hes treated her. and hes really awkward and nervous about it and I think thats endearing. hes a mediator, and even though hes gotten his ass handed to him by wei wuxian he still tries to maintain a civil relationship with him for yanlis sake. he loves yanli and jin ling so much. and I bet you if he knew wei wuxian was going to be ambushed, he would have stopped that shit. none of this is boring to me.